Coincidence Or Fate 1 Chapter 1 - Past 24 years

As I awaken from my grandmother calling. I looked up at the ceiling and sigh. 'Gosh, another day has passed by'. Everyday its all the same old routine and nothing seems to be new in my life now. For the past 24 years I either lived as a princess or a pauper neither one seems to have made me happy at all.

During my earlier 18 years of life I've lived as a spoiled princess care of either by my mother or fathers' family. Since both of them are not married and were still in earlier college plus my mother does not wish to be bound with my father both family agreed and did not care about that at all.

What was important to them was my birth, the birth of the first great-grandchild and grandchild to both side of the family. Both family were not the typical type of family one was high and mighty while the other lived a simple life. I would normally be transfered from one part of the family to another. Never did I stayed in one side of the family for a long period of time.

Even though I nevered stayed in one home during the earlier years it was alright I guess since I was like a treasure to them. Not long after my birth my future mother which was my father sister got married later on. The man that my aunt married was so delighted with me that in the end they decided to adopted me and be one of thier own child. Both my father and mother agreed about there wish.

But before I could live with my new parents I've lived for first 13 years with my biological parents. Despite not being together I did get to see them all the time. My mother stayed single but had another child with my father while my father got married and had five children with his wife.

I did not mind having loads of siblings since growing up I was surrounded with my future brothers growing up and cousins as. Life was great for me, I get what I want all the time and life was just amazing.

Until I moved to England and lived with my aunt which is now my mother. Things weren't that easy at first. Despite I know from a young age that she has adopted me things weren't that easy. I was having a challenge to adjust to the life I was having. Thing weren't the same any more.

Growing up then was not easy for me and my mum since we do not see each other eye to eye with thing. We would always get into conflict with each other and of course despite she is wrong sometimes my dad will always listen to her since she is the wife. Both my brother were in good relationship with me though but not as great bond with my biological brother.

Since I grew up in England with them I had the previlegde to travel around the world especially in Germany where my grandmother live who is my biological father and mum's mother. My grandmother remarried and lived with her husband there. Her husband was cruel but sweet sometimes. He was not evil but the words that comes out from his mouth was harsh but true but reality check people can never accept the truth since it hurts.

After all this adventure and excitement reality strick me when I was send back to Philippines. There I meet the harsh cold truth about my families secrets and pain with each other that they have carried through out the years while I living in a peaceful life. I was send back in the care of my father side of the family at the same time my grandparents from Germany also return to retire in Philippines.

There return also gave me an insight of what my family was truly like and who they see me now. I was no longer a pampered princess but just a spoiled brat in there eyes. Due to misunderstand I had with them, I left home and seek comfort from my biological mother side of the family.

My mother hometown which was also my birthplace was my new home. There I decide to start my life again. I told them what happened and they were frustrated and anger at my biological father side of the family. I live in a simple life, I was able to find a career and earned a living for my self. I even learnt to love someone too. At the same time my biological mother found lovd finally and got married. She then moved with her husband to Germany since they were match by my german grandfather. So everything was so perfect. So I though...

Since I lived with my biological mother care I experience comfort and love again. Not only from them but from other as well. But who was I to think love can be true in the end I was just a fool, anyways like how my biological father's family think of me and indeed I was a fool in the end. The first guy I liked was amazing handsome and has great aura with other. I gave my all to him but it was still nothing. I was just a warmer for his bed. Then I moved to the city to find a new career at the same time found loved again. But at least this time thing were better. However on my 24th birthday things change. I realize I was being fooled again but I was stupid to and ignorant thinking nothing is wrong since I trusted him. We approached our 2nd year together then there I could no longer take it. The fact I was being cheated on. My heart broke into million of peace again.

Since then I've decide love is just a piece of fantasy for in reality it only brings you pain. Love from family, from so called friends and lovers are not needed in this life. Since in the end they will never love me for me.

After all this harsh pain I've received from both side of the family, so called friends and lover. I decided not to trust anyone else. In the end I only trusted and cared for my biological mum and brother and lastly our grandmother since she sacrifice a lot for me. Since everyone else can never accept me when I'm at my worst.

Chapter end