"…"
It had been more than three months since he'd seen his daughter's photo. It was better than hers, she hadn't even seen a picture of Holly, and Holly's voice was unfamiliar.It was all imagination.
"You painted Holy?"
Gong Ou stared at the picture on the picture and asked.
She painted Holy too much like the Solanum nigrum, not like brother and sister, but more like a sister."…"
Shi Xiaonian lowered her eyes in silence. Every picture she took for Solanum nigrum, she would draw a picture of her son on the side.
Occasionally, when she looked at the photo from a distance, she would feel that her twins had never been separated."You drew the wrong one. Holly's eyes are not as big as Solanum nigrum's, they're a little smaller, and her eyebrows are a little darker than Solanum nigrum's." Gong Ou said as he handed the photo over to Shi Xiaonian, "Modify it and I will tell you."
Shi Xiaonian looked at the photo in her hand in a daze, her lips moved slightly as she said with great difficulty, "I don't want to hear it."
Gong Ou stared at her. Shi Xiaonian lowered her head and used both hands to pinch the photo hard.Only now did Gong Ou realise that she had a lot of little tricks up his sleeves as she used this way to control his emotions.
Had it been the same every time she and he had met before?
"You never asked me what Holly looked like." Gong Ou asked in a low voice.
"I don't want to know."
Shi Xiaonian said, her voice sounded rough."Why?"
Gong Ou asked.Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes, she placed the photo back into her bag, and after pondering for a long time, she said, "You don't know what mother thinks about her child, you know too much, I'm afraid that I will disregard everything and rush to see him, to snatch him away."
Holy.
The baby she had never seen before. She had done nothing for him.
Other than drawing a little picture in the photo and pretending that he and Solanum nigrum grew up by her side, she could do nothing. She had already given up on him, so what right did she have to know his appearance?
"Is that so?"
Gong Ou looked at her and retorted, "Shi Xiaonian, tell me, how have you spent the past half year?"Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian understood that the real reason why he was drenched last night was because of Xu Bingxin's words.
"You don't have to care about that. It's over."
Shi Xiaonian lowered her head and said indifferently, trying her best to sound calm and collected, making it seem like a thing that wasn't worth mentioning.
"Since it is already in the past, why can't I say anything? Speak, I want to know. "
Gong Ou asked in a deep voice. When a gust of wind blew, he coughed lightly and a pigeon pecked on his shoes.Cough.
He was still sick.
"Gong Ou, if you are not feeling well, go back to the hospital. There are so many things for you to do in N.E.
Shi Xiaonian said.
Because he was looking for her, he had been in silence for more than half a year.
"If you don't want to say it, I won't leave."
Gong Ou said hesitantly.
Shi Xiaonian pursed her lips, and said after a moment of silence, "It's really nothing, it's just that my body was exhausted when I was giving birth to twins. Don't you think I'm doing pretty good now?"
I've wasted my body, and that's all.
"What else?" Gong Ou asked.
"There's nothing else."
"What did they do to you in the Tower?" Gong Ou asked.
"They treated me quite well, you know that the Gong Jia wanted the child in my stomach, so even if it was for the sake of the child, they wouldn't do anything to me." Shi Xiaonian said casually, "Charles is also a good person, he has always taken good care of me."
Gong Ou stared at her, his eyes deep, "I want to hear the truth. "Cough."When the wind blew, Gong Ou coughed.
Shi Xiaonian listened to his coughing, frowned, closed her eyes and said honestly, "Since I was young, I don't like the feeling of being bound. At that time, if you abandon me, I will be imprisoned in the Gong Jia's tower, and imprisonment in itself would be enough to make me feel pain."
"And then?"Gong Ou asked while the thin lip remained silent.
"Actually, when I was first imprisoned, I thought that you would come and save me. However, they would always reveal to me whether it was intentionally or not, telling me how good your life was and how happy you and Mo Nuo were." Shi Xiaonian laughed bitterly, "My ears are so soft, I believed it at that time. So, I hate you more and more, day by day. "
"…"
Gong Ou heard her voice and tightened his grip on his thigh.
"Later on, I knew that there was no hope for me to escape, so I resigned myself to my fate. Then, on the day of production, Gong Jia intentionally told me about the engagement oath. I didn't know why, but I gave birth in advance. " This was the first time Shi Xiaonian told Gong Ou about her own experience for the greater half of a year.
"And after we return to the Xi Family?"
Gong Ou continued to ask. He actually wanted to know more details, but she deliberately softened his words.
She had suffered more than that, he believed.
"After I was born in England, I was taken away in the middle of the night. I was brought to Italy, and my body was very weak. At first, Qian Chu tried to hide that one of my children had been taken away, but I still knew." Shi Xiaonian said, she looked at the pigeons looking for food on the lawn and said, "Since then, my body has gotten worse. But the family took good care of me, they got me the best doctor, they gave me the best medicine, I'm fine now, I can still work. ""…"
Gong Ou listened silently, his eyes staring straight at her, his expression pitch black and his expression cold.
He just kept looking at her.
Every time she was ill it was with him, the high fever at home, the early childbirth in England, the grief of losing a child in Italy.
Every time, every time, it was because of him.
After a long while, Gong Ou said in a low and hoarse voice, "It is normal for you to hate me, and it is also normal for you to want to kill me."He had ruined her completely.
Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian said lightly, "Gong Ou, I don't hate you anymore, I really do. After experiencing so many things and saying so much before, I still have a bit of a grudge against you. But now, I can tell you clearly, I don't hate you at all, Gong Ou. "
She did not hate him. He had suffered a lot, and she could no longer bear to blame him.She only wished that he would be safe and healthy after this, that nothing would happen to him because of her.
"No hate, no love, right?"
Gong Ou said in a low voice, his voice was especially hoarse, and the wind actually carried that much sadness.
He was slowly leaving only the shadow of a stranger in her life.
His voice caused Shi Xiaonian's heart to fiercely tremble.
Gong Ou sat there and put away his long legs, then said hoarsely, "Next month, Mo Nuo and I will be truly engaged."
He stated something without any intensity.Shi Xiaonian lifted her face and met his deep gaze with her own, looking at him in astonishment.
Ever since their reunion, almost every time they met, there would be a bloody storm and this was the first time they were so calm.
This was the first time Gong Ou spoke to her so calmly.
She could not fathom what he was thinking.
Seeing her silence, Gong Ou's eyes were filled with disappointment, "There's nothing to say?"
"I …""If you want to congratulate me, then so be it." Gong Ou interrupted her.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian bit her lips, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say. She lowered her gaze, and Gong Ou's voice sounded above her head, "Look into my eyes. Answer me!"
His voice was hoarse and strong.Shi Xiaonian lifted her face and looked at him.
Her entire body was bathed in sunlight. Her small face was white and soft. Her eyes were black and white. They were extremely clear, reflecting her sadness and sadness.
"Is following Mu Qianchu better than following me?"Gong Ou looked down at her and asked.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in shock. Why would he ask her that?
"Are you happier following him than following me?" Gong Ou stared straight at her, "Answer me."Shi Xiaonian's long eyelashes trembled as she looked at Gong Ou in a daze.
She could explain her relationship with Mu Qianchu to anyone, but she could not explain it so clearly to him.Because she heard a hint of compromise in his words.
Making a paranoia compromise was an extremely difficult thing to do.
"Answer me! Does this question need to be thought over for so long? " Gong Ou glared at her and asked, his voice extremely hoarse.
Shi Xiaonian sat there, her long hair fluttering in the wind. After a long time, she opened her mouth and whispered, "I don't dare to say how happy I am to be with Qian Chu, but I must be calm."
Calm.
She needed peace so badly.
That's good too, she couldn't be hurt by him again."You were in love with him when he saved you from England."
Gong Ou said, but he was already certain that it was not a question.
When she was in such a state of despair and pain, she hated him to the bone. But since Mu Qianchu had saved her, such a large disparity naturally moved her.
Heh.
He actually couldn't compare to Mu Qianchu at that point of time, and he had to thank Mu Qianchu even when it came to this matter.
It was Mu Qianchu who brought her out of that place in the tower.
"I am very grateful to him." Shi Xiaonian said in a mysterious tone.
Hearing these words, Gong Ou's ears became filled with love.
Gong Ou's expression darkened, his upper and lower rows of teeth were grinding together, he really wanted to bite and shatter it.
"Shi Xiaonian, if I let you be with Qian Chu right now, would I be able to win some last bit of gratitude from you?"Gong Ou asked, this sentence of his was extremely difficult to say, and his voice had become even more hoarse.
No hate.
No love.
It would be nice to be grateful, wouldn't it?
"…"Shi Xiaonian sat there in shock, looking at him in disbelief.
Her expression became one of anticipation in Gong Ou's eyes. He laughed at himself, but quickly retracted his smile and glared at her with his black eyes, "Don't even think about it!"
"…" Shi Xiaonian was unable to adapt to his attitude of today."Don't forget, we have the 'breakup contract'. You have to wait two years before you can enter a relationship!" Gong Ou stared at her.
Shi Xiaonian nodded, "I know."
"It's good that you know this!"
Gong Ou glared at her and suddenly stood up from the stairs, pacing a few steps in place, as though he was extremely uncomfortable, his footsteps a little messy.
"…"Shi Xiaonian lowered her head silently.
Suddenly, Gong Ou's decisive voice sounded in the air, "Make me another meal!"
Chapter end
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