"I'm pregnant."
Shi Xiaonian replied.
Gong Ou's face turned black, and a single word came out from his throat as he stood there in a daze, "Damn!"
After leaving the diagnosis room, Luo Lie quickly walked toward Gong Yu's ward.
"Bam!"
The door to the ward was slammed open.
Gong Yu was currently leaning on the bed reading a book, and his hand was holding a needle to receive the infusion. Upon seeing Luo Lie come in, he didn't even have the time to pretend to be asleep, and could only stare blankly at Luo Lie.Why did he come back?
What did Rollie like to be tangled up in?
Gong Yu's brows furrowed, and Luo Lie's breathing became a little heavy. He rushed towards with large strides, extended his hand, and grabbed his hand.
"What are you doing?"
Gong Yu frowned and asked. He retracted his arm, but the wounds on it made him unable to move. He could only watch as his sleeves was pulled up.Luo Lie stood there and then saw the long strips of flesh on Gong Yu's arm. During the surgery, he had only paid attention to the wounds and did not care about these old wounds.
It turned out to be a self-mutilation injury.
Gong Yu looked at him with dissatisfaction. While enduring the pain, he withdrew his hand and asked coldly, "What are you doing?""Do you miss him that much?"
Luo Lie directly asked. His voice was hoarse, not cold, but filled with disappointment.
"What are you talking about?" Gong Yu frowned, and put down his sleeves.
"I know you're not here to save me, you're just afraid that I'll be like Xi Yu, unable to release my feelings for a single person even in death." Her eyes looked at Gong Yu's face which was covered in many places, and she could vaguely see his handsomeness, "I know that at the moment you charged towards me, disregarding everything else, I was only a substitute for Xi Yu."
Gong Yu leaned on the bed. Upon hearing this, his entire body froze as he sat there motionlessly, the blood red on his face disappearing bit by bit, even the color of his lips. "Who told you that?""You told me."
"…"
Gong Yu's heart skipped a beat, he clenched his fist tightly, there were signs of blood flowing out of the tube.
After a long while, Gong Yu finally said, "I told you, how could it be? How could I not remember?"He knew it didn't matter.
He also knew that this was most likely something that had come out of his mouth, which wasn't surprising at all. After all, he remembered it too deeply."There are too many things you don't remember."
Luo Lie said.
Gong Yu raised his eyes and looked at him. He clenched his teeth a little and Luo Lie lowered his gaze to look at his arm.
"What are you trying to say?"
Pausing for a moment, Gong Yu asked.
"I only realized today that I don't know you at all." "Like this face of yours. I've never seen your true face. I don't know your personality either.""What are you trying to say?"
Gong Yu asked.
"Just now, I knew all the stories. Only now did I realize that you are that kind of person, accustomed to cowardice and escaping." Luo Lie said with a profound look in his eyes. "Then, I made a bold guess. That year, in the turret, did you hear what I said? "
Hearing that, Gong Yu's pupils suddenly shrank, and he turned his face away, "I don't understand what you're saying."
He didn't understand.
Alright, then let's get to the point.
Luo Lie stood there and stared at Gong Yu's face with both eyes, and after a long period of silence, he said word by word, "Gong Yu, I like you, what about you?"
This was his confession from all those years ago.
Back then, Gong Yu had been sprawled on the table and he had sat right next to him, staring at him and confessing.
Now, he finally understood why Gong Yu would say those drunken words for no reason at all.Gong Yu was drunk, but he was more clear-headed than anyone else.
"…"
Gong Yu's face was deathly pale.
Seeing his expression, Luo Lie closed his eyes in near despair and laughed self-deprecatingly, "Looks like I guessed right. You really like to avoid people as much as ever, to the family, to Xi Yu, and to me, Luo Lie. If Shi Xiaonian did not pierce through this layer of paper between us, you would be able to pretend to be stupid for your entire life, right? "There was already a reproach in his words.
Gong Yu clenched his teeth, straightened his body, and looked towards the self-deprecating smirk on the corner of Luo Lie's mouth as he said, "So what if I knew?"
What did he want to know? What could he know?"So what if I knew?" Both of his hands pressed onto the white blanket as he stared at Gong Yu with urgency in his eyes. His face approached Gong Yu from a close distance, "Mrs. Gong said that I do not have the courage, and I think that I am as weak as you. However, I will not escape again and again like you, I know how to correct you!"
He was so close that Gong Yu could almost feel his breathing.
"What exactly did you say?"
Gong Yu leaned back. His face was expressionless, and only his long eyelashes trembled.
"The first time you were drunk," I said, "it was my fault. Not this time. " Luo Lie stood there with his body bent forward, his eyes filled with determination. "Gong Yu, I like you, what about you?"
"…"
Gong Yu froze. He wanted to get down from the bed, but he couldn't move.Luo Lie had no intention to retreat. He continued to move closer to Gong Yu, his eyes staring deeply at him. Gong Yu retreated backwards, while Luo Lie approached him once again.
There was only breathing in the ward.Gong Yu kept retreating, Luo Lie kept approaching him, and his nose was almost touching him. Gong Yu had nowhere to retreat to, the pillow was pushed down by him, looking at the peaceful face in front of him, Gong Yu stretched out his hand and ruthlessly pushed him, "Luo Lie! What are you trying to do? "
"Are you angry?" "Then tell me the answer, and tell me the answer clearly!"
Hearing this, Gong Yu's anger all rose up, and a low roar came out of his throat, "Since you know that I have understood this since a long time ago, you should know my answer as well. My answer is always very clear!"
A few years ago, he didn't get any results. He thought he would get one in a few years?"Tell me!" He wanted to hear it from Gong Yu's own mouth, to speak it out clearly.
"I, Gong Yu, do not love men! Stay away from me! A doctor like you wants to get close to me? "
Gong Yu clenched his teeth, and said with a tone filled with intense anger.
"Don't love men? What's that Xi Yu? " Standing by his bed, he leaned over and shouted even louder than he did.
Rather than saying that this was the scene of a confession, it would be more accurate to say that it was the scene of a quarrel.
"He is Xi Yu!" Gong Yu roared, staring at him angrily, "Me and you are different!"
He said it hard, word for word.
He was Xi Yu.
He didn't love men, but he loved Xi Yu, it was that simple.
"…"
The moment Gong Yu finished speaking, Luo Lie's eyes stiffened as he stared fixedly at him. All of his anger abruptly faded and his face became even more terrifyingly pale than's.The sun shone in, and the light was so bright that both men's faces were drained of color.
Gong Yu glared at him, not satisfied with his approach.
For a long time.Only after what seemed like a century had passed did Luo Lie slowly straighten his body. He stood there and touched the gauze covering his head. Suddenly, he let out a bitter laugh. "See, isn't this good?"
"…"Gong Yu was stunned.
"Is it so hard to say something that feels like your heart?" Luo Lie said with a smile. If you had said the truth with such force back then, you and Xi Yu would not have left so much regret. "
Gong Yu looked at him in shock, "You …""I'm not bad. Back then, Xi Yu did not force you to speak the truth. I forced it out today. Heh, heh. " Luo Lie said with a smile as he stepped back.
"…"
Gong Yu looked at him, his gaze turning dark.
The truth.
He just lacked the courage to speak the truth. Then, everything changed.
"It seems that today, we have all corrected our own faults." "I can finally confess to you when you are awake, and you, at last, can speak clearly of what you are feeling."He laughed as he spoke, his laughter growing more and more flamboyant, more and more dazzling.
"…"
Gong Yu felt a thorn in his throat, causing him to feel pain.
He reached out his hand to open the door, and no longer had the strength to maintain his line of sight on. "Gong Yu, a person's life is very short, they don't even have the courage to open their mouth to express their feelings, they would be very tired of living. I'm not tired now, I hope... You can relax too. "
Seeing the smile on Luo Lie's face, a wave of guilt rose from Gong Yu's chest. "Luo Lie, just now, I …"
"You are very honest. I thank you for your honesty." Luo Lie laughed and said, "I know that I have never been in your eyes before, and I also know that a person with my identity is not someone that can surpass the eldest son of Gong Jia."
The young master of Gong Jia, a person from the clouds.What did he count as? A person who had no parents, no friends, and relied on the Gong Jia's enmity to survive, he was not qualified to hold a cloud. Furthermore, this cloud had never stayed above his head before.
"I didn't mean that. I admit I was in a worse mood. "
Gong Yu said, he recalled what he had just said and frowned once again."Gong Yu, I don't need to feel guilty. Really, rest well.
He backed out of the ward and closed the door behind him.
"Bam."
The door closed.Gong Yu closed his eyes as he felt a headache coming on.
Luo Lie walked out of the ward and walked forward step by step, as if he had lost his soul. A voice continuously resounded in his ears.
"Since you know that I have understood it for a long time, you should also know my answer. My answer has always been very clear!"
"I, Gong Yu, do not love men! Stay away from me! A doctor like you wants to get close to me? "
"He is Xi Yu! My orientation is different from yours! "
Yes.
With just him …Just with him alone, he had the right to confess, no? You have the right to bear all the failures, don't you?
Chapter end
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