He only married me to show her that he already moved on Chapter 68 - sixty-eight: His biggest mistake

Nancy's POV:

😁😁I have a dream so loud..I jumped so high I touched the clouds...Wo-o-o-o-o-oh, wo-o-o-o-o-oh..😁

"F.u.c.k.i.n.g shit! Who's this crazy caller at this early hour?"

I reached for my phone and adjusted my eyes to the sudden light coming from it. It's Ferlix, my gay friend who owned an exclusive bar. 

"Hello, Ferlix? What do you want-----?"

"Oh, Nancy Wilsons! I want your f.u.c.k.i.n.g ass here in my bar right at this moment!"

I scrunched my eyebrows. "Ferlix! You're just calling me at this two am just to go to your night club------"

"Yes! Because FYI, your big brother punched my bar singer and created a huge scene here! There were lots of paparazzi outside of my bar!"

"Oh my God! You mean, Gabriel?"

I heard him chuckled sarcastically. "And who else? Why, do you have any other siblings or one of your parents had an affair before and they-----"

"Oh, you silly-mouthed-fish! Shut up! I'm gonna fly right there!"

"Yeah, make it sure to wear your wonder woman costume!"

"Haha, so funny!"

I ended the call and changed into not something revealing outfit. I also dialled Greg's number to help me bring home my brother. I don't know what happened to him. He suddenly became a regular customer of the night clubs and bars around the City for the this last whole month, since Madi left him. 

It's been a month since he called us, me, Greg, and all Madi's friends and asked if we know where he can find her. But sad to say, no one of us knows where she is. Gabriel already explored all the avenues and have been chasing his tail for the whole month just to find Madi. But every night... he goes home drunk and crying. 

And I need to move in temporarily in his house just to make sure he's going to work every morning and do his responsibilities as the CEO of WEC. I have never seen him so devastated like this, not even when Stacey dumped him. I have never seen him cry, even when he found out that Stacey aborted their baby. 

He changed a lot since Madi left him. He looked so broken and shattered every night when he gets into Madi's room and into her bed. No one can talk to him, even our parents. Well, only Greg who punched him because of his jerk actions lately. He fired almost a hundred of his employees, and Dad needs to go back to the company and support him until he's finally stabled mentally and emotionally. 

"Tsk.tsk.tsk. F.u.c.k you, dear brother!"

I muttered to myself when I saw the bunches of paparazzi at the entrance of the bar. I texted Greg and Ferlix where I can enter inside without interruptions with this shutterbugs, and they replied.. at the back entrance. 

I saw them immediately when I stepped into the dance floor. Gabriel was already asleep at the bar counter while Greg was trying to wake him up. We can hear the noise from outside despite the loud music that banging around the club. 

"What happened to him?" I asked Ferlix once I came in front of them. 

"Well sweety, your dear brother punched my bar singer while shouting at the poor guy to stop singing!"

"What? What did the singer do?"

"Nothing! He's just singing on the stage when your jerk of a brother pinned him to the wall and gave him his powerful punches. What was his problem with the song 'when I was your man'? God! This is so frustrating!"

I furrowed my eyebrows as I can't believe that simple reason for Gabriel to punched someone innocent. 

"Okay, that's enough. Nancy, let's bring him home." Greg said while shaking his head. 

"Ferlix, I'm sorry for this. Just charged all the damage to my account."

"I will surely do that, princess Wilsons." he said rolling his eyes. 

"Hmm.. love..."

Greg and I shared a look when Gabriel stirred in his sleep. Greg is currently removing his shoes while I am wiping him a wet cloth on his face. 

"Love..."

"Love your ass! You're calling her love, now that she's gone? Now you learned to appreciate her efforts when she finally left you? Huh!"

I huffed and I can't help not to roll my eyes. Greg just shook his head. 

"I'm sorry, love. I didn't mean to hurt you." I bite my lips when I saw the tears in his eyes. 

"Gabriel! Why did you punch the singer?" I asked while patting his cheek. 

"Hmm.. singer? Hmm.. f.u.c.k him!"

And that was his last words before he fell asleep. I just sighed and continue to wipe his face. 

Gabriel's POV:

"I am f.u.c.k.i.n.g pay you to search for my wife! So, don't you ever get back to me without any informations about her! Understood? I don't care whether you turned your life upside down! Just continue your f.u.c.k.i.n.g search for my wife! Or else I'm gonna make your life a living hell!"

I didn't wait for my investigator to answer. I ended the call immediately because I don't want to hear his other explanations. I sighed and sit back to my chair as I scan for Madi's picture on my phone. This was taken inside of her restaurant when we paid a visit. She's wearing a nude sundress and a beautiful smile on her face. 

I smiled as I brought her picture to my lips. I closed my eyes and leaned back to my office chair as I reminisced some of our happy moments together. I missed her smile, her laugh, her voice and everything about her. I terribly missed her. It's been six months since she left. And since then... it's been a f.u.c.k.i.n.g hell living inside of our house. 

I shifted some of my things inside of her old room and every night I wished that one of these days, I will find her. I will be able to look into her smiling face, her eyes and able to kiss her lips again. I tried to search for her everywhere. I hired a lot of private investigators just to find her, but they always failed. 

There's no traced of her leaving the country, so I am still hoping she's just in one of the corner of the busy streets of Chicago. I've also tried to fly to Florida to asked her mother, but she couldn't give me an answer. Even all her friends and Greg, doesn't have any clue where she is. 

And Greg become distant from me since then. I know deep inside him, he's blaming me for all that happened. And I can't take it from him, because I am also blaming myself for being such a jerk and irresponsible towards what we had before. 

Every day, I tried to cheer up myself and forget all those f.u.c.k.i.n.g wrong decisions I've made, that caused my life into this mess and miserable situation. That caused her walked away from me and from my life. 

I was in that state when someone opened and entered the door. 

"So, is that all you wanted to do in your life, Gabriel? To hold Madi's picture every second of each passing day?"

"Dad." I sighed and straightened my sit as I keep my phone inside my pocket. 

"So, what happened for your searching?" he asked me as he seated in front of me. 

"Apparently... nothing."

He smiled at me in a disapproving way as he shook his head. 

"Remember the day when you introduced her to us with your Mom?"

I glanced at him as he gave me a stare which held different emotions I couldn't read. 

"I told you that day to take care of her and tried to love her, remember?"

I furrowed my eyebrows. "What do you mean, Dad?"

"You really thought that you can fool everyone in your family, son?"

I gulped as I straightened my body. "You know everything?"

"Yes. Everything. I just wanted you to prove yourself by that time. To know your real feelings between your ex and the woman who agreed to be with you without asking any in return. I also know your plans about your ex, but I just kept my mouth shut."

"H-How did you know about that?"

"It doesn't important son." he smiled bitterly and looked at me directly. "I like Madi, I told you that before. She's strong and an independent woman, Gabriel. But you're too much blind to see her worth. Had you ever say thank you and gave her flowers before? Even a single stem of her favorite flower? Or did you ever ask her what's her favorite flower?"

I was left speechless with my father's questions. Have I ever give her a flower before? 

"You don't actually need to answer that, because I know for sure the answer is no. She stayed beside you and agreed to marry you but you let her go. You're too much busy flirting and getting revenge for your ex. So, after your plans.. what did you get in return---nothing!"

I didn't say anything. I remained looking at my wedding ring and swirling it around my fingers. 

"Do you know about the story of a king who has ten gold rings in his fingers?"

I glanced at him but remained quiet. 

"Once upon a time, there was a king who has ten golden rings in his fingers. One day, he lost one of them and he ordered all his soldiers to find it in all the corners of the castle. The searching took for almost three months. And because he's too busy searching for his one lost ring, he didn't notice that he still have nine rings in his finger. He didn't realize to give importance to those rings which still in his hands. And one day when he woke up.. he just found out that he lost all of them."

He stand and walked closer to me. He patted my shoulder before he speaks again. 

"You know what's the story means and the moral lesson of it? Don't waste your time on counting all the things that's lost and gone, instead focused on the things and blessings that's still in your hands. Because in everything that's lost, my son.. has always a beautiful thing in return. But that was your big mistake. You let yourself occupied by your revenge and didn't notice a beautiful, fine and kind woman on your side."

He messed up my hair like I was still his little kid before. And he walked towards the door. 

"Get up, son. Find yourself. And when you're ready, start to find her again. And promise me next time, you're going to wait for her at the altar, and not in some cheap of a lawyer's office."

I smiled as I shook my head when he winked at me before he exited the door. 

-'I promise Dad. I will find her and correct all my mistakes. I will make her the happiest woman in the world and I will love her and take care of her. And I promise by that time, I'll never let go of her again.'-

Chapter end