In the distance, a bonfire was blazing.
The old hotel was quiet.
Shi Xiaonian looked at the moonlight, and before waiting for Feng De's answer, she heard Su Yaoyao's choked voice, "If you don't want to answer, then forget it. "When I get back, I'm going home."
"You said that."Feng De's voice transmitted over. It was a little resigned to fate, and it made one's heart ache upon hearing it.
"That's right, I've always said that. My adoptive parents treat me as their own, and they've never thought of hiding my identity. When I came out to find my own mother, they didn't object either." Su Yaoyao said, "Mother still wanted to give me away even at the very end. Since my adoptive parents have taken care of me for dozens of years, I naturally have to repay them."
Shi Xiaonian frowned when she heard this. From Su Yaoyao's perspective, what she said was not wrong at all, she knew how to remember her mother's kindness and how to raise her parents. To her, Feng De was the only person who did not owe her any favors.
Shi Xiaonian stood at the door, biting her lips, she really wanted to go in and say something, but she stopped in her tracks.
"…"
Other than the words "you said that", Feng De had nothing else to say, and had been silent the entire time.
Seeing that Feng De had remained silent, Su Yaoyao slowly became speechless. She took two steps back and said, "Then that's it, I've finished speaking."Immediately after, Shi Xiaonian saw Su Yaoyao running out of the hotel while covering her face while crying. The little girl did not look very mature.
Staring at Su Yaoyao's back, Shi Xiaonian turned and walked into the inn. She slowly walked up the stairs and after walking a few steps, he sat down on the stairs and looked at Feng De, "Foster father."
Feng De sat there leaning against the wall, dressed in a clean and tidy suit, one hand holding his pocket watch, his eyes downcast as he stared at the wooden staircase.It was too quiet.
It was so quiet that Shi Xiaonian could hear the voice clearly from her pocket watch.
She followed Feng De's gaze, and saw some blurry marks, marks from ages past.
I love you.
Me too.
"…"When he first saw these words, Shi Xiaonian felt that these words were too simple and honest. Now that he thought about it, it was the most shocking confession.
Because I love you, I'm willing to give up everything for you. I'm not afraid of living, I'm not afraid of dying, I'm not afraid of dying, I'm not afraid of living.
Shi Xiaonian blinked her somewhat sour eyes, then sat on the first step, with her head on Feng De's knees, gently leaning against his.Feng De sat there, the hand holding his pocket watch moved, and looked down at her. His dry lips slightly moved, and he said hoarsely, "Go and rest, we will really leave tomorrow."
"I'll stay here with you."
Shi Xiaonian said, her tone was stubborn.
"Why are you accompanying me?" Feng De said.What was there to accompany him for? If An Jilinuo left him, Yao Yao would also leave.
Shi Xiaonian leaned on his knees, her eyes focused on the marks on the stairs, and said softly, "When I first arrived at Gong Ou's side, it was as if I fell into a dark life. Despair, pain, gloominess, unfamiliarity … it was my foster father who gave me the first light.""…"
Feng De's body slightly trembled.
"I don't know what a godfather means to others." Shi Xiaonian said in a low voice, "I only know that I cannot do without an foster father. Every time Gong Ou and I argue with each other, I have an foster father to comfort me; when Gong Ou disappears for four years, I have an foster father to accompany me; when I come to England to meet the twins and face an unfamiliar Gong Jia, my foster father encourages me; in the future, I also need an adoptive father to accompany me. If not, what should I do?"Her voice was very soft, to the point that it became a pile of weight.
Feng De looked down at her. Shi Xiaonian knew too well what he was thinking, and what he was despairing of. He slowly raised his hand, and gently placed it on top of her smooth, long hair.
"Gong Ou is my entire world, but in this world, we all need foster father." Shi Xiaonian said, her eyes turning red, "Without your foster father here, what will happen to Gong Ou? He was so picky that all the furniture had to be arranged at an angle, his clothes were worn without a wrinkle, and he was too picky with his finances. A single decimal point mismarked and he exploded. If not for godfather, Gong Ou would probably be able to cause several world wars. "
"Heh."Hearing that, Feng De laughed, he could only imagine the tragic scene.
Hearing Feng De's low laugh, Shi Xiaonian's heart became a little more at ease. He continued to speak while resting his head on his knee, "We really need foster father too much, sometimes I really don't want you to be tired like this and do the job of a housekeeper. But you're not here, so we all became a pile of loose sand."
Shi Xiaonian's meaning was already clear. She looked down at her and laughed softly.After a long while, Feng De gently patted Shi Xiaonian's back and said hoarsely, "minuscule thought, I know what you want to say. Don't worry, if you address me as your foster father, I won't abandon you."
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian, who had been panicking for the past few days, calmed down, saying that she wasn't afraid of Feng De doing something stupid, how could she?
"Thank you, Father."
Shi Xiaonian said with infinite gratitude.
"I can't let you and young master go. I watched young master grow up, and unless I can one day raise another housekeeper, I won't leave you guys." Feng De said.
"No one can replace him."
Shi Xiaonian's voice was a little choked up.
How could anyone replace his foster father? No one could, no one could. His foster father was his foster father, the only one. He was an omnipotent butler, a gentle and gentle old man.
"Idiot." Feng De chuckled, "Alright, you should go rest now. You haven't even closed your eyes for the past two days, I know you're worried about me. I'm really fine."
"…"
Shi Xiaonian refused to leave.
"Go." Feng De patted her and said, "Before I leave, I just want to stay here for a good night. At that time, An Jilinuo and I would be sitting here for a very long time."Since Feng De had said so, Shi Xiaonian could no longer stay. She raised his head to look at Feng De and said, "Alright, can I make breakfast for you tomorrow morning?"
"Alright."
Feng De nodded.
"Yes."
Feng De had always been a man of his word, and he would never change his mind about anything he promised.
Just get out of here.
It was all over.
All of her sadness slowly disappeared with the death of the Berg family, this was how she believed in him.
Shi Xiaonian turned around and left, but suddenly heard Feng De's voice sound out behind her, "Did you hear Yao Yao's words?"
Shi Xiaonian turned her head to look at him in silence.
"It's not love, it's not that I don't love, it's that I don't dare." Feng De said with a hoarse voice, "Do you understand?"
Do you understand?I dare not.
Perhaps, one of them didn't dare to, and the other one was too daring.Shi Xiaonian knew that Feng De didn't need his answer. She didn't say anything and went back to his room alone.
Gong Ou came back very quickly and sat on the bed with her to watch TV. The signal on the island wasn't too good, so they could only receive a few TV sets.
Shi Xiaonian was tightly hugged by Gong Ou. She was not the least bit interested in television, and her hands were tucked under the blanket as she wantonly wandered around on her body.Shi Xiaonian took his hand away, and Gong Ou's hand returned.
She took it and he came back.She took it again, and he came back endlessly.
"Gong Ou, can you let me watch a good television show?"
Actually, she did not care about what was on the television at all. She was only worried for Feng De and did not know how long it would take for his foster father to come out."Are you watching TV?"
Gong Ou questioned.
"Yeah."
Shi Xiaonian absent-mindedly nodded her head and pushed Gong Ou's Demon Claw away.
"When did you learn this language?" Gong Ou said coldly, he extended his hand and twisted her face, as his black eyes stared at her, "You're not watching TV at all right, Shi Xiaonian, you're too gutsy! How dare you think of other people in front of me! "Say, what are you thinking about?"
"Huh?"Shi Xiaonian was stunned, she raised her eyes and looked at the television.
He just saw Gong Ou stopping the channel at a television station that was talking nonsense, he did not know if it was an advertisement or a TV show, he just saw a girl standing on the street, holding onto something that looked like a love letter, she was looking around with a red face.
Embarrassment.
All right.
Shi Xiaonian glanced over, then met Gong Ou's aggressive gaze. She hurriedly looked at the television and said, "I can watch even if I don't understand. This is obviously that girl who wants to give a love letter to the guy she likes. Look at how red her face is."
After she said that, Shi Xiaonian's gaze froze, and many thoughts rushed into her head.She sat in Gong Ou's embrace, and said hesitantly: "Gong Ou, tell me, is Su Yaoyao really my foster father's daughter?"
"…"
Hearing this, Gong Ou's black eyes darkened.
"She said she had a baby face and wore young makeup. In fact, she was older than you." Shi Xiaonian said, "But I feel that it's very strange."
"What's strange?"
"Every time she sees you, she can't help but blush and her eyes are full of admiration. That kind of expression really can't be faked. Furthermore, some of her methods are also a bit childish; she'll cry at any moment." Shi Xiaonian said, "If she was older than you, even if she wasn't mature, she wouldn't have been able to display that kind of initial love, and be easily moved to tears, right?"
The first time she saw Su Yaoyao, she felt that she was a student. She was really too young, just like a university student.Every time Su Yaoyao saw Gong Ou, her face would reddened and she wanted to say something before retracting in embarrassment. She wanted to say something but was hesitant because that was a behavior that only a little girl would have.
"Because of blush? Can't older people blush? "
Chapter end
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