Chapter 6

I couldn't tell whose breathing was becoming more intense, hot breaths entangled, more and more distorted in the dim light.

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I trembled instinctively, inhaling, wetness gathering in my eyes, uncontrollable tears spilling.

I opened my teeth to bite hard on his shoulder, with just one idea in my mind: We were branded with each other, and no one could separate us.

He belonged to me, and I to him.

I stretched my limp arm, shaking, to reach his neck, and when he realized what I was up to, he followed and dropped his head, letting me hang on his neck, my heart taut, something appeared to want to leak out, ooze out.

My eyes glistened up with tears as I approached him, a sticky kiss fell on his cheek, and I sobbed confusing words: "Gege...I love you, Chu Shian, I love you very much..."

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I vaguely heard him murmur in my ear while I was semi-conscious:"I love you too,so much that I don't know how to play this role good..."

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It was almost dusk when I opened my eyes, and my body felt surprisingly comfortable; Chu Shian must have bathed me. He sat in front of the desk next to me in the very silent dorm, writing something. I stirred my body and took a deep breath - my entire body was fatigued, especially my waist, which was both tired and hurting, and my legs were as floppy as noodles with no strength.

Chu Shian instantly put down his pen when he heard my voice: "Wake up? Are you hungry, I bought you porridge."

I looked at him so full of energy, I just wanted to chide that guy: "Chu Shian,Get lost..."

I found my voice was hoarse like a duck as soon as I spoke.

Thinking about why my throat had become like that, my face immediately went heated, and I really intended to get out of bed and fight him to the death.

Chu Shian's face was suspiciously red, he coughed, sat on the side of the bed, gently pulled me up, and apologized in my furious eyes.

"I'm sorry I was incorrect, but you were...So sexy..." he said as he caressed his nose and his ears went crimson.

I:???

Is it my fault? Do you have any shame, Chu Shian?

Perhaps since the rage in my eyes was too visible, he grinned sweetly, confessing his error and said, "I am incorrect, i am shameless, I do not know restraint, i can't blame on An An that he is too sexy,can't blame that i like An An too much so I can't control it, it's all my fault, I'm thick-faced..."

"You scoundrel..." My cheeks flush, and I open my lips to say, "I'm hungry."

Chu Shian smiled and paused his rogue statement, saying, "I brought you porridge, it's still hot, wait a bit." He then took the pillow behind my back and came to the desk with a bowl of oatmeal.

I was ready to take it when he took a spoon, blew a few times, then carefully put it in my mouth, occasionally asking if it was hot or delicious.

I ate oatmeal while observing his soft features. For a brief period, I imagined ourselves as an elderly couple who had lived together for many years.

Chu Shian set down the bowl and wiped the corner of my lips with tissue

"I fed you when I was eighteen years old, and I still fed you when I was eighty years old," he replied with a smile.

"When I was eight years old, I only played with you, when I was eighteen, I only liked you, and when I was eighty, I still liked you," he said as he kissed me on the lips.

"You've been around me my entire life since I have memories."

"I spent my entire childhood and life loving you."

I was astonished ,the teenager in my mind who was usually heartless and fancy to bully me gradually merged with the polite yet affectionate individual in front of me.

Remembering my parents' words yesterday,my nose was stinging and my throat was harsh.

The corners of my eyes were wet,I nodded: "Okay, till we're eighty years old, we become decrepit old men and we have to stick together every day,"

Tears streamed out of my eye sockets as I laughed and laughed.

Chu Shian thought I was moved to tears, so he wiped my tears, hugged me joking, "Why are you crying, then later I have decades to say, won't you feel affected enough to cry like rain?"

For decades, these two words were gorgeous ; my tears couldn't stop falling; it was vividly the time when delight and agony in my heart nearly enveloped me.

What should I do now, I love Chu Shian,I enjoyed it so much that just being with him made me want to die.

After that week, I instinctively avoided coming home ,I didn't want to hear such comments and instead wanted to spend every day with Chu Shian.

When I was alone, my mind would deteriorate to the point where I didn't want to eat. I kept all of this from Chu Shian since he had already shouldered a lot, and I didn't want him to be anxious than. It's only that I were clinging to Chu Shian even more than before, desiring to be with him every hour and minute because only then would I feel safe.

Chapter end