"What are you trying to say?"
Gong Ou stood beside her and looked down at her.
"I admire godmother." Shi Xiaonian looked at the weeds inside and said, "How did you say it was? You wanted to give birth to your daughter, to ignore everything to become a vegetable, to be buried, beaten, thrown away, and finally be trampled on by horses, what exactly is supporting her in doing all these?""I don't know."
Gong Ou was not interested in the thoughts of others, but he had to admit that he was a tenacious woman.Shi Xiaonian quietly looked inside, she looked, and her vision suddenly blurred, as though she had seen the scene a few decades ago.
The beautiful young girl still had some of her newly-born plumpness, and the mad horse was trampling her soft body. She had nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, so she could only give orders, but there was a firm look in her eyes, a clear, unswerving determination.
She held on.He had to hold on.
Gong Ou stood there and watched the evening light gradually dim. Seeing that Shi Xiaonian was standing still, he reached out and grabbed her hand.
"I see."
Shi Xiaonian suddenly said.
"What?"Gong Ou asked.
"She is a very intelligent woman. She understands her foster father's hatred, his pain, and his desire to live. She is unwilling to force her father to live." Shi Xiaonian said softly, "She carried all the sadness on her shoulders and she had always clearly understood what she was doing."
"…"
"She knows that only by sacrificing herself can she protect everyone, so no matter how painful it is, as long as she thinks about how those people she loves can live on in a way she likes, she can hold on." Shi Xiaonian's eyes were a little sore, and she turned to look into Gong Ou's eyes. "She's really very great."
As long as she thought about how her foster father would be able to escape and live a good life, that her family wouldn't be implicated, she would have the greatest will to survive, and she wouldn't dare to die.
This was what An Jilinuo thought when he endured all of the pain.
"It's really stupid." Gong Ou asked coldly, "Why would a woman do so much? Something's wrong! "
There are some things a man should do.
Shi Xiaonian gave a bitter laugh as she looked deeply at Gong Ou, "If there comes a day when I have to do such a foolish thing in order to fulfill your wish, I think I will do it too."As long as it was for Gong Ou's sake, she would do anything.
The look in her eyes was just too resolute, causing Gong Ou's heart to freeze for a moment. He was stunned for two seconds, and then, he glared at her fiercely, "You would not have such a chance! Give up! "
"I mean if.""There are no 'ifs'!"
"Why is there no if?" Shi Xiaonian asked."Because I only want you!" Gong Ou said with a low and forceful voice, he stared at her with his sharp black eyes, and said word by word, "I only want you, tell me, how are you going to do such a foolish thing to help me?"
"…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there in a daze, her gaze stunned. In the next second, she threw herself into Gong Ou's embrace, and hugged his back tightly with both her hands.The last of the afterglow fell on her.
She closed her eyes and the corners of her lips curled up slightly. It was impossible to say that she was not moved.
How could she do such a thing with her three lives of fortune? Gong Ou was really too nice to her.
The wounds on Gong Ou's body hurt severely, but he did not push her away. Instead, he held her tightly in his embrace and hugged his tightly.
Suddenly, the sound of hurried footsteps could be heard.They turned around, and a bodyguard stood there, watching them lower their heads. "Second Young Master, Young Madam, that …"
The bodyguard swallowed his saliva.
"What is it?"
Gong Ou said coldly."It's An Jilinuo." The bodyguard stood there and said, pointing backwards, "An Jilinuo passed away, just now."
Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian's eyes became even more unfocused, her hands slipped off Gong Ou's body, and her eyes became red.
This news was within their expectations.
An Jilinuo's organs had already shrunk and shrunk. Being able to awaken was a miracle, they could not hold out for more than a few days.
She silently prayed that a miracle would happen again, and that it would allow An Jilinuo and her foster father to stay for a little longer, to make up for the time they had missed.As it turned out, miracles did not happen one after the other.
"Where's Feng De?"
Gong Ou asked coldly.
"It's the last journey of the Housekeeper Feng. I can see that he's in a good mood and is discussing the arrangements with everyone. He said that he didn't want to bump into Young Master in a funeral, so I ask Young Master and Young Madam to leave the island first."
The bodyguard said.
"What's there to be angry about? I am the daughter of my foster father. Naturally, I have to take care of the funeral of my foster mother." Shi Xiaonian said without thinking, and then raised her head and looked at Gong Ou.
It occurred to her that this was still their honeymoon. Was he afraid of collision?
Gong Ou looked at her without objecting, and only coldly asked: "Only this matter? Nothing else? "Oh, there's one more thing, I just received a call, Bergler suddenly went crazy and crashed into a wall, and died. The bodyguard stood there and said, he could not help but add, "This matter is truly a cycle of retribution, An Jilinuo just died, and in less than half an hour, Bergler also died, is it An Jilinuo who went to take revenge?"
The person in charge of taking care of Bergler had a rather deep relationship with him, so it was not strange that he would die at this time.
It was just Feng De's revenge.
"Let's go back and take a look. I'm a bit worried about foster father."
Shi Xiaonian pulled Gong Ou's hand and said. She didn't think as much as Gong Ou did, as he nodded and pulled her away.
was more calm than they thought. Su Yaoyao watched as she was carried into the coffin and cried loudly, but Feng De organized everything in an orderly manner, telling everyone what to do.
Everyone listened carefully.
Shi Xiaonian couldn't resist walking over, stood beside Feng De and said gently, "Foster father, leave these matters to me. You're still injured, so you should go back and rest first."
She was worried that Feng De would not be able to handle this sudden attack.
Feng De stood there, his face pale as he looked at her. His hair was all white as he patted her shoulders and said, "minuscule thought, you don't have to worry about me.
"Foster father …"
"Do you think I can't see through An Jilinuo just because you don't want me to check my pulse?" Feng De said.
"…"Shi Xiaonian went silent. She knew that she was intentionally not letting him check her pulse.
Feng De bitterly smiled, and looked at the coffin at the side, his gaze gloomy, "I could tell long ago that she was going to leave, she wouldn't be able to stay for long, and God wouldn't be so lenient towards me."
"Foster father, you have to restrain your grief." Shi Xiaonian said.
"Don't worry, I'm not that weak." Feng De looked at her, then looked at Su Yaoyao who was crying uncontrollably beside the coffin, and said, "After all, I am such a heartless, private person.""…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there, wanting to console Feng De, but she couldn't say a word. She could only watch him get busy with worry.
Maybe it would be better for him to be busy.But could foster father really hold on?
Shi Xiaonian was very worried.The next few days, they only took care of An Jilinuo's back affairs, following the instructions of the island's funeral ceremony, none of them left.
Including Gong Ou, Gong Yu, all the islanders who knew them, and all the bodyguards, they had stayed behind to attend the funeral.
Feng De was clearly stronger than they thought. He had been maintaining his best condition to prevent any mistakes during the funeral.
After An Jilinuo was buried, they set up a bonfire beside the ocean according to the ceremony. Everyone sat around the bonfire and ate their food.
Shi Xiaonian did not have much appetite, she just sat there drinking hot water. Gong Ou and Gong Yu were talking about other things while the rest of them also chatted about their own things.
Shi Xiaonian held the warm cup, and looked at the bonfire in front of him dancing with its light in the darkness, the flames were blossoming passionately, like a young girl dancing with passion, brimming with vitality.
She turned her gaze to the black sea. Suddenly, this sea had a lot of memories.
Warm.
Cruel.
sad.
Squeezing into her body bit by bit, Shi Xiaonian turned to look at Gong Ou. He was currently discussing some matters regarding a company with him, and there were many special terms that she couldn't quite understand.
She simply turned around to talk to Feng De, to keep him company. When she turned around, she did not see Feng De, even Su Yaoyao had disappeared.Shi Xiaonian was stunned, she looked towards the direction of the small inn, where the lights were shining.
She stood up and walked towards the hotel alone. Shi Xiaonian walked into the hotel, but before he could raise his head, he heard Su Yaoyao's questioning voice.
"Did you love her?"
Shi Xiaonian raised his head to look, only to see Feng De dressed in a black suit sitting on the stairs, his back against the wall, his head lowered to the ground. His expression was hidden, one of his hands held tightly onto his pocket watch, the chain resting on the back of his hand.
Su Yaoyao stood at the bottom of the stairs, raised her eyes and looked in the direction of Feng De.
Feng De sat there and did not move. Su Yaoyao continued to ask, unwilling to give up, "I really do not understand whether you are emotional or heartless. Is this question very difficult to answer?"
"…"
Feng De did not speak.
"I am your daughter. Do I have the right to know the answer?" Su Yaoyao stood there and asked with a sad voice.As soon as she said this, the hotel fell silent.
Shi Xiaonian stood there, realising that she should not have appeared, she took a step back, slowly retreating to the side of the door. She did not leave, she only stood there quietly, raising her eyes to the sky.
A crescent moon stopped in the night sky.
That bright light was extremely cold. It was so cold that it made her feel cold.
Shi Xiaonian stood at the doorway, quietly standing there. From start to finish, she did not hear a single response from Feng De, but she actually wanted to know whether or not Feng De had loved An Jilinuo.Whether or not he had loved, his feelings of guilt towards An Jilinuo overshadowed all other emotions.
Chapter end
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