"Alright."
Gong Kui immediately thought of Gong Ou.Shi Xiaonian ran through the forest towards the direction that Gong Kui pointed. For some reason, the more she ran, the colder her fingers became.
How could it be like this?She thought that Gong Yao would just get along with her and solve the problem in her heart. Why did he become like this and why did he become like this?
After Shi Xiaonian ran for a long time, she finally saw Gong Yao's little figure. He was running along the road, stepping on many flowers.
He's still fine."Holy!"
When Shi Xiaonian called out his name, her body froze for a few seconds. Then, she ran even faster than before, rushing forward like a little wild beast.
Shi Xiaonian pressed on her stomach, she gasped for breath and stopped her footsteps, "Holy, wait for mother."Gong Yao didn't listen at all.
Shi Xiaonian bit her lips and chased after her, disregarding everything else.
At this time, Gong Ou caught up with him with his sports car. Seeing Shi Xiaonian's panting, her brows furrowed even more tightly.A burst of dazzling sounds passed by, and the sports car horizontally stood in front of Gong Yao in a handsome posture, blocking his path.
Gong Ou sat in the carriage, turned his face and looked at Gong Yao coldly, saying in a cold voice, "Can't you hear it? Shi Xiaonian is calling you! "
He did not like anyone going against Shi Xiaonian and ignoring Shi Xiaonian.
"…"
Gong Yao stood there unmoving, his small hands clenched tightly, his face still flushed from his anger, as he stared fixedly at the ground.
"Holy, are you okay?" Shi Xiaonian chased after her, and before she could get tired, he grabbed Gong Yao's hand.
His hands were cold and clenched.Why is it so cold?
Shi Xiaonian was startled, she turned around and squatted down in front of him, worriedly looking at him, "Did that big sister wrongly accuse you again? It's because Mom is bad, Mom thinks that she has already realized her mistake, and that you two can play together. "Was Gong Yao feeling unwell again?
"…"
Gong Yao stood there motionlessly, his eyes staring stubbornly at the ground, refusing to look at Shi Xiaonian.
"Holly, don't be like this. I'm worried about you. Can you please tell me if you feel wronged or upset?" Shi Xiaonian held onto her cold little hand, and was very worried.
"…"
Gong Yao did not say a word.
"Today's matter is Mommy's fault. Don't be upset, okay? Let's go back and make the cake together?" She remembered that when she brought them to make the cake, Gong Yao was very happy and would even let out a slight smile.Gong Yao's little face was cold and expressionless. He stubbornly pulled back his little hand.
He pulled it back bit by bit.Shi Xiaonian could only watch as that ice-cold little hand left her hand. She looked at Gong Yao in a daze, and when she saw his gaze that was almost filled with hatred, she could not help but ask, "Holly, what happened to you? Can you tell me what happened? Dad and Mom will always be by your side. "
He didn't need to keep it all to himself. He could talk to her."Liar."
Gong Yao suddenly said something, and her voice was so cold that it didn't sound like a child's.
Gong Ou sat up straight on the carriage after hearing what he said, his black eyes looking at them. Shi Xiaonian squatted there, the sunlight shining on her fair face, making her astonishment become even more obvious."Holy?"
This was the first time Shi Xiaonian had heard him speak in such a tone.
"Not forever!" Gong Yao slowly lifted his eyes from Shi Xiaonian's. The moment his eyes met Shi Xiaonian's gaze, his heart began to throb in pain.Why did this hatred seem to be directed towards her?
Was she mistaken?
"Do you hate your mother?" This was what Shi Xiaonian thought and said. She really could not ignore the look in Gong Yao's eyes.
The gaze was so cold that it made all the bones in her body ache.
"Then do you like me?"Gong Yao asked.
Shi Xiaonian squatted in front of him, and a bitter smile appeared on her lips, "Of course, I like you. Holy, you are my favorite son, you are my parents' best life extension …"
"Then why did you abandon me?"
Gong Yao interrupted her words coldly.
Gong Ou sat in the carriage, and didn't get down, but his black eyes revealed a touch of cold light.
Shi Xiaonian squatted there, "What are you talking about?""I was born and raised in England! Solanum nigrum is your daughter. You guys only need to bring her back to raise her, you don't even need me! " The more Gong Yao spoke, the more excited he became. He glared at Shi Xiaonian with her black eyes as she retreated step by step.
He didn't want to say.
He felt that Shi Xiaonian had given him enough, he thought that it was enough, but when Lan Xiaoqi said this, he felt uncomfortable again.Did Shi Xiaonian really want him to die?
In that moment, Shi Xiaonian finally understood what Gong Yao was thinking.
Was he going to mention that paragraph again?The injury that was deeply etched in his heart.
Shi Xiaonian looked at Gong Yao, her eyes turning red, "Holly, many things happened at that time, I didn't mean to abandon you."
She wanted to bring him with her more than anyone else, but she couldn't do it at that time. She really couldn't do it.
"Then what kind of deal did you and Grandmother make of me?"
Gong Yao asked again, his small hands clenched into fists.
"…"
A fierce look emerged in Gong Ou's eyes.Shi Xiaonian looked at Gong Yao in shock. She couldn't believe it, "How did you know?"
Even Gong Ou wasn't clear about that part of the story, where did a child as young as him hear it from.Hearing this, Gong Yao was even more disappointed, he continued to retreat, and reached out to grab his own sleeve, all the flowers had bloomed and withered.
Not a single flower bloomed.
Seeing him like this, Shi Xiaonian's heart ached even more. She moved her lips, wanting to explain something, but realized that no matter how much she said, she was doing it for her own benefit.
In the end, all she could say was, "Sorry, Holy."His eyes suddenly became wet.
Shi Xiaonian lowered her head guiltily. She was sorry, she knew that this day would come sooner or later.
"…"
Gong Yao's eyes were filled with intense hatred as he glared at her. He thought of what his grandmother had said, what maids had said, how Shi Xiaonian had secretly hidden the candy he gave, and how Shi Xiaonian had wanted to kill herself and save him when he was kidnapped …
It was messy.It was very hard.
Gong Yao stood there, the fragrance of the flowers drifting in the wind, yet he felt like he was suffocating. Was he going to die? Just like what Lan Xiaoqi said, he really had to die."Why don't you want me?"
Gong Yao shouted at her loudly, his pair of big eyes also instantly turning red, "Why did you give up on me? Why do you want Solanum nigrum to not want me? Why did you make a deal with me? "
"…"
"You only like Solanum nigrum! You don't like me! You don't want me! "Why don't you want me?"
Gong Yao asked repeatedly.
Why didn't they want him? He was good, his teachers said he was smart, his grandma said he was going to inherit the Gong Jia in the future. He was so smart and peaceful, but why didn't they want him?
Why should I be estranged from him?
He didn't do well enough?
Shi Xiaonian looked at him sorrowfully, her eyes had a trace of water glow. Perhaps, she subconsciously knew that this would happen sooner or later, from the moment she traded Holly for peace between Gong Jia and Gong Ou, she knew that the day would come.
No mother would trade her son.And she did.
Since she had done so, she knew that there were some things that even repentance could not make up for.
Shi Xiaonian let her tears fall as her voice choked on her emotions, "I love you, Holly. At that time, if I could bring you along with me, I would have done my best to keep you by my side. "But I really didn't have a better idea then. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
I'm sorry, Gong Yao. I'm sorry, Mom is not good, Mom has never been able to be good.
Gong Yao stood there and looked at Shi Xiaonian. She held her fist and her nails dug into her hand, pressing hard into her flesh, it was extremely painful.
She apologized.
She had indeed abandoned him, she had made a deal with him.She didn't like him. She didn't like him without her mother to give up her son.
"I hate you! Shi Xiaonian! "
Gong Yao called out Shi Xiaonian's name."I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
Shi Xiaonian painfully lowered her head, her tears streaming down nonstop. Other than apologizing repeatedly, she couldn't do anything else, but this apology weighed nothing to an injured child.
"I don't want to forgive you!"
Gong Yao looked at Shi Xiaonian with hatred, his eyes also red to the point that it seemed as though he was about to cry. He turned around and was about to leave, only to see a tall figure blocking in front of him.
He raised his head and saw that Gong Ou was standing right in front of him.
In the next second, Gong Ou extended his hand and pressed it on Gong Yao's head, he slowly bent down and spoke word by word, "Gong Yao, you must forgive me!"
This is an order.Not a discussion.
Gong Yao stood there, his eyes bloodshot as he looked into Gong Ou's eyes. He did not compromise, and his gaze was filled with stubbornness, "Why?"
Why he had to forgive.He was abandoned, and he had the right to choose not to forgive.
Gong Ou bent over and stood in front of him, pressed his palm on his head and turned his head, forcing him to look at his. She squatted down and lowered her head, his body twitching, crying.
She was thin, so thin she looked as if she might be blown over by the wind.
"Because, she is Shi Xiaonian!" Gong Ou's arrogant voice exploded above Gong Yao's head. He continued to say word by word, "Do you understand now?"Because she was Shi Xiaonian, whom even he couldn't bear to bully, no one could bully her, not even his parents, not even his children!
"…"Gong Yao did not understand, he did not want to understand, he was given up just like that.
"Go and forgive her!"
Gong Ou ordered coldly, no one knew better than him that what Shi Xiaonian needed right now was not a single word from anyone, but a single word of forgiveness.
It was forgiveness from Gong Yao.
Chapter end
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