I Saw A Demon On His Eyes

Senwşi POV.

I woke up and looked to my right, i can't forget the very first day that Kwrator arrived
to this place.

"Morning Senwşi!"

"Oh...morning Towarzysz."

"You okay there? You look dacayed, did you had a nightmare?"

"Uhh yeah...I'll probably be fine by the afternoon."

"I hope so."

The first time Kwrator arrived...he looked so innocent...i wish i could go back on
time and never see what he was doing...if i just were a little more believer...

A day ago.

I woked up and like always i go to Kwrator's room. I knocked the door beacause i didn't
wanted to make him yell at me, i know that he never did that to me but he obviously
wanted to scream at me, but instead he just screamed to me in his mind.

"Yeah?"

"Morning Kwrator!"

"Morning Senwşi, you can come in."

I opened the door and waved him, he waved me back.

"You look a bit more happier!"

"Do i?"

"Let me guess, you advanced your project."

"Wrong, i got permission for go the Capital."

"What??? How? You better tell me how you managed to convice Father Opiekuin."

"Well, i don't actually need a reason for go to the Capital."

"Woah...Father Opiekuin really trust you."

"I guess so...By the way, i went to sleep a bit late, so, i thinking on sleeping a couple
more of hours, so can-"

"Oh! Of course sorry!"

I leaved Kwrator room and walked to the dining room.

The night arrived, Kwrator's probably on the Capital...i can't sleep...I went to
Father Opiekuin's room, i have to ask for his permission to take a walk.

"Mm? Uh i guess you can, but don't go too deeper on the forest."

"Alright, Father."

I leaved Father Opiekuin room and started walking, i heared a sound, it has to be an
animal...what if a little chick falled from a tree...?! I better go check...

I got deeper on the forest...is this the way the God of Obedience punished me?
Because i got deeper on the forest disobeying Father Opiekuin words? Why?

I got a little more deeper and watched to the ground, well at least there was no chi-

"LET ME GO!!"

What was that scream? I ha- I have to go check on her!

I runned following where i thought the screamed comed from.

Come on talk! So i can hear you!

"Please let me go!! You demon!! I knew... that you had a demon the very first time i
looked at your ey-"

"SHUT UP."

That voice, why does it sound so much to his voice? No, let's not accused him, he's at the
Capital, there's no way it can be him. I hid behind a tree, and sticked a bit my head. No,
no, no, no way, it can be, this has to be a dream... This has to be a fucking dream!!

"You really maked spectacle on free time didn't you?"

"N-no! You can't be doing this!!"

"I said shut up."

Kwrator unsheated a knife and...

I couldn't keep looking, but i couldn't stop him, he was just too strong for me, i runned
away trying my to not crash a little branch or dry leaf...i'm sorry, i'm sorry...i wish i could
be more strong for help you...

7 Months Later.

I had a nightmare...was it really a nightmare? I don't even know why dreamed with that
moment.

Everything has been normal around the Temple the priests haven't talked about the
disappearance of a person. Just what the hell is going on?

I got to the dining room and got closer to Kwrator, i already know that i was just a waste
of time trying to make him spit something about that.

The night is coming a lot more faster for me lately, i couldn't sleep...i was kind of bored
already waiting for me to fall asleep. Probably Kwrator was still awake, i got out of bed
and started with my walk to Kwrator room.

When i arrived i looked down the door, i could still see the light of the candles so i
knocked the door.

"Yeah?"

"Hey Kwrator can i come in?!"

Fuck i think i screamed to him without thinking.

"Yes, you can."

I opened the door, and for a moment i thought about that moment...my expression
probably changed but i can tell what kind of face was. Right, Sister Svetlyy asked him to
follow her in the morning, i should probably make a conversation about that, since i just
comed here because of my insomnia.

"And? What did Sister Svetlyy call you for?"

That was a good start.

"She just wanted to ask me a few things."

A few things? Could it be that she asked him about that girl? No...wait, what if she asked
him about other persons? I haven't see Vakker for a while already, what if he did
something to her? Fuck, i comed here to kill my insomnia and i think it increased, i better
think about a answer.

"A few things?"

I looked at him, i tried to read him again, but i couldn't. Why are you just too fucking
hard read damnit!! I better star answering him faster, i want to get out of here fast.

"Alright don't believe, but i can't think of anything mo-"

"I was just joking! I already know that Sister Svetlyy is in love with Brother Prkisar."

Shit! Maybe a little bit more slow! Fuck, his expression changed, he probably got
annoyed. Why he's not saying anything, i know it's not true but...this fucking silence it's
killing me. Say something.

"Uh? wait are you really dating her? She's like 15 years more old than you, but of course
it's okay with me!"

His expression changed again, i'm probably just making him more angry, fu-fuck don't
get scared.

"Senwşi, could you leave, am working you see."

My fear changed to sadness, i started wondering if he really did that on his own, what if
someone told him to?

My tongue started talking on his own.

"But...you are always working, why just don't give yourself a break...? Since you arrived
here i could barely see you because you were working...i didn't even said a word when i
saw you with that girl..."

What? What did i just say?? I have to get out of here! He's going to make me the same! I
freezed. Kwrator grabbed me from my vest i'm scared please stop! I started shaking and
struggling.

"How did yo-No what where you doing there!!!??"

His scream scared me, i feeled it like a roar of a demon, i'm scared, please someone, he
looked at me and realeased my vest but he grabbed me from the shoulders and pushed
me into the wall again, i hoped that loud sound could alert someone, while that ocurried i
had to make a bit more of time.

"So-sorry i didn't mean to take that theme out! Ple-please let me go! I won't say a word
about this either!"

What i said was true, those words just comed out fro- Before i could realize he grabbed
me and pulled me into the ground my first reaction was hit him into the stomach, but he
didn't even reacted.

"You better don't say a word of that nor this. Understood?"

"Ye-yes i pr-promise i won't say nothi-"

Someone knocked the door it was Father Opiekun, Kwrator put his hand on my mouth.
He asked if everything was okay and Kwrator maked an exucuse, Father Opiekun leaved,
Kwrator looked back at me.

"You better don't say a word."

"O-of course, ple-please let me go."

He realesed me and my brain just could tell me to run.
I'm back at my room, i don't have to tell anyone about that not even to my
roomie...Otherwise my life is over...

Chapter end