Chapter 990 - From now on, I will listen to you
"I can't bear to."he whispered, his voice like the whimper of a small animal.
He wasn't willing to give it up, so how could he?
Shi Xiaonian watched as he buried her face into her palm. His heart felt as if it had been repeatedly strangled by a sharp knife, but at the same time, she felt a sense of relief.
She turned to face him, holding his face in her hands, her forehead slowly pressed against his, his forehead wet with sweat."Fortunately, you were unwilling." Shi Xiaonian said softly, each word paused for a moment, how much happiness was contained within each word, only she herself understood.
"I'll kill you." "I will send you to your end, I will personally kill you. I don't know what I'm doing, I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I can't do anything at all …"
His slender fingers gripped the quilt tightly, wishing he could tear it apart.Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian immediately pulled his head into her embrace, and hugged him tightly, "Don't be afraid, Gong Ou."
A voice as gentle as rain.
Gong Ou curled his legs, and his body fiercely trembled for a moment.
In the next second, Gong Ou fiercely hugged onto her soft body, holding her tightly. He wanted to push her into his body and muttered, "I'll listen to you, I'll listen to everything you say, don't blame me, don't blame me … I beg of you. "
I beg of you.Shi Xiaonian was being restrained tightly, her breathing was not going well, but Gong Ou's actions made her heart ache, the pain was intense.
In the face of such great danger, they had forgotten how to love each other properly.This world... A lot of things aren't so right. It doesn't matter if they're wrong, as long as they can turn back.
"I've never hated you." Shi Xiaonian caressed his short hair gently, as if she was holding a helpless child, and said in a soft voice, "Gong Ou, as long as you are willing to look back, you will realize that I have been waiting for you to really slide down the Heaven Stairway and bring me along with you."
This was a promise he made in the past, did he forget it?"…"
Gong Ou leaned hard against her neck and breathed in heavily."As long as you turn your head back, I won't let myself fall. Even if I only hold onto the edge a little, I will still wait for you to turn around and look at me." Shi Xiaonian said as her soft lips brushed against his hair.
Gong Ou hugged her tighter, making it seem even heavier.
As Shi Xiaonian spoke by his ear, she gradually fell asleep while leaning on her body. However, she did not let go of her hand in the slightest.
The two of them were already sweating profusely on the bed.Shi Xiaonian had to use a lot of effort to free her hands from Gong Ou's grasp. She lifted the blanket and laid down comfortably, then unbuttoned her shirt one by one and used a towel to wipe the sweat on Gong Ou's body.
This time, Gong Ou slept soundly. Feng De told Shi Xiaonian that ever since he sent her away, he had not slept so long.
discovered that within the large number of plans that he had made in the safe, Gong Ou had to design them perfectly from all aspects. There were many places where he had to directly write them down, some of them to the point of being incomplete, where Gong Ou's handwriting would become extremely scrawny and his next strokes would be especially heavy.
These documents were so thick that even she couldn't hold them up.
It was only then that she realized that communication was a way for both of them to be free at the same time.
Every day, he would think of how to give her the best protection, how to clean out the enemies as soon as possible so that she could come back. Every night, he would not be able to sleep well, and every day, he would be extremely tense.
Gong Ou slept for an entire day and night.Shi Xiaonian walked into her bedroom carrying a cool broth. Just as she entered, she heard a soft sound and quickly walked two steps forward. She asked happily, "Gong Ou, you're awake?"
Then, she froze.
She only saw Gong Ou sitting on the bed, bare-chested, with a leather rope between the thin lip s. He was about to tie his hands up, but when he saw her walk in, he was stunned, looking at her like an idiot.
It was strange and funny."…"
Shi Xiaonian was also stunned, staring at him foolishly.
The two of them looked at each other, Shi Xiaonian blinked a few times while holding the broth, "What are you doing?"Wasn't the leather rope that locked him kept already? When was it placed in his room again? How long has he been doing this?
Gong Ou sat there, his expression awkward. The thin lip slightly opened its mouth, released the leather rope in it's mouth, coughed lightly, and leaned back, saying, "Nothing."
Shi Xiaonian walked over, put down the broth, and took the leather rope off his wrist. She stared at him and asked, "Why are you tied yourself up?"Haven't you vented out enough of your madness?
Gong Ou lowered his head, his eyes still bloodshot, "I thought you left."
"So you want to tie yourself up? Aren't you afraid that I might be in danger? " Shi Xiaonian stood there and asked, he did not know how in the world did he manage to develop his brain.
"The more I care, the worse it gets." Gong Ou hoarsely said, and leaned against the headboard of the bed.
"I did leave, but I noticed that people on the street were looking at me wrongly. I felt that there was something wrong with them, so I came back." Shi Xiaonian said casually and threw the leather rope into the dustbin.
Hearing that, Gong Ou suddenly sat up straight and stared at her, "Are you injured? Where? What time? Where? What were his characteristics? Did you sense them following you back? "The husky voice was tense to the point of off-key.
Seeing that the veins on his forehead were about to pop out, Shi Xiaonian hurriedly said, "I lied to you, didn't I say that I was afraid that the situation would worsen? Why are you still so nervous?"
Gong Ou's breathing slowed, and then fiercely glared at her, "Can you joke around with something like that?""I'm not joking. How would I know that you still can't let me go?" Shi Xiaonian chuckled.
Gong Ou leaned back, his black eyes staring at her face. Gritting his teeth, he said in a low voice, "When did I say I could let you go?"
He was just afraid that the more he cared about her, the faster she would be pushed onto the path of doom.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian's heart ached. She looked down at his handsome face and said seriously, "Gong Ou, I don't want to leave. I don't want to give up either.
"…"
Gong Ou's gaze grew deeper.
"I don't know how high or how long our ladder is. I only know that I don't want you to climb to the top by yourself and then pull me up. I want to climb with you, and even if we fall, we'll fall together." Shi Xiaonian said as she looked at him.She was not afraid of falling from a high place. She was afraid that one day he would fall and she would still be up there.
This was something she was afraid of.
As Gong Ou sat there, he did not speak for a long time, and only after a long while did he lower his eyes and open his mouth, "I do not think that I can do it."
He couldn't let her fall in front of his eyes.
Shi Xiaonian laughed bitterly, "I know it's very difficult."
"Mu Qianchu can do it." Gong Ou suddenly said."…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in surprise. Why did she mention Mu Qianchu again?Gong Ou stared at her and said with a dark face, "Luo Lie said that Mu Qianchu is more suited to you than me. He even knows how to let you live freely."
Mu Qianchu did indeed understand her very well. He had never used his own thoughts to stop her, and never made her suffer so much for no reason at all … But Gong Ou didn't do it on purpose, right?
Shi Xiaonian's gaze dimmed, and she immediately said, "You're thinking about him."His tone was guarded.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him and asked indifferently, "Then what do we do? Do you still want me to be protected by a closed door? "
"…"Gong Ou was silent.
Shi Xiaonian's heart sank a little. She didn't know what else to say, but she really couldn't bear to force him. He had a paranoid personality disorder, it would be even harder for him to change her mind than to ascend to the heavens.
Shi Xiaonian silently turned around, she did not want to force him anymore, so she extended her hand to carry the broth. Before her hand could touch the broth, she heard a hoarse male voice from inside the room, "I … "I'll listen to you."
Shi Xiaonian looked at him, stunned."In the future, whatever you say will be the truth." Gong Ou looked at him, and repeated the words once more.
Shi Xiaonian stared at him blankly, and only after a long while did she come to her senses. This wasn't the repeated words he spoke while being agitated yesterday."Won't it be too forceful?" Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Shi Xiaonian, you should at least get away with it. I am willing to do this anyway!" Gong Ou's tone was a little unkind as she glared at her with her black eyes, "In the future, you will be my superior and I will be your subordinate."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian was shocked that the proud Gong Ou would actually say such a thing."What are you looking at?"
Gong Ou was completely unsettled by her stare."Listen to me, what, what is it?" There had to be a special aspect to it. How could he, who was such a tyrant, listen to everything she said?
It's not scientific.
Gong Ou stared at her, gritting his teeth, "As long as we disagree, I will listen to you."
"Can you do it?" Shi Xiaonian was unable to believe that he would make such a huge promise. Was this too difficult for him?
He was used to being in control, so how could he listen to her? She denied his idea. Doesn't he know how to kick his feet and explode his hair?
"If I say it, I can do it!" Gong Ou stared at her, "You suspect me?""Nope." Shi Xiaonian immediately said, glancing at the broth on the bedside table, "It's been too long since you last ate, go wash up and drink some soup."
"Wash up?" Gong Ou's gaze changed slightly, and he let out another light cough. He looked at her and said, "Go and take my bathrobe for me, I want to take a shower."
"It's already in the bathroom." Shi Xiaonian said.
"Then go get a spoon." Shi Xiaonian said again as she looked at the spoon in her bowl, "Isn't there a spoon in here?"
What else?"I don't like the shape of this spoon." Gong Ou said coldly.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him strangely. "Spoons are spoons, what shape do you need?"
If you can eat soup, that's fine.
"It's too ugly." Gong Ou looked down on him and kept a straight face.
Chapter end
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