Ever since he was young, he didn't like the smell of paint, and how could he just paint a witch?
But it was too late, the crimson red pigment had already sprayed onto Mu Qianchu's hair.
"Thousand Begins..."
Shi Xiaonian frowned, she did not think much about it, and extended her hand to wipe his red hair, but did not erase the pigment on his head.
Mu Qianchu blocked her hand. Shi Xiaonian was stubborn, and so was he.
The two of them continued to argue until suddenly, Mu Qianchu stopped moving. Shi Xiaonian tiptoed to wipe his hair, no matter what, she could not let that strong smell of paint get rid of it.
Mu Qianchu didn't like this smell since he was young, but now he just stood there smelling it. He didn't even cover his nose.The wall behind him was covered with graffiti. It wasn't a blank wall at all, and he wanted so much to memorize the contents of every wall here, to enlighten her.
Shi Xiaonian looked at the color that couldn't be removed from his hair, and slowly lowered her hand, saying bitterly, "Maybe from the beginning, I should have had a good chat with you."
However, the reality was that Mu Qianchu knew her better than him. Perhaps he should have talked about it earlier, because she really wouldn't have become like this.
After saying that, Mu Qianchu suddenly threw himself at her and hugged her."…"
Shi Xiaonian was dumbstruck. She opened her eyes in a daze and stood there stiffly with her hands in the air. She had forgotten to push him away.Mu Qianchu hugged her tightly. Without saying a word, his hands pressed against her back, the tighter his embrace became.
She didn't know why Mu Qianchu had hugged her, so she couldn't ask.
In the night, fireflies flew between the broken walls. Perhaps they had lost their way and had forgotten how to get out.
The night was as cold as water, and the wind was blowing gently.
Unknowingly, Mu Qianchu had let go of her and the two of them sat down on the grass in front of the broken wall, as if this hug never existed.
"I had already reached the limit of my ability to bear the situation in the Hill's tribe. In that place, my nerves were always on tenterhooks every hour, and I was living a life worse than death, so I finally thought that I was saved. However, the moment I woke up here, I realized that all of this was all part of Gong Ou's scheme.Shi Xiaonian leaned against the broken wall and said softly, "I admit that I received a blow to this matter and am also shrouded in a very deep shadow, especially after knowing that the two children aren't that well off."
This was the first time since he had arrived that Shi Xiaonian had completely revealed her feelings to others."You should have told someone." Mu Qianchu said. He knew that he was not the best candidate, but Gong Ou had left Luo Lie for her.
Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian laughed bitterly, "Who am I looking for?"
Who could she find in this place?"Dr. Lo."
"I know that he is a very good doctor, he is very capable of considering problems from my point of view. He thinks that it is Gong Ou's problem, but every time he mentions that there is a problem with Gong Ou, I am not willing to listen." Shi Xiaonian self-deprecatingly said, "I'm feeling weird, am I? Maybe when Gong Ou appeared here, I would have scolded him ruthlessly, but he was not there. I wanted to hate him for his arrogance and domineering attitude, but I didn't want to hear others talk about him. "
She loved Gong Ou. She knew that Gong Ou was even more paranoid and crazy towards her, so she couldn't help but want to see him.
"So it's like you're walking around in a maze and you can't find the right exit." Then, she attributed all the problems to herself.
"Then I can't get out." A gust of cold wind blew over, and Shi Xiaonian leaned against the somewhat cold wall and said softly, "Actually, I just watched myself become like this."
She was clearly aware of how far she had come.
As Mu Qianchu listened, his face showed pain, "minuscule thought, since young, you have encountered a lot of things. If you were to completely give up on yourself this time, the person you will be the most sorry for would be yourself.""…"
Shi Xiaonian's heart fiercely shook.
"I'm sorry about the self that I've learned to draw pictures to resolve negative emotions since I was young. I'm sorry about the self that I can't let go no matter how much I experience." Mu Qianchu said in a gentle voice, "Now that you have completely given up on yourself, it is equivalent to drawing the worst possible ending for that you in the past."
She lowered her eyes, "I know that I shouldn't have hated, been weak, and allowed myself to become like this. I should have been fine and sent off Gong Ou, taking care of him and giving birth to his baby, becoming more mature, but I couldn't control myself. I've lost my confidence in myself for a long time. "She no longer knew what self-confidence was.
You did not collapse even after being forgotten by me for six years, and you did not collapse even after being loved by a paranoia like Gong Ou. You also found your own happiness from within, how could you not be confident like this, you just gave up on thinking. " Mu Qianchu said, "You shouldn't have done this, this isn't the Shi Xiaonian that I know."
Shi Xiaonian sat on the grass and looked at Mu Qianchu in a daze. She did not know why, but every word Mu Qianchu said touched her heart.
Only when he carried her again and again did she realize that she had also been brave, that she had also desperately lived."But what else can I think? What else could I do? Gong Ou will even think for me, if I think more, it will only hinder his plans. " Shi Xiaonian lowered her eyes, and said lowly into the grass.
Doing more would only implicate others.
After saying that, Mu Qianchu suddenly turned to face her, and "looked" at her twice, "Of course you have something you can do, did you hear the sound of the cannons? It is very likely that Lancaster is trying to determine our exact location, so we have to come up with a plan. "
"…"Shi Xiaonian looked at him in shock. What did that mean to her?
"Now that Gong Ou has left, and I'm not Gong Ou, I don't have his decisiveness to kill me. I need someone to discuss it with me, and decide what to do next together." Mu Qianchu looked at her and asked seriously, "minuscule thought, are you willing?"
"…"Shi Xiaonian was stunned, she never expected Mu Qianchu to say this to her. She could not answer him, she only wanted to avoid him subconsciously.
"The history of the Hill's tribe will not repeat itself. I will not let all of your hard work turn into a useless effort that you planned for. The children are yours, you should stand out and take responsibility for them." Seeing that she did not say anything, Mu Qianchu wanted to arouse her weak hope.
Shi Xiaonian still sat there silently. Mu Qianchu's tone was getting more and more persistent, causing her to panic. Her eyes flashed with uneasiness as he stood up, intending to run.
Mu Qianchu heard the sound, accurately grabbing onto her wrist, and said anxiously and loudly, "minuscule thought, I promise you, I won't let the people beside you leave you!"
"…"Shi Xiaonian looked at him in shock.
"I can't guarantee that no one will be injured, but I can guarantee that no one will ever leave you. You won't just watch as the people around you die!" Mu Qianchu grabbed her hand and stood up, his voice was hoarse, "If it's like this, can you pull yourself together, and really face the future?"
She was only afraid that she would implicate others again. He came to break her fear, so as long as she passed the test of gunfire, she would definitely regain her confidence.
Everything would be fine.
"How do you promise?"
Shi Xiaonian asked dumbfoundedly."With all the guilt I have for you." Mu Qianchu said resolutely.
"…"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in a daze. The Mu Qianchu in front of her was different from the Mu Qianchu she knew in every stage.
"Try it. Be brave for yourself and for your child. Think again and do something." Mu Qianchu advised her, "Believe me, it won't be useless, it won't only implicate others."
Shi Xiaonian stood in the darkness of the night, and a firefly stopped at the corner of her clothes.Every word that Mu Qianchu said was crazily bewitching her, trying to say that she was useful and not completely useless.
But very quickly, the spark that Shi Xiaonian had ignited was splashed on by the cold water. She lowered her head and looked at her bulging stomach, feeling extremely guilty, "It's too late, Qian Chu, it's too late."She had already caused harm to the child in her womb.
How was she going to walk out? She had always walked out as a betrayal of the pumpkin.
Shi Xiaonian tried her best to break free from his grasp, turned around and left. She should have talked to Mu Qianchu earlier, she should have left earlier by now, gritting her teeth as she bit her lips.It's too late now...
"Do you really think that the Dr. Lo would dare to take your child away?" Mu Qianchu's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness, "That's only his method of delaying you, that's all."
Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian stopped and turned his head in disbelief, "What did you say?"
What did that mean?
Mu Qianchu followed her voice and walked over, revealed a smile, and said in a light voice, "The medicine he gave you was all vitamins, didn't you feel it when you swallowed it? He thinks that after you take the medicine, you will regret it and arouse the motherhood, so maybe even your heart disease will be cured. "
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly, unable to believe it for a moment, "Are you serious?"
Her pumpkin is still here?Could her pumpkin even be properly born?
"Why would I lie to you?"
"But at that time, when I was facing Gong Ou …"
Dr. Lo had a sentence that wasn't wrong. You clearly know that your mind is weak, and this isn't considered bad, at least you can control yourself. Mu Qianchu said with a smile.
Shi Xiaonian listened in a daze and scratched her head. She couldn't tell what she was feeling right now, but it definitely wasn't too bad.
Even the ecstasy of recovering from a loss instantly scattered everything, as if everything was fine. "Hahahahaha!" "Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!
So it turned out that she had always been contradictory.
Chapter end
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