She had once seen coldness, greed, and obedience from the people of Gong Jia.
Gong Ou was unable to differentiate between normal and abnormal. Rather, normal people told him that they were different people who were far away from him. Thus, he subconsciously treated the miniature of those people as a normal standard.
Walker looked at her, and seeing that she had accepted his bold hypothesis, he couldn't help but smile, "That's great, Miss Xi didn't say I'm crazy."
That sounded absurd.
"You are my foster father's friend, so of course I trust you." Shi Xiaonian said, her body shivering inch by inch, "Please continue.""This will explain why Mr. Gong didn't see you first when he returned to Mr. Gong, because he suppressed his feelings for you. He thinks that normal people's feelings are like this, and he thinks that he's like a normal person."
Walker continued, but he went to take a peek at your painting, and that was because he could not control himself, he missed you so much, he needed to see who you are thinking of, or else he would collapse.
"…"
It was because he couldn't control it, because he needed to see other people's thoughts.Shi Xiaonian didn't dare to imagine what it felt like to be able to suppress the feeling that she was unable to control with all her might.
"Maybe this was also the idea that Doctor Mo Nuo gave him." Walker said she, "Talking about jealous of yourself again, just like you said, this is an inhuman torture to him, because he knows how much suffering he has to endure, and he is still enduring it without realizing it. When you show your yearning for the past, he will feel defeated, he will have thoughts of hating himself, which is filled with negative emotions."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian sat there and covered her face with her hands, her lips trembling violently.What she had done.
In that period of time, she had told Gong Ou everything she knew. She said that she loved the paranoia and she said that she missed the past.
She had never thought about how much suffering and suffering he had suffered in order to recreate his current appearance.
The more Walker spoke, the more excited he became, "If everything is like what I just said, then Mr. Gong is the person with the most terrifying restraining power that I have ever seen. I believe that no one can do what he did, restrain themselves to the extent that they can change their personality completely."The process of a paranoia turning into a person with terrifying restraining power was definitely not something an ordinary person could imagine.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian was starting to find it hard to listen.
"Miss Xi, you said that after the lights flickered and he became drunk, he returned to his original state. I believe that it was because something extremely painful happened when the lights flickered, and it might have something to do with you. That kind of pain was like alcohol controlling him, making him unable to control himself, and so he vented it out." Walker said, "But after venting his anger, he regrets again.""It's all my fault." Shi Xiaonian said with a trembling voice, her voice was low and hoarse, "I knew he loved me so much, I don't know what I was doing a while ago."
It was only now that she realized that every time he returned, she had tortured him and done something to him.
Seeing that Shi Xiaonian was sad, Walker quickly and gently advised her, "Miss Xi, don't be like this. You have already done very well, at least after you proposed to him, you found out that he occasionally has traces of the past. Do you know what this means?""…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly.
"This means that you have completely accepted his two changes. With him here, he won't have to be so tired, so his self-control will naturally relax as well. This is a good thing." Walker comforted her.
"Is that so?"
Shi Xiaonian asked, so she still made the right decision at the last moment, didn't she? She did not continue to torture Gong Ou crazily, did she?
"Miss Xi, don't be so sad." Walker asked gently, "What do you think next?"
"I want to kill Mo Nuo."
Shi Xiaonian's lips trembled as she said that, her eyes shooting out hatred.
She had never hated Mo Nuo as much as she hated herself, as she had always been an accomplice of Mo Nuo's.
It was she who insisted on Gong Ou meeting Mo Nuo, making Gong Ou firmly believe that he was the only one who could cure him. Four years later, she had an argument with Gong Ou, causing Gong Ou's pain to increase.
Hearing her say that, Walker jumped in fright, and immediately replied, "Miss Xi, you better not think like that, I've already said it, it is just a hypothesis I have analyzed, maybe this is really just a form of treatment.""I understand. The field of psychology is entirely based on personal analysis and personal belief." Shi Xiaonian looked at him and said slowly, "But I believe in your judgement, Doctor Walker."
Because she had always felt strange.
But only now did she understand.
"I'm glad you believe me."Walker said.
"Then please come with me to see Gong Ou. Tell him these words, don't let him hang on any longer." Shi Xiaonian said as she stood up.
Hearing that, Walker shook his head, "I'm afraid that won't do. Miss Xi, Mr. Gong is a proud person, he has no doubts that he is a normal person. Suddenly at this time, I told him that he was fooled by someone, and I'm afraid that he might find it hard to endure and something even more difficult to predict. "
"…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly, "Then is there no other way?"
Could it be that he was going to let Gong Ou continue to restrain himself? Too tired.
"I'll let nature take its course. Miss Xi, right now, isn't her condition getting better?" Walker looked at her and said, "I heard Feng De mention some of your matters as well. Your love is so shocking, I believe that you are the only one who can truly help the Mr. Gong."She was alone.
But she was the only one who managed to turn Gong Ou into his current state.
Shi Xiaonian didn't know how she left the clubhouse. Step by step, she walked out, opened the door of the car, and sat on the car.
After a while, she leaned against the steering wheel and sobbed. She kept smashing her car with her hands. She was filled with regret.She should have noticed.
She should have noticed it when the lights of the North Bay flickered. He hadn't changed at all, he hadn't even healed her at all, she should have noticed that at that time.Why so late, why so late!
Xi Xiaonian, why are you so stupid, why did you become Mo Nuo's accomplice to hurt the man you love the most!
"Sorry, sorry."
Shi Xiaonian cried incessantly, tears of regret flowing down her face.
When Shi Xiaonian arrived at Gong Ou's company, three hours had already passed.
Gong Ou was in a meeting.
This was a glass conference room. Shi Xiaonian could already see the situation inside from outside, and Gong Ou was currently sitting there, his black eyes coldly looking at everyone. There, he listened to his subordinate's report, and used one hand to stroke cuff buckle's sleeve.
The small act of touching the cuff buckle was probably due to him being unable to control himself and using this to express his yearning.
But she had never been able to see through it.She foolishly became Mo Nuo's tool, a tool to harm Gong Ou.
Shi Xiaonian lowered sher head and looked at the pile of documents in her arms. This was what she had done after taking over Feng De's job, but now that she thought about it, with Gong Ou's brain, he reckoned that normal people wouldn't be able to stick together like this. As a butler, she would be able to stand by his side reasonably.
Only he could think of such a low EQ solution.
Shi Xiaonian lowered her head, blinked her extremely sore eyes, hugged the documents and turned to leave.She walked into the Office of the President, entered the drawer's password, opened it, put the medical history back, and closed the drawer again.
Gong Ou had not realised that she had taken away his medical records, otherwise he would have scolded her long ago.
The door was pushed open from the outside.
Gong Ou walked in from the outside, closed the door, and walked toward him through the French window. His black eyes were serene and cold, and his voice was cold and harsh, "Three hours, you were three hours late.Shi Xiaonian sat in front of the desk, after hearing what she said, she turned to look at the familiar face.
Why was she so stupid? Why had he not heard the other meaning in her words before? It was that he had waited for her for three hours, and because he cared, he remembered how long she had been late.
Gong Ou's gaze fell on her eyes, those eyes were red and swollen from crying, his gaze froze for a moment, his brows slightly furrowed, and his tone became even colder, "You yourself cried tears when you were late, but you were scared by the butler's work? You can't be a rich lady. "
Shi Xiaonian sat there as he stood in front of the french window. The sunlight shone down on him and covered him in a layer of golden light.
"I suspect that this Doctor Mo Nuo is not treating Mr. Gong's personality disorder, but instead forced him to practice his self-control for nearly four years."
Doctor Walker's voice resonated in her ears.
Shi Xiaonian's tears immediately flowed down."…"
Gong Ou's tall and big body froze in the sunlight.
"I don't want to be the wife of the Wealthy Class, I only want to be Gong Ou's wife."
Shi Xiaonian said with tears streaming down her face."…"
Gong Ou's gaze slightly moved, a trace of unease flashed past, "Are you afraid that I won't let you become a Mrs. Gong? "Don't worry, I don't have any special reason not to marry you, unless you accomplish your task as a housekeeper very poorly."
One or two lateness is understandable.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him, her tears uncontrollably streaming down her face. She couldn't take it back at all, she stood up and forced out a smile, "Then come over here and sign. I will do my job as a butler.Only now did she understand that the ten days he said was just to give her a reason to get married. Perhaps, he had already been distorted to the point where he didn't know how to bring up marriage.
"Yes."
Seeing her cry so much, Gong Ou became a little less indifferent. He walked over and sat on the chair.
Shi Xiaonian shed tears as she gave him a brush. Gong Ou looked at her coldly, "Can you stop crying?"
Chapter end
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