"I have to do the worst." Mu Qianchu's voice sounded serious.
Everything here now depended on him.
Shi Xiaonian stood there and listened, she did not expect that once Gong Ou left, they would be in trouble, there were so many people and children, she could not watch anyone get hurt."If it was Lancaster, they would have attacked us long ago." Luo Lie said.
"There's only one possibility, and that is that they still can't determine our exact location. Launching a cannon is just a test, and they want us to mess up and expose flaws for them to see." Mu Qianchu's heavy voice came out.
Shi Xiaonian pursed her lips. This possibility was indeed high.
"Then how did our location get exposed? No one has gone out yet, and they are all staring at one another. There is no signal here, so how was Lancaster able to find the general location? " Luo Lie asked.
"I can't figure this out either." Mu Qianchu said, "And this is no longer the most important matter at hand."There was no time for them to think about what had happened. They could only resolve it.
"If that's the case, then should we act first, or not act first?" Luo Lie asked, "If we don't do anything, what if the other party really attacks us? What should we do?"
As soon as he finished, the room fell silent.Shi Xiaonian didn't know what they were thinking, but after a long while, Mu Qianchu's voice sounded out, "Is the minuscule thought's operation a must?"
She stood outside the door in a daze, unable to understand why Mu Qianchu suddenly mentioned her.
"What are you trying to say?"
Luo Lie asked.
"If we have to do the minuscule thought's operation, her body will definitely be very weak. Then, we won't be able to move. Mu Qianchu said, there was no need to think of any other methods.
Hearing that, Shi Xiaonian was startled, and her eyes dimmed.
Unknowingly, she had dragged someone down again. She really couldn't think of anything or do anything at all.
She turned and left.
The stars in the night sky were dense, and the sky was dark. Even the air had a hint of coldness.Shi Xiaonian walked onto the lawn in the night by herself and looked at the broken walls in the distance. There were a few fireflies dancing there.
The night wind was cooling her skin.Suddenly, a cape appeared on her shoulders, and Shi Xiaonian grabbed onto the corner of her clothes in shock. Mu Qianchu's gentle and low laughter sounded from behind her, "How is it?
The tone in the room was so heavy, but this time, it was all for show.
Shi Xiaonian turned around, the light of the ground lamp was not strong, it shone onto the two of them, causing the outline of Mu Qianchu's body to be illuminated a layer of shadow, his facial features appearing three-dimensional, a pair of long and narrow eyes, the color of their eyes was light, it was very beautiful.However, his face was bruised and swollen.
"Your face …" Shi Xiaonian looked at him worriedly, then said guiltily, "It's all because of me that you guys …"
The smile on Mu Qianchu's face became even wider, and he pointed to the wound on his face, "You can't even blame this on you, right? I was the one who wanted to hit him, it has nothing to do with you. "
"But …""The volcanic eruptions are also related to you? Because you're breathing? " Mu Qianchu said calmly while looking straight ahead.
Shi Xiaonian pulled her cape, "I don't know if Volcano Explosion has anything to do with me, but everyone here is only here because of me, and you guys could be here because of me anytime …"
"Everyone did it on their own accord. Dr. Lo owed me a debt of gratitude and I owed the others a large sum of money. Everyone knew that it would not be peaceful here, but they all chose to come here. Mu Qianchu said, "Your significance to everyone has yet to reach that level."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at Mu Qianchu, but she did not look at her. She was not like the others who kept staring at her, as if they wanted to see through her thoughts.His words somehow made her relax a little.
She looked at him. "I don't think I've listened to you like this in a long time."
Because of her parents, she had long since cooled down towards Mu Qianchu. Now that they were always together, she did not properly listen to what he had to say.
She was always trapped in a city.
"Will you listen to me now?" Mu Qianchu asked.
Shi Xiaonian thought about it, "I don't hate them."
So honest.
Mu Qianchu let out a low laugh, and said, "The Dr. Lo's report says that you are facing it, so when she thought of having an abortion, did you really face it?"
"Isn't it?" Shi Xiaonian's gaze dimmed and her voice was very low, "I am looking for a path that is good for everyone."
She didn't want to hurt anyone."Really?" "Then come and prove it with me."
Mu Qianchu suddenly raised his hand, accurately grabbing onto her wrist as he walked across the lawn. Shi Xiaonian looked at him in astonishment.
Mu Qianchu listened to the sound of the wind, and then, he walked towards those old and worn out broken walls. In the distance, Shi Xiaonian saw those childish graffiti under the night sky.
She subconsciously wanted to escape, "Qianchu, where are you taking me?"
Mu Qianchu struggled to get rid of his hand, but was held even tighter by him, causing Mu Qianchu to bring her towards the broken wall unyieldingly, "When you were young, you used the correct way to express your sadness, which was to go and paint on the wall, why is it that the bigger the better?"
"…"
Shi Xiaonian bit her lips.
Mu Qianchu suddenly mentioned her childhood, but she was no longer the Shi Xiaonian of her childhood.Mu Qianchu brought her to a broken wall. On the broken wall, she scribbled like a child, thinking that Mu Qianchu was also there that time.
"You said you were facing it. Then why have you been here for so long?" Mu Qianchu asked.
"I just loved to draw when I was a kid...""If that's the case, Gong Ou wouldn't have spent so much effort to move these walls here." Mu Qianchu stood there and said, "He knew that you would be sad and let you draw the graffiti on it, but you piled up all the sadness in your heart, growing bigger and bigger like a snowball."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there silently.
"minuscule thought, you have never truly faced it. You have only sealed yourself away." Mu Qianchu enunciated her symptoms word by word.
Shi Xiaonian took a step back and leaned against a wall as she stared at Mu Qianchu.
"minuscule thought, you have always been brave. If you have been able to survive after encountering so many troubles in the past, there is no reason for you to fall this time." Mu Qianchu said."…"
Shi Xiaonian stood there silently, not saying a single word.
Only the wind was blowing at night.
The firefly spun and flew away.He raised his hand and touched the wall in front of him, as his eyes glinted. He said, "Did you forget about the sadness in the past, let me remind you that I came here often, and this side of the graffiti should be because of the time when you were scolded in public by your foster father. With so many of your friends and relatives here, even if you only made a little noise while helping to serve the food, he would scold you until you were drenched in blood, and would not even let you eat."
"…"
"Later on, when you were sad and unable to sleep, I accompanied you to paint. You drew a black witch on the wall, no, an old witch. But in the end, you still wrote at the bottom, "I still love you."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian lowered her eyes. At that time, she was still hoping for the happiness of her family and the love of her parents.
Mu Qianchu touched the painting on the wall and became even more engrossed, he suddenly walked a few steps towards her, then pulled her hand and walked towards the side, "There's also this wall, it was all a mess painted by you, you were just randomly drawing randomly at that time. Look at what you drew before, it wasn't as good as it is now. It was so childish before. ""…"
"I also remember drawing here. I was back at Mu Family for a period of time to celebrate, and you weren't happy. You painted it yourself, and I was right behind you at the time."
"…"
"Please, minuscule thought, why do you make me look like a clown? Didn't you always say I was good-looking? How did you make me look so ugly at that time? Don't say you weren't unhappy because I left. " Mu Qianchu laughed and said, touching the wall, talking nonstop.
Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at the smile on his face.
She wasn't trying to remember how tragic and strong she was when she was young, but all of the paintings that Mu Qianchu pointed to were wrong. She was probably trying to advise her so that he would get people to teach him how to remember all the paintings on the wall.
But when he had brought her here, he had walked around a wall, so the next pictures were all wrong.
He said so much, but none of it matched what he said.
"I have to say, this painting is the best. The little princess inside is really beautiful." Mu Qianchu touched the wall and said.
Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at him. Her nose was sore, she covered her mouth and did not make a sound.
"You see, what happened to you when you were young wasn't as annoying as it is now? "But how well you handled it then."
Mu Qianchu laughed as he spoke, he extended his leg and kicked the side of his leg, but he did not kick anything, so the smile on his face slowly faded. He continuously kicked and kicked, until he realised that he was wrong.Shi Xiaonian followed him.
Mu Qianchu felt along the wall and walked for a long way before finally finding a bag filled with spray can s on the grass on the other side of the wall. He picked it up and handed it over to her with an embarrassed and pale smile, "Didn't you say that you were already facing them? If you really can face everything, let go of the feelings in your heart. "Shi Xiaonian looked at the bag in his hands, saw that he had no eyes, and could not help but turn her head.
"minuscule thought, you can do it." Mu Qianchu held the bag stubbornly.Shi Xiaonian remained silent.
"Don't you want to paint? "Alright, let me draw for you. Since you hate yourself the most, how about I paint you as a witch?" Mu Qianchu laughed and said, he picked up a jar made of lacquer and circled it a few times, finally touching one of the walls to spray, "This side is the new wall."
It was clearly a wall that had been painted on.
Shi Xiaonian wanted to say something, but Mu Qianchu had already opened the lid and was about to shoot it at the wall, aiming the mouth straight at him."Thousand Begins!" Shi Xiaonian could not take it anymore and went forward to pull Mu Qianchu's arm, "Don't be like this."
Chapter end
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