"…"
Shi Xiaonian stood up from the sofa and slowly walked out, step by step, it was as if she was walking on the edge of a blade.
It hurt so much that blood dripped, but he still had to lower himself to the ground.
Pushing open the door of the infirmary, Luo Lie stood there dressed in a white doctor's uniform, mixing various medicines. Seeing her appear at the door like a ghost, he couldn't help curling his lips. "It seems like you've thought it through very clearly."
Nothing could stop her.
"…"Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at him silently, then slowly walked inside.
"Change your clothes in the locker room, I'll give you an induction needle and some medicine." Rollie's tone was businesslike.
"Yes."
Shi Xiaonian walked towards the locker room obediently. Inside, she put on a set of large surgical clothes. She took off her clothes and changed into a blue surgical suit.
Her stomach began to move as soon as the surgical gown touched her, as if in silent protest.
Shi Xiaonian pushed open the door and entered the operation room. Luo Lie was already waiting there, but upon seeing her enter, she let out a sigh and passed a small plate of medicine to her. "Eat all the medicine here, water here, and then lie down on the operation table."
"Alright."
Shi Xiaonian walked over, and saw that the plate was filled with some white pills. She grabbed them with her hands, trembling violently, but didn't hesitate to put them in her mouth and eat them.
She swallowed.
It was as if he wanted to make himself suffer.
"Drink some water. When you are in pain, the induced labor will be no different from having a child.""…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him. Only now did Luo Lie realize that there were no tears in her eyes, but they were completely bloodshot.She turned to the operating table and lay down quietly.
"The baby thought I was playing with him. He was very happy. It looks like he's going to be a very active child."
"Can we stop talking?"Shi Xiaonian lied there with no hope at all.
Don't let her listen, let the nightmare pass quickly.
"Alright, I'll give you the induction pill now." After that, you will have a certain reaction. You have had a difficult time giving birth to a child, and you understand how painful contractions can be. This reaction varies from person to person and might take a long time, so it will be more torturous. "Producing was a pain to welcome hope, she was suffering to welcome a dead child.
"Go ahead."
She did not care about how much pain she suffered. It was her decision, so the pain should be borne by her.
"Alright, I'll respect your decision." He reached out his hand and pressed it on her stomach a few times, purposely causing the child's movements to become even more violent. He looked at Shi Xiaonian's face.The clear, pure, and beautiful face was now filled with despair.
Luo Lie picked up the syringe and slowly raised it, allowing it to enter Shi Xiaonian's line of sight. Shi Xiaonian laid there with her eyes wide open, and suddenly said: "His name is Pumpkin."
"What?"
Luo Lie was stunned for a moment.
"His name is pumpkin." Shi Xiaonian said each word as if he had bitten his lips.
Hearing that, Luo Lie understood what she meant. "It's a very cute name. He must have liked it and moved it even more. Unfortunately, his liking ends here."Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes, despair flowing through his meridians, the child's every movement ripping apart her nerves.
"Then I'll begin the injection."The hand holding the needle slowly fell down. In front of his eyes, Shi Xiaonian's hand was tightly grabbing onto the surgical uniform.
"Bam!"
The door burst open.
Luo Lie turned his head around, and saw Mu Qianchu standing at the door gasping for breath. A pair of dull eyes looked forward, but they did not have the correct spots to land on, so his face was not much better than Shi Xiaonian's.
"This is the operation room. What are you doing here?"
Luo Lie asked coldly."I'll take minuscule thought with me!" Hearing the voice, Mu Qianchu accurately walked towards them. When his hand touched the table, Shi Xiaonian directly touched her stomach, but when he felt that it was bulging, he heaved a sigh of relief and grabbed Shi Xiaonian up. "minuscule thought, come with me!"
"I'm healing, Qiushui, let go."
Shi Xiaonian struggled to free her hand, but was still forcefully pulled up by Mu Qianchu, who sat on the operating table.
Mu Qianchu pulled her hand tightly, his eyes staring straight at her, "Do you need any treatment? Inducing labor? If I didn't realise that something was amiss with you these past two days and that you had stolen the Dr. Lo's information, I wouldn't even know that you were going to have an abortion! "
"…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at his face in shock. He actually knew.
"Come, you come with me." Mu Qianchu was no longer as gentle as he used to be and tried to pull her down from the operating table."Qian Chu, this is my business."
Shi Xiaonian refused to leave with him and reached out to push him.
Hearing this, Mu Qianchu's face became even more pale. He laughed at himself and said, "Yes, I do not have the qualifications to care about you, but no longer have the qualifications for me to care about you! "Follow me!"
Luo Lie stood at the side and watched. He symbolically stopped her, "Mr. Mou, I believe you should know that females have absolute freedom of reproduction."Hearing Luo Lie's voice, Mu Qianchu's tone of voice turned serious, "Dr. Lo, I admire your character, but I never thought that you were only someone who listened to orders and did not consider others at all."
"Qianchu, Dr. Lo isn't that kind of person."
Shi Xiaonian felt a headache.He had tried to get her to keep the child, but she was too stubborn.
"Since you have seen my information, you should know the illness of Mrs. Gong. For her good, I can only respect her." He put the syringe aside."For her own good?" Mu Qianchu held Shi Xiaonian's hand and sneered, "How long do you think minuscule thought will live without this child?"
Shi Xiaonian's body stiffened.
"…"Luo Lie looked at Shi Xiaonian silently.
"Since she was young, minuscule thought had lived in an environment that required her to comply and fulfill her wishes. This was even more so after being together with Gong Ou. She is not someone with a weak ability to resist pressure. On the contrary, there are too many things that need her to endure pressure. She has already gotten used to taking the blame for any blame. "
Mu Qianchu said, "Right now, she is blaming everything on herself, the shadow of the twins on her back, the death of her adopted mother on her back, you think respecting her is just for her own good, but in my opinion, if she doesn't even have this child, she would have died earlier than anyone else!"
Luo Lie looked at Mu Qianchu in shock. He did not expect Mu Qianchu to know Shi Xiaonian so well.Shi Xiaonian wanted to struggle free from Mu Qianchu's grasp, but she immediately grabbed her hand and walked out of the operation room with large strides.
On the balcony, the air in the forest was very fresh and the sun was very warm.Shi Xiaonian donned a thin jacket and sat on the rattan chair, while Mu Qianchu stood on the balcony. Both of her hands were pressing on the armrest, her back was slightly bent, her short hair fluttered in the wind.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him and vaguely remembered a long, long time ago. When she was young, Mu Qianchu very much liked to stand on the balcony and blow the wind, and it was the same for him then.Both of them stood there silently.
Shi Xiaonian pulled at the jacket on her body and was about to stand up when she heard Mu Qianchu's voice, "minuscule thought, I know you hate me being nosy, and I also know that I'm the most unqualified person in this world to care about you, but I can't just watch you die."
He couldn't do it.
Shi Xiaonian's gaze dimmed as she whispered, "It's not that serious. Really, there are many abortions in this world and the child is still unconscious. Nothing, really nothing."
pumpkin wouldn't feel pain, it definitely wouldn't.
Mu Qianchu retracted his hand and straightened his body, and then slowly turned around to face her. He walked towards her and sat down on a rattan chair beside her, and said with a low voice that had a trace of ineffable mute, "minuscule thought, we met each other when we were young, and had been relying on each other for so many years. I am very clear about the kind of person you are.""…"
"I don't understand Rollie's psychology. I only know that you can't experience the death of someone close to you." Mu Qianchu said, "From now on, even if I don't sleep for 24 hours, I will still keep an eye on you, until you give birth."
It was too late.
She had taken medicine and it was too late for anything.
Just as Shi Xiaonian was about to say something, Mu Qianchu said again, "You are not a woman who doesn't have any opinions, but since when did you turn yourself into a cypress flower? For Gong Ou, for the sake of not harming the people around you, even if you force yourself to death, you don't care? Alright, you don't care, but Gong Ou doesn't care? ""I will be strong." Shi Xiaonian said with a trembling voice.
Maybe she didn't even have confidence in herself when she said that."I don't believe it." Mu Qianchu said, but then laughed bitterly: "Did you know, I just heard someone reading about your illness, and I suddenly hated Gong Ou, I was thinking, if I had not lost my memories, and if we were still together, I would not have let you be like this."
For her to become like this, it was partly because of her personality and partly because of Gong Ou's overbearing and domineering attitude.Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian's gaze froze, her heart throbbing in pain.
"But then I thought, how could I have that thought? I've done so many wrong things." Mu Qianchu said, "If I hadn't done those things, you would at least treat me as a friend and chat with me. You would listen to my suggestions."
Not all of her own decisions, recklessly and recklessly, even if she was forced into a dead end.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian remained silent."Since you've come to this point today, you don't even have anyone who can ask for advice. I should be held responsible as well, no?" Mu Qianchu said bitterly, "If your parents were still here, you could at least act like a spoiled child to them, but now they are all gone."
Shi Xiaonian looked at him. He sat there quietly, with a layer of water glow covering his eyes.
"Qianyu, don't be like this. Since it has already passed, I don't want to bring it up again."
Chapter end
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