Shi Xiaonian asked a few people but didn't see Gong Ou, so she could only return home. Standing there for a long time, her legs were sore.
Once he returned, Gong Kui, who skipped class, immediately rushed out and ran towards her and grabbed her leg. His entire face was red from excitement and he looked at her with his big eyes blinking, "Mom, Grandma said you have a baby, I'm so happy, where is it?""The baby won't see you for a long time."
"How long? An hour? A day? Or a hundred days? " Gong Kui didn't have a specific concept of time."…"
Shi Xiaonian laughed, squatted down, and touched her little face, before deliberately tautly saying, "At this time, shouldn't you be in class? You actually ran out here?"
Hearing this, Gong Kui mischievously stuck her tongue out at her, "I'm going back to class now, can you call me baby when she comes?"Shi Xiaonian could only smile and nod as she watched Gong Kui bounce away.
Everyone in this family would welcome the arrival of this little baby. Other than Gong Ou, perhaps it was not that he was not welcome, but he had other thoughts.
Shi Xiaonian was prepared to think about it and calmly talk it over with Gong Ou, so she waited until night and didn't see Gong Ou at lunch time.Luo Qi even asked her, "Is Gong Ou too nervous? And when I heard about a kid, I just ignored you. "
"…"Who's ever seen a child so nervous that they don't even care about their mother? Unless he didn't want to. Only, Luo Qi did not think of this.
Deep into the night, Shi Xiaonian stayed alone in her room. Sitting at the end of the bed, her hand holding the vibrator as she transferred to a different channel. Her attention was not on it at all.
But it was so quiet there was no sound at all.
An hour, another hour.
Gong Ou had not returned.
This did not resemble Gong Ou's style, as he always hated to run when things came to him, but today, he had avoided her for an entire day.Remembering what had happened at the farm, Shi Xiaonian reorganized the words she had been preparing for the entire day and walked outside.
Gong Ou was in the study room, the servant said.
Shi Xiaonian walked towards the direction of the study, pushed open the door and walked in. The huge study room was completely empty, with not a single person inside.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian was startled for a few seconds, didn't they say Gong Ou was here?
She looked around until her eyes fell on the desk, which was in such a mess that she opened one book after another. There were books on the telephone, and all the chairs were filled with books, not to mention on the floor.The bookshelves were also in a mess. Many books were scattered on the floor. It was obvious that they had been thrown down.
You don't treasure books that much?
Did these books offend him?
Shi Xiaonian walked over, bent down, and picked up a few books from the ground to fold. Just as she was about to put them away, she saw the title that stunned her.
Shi Xiaonian's heart fiercely shook. Indeed, it was as she had guessed.She walked over to the desk, which was open to books on the harm of pregnancy and childbirth, and on the chairs, which were almost all about caring for a woman who had had an abortion.
He was making up his mind to let her get rid of the child.If this was the reason, she would be even less willing to kill this child. Shi Xiaonian closed the book on the table and stacked it up.
Shi Xiaonian was startled, she picked up the information, and saw that it was a conversation with a small recording pen beside him.
The style of this pen is similar to that of a few years ago.Shi Xiaonian opened up the brush and heard a familiar but not unfamiliar voice, "Mr. Gong, I am Miss Xi's main doctor in Italy, I will now explain the situation of the Miss Xi to you."
Miss Xi.
Now that they called her Mrs. Gong or Young Madam, very few people called her Miss Xi.
Shi Xiaonian suddenly realized that the recording was from a long time ago, and she wasn't sure how long it had been. The voice continued to sound, "At that time, when I was arranged to take care of Miss Xi, I discovered that her body was in a very bad condition, and the most important thing was that she was overly worried. Coupled with the large amount of negative emotions she had from being imprisoned in one place for a long period of time, the Miss Xi had been extremely thin after giving birth, and in the end, she was no longer able to feed and could only recuperate."Shi Xiaonian stood there and listened to the doctor's voice.
When did Gong Ou ask about this?
"Miss Xi is a very strong person. Even though her body is so weak, her willpower is still very strong. This is the most fundamental reason why she was able to resist. I truly admire her." The doctor's voice sounded, "As for the specifics, I can't say for sure for now. The thing that impressed me the most is that Miss Xi had a fever once, and for some reason, her stomach suddenly hurt. We couldn't find the reason for it, and could only worry."
"…""At that time, all of us were standing in our rooms, watching Miss Xi roll on the bed in pain, tossing and turning. Seeing her like that, every single one of us started to worry for her, and Mrs. Xi was even crying. " The doctor said, "Later on, we found out that this was actually a mental illness in the Miss Xi."
Heart disease.
Shi Xiaonian's eyes drooped slightly as she said the doctor, "At one point in time, we believed that Miss Xi did not suffer from postpartum depression, but she was still shrouded in shadow when she was imprisoned during her pregnancy. Her pregnancy was rather difficult, while others might have felt a slight tugging pain, but she was in excruciating pain and there was no one worth her trust at that time to accompany her."
"…"Shi Xiaonian pursed her lips.
"So later on, we doctors figured out that this is the heart of Miss Xi. Once she felt pain in her stomach, she would feel a pain that was a thousand times more painful, a pain that she can't help but endure." The doctor sighed, "A pregnant woman's emotions are already easily fluctuating. Adding to the fact that they have been imprisoned for so long and one of their children was taken from them, it is already very good that Miss Xi is as tenacious as she is now. Just as she rolled on the ground in pain, she has never tried to give up her life. "
Shi Xiaonian could not take it anymore, she stopped writing and stood there in a daze.Gong Ou was listening to all these recordings, and it was precisely because of this that he didn't want her to give birth to this baby.
"Bam."A door was pushed open.
Shi Xiaonian turned her head and saw Gong Ou standing at the door, holding onto a cup of coffee. He was still wearing his windbreaker, and his handsome face looked exhausted.
Upon seeing Shi Xiaonian, Gong Ou's black eyes grew deeper as his gaze fell upon the recording pen in her hand.
"Is that why you don't want this baby?"
Shi Xiaonian held the recording pen tightly, looking at him, she did not know if she was moved or sad, as if there were both.
It had been so long ago, he remembered, he remembered.
"When did you come in?"Gong Ou frowned, walked up, put down the coffee cup, snatched the recording pen from her hands, and threw it into the drawer. Then, he started to pack the books on the table, one by one, and closed them all.
Shi Xiaonian saw that he was pretending to be busy, and her lips moved, "Gong Ou, I want to keep this child."Her voice was calm, but it was mixed with a slight tremble.
"…"
Gong Ou's movements stopped, and in the next second, he threw the book in his hand onto the table fiercely. He turned to look at her, his black eyes revealing an overbearing gaze, "No!"
"If I want to stay, your previous reason will not stop me. Even more so, this reason will not stop me." Shi Xiaonian looked at him stubbornly, and patted the book on the desk.
A tinge of anger appeared in Gong Ou's eyes, and he said to her, "That's right, that's my real reason, I just don't want you to be born. I just don't want you to experience that kind of pain again!"
He was clearly concerned about Ye Zichen's words, but the latter had actually made him sound like he was quarrelling.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian pursed her lips and looked at him silently.
"You've forgotten all about the last pregnancy, haven't you?" Gong Ou glared at her, and straightforwardly said everything he said, "Shi Xiaonian, have you forgotten the pain after your scars have healed? "What else do you want to do? Do you have to roll over in bed in pain again, quickly become thinner, or do you have to scratch the edge of the bed with your fingernails?"Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian looked at him in a daze. It turned out that he really knew everything.
I just never said anything in front of her.
No wonder when they said that there would be another one, only Gong Ou almost never expressed his opinion. He didn't say anything, but he meant that there would only be one, and he would never have another child.
"In short, I will be in charge of this family, but I don't want this child! I'll go and beat them tomorrow! "
Gong Ou said resolutely.
"I won't."
Shi Xiaonian suddenly didn't know what to say.
"Heh." Gong Ou sneered, he looked at her like he was looking at a weak person, "Shi Xiaonian, why must you be so stubborn against me? If you walk out of this door and I say something, who do you think will help you? "Gong Ou always said these harsh words were poisonous, and very economical. Poison to the point where you couldn't even refute it when your heart was bleeding.
Hearing these words, Shi Xiaonian took a step back and laughed bitterly, "What are you showing off to me, showing off your power and influence? Yes, as long as you say something, no one will help you, and everyone will listen to you. We are clearly husband and wife, why are you saying it as if I am only an accessory to you, am I, Shi Xiaonian, a pendant to you? "
Their marriage wasn't to have a home, but to have her enter his world and submit to his rule, right?
Was that what he wanted to say?Seeing the bitter smile on her lips, Gong Ou realized that his words were too harsh. The corner of his eyes twitched, and his tone immediately became low, "I didn't mean it that way."
"Whatever you mean, I'm going to give birth to this baby."Shi Xiaonian said stubbornly.
Chapter end
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