Rage

9 Years later. Kwrator is 22 years old now.

"I heard the Temple was adquiring a new principal engineer in 3 days!"

"Wow! For real??"

"Yeah! Maybe you can participate on it!"

"What?? i can't think of a project that can actually please the goddesses..."

I looked at those people talking and tried to ask for more information, but...i winned a
bad title because of my red eyes and my personality.

"Hey there!"

I raised the head and saw Senwşi, he comed to my seat.

"Morning!"

"Morning."

"Are you sleeping properly? Your eyebags looks more black."

"I've been having normal sleep hou-"

"Pfftt! You expect me to believe that? Your face betrays you..."

Senwşi keeped talking, i didn't pay him to much attention do. I feeled a hand on my shoulder, it was Sister Svetlyy.

"Morning Kwrator, can you come with me for a moment?"

I looked back at Senwşi, asking for permission, he answered with a nod.

I've been getting away of Senwşi with the past of the years, if i be honest i don't even consider him a friend.

"It was quite hard to get the things you asked me this time. By the way, the Temple is
already announcing that they are searching for principal engineers."

Svetlyy stared at my face.

"Did you get any sleep...or you worked on your project all the night?"

"I worked all the night..."

"Aghh, i know you want to be selected to be a principal engineer, but you have to take
care of your health!"

"I'm gonna start caring about myself when i become one..."

"Lies!! You're going to keep overworking and your hair will fall or became even
more white!"

I didn't say nothing, i just keeped looking at the stuff i asked for. Sevtlyy
didn't replaid me, instead, she started to whisper things for herself.

The night arrived and i keeped working on this project...this project it's my life, i've been
working on it since i ingressed the Temple. It started like a hobby, but Sister Svetlyy
mentioned something about becoming a principal engineer, that gained my attention so i keeped annoying her to tell me more.

I've been waiting for a long time for this...i even stopped caring about my apareance my hair becamed long, but surprisingly i just had a morning beard, but of course i have to cut my hair for the ceremony, so i grabbed a knife and started cutting, i looked at the mirror and i accidenttaly
cutted more places than others...uhh it didn't look so bad for me...

Someone knocked to my door.

"Yeah?"

"Hey Kwrator can i come in?!"

Why he always screams at me?

"Yes, you can."

Senwşi opened the door with a face of concern.

"And? What did Sister Svetlyy call you for?"

"She just wanted to ask me a few things."

"A few things?"

Senwşi stared at me.

"Alright don't believe, but i can't think of anything else-"

"I was joking! I already know that Sister Svetlyy is in love with Brother Prkisar."

I always end up a little annoyed while talking with Senwşi, but just like he said before...
my face betrays me.

"Uh? Wait are you really dating her? She's like 15 years more old than you, but of course
it's okay with me!"

"Senwşi, could you leave now, i'm busy, you see."

"But...you're always working, why don't you give yourself a break...? Since you arrived
here i could barely see you because you were working...i didn't even said a word when i
saw you with that girl..."

What? He saw it? No, no, no, no one can find out that I did that to that guy. My
reputation around the others persons is already bad, i know i mess up with them, but i never gived up with the priests.

I got up from my seat and grabbed him from the vest and smashed him into the wall, it
was a wood wall so it maked a loud sound, hope no one heared...

"How did you- No what where you doing there?!"

From all the years Senwşi has talked to me i never yelled at him, he got scared, i could
hear his heart, and his hands are shaking, i didn't even noticed he was struggling. I dropped
his neck but i grabbed him from the shoulders and smashed him against the wall.

"So-sorry i didn't mean to take that theme out! Ple-please let me go! I won't say a word
about this either!"

I pulled him to the ground, he answered with a hit on my stomach, that didn't even cutted my breathe for a second, is he that weak...? Good, now i can use this. I grabbed him from the vest again.

"You better don't say a word of this. Understood?"

"Ye-yes i pr-promise i won't say nothi-"

-Knock Knock-

"Son Kwrator is everything okay inside?"

It was Father Opiekuin.

I putted my hand into Senwşi mouth.

"Yes Father, everything's okay, i'm just a bit sleepy so i bumped into the wall..."

"I see, next time be more careful with the walls then."

I heared a little laugh coming from outside, it's obvius Father Opiekuin know
what kind of thing is happening.

I looked back at Senwşi face he was more scared, i heared footsteps walking away so i
letted go his mouth.

"You better don't say a word."

"O-of course, ple-please let me go."

I released him from the vest now, as soon as i did that he runned away.

Fuck, fuck! I entered into a rage because of that...because of what he said, that was only
one time and i never did that again.

"Are you sure?"

"Are you sure it really was one time?"

"Was it because he just mencioned "that girl?"

NO!

Chapter end