The Struggle of a Young TS Yuki-Onna. Chapter 8

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For a while after that, I continued to tell my mother all about my life.

From my friends, to studying, club activities, school in general, and how I've been doing. 

I even showed her some of my old crayon pictures I drew in elementary school.

"This is a drawing I drew of mom when I was in kindergarten."

"Oh, so nice."

I feel like a little kid again. I was excitedly showing my mother everything I have.

"Oh, and this is a picture of me going to school with Tomonori in the 5th grade. Here is me and Natsumi-chan. . .Ah, this is my first time at the school athletic event."

I pulled out multiple pictures of us, showing her one by one. She listened to it all eagerly.

When suddenly she stopped me- – –

"Fuuh, Yukiya seems to have made some good frien- "

"They both come to the store often, I'll introduce you to them later Mom!"

She simply gently smiled and nodded.

I might have cut her off. I just feel so happy.

My morning was pretty terrible, however compared to my mom being here. It pales in comparison. It has been so fun just catching up.

However, It hasn't just been me catching up.

My father was also talking about what has been going on, and the struggles he has had so far.

He talked about protecting the store for a long time, and the difficulty running a store in a foreign town. My father did come from Tokyo, so that makes sense.

He also talked about how the store has been struggling. However he also said things I never heard. Like relatives constantly pressuring him to close the store and move on.

"Syuu-chan. I know it wasn't easy. Thank you for all your hard work."

"Thank you, Yukino."

It's not just the new mega hotel and other external reasons for our struggles. . . 

Father certainly likes his sake and pachinko. I'll stay quiet about that. Although despite the amount of time he liked going out and doing that, I never heard any stories about him getting in a relationship. After today it now makes sense.

He was waiting for my mom the whole time. For 14 years he was waiting- – –

That really puts their relationship in perspective.

We continued to talk for a long time. The time just flew right by. Night came so fast. However my mom wasn't going anywhere. She is staying over.

My father was the first to take a break and went to the kitchen. Leaving just the two of us alone.

"Hey Yukiya. Do you want to take a bath together!?"

"A bath!?"

"I wasn't able to when you were growing up. Yukiya was still a baby. . ."

"I-I see. B-But I'd prefer to go in alone- – -."

I quickly stood up to prevent her from guilt tripping me into it.

"Well now, I'll go first."

"Oh. How regrettable. Maybe next time~."

I quickly walked away from the conversation and entered the bathroom.

What met me was a girl in the mirror. The same one from the morning.

I completely forgot about it. My mother being here took full attention.

Hahh. That's right. . .I have a girl body now. . .

I once again, put my hand on my bulging chest.

Uu. . .As I thought.

I then took off my clothes. 

This is the first time I've fully seen my new body.

Wow. 

I am getting dizzy.

So. . .This is me now.

I immediately felt the urge to look away.

I've been a man for 14 years. So of course I have an interest in girls.

But when the girl is myself. . .I'm confused.

I am cute though.

Ahh, I'm so conflicted. I don't want to be egotistical but I'm cute. . .

Okay, close my eyes. No more poisonous thoughts about my body. I don't want to confuse me more.

I couldn't close them fully, so they were slightly open so I could see where the bath was , step in, and turn on the shower faucet.

I entered the shower with my eyes closed and let the water wash on me. Because my eyes were closed, the only thing to think about was my sensations. Something I didn't think about, was how the water flowed down my body. Feeling it slide down different paths just made me feel all the difference. From my breast, my hips, to my butt, and to my toes. I could sense all the differences.

I may eventually need to acknowledge the changes. There are many things I need to find solutions to, but for now, I just want to think about me having a mom now. 

That's fine, right?

I can just postpone all the difficult things.

After I finished showering, I turned off the water and wiped down my body.

Because there are no girls' clothes here, I will have to make due with my boy clothes. 

Wearing my clothes definitely makes me notice the changes.

Overall I am slimmer, to the point where the clothes are more loose, except in the butt department. I think that got slightly bigger. At least it feels tighter.

My body has truly changed.

"Haaah. . ."

I gave a deep exhale.

I'm emotionally drained. Today has been a roller coaster.

But tomorrow has many more trials waiting for me. Right when I laid down on my bed, my crotch felt pressure.

"Oh- no. . ."

I know this feeling. My tank is full. . .in other words, I need to pee.

The pressure is different from when I was a boy. More that it felt like there was more pressure, and it was harder to hold.

"Why now. . ."

I had to go. So I rushed to the toilet.

It's starting to be very uncomfortable.

I'll try to look away when I go.

W-with mother actually coming back, does that mean this feeling is the new norm. . .?

Hey, sorry to put down this nice wholesome chapter. You can skip if you want

But today I had to put my dog down. She got much worse, to the point where she could barely move. So today just had to be the day. I finished this chapter yesterday. So I'm sorry if it isn't as clean as the others, because i haven't polished it.

Anyways, I'm going to be taking a some days off. maybe come back with a chapter bunch or not. Anyways, thank you for all the nice comments anybody has left. I'll see you guys in a week or less.

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