Such remorse had no meaning other than torturing himself. Her brother would never come back.
However, Gong Yu acted as if he did not hear her words, and continued to speak, "Do you still remember that day when you found out that I was still alive? You posted on the internet, and you asked others if it was a very shameful thing to be liked by a person of the same gender, is it so shameful that you only wanted to escape?"
"…"
Shi Xiaonian's heart skipped a beat.
She thought that at that time, when Xi Yu realized that Gong Yu was still alive, he must have had a lot of questions in his heart.
"I don't know if this is a shameful thing." Gong Yu said, his handsome face was filled with tears, he strongly pressed on Shi Xiaonian's shoulder, "I have been wondering, when minuscule thought and Gong Ou were at loggerheads, I had even thought of going over to pursue her, I wanted to prove something, and I wanted to miss something."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian was stunned, it turned out that when he helped her at that time, she really had the intention to pursue her by giving her so many things.
Is it empathy?
"Then I understand."Gong Yu said, suddenly he extended his hands and wrapped them around Shi Xiaonian, hugging him tightly. Shi Xiaonian's eyes widened in shock, and just as the flower bud was about to fall from her hands and break free, she heard Gong Yu's voice sound out beside her ear.
"Actually, it's nothing. I just like you."
The voice was filled with sorrow, despair, and helplessness.
Shi Xiaonian was so shocked by her words that she momentarily forgot to struggle. She hugged her even more tightly, "Really, I'm nothing. I just like you, that's all."
That's all.
Shi Xiaonian was startled for a few seconds and before she could say anything, Gong Yu suddenly pulled her into his embrace and said fearfully, "Don't go, please don't go. Stay a little longer, just stay a little longer."
Shi Xiaonian was tightly held in his embrace, unable to break free at all. The smell of the alcohol on his body made her breathing difficult.Gong Yu hugged her tightly, begging his again and again, "Don't go, don't go, I'm no longer weak. I can bring you as far as possible."
"Brother, please wake up. I'm Shi Xiaonian, I'm not Xi Yu." Shi Xiaonian hugged Shi Xiaonian tighter and tighter as she struggled with all her might.His body reeked of alcohol.
"Don't go."
Gong Yu's emotions became more and more intense as he hugged her tightly. Shi Xiaonian struggled to break free, but seeing her struggle, he became flustered and hugged her, lowering his head to kiss her lips.
"Bam."
After a dull thud, Gong Yu fell down in front of Shi Xiaonian.
A livid Gong Ou appeared in Shi Xiaonian's line of sight. He stood there, his handsome face filled with anger as he glared at Gong Yu.
"Gong Ou?"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in shock.
Gong Ou did not care about Shi Xiaonian, as he stepped forward and grabbed Gong Yu's collar with one hand, and punched him. Gong Yu's face was twisted from the punch, and blood started to seep out of the corner of his mouth."Hug my woman, you're crazy!"
Gong Ou roared, and punched again.
Towards Gong Ou, it seemed as if Gong Yu never knew how to retaliate, he could only hit him and not even think of dodging."Gong Ou, don't be like this." Shi Xiaonian immediately walked over and stopped Gong Ou, "He's just drunk, he thinks Xi Yu is the only one, stop hitting him."
"Drunk? "Heh." Gong Ou sneered, and punched Gong Yu in the face again.
In the corridor, the fragrance of flowers mixed with the smell of alcohol. The smell was not good.
"Gong Ou, stop hitting me!"
Shi Xiaonian stopped him worriedly.
Gong Ou turned and looked at her, sneering mockingly, "In my impression, he never got drunk before!"
"…"
Never drunk?Shi Xiaonian was dumbstruck, retracting her hand, and looking at Gong Yu's drunk appearance, if he had never been drunk before, then she must be pretending to be crazy?
Just as she was thinking, Gong Ou threw another punch over, his hands grabbed Gong Yu's collar and roared angrily, "Gong Yu! Wake up, I'm already dead! It's impossible to come back! It's no use soaking yourself in a wine cellar! Do you hear me! "
"…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at Gong Yu and saw that he was lying among the flowers, his hand out to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth. The tear stains on his face had not dried yet, his eyes misty, as he mumbled, "I want to see him, I just want to see him."
"He's dead!" Gong Ou roared, "Forget about Shi Xiaonian, even if you hug a pig's head right now, you won't be able to make up for it!"
"…"
Shi Xiaonian was speechless.
Why did you put her on the same level as the pig?
"This is my problem, don't worry about it."
Gong Yu could not bear to hear these words, and pushed Gong Ou away.
"Don't be so cowardly all the time!" Gong Ou roared, "You hid and hid, you were wrong! Is there any point in pretending to be crazy using alcohol right now? "
Gong Yu sat up, and more and more blood flowed out from the corner of his mouth. He looked at Gong Ou and smiled bitterly, "My good brother, you don't know how much I envy you, there's nothing that you wouldn't dare to do. A person like you would obviously look down on me."
Gong Ou had always been reckless, if this matter were to fall on Gong Ou, it would only take a few minutes to solve the problem, but what about him? He had dragged on for too many years, too long to be saved.
"Do you think you can revive the dead by giving up and sighing? "No way!"Gong Ou roared.
"I know!"
Gong Yu also roared back, his eyes staring straight at Gong Ou, his eyes filled with water and blood."What do you know?" What did you run away for? Didn't you want to live the life you wanted? Did you get there in the end? " Gong Ou roared at him, "Do you know where you failed? "You hate the life of a noble, yet you are tainted with a set of rules and principles, causing you to be unable to advance, unable to retreat, and unable to make up your mind. If a person like you doesn't tragedy, who will it be?"
"Gong Ou..."Shi Xiaonian tugged on Gong Ou's clothes, his words were too ruthless, was she forcing Gong Yu to his death?
"Yes." Sure enough, when Gong Yu heard this, he laughed until tears flowed down his face, "You're right, I'm just a scum, a person like me isn't worthy of living in this world!"
Gong Yu pushed Gong Ou's hand away and staggered as he tried to stand up. In the end, he was punched by Gong Ou.
Gong Yu fell onto the ground on top of a flower bush with thorns in it, causing his body to tremble."You think this is your redemption?" Gong Ou stood up and roared while staring at him, "If you're a man, you should live your entire life for yourself. After you die, you should float as far away as you can, so that he will never be able to meet a coward like you! This is the sin you can redeem! "
"…"Gong Yu laid there, wide awake from the pain. He looked at Gong Ou with dull eyes and a blank expression, like a lost child.
Yeah.
It was Xi Yu's luck that he would never meet him, it was his sin.
"That is what happened after you died. Live well while you are still alive. Don't let my mother worry about you even after I'm gone!" Gong Ou glared at him.
Gong Yu sat there dispiritedly, his eyes moving around, as though he was deep in thought. He laughed bitterly, "Perhaps you are right."
Shi Xiaonian looked at it in shock. Could it be that Gong Ou's violence was really effective?"Then why are you still sitting?" Gong Ou kicked him, "Get up! Do you hear me? "
"I heard it, stop kicking!" Are there any rules? " Gong Yu looked at Gong Ou, creased his eyebrows and said, "Alright, you guys can go back now."
"You want to stay and die?"
Gong Ou had always asked directly, so he did not know what being tactful was.
"…"Gong Yu looked at him speechlessly, then stood up from the flowers, "Alright, I'll go with you guys."
Whoosh.Shi Xiaonian secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and followed them out. The moment they walked out of the flower garden, Gong Ou kicked Gong Yu's body again and again with both of his eyes glaring at him.
"Why did you kick me again?" With the smell of alcohol, Gong Yu became angry as well, "You're addicted to hitting your own brother right?"
"I just hit you because I can't stand the way you look like you're going to die!"
Gong Ou stretched his neck and clenched his fists."What about now?"
Gong Yu said as he held his stomach.
"Carry my woman!" Gong Ou glared at him fiercely, and threw another punch at him, "How dare you hug my woman! If you still want to kiss her, I'll kill you! "
As he said that, Gong Ou threw a few punches at Gong Yu, beating him to a pulp.Gong Yu was in the wrong and kept on dodging.
Shi Xiaonian stood at the side and could not watch any further, she immediately ran over to get some people.
This night's torture had resulted in one result, which was that when Shi Xiaonian and Gong Ou left the second day, Gong Yu was still lying on his bed and could not get up.
Shi Xiaonian didn't know if Gong Yu was right or wrong, but after using her as a substitute and saying all that confession and being "enlightened" by Gong Ou's violence, she felt that the knot in her heart had lightened up a little.
Before he left, Gong Yu even gifted them some things, telling them that he would live well, that he would take care of their mother, and that they did not need to worry.
With regards to their departure, Luo Qi seemed to be extremely reluctant. He hugged Gong Kui and Gong Yao tightly until someone told him that it was time to leave, and only then did he let go of Solanum nigrum."Goodbye grandmother, Solanum nigrum will chat with you via video!"
Gong Kui sweetly waved at Luo Qi.Their car had left the Gong Jia for a long time, and looking from afar, Luo Qi was still standing there, waving her hand.
When they arrived, Gong Ou and Shi Xiaonian did not bring many people with them, but when they returned, they did do so majestically, as they rode on the Private aircraft and flew back to S City.Shi Xiaonian sat at a seat close to the window and looked out, looking at the layers of white clouds.
"Hey!" "Look at me!"
Gong Ou sat opposite to her, raised his leg and kicked her lightly.
"Looking at what?"
Shi Xiaonian asked, puzzled.
"Of course it's because I'm good-looking!" Gong Ou said righteously, "What are you thinking?"
Shi Xiaonian sat there and laughed, "I was thinking, when I thought about it, I did not stay in England for long, but it felt like I passed away."
They had experienced Gong Jue's death, Luo Qi's obsession, and Gong Yu's regret once."You're tired of staying?"
Gong Ou asked.
Chapter end
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