"Sanvi, I need to confess something to you . " Virat opened his mouth to speak after taking their first sip .
Sanvi's heart began racing on hearing the word "confess . "
"Confess?" Sanvi pretended to remain unperturbed by Virat's "confess . "
Virat took a sip of his drink and slowly said, "I don't deserve Maya!"
Sanvi didn't know how to react . She was momentarily taken aback . "D-Don't deserve Maya? What are you blurting out Virat? I definitely know how much you love and treasure Maya . What's with this "I don't deserve Maya?" She poked her two index fingers together .
"That's how you think . That's how Maya thinks . But that's not what it's supposed to be Sanvi . I really don't deserve Maya . " Virat gloomily declared to Sanvi .
Sanvi took in a long breath and said, "Virat, I really don't get you . "
"Sanvi, my love for Maya was all a lie . That's the exact reason why I'm feeling so guilty now after having lost her . That's also why I'm frantically searching for her everywhere like a madman! The moment I find her, I want to confess everything to her and start over everything truly all over again . Above all, I did this to her in spite of knowing her dark past . " Virat was choking on his words .
"What do you mean by her dark past?" Sanvi was even more puzzled now .
"Well, I think it wouldn't be right on my part to tell that to you Sanvi . Instead I'll tell you what I did to her . " Virat was unable to look at Sanvi . He hung his head low and kept staring at the glass in front of him .
"I'm all ears . Go on . " Sanvi replied quite puzzled by the way this conversation was heading .
"Let's go back to our first day of college . I'd just then parked my bike at the parking lot and was walking towards our class when I met many of my other friends . We were casually talking and poking fun at everyone passing by . " Virat began telling .
"I was the kind of guy who was never serious about life . I never believed in love, feelings, emotions . All that never mattered to me . All I wanted to do was live life to the fullest, have fun . I even loved taking up challenges and doing dares for fun . My friends knew this quality of mine . So, they all proposed a dare to me, which was to make the next girl who'd walk into the campus to fall in love with me . " Virat said .
"What nonsense Virat? Who'd do such such a dare? Playing with the emotions of a girl? All for a dare?" Sanvi retorted .
"That's the exact reason why I'm feeling so guilty Sanvi . Because, the next girl to walk in was Maya… . " His face turned gloomier .
" I still remember that day when I first saw her . She was wearing a white dress . Her hair swayed and danced along with the wind . She walked so gracefully that even the grass above which she walked fell in love with her feet on them . Her chocolate brown eyes twinkled with confidence as she was walking . But beyond all, what attracted me the most was her delicately placed nose ring . It exuded an aura that could captivate anyone . She wasn't doing a thing, just walking, yet I was already lusting over her . "
"I uttered loud and clear to my friends, 'Such a gorgeous girl who literally looks like she has been dropped from heaven has to definitely be my girlfriend . Dare accepted! It's just a matter of time for her to be mine!' I didn't think about anything beyond that . "
Sanvi's eyes widened, her jaws dropped with disbelief written all over her face .
Virat didn't look at Sanvi . He continued . "Yes, you heard it right! Not love, lust! More than love, I began to lust over her . I wanted to have her by hook or by crook . "
Chapter end
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