Chapter 489 - Re-placed under house arrest
It was wrong.Very wrong.
"Do you regret being with Gong Ou?" Mu Qianchu asked, "Do you regret ruining your entire family and me because of him?"
"What I regret is that I should not have made any promises to you. Whether it was the first or second time, I should not have casually made any promises to you. If that was the case, would you hate me less?" Shi Xiaonian asked.
She should have always refused. She shouldn't have made a compromise.
This had become her sin, a sin that could not be washed away.
Hearing this, the hatred on Mu Qianchu's face deepened as he glared at her and said, "If you hadn't promised me that you would never be with Gong Ou again, do you think I would choose to save you?"That was not the time.
He should wait until she completely gave up on Gong Ou!
"If I had known this would happen, I would have chosen to die on the operating table!"
Shi Xiaonian said forcefully, and stared at him.
"What did you say?"
Mu Qianchu's expression froze.What did she mean, indifferent to everything he did?
Shi Xiaonian walked to the side, her voice wooden. "I remember you saying before that I had changed, but actually, it was us who had changed."He was no longer that clean youth who fell in the snow.
She was also no longer the young girl that he was relying on for his life."…"
Shi Xiaonian walked over to the princess's bed and picked up the cup. When she held the cup in her hand, she noticed that the coffee had turned cold and there was no warmth in it.
"What are you doing?"
Mu Qianchu asked.Shi Xiaonian took a step and walked towards him, then handed the cup over to him. "Mu Qianchu, up till today, it is meaningless to say who was in the right and who was in the wrong, because even if we regret, we will not be able to return."
"You still want me dead?"Mu Qianchu stared at the coffee cup in her hands and asked, in disbelief.
"Please pay with your life for my father and my fiancé."
Shi Xiaonian said stubbornly, her eyes were bloodshot, her small face was filled with fatigue.
She no longer had the strength to argue with Mu Qianchu.
She just wanted it over as soon as possible."…" Mu Qianchu glared at her, his eyes reddened, the glint of water obvious, and said while clenching his teeth, "I told you, I did not want to kill your father! "I did not!"
He had never thought of carrying his life behind him.
He never thought of taking the lives of her family, because he always wished that he could walk together with her."Aren't you going to drink it?"
Shi Xiaonian asked indifferently. Her eyes were dim and her voice was calm, as if she had just asked a normal question: "Don't you drink coffee?"
"Do I have to die in your eyes?"Mu Qianchu laughed bitterly, and pointed to the location of his own heart, "minuscule thought, look at this place, how many times has it hurt for you?
At the end, his voice was no longer filled with hatred, but rather trembling.He cried.
Tears welled in his eyes.
Like a defeated soldier, he stood helplessly before the general who was determined to punish him, insisting that the general look at his wounds."…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there silently, the hand holding the cup frozen in midair.
"Even if I did a lot of things that you would think I should die for, don't forget one thing, I love you!" Mu Qianchu said loudly, tears flowing down her face. "Ever since we met, other than those six years, which one of them has not been in love with you?"
"…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there dumbly.Compared to Mu Qianchu's crying, the numb expression on her face made her seem so cold-blooded.
"When was I not expecting us to be together again, to be as close to each other as we were in the past? But you? " Mu Qianchu allowed his tears to flow, and said bitterly, "I keep thinking, what did I lose to Gong Ou, is it because I'm being gentle and caring? Then I will be more gentle to you and use my life to protect you! Was I wrong? "
"…"
"But you should still leave with Gong Ou!" Mu Qianchu said, "Then what exactly did I lose, is it power? Was it potential? I thought that by stepping Gong Ou under my feet, you would be able to reevaluate me! Was I wrong? "
"…"
"I love you. I love you so much that you want to take my life. Is this all my fault?""…"
Shi Xiaonian's eyelashes fiercely trembled as she stood there.
She heard the pain in his voice, and how sorrowful it was. She quietly listened to his accusation, and then, she slowly withdrew the coffee cup back to her side.
Mu Qianchu looked down at her, reached out to wipe the tears on his face, his eyes filled with stubbornness.
"…"Shi Xiaonian looked at him in a daze. It was the first time she saw Mu Qianchu cry like a wronged child.
Perhaps he was right. Her desperation for love had ruined everything.
Therefore, it wasn't him who had killed his parents, but her.
The one who killed Gong Ou wasn't him, but her.
It was all her fault.She couldn't wait to see the last of the twins, she knew.
Shi Xiaonian slowly picked up the coffee cup, lowering her head to taste it, her slightly numb lips just touching the cup's mouth, when the cup was ruthlessly smashed away.
The entire cup of coffee spilled onto the floor.
The cup shattered.
Mu Qianchu stared at her hatefully, "You can't kill me, so you want to kill yourself? minuscule thought, let me tell you, from today onwards, you are mine! "With that, Mu Qianchu pulled her into his embrace, lowered his head and kissed her lips, holding her tightly in his arms. He turned her head over and over, grinding his teeth against her lips as he crazily tried to pry open her lips.
Shi Xiaonian's breath was taken away by him, and she immediately struggled with all her might.
She was his.Gong Ou's power was no longer there, Gong Ou was no longer there.
Why wasn't she his?!
"Bam."Shi Xiaonian could not struggle and used her full force to kick his leg. Mu Qianchu was kicked back two steps, he bent down and hugged his leg.
She landed a kick on one of his bones.Shi Xiaonian stood there, breathing rapidly. She wiped her lips and looked at him woodenly, "Mu Qianchu, I'm not yours!"
Not even death.
Mu Qianchu painfully lowered his leg, and stood there, pursing his lips, savoring the taste of her lips. "Do you think you can escape now? Go out and see which one of them isn't mine. Forget about this island, even if you want to go to this house, I'll let you go! "
"You want to imprison me?"
Shi Xiaonian asked with a surprisingly calm voice.
"Even after the Gong Jia had imprisoned you for such a long time, you're still willing to be together with Gong Ou. I think you probably like this kind of method!" Mu Qianchu said, his voice was gloomy, "Who knows, you might be tempted by me soon."
The current him didn't even dare to say a word and fall back in love.Because she had never loved.
Heh.Never loved.
"…" Shi Xiaonian stood there silently, raising her eyes to look at Mu Qianchu, his gaze exceptionally clear and cold.
That gaze made Mu Qianchu very uncomfortable.
Mu Qianchu had never quarrelled with Shi Xiaonian to such an extent, and had also used all his strength to do so.
"Do you know why I suddenly became engaged to Gong Ou without any hesitation?"Shi Xiaonian's voice sounded from behind him.
Mu Qianchu turned his head to look at her.
Of course he wanted to know.
Until now, he still did not know why Gong Ou and her were able to get engaged so easily, and why he had abandoned her once again.
Shi Xiaonian turned her eyes to look at him, "Do you know what's the biggest difference between you and Gong Ou is?""What is it?"
Mu Qianchu was about to go crazy just thinking about it."Gong Ou took his own life and got the engagement from me, but you took my father's and your fiance's life from me." Shi Xiaonian's voice was very wooden, without a hint of emotion. "If it was you, who would you be moved for?"
"…"
Mu Qianchu finally found out the answer behind the engagement agreement. His gaze flickered slightly, and without saying anything further, he started to walk out, in a hurry and almost falling down.He was in such a sorry state.
Shi Xiaonian was placed under house arrest in a small room.
She was used to standing at the window and looking out at the scenery. She seemed to have a special affinity with house arrest. In the beginning, it was Gong Ou who placed her under house arrest;She loved freedom so much, but she was imprisoned again and again.
But she should be free soon.Shi Xiaonian stood at the window, her face pale and haggard, without a hint of blood. She pinched the heart-shaped diamond ring on her finger, and stared at it under the sunlight.
The dazzling light of the diamond shone into her eyes.
So beautiful.
Gong Ou, look, the ring you gave me is still so dazzling.
Wait a bit longer, I'll come and find you soon, don't be afraid to be alone.
You should have seen Xi Yu by now, is he similar to me? What about my parents? Were they particularly fond of each other? Did you miss me?
Gong Ou, when we reach heaven, let me play < Reminiscence > for you.Shi Xiaonian quietly stared at the storage ring on her hand, her face revealing a deep smile, but it was an extremely pale smile.
"Bam."
The door was pushed open.
The smile in Shi Xiaonian's eyes immediately disappeared. She lowered her head and put the ring back on her ring finger, then silently walked to the sofa and sat down.
The one who entered was Mu Qianchu.
Behind him followed Eyebrow-scar Doctor who was dressed in a white gown. The doctor was holding onto a few bottles of medicine.
Mu Qianchu was holding onto a tray in his hands, with the food on it steaming hot.
He walked over to her and placed the tray in front of her. He lowered his eyes and stared at her.Mu Qianchu obviously knew that Shi Xiaonian was hunger strike.
She knew it was hopeless to kill him, so she chose to wait for death.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian sat there silently, not saying a word.
She had already said what she needed to say, and she no longer had anything else to say to Mu Qianchu.
She only wanted to quietly wait for the moment that belonged to her.
It had already been two days, and Shi Xiaonian didn't eat or drink nor speak. If he were to kiss or touch her, she would immediately pounce on him like a little wolf, biting him until she was dripping with blood.
Seeing her like that, Mu Qianchu turned to Eyebrow-scar Doctor and said, "Give her the nourishing water."
"Yes, Young Master Mu."
The Eyebrow-scar Doctor nodded.Mu Qianchu stood up and hugged Shi Xiaonian, but Shi Xiaonian did not resist and only opened his mouth to bite his arm.
"…"Mu Qianchu frowned in pain, allowing her to bite on him. He carried her to the bed and put her down.
Chapter end
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