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Jiang Xie saw Xie Xi eating well and felt more comfortable than anyone else.

After six years, he had come back to take revenge on Xie Xi, taking away the Chengyu he raised with painstaking effort and letting him feel the pain of loss.

However, Jiang Xie didn't feel any joy after his success. Xie Xi tried hard to please him and this made Jiang Xie even more humiliated.

In the one month when he went abroad, he saw Jiang Hong recover and Jiang Xie gradually calmed down.

It was only when he came back and saw the haggard Xie Xi that he woke up.

Revenge on Xie Xi wasn't what he wanted. He only wanted Xie Xi from beginning to end.

Even if Xie Xi deceived him, even if he was insulted or rejected, he didn't want Xie Xi to suffer any harm.

Losing Chengyu was undoubtedly a huge blow to Xie Xi. Jiang Xie left silently for a month and Xie Xi's tenacious mind couldn't withstand it.

How many people jumped from high buildings because of bankruptcy, how many people were devastated by falling from the peak, how many people gave up their lives because of the collapse of their careers?

There was no doubt that Xie Xi was strong but no matter how strong a person, there was a weakness that couldn't be ignored.

Jiang Xie's absence in this one month definitely placed a huge psychological burden on Xie Xi.

The little bit of hope he felt dimmed, countless negative emotions rose and there were inevitably psychological problems.

Jiang Xie thought of these things. The more he thought about it, the more fear he felt and the higher the chances of the white space being activated.

After seeing Xie Xi's loss of appetite and insomnia, Jiang Xie wanted to say several times that he would return Chengyu to Xie Xi.

Revenge and deception didn't matter. He just wanted Xie Xi to be okay.

However, the psychologist gave him more objective advice.

Jiang Xie went to consult a well-known psychologist about Xie Xi's problem, hoping to get a proper plan.

The psychologist made it clear that simply giving Chengyu to  Xie Xi would only push him into a deeper abyss and he would never be able to recover.

It was difficult to gain happiness if the meaning of survival was placed on illusory interests.

This time, Jiang Xie took away Chengyu. What if another person did it next time?

Xie Xi would never be able to hold up if there was one more similar experience.

His most fundamental problem wasn't the loss of Chengyu. It was his long-standing weariness of the world.

His childhood experience made him lonely and indifferent. The cruelty of his family made him not believe in family. Chengyu was his only goal in life.

This goal was clearly unhealthy. Once lost, Xie XI would face the tragedy of total collapse.

The psychologist suggested for him to help Xie Xi experience a new life, to see different scenery, experience different happiness and find a healthier, more positive and happier motivation to live.

This way, he would get rid of the shackles and regain a new life.

This was why Jiang Xie took Xie Xi to climb the mountain.

Of course, Xie Xi couldn't not know about this. Even if he didn't know, he could still appreciate Jiang Xie's mind.

He also achieved his purpose of pretending to be tired of life.

Jiang Xie took the initiative to find a psychologist, to understand this psychological state and to 'treat' Xie Xi according to the program.

This was mutual. Helping Xie Xi find a motive for survival was also helping Jiang Xie find one.

They both needed to look at different landscapes and find new meanings for survival.

Xie Xi ate two small dumplings in one breath. He was going to eat the third one when Jiang Xie stopped him. "That should be enough."

Xie Xi blinked. He hadn't eaten enough.

Jiang Xie saw this person's shining eyes and was relieved, but he still insisted. "You have been hungry for too long. You can't eat too much at one time."

Such a small dumpling, normal adults could eat 12. He only ate two! It was just a fraction!

'Dr Jiang' was very strict. "You can drink more porridge. It is good for digestion."

Xie Xi, "…" It was over. he didn't have a chance to sneak some food and would have to climb to the top of the mountain. He was going to starve to death!

Fortunately, Jiang Xie had a firm opinion and didn't starve him. After walking for a while, he felt that Xie Xi had digested enough and gave him another meal.

This method of eating less but more often was very good for Xie Xi's current state. It was unknown where Jiang Xie got such good insulation boxes but the heat was preserved through the entire process and it wasn't cold at all.

Xie Xi unknowingly went to the top of the mountain under the seduction of the crab dumplings.

He really wasn't tired. The journey was basically a flat road and they occasionally took breaks. Not to mention, Xie Xi was really healthy, even if he was really thin.

On the contrary, eating food and the exercise caused the blood in his body to circulate and he was more energetic.

Jiang Xie stretched out his hand. "Come here, there is nobody here."

He had already arranged for someone to clear this place. The sunrise from this corner wasn't the best but it was the purest.

Xie Xi took his hand and walked up the last few steps.

The timing was just right. They stood on top of the mountain together and saw the sun slowly emerging from the sea.

The rising sun and falling sun were very similar. They were all red and dyed everything around them red.

However, they were still very different.

The morning sun rose slowly like it was breaking free from its shackles.

As the sun plunged into the sea, the light was like a long ribbon, holding the dark sea and the dark sky together.

This sunrise was a dazzling, transparent and fearless gold. It would surely illuminate the darkness, returning the beautiful blue to the sea, the clear blue to the sky and bringing light and hope back to the world.

Xie Xi watched it.

Jiang Xie took his hand and whispered, "Is it beautiful?"

Xie Xi nodded. "It looks good."

The beauty of the morning sun was as magnificent as the setting sun. However, one was a desire for life and the other was the sinking of death.

People lived and were destined to be like the morning sun, infinitely pursuing desires and life.

They headed back and Jiang Xie said, "I have been in the US for the past month."

Xie Xi didn't reply.

Jiang Xie confessed, "Jiang Hong's illness has made a breakthrough and she finally recovered."

Xie Xi knew this but had to make a surprised expression. "That's great."

"Yes," Jiang Xie continued. "If people live, there are always countless opportunities."

Talking about Jiang Hong was to give Xie Xi confidence.

A person who lingered at the ghost gate gained new hope. Those who were healthy shouldn't abandon their lives.

Jiang Xie kept speaking. "She didn't return to China. She has been bound to a hospital bed for the past few years and now she wants to see the world."

Xie Xi's lips curved. "That's good."

"Yes, as long as you look, there are many things that are fun."

Xie Xi's smile became clearer. "That's true."

This mountain climbing incident achieved great results. Xie Xi's mental state was much better.

In line with the principle of persistent efforts, Jiang Xie went with Xie Xi to climb another mountain on the weekend.

The sleepy Xie Xi thought, 'We can climb mountains but can it not be so early! I'm sleepy!'

However, Dr Jiang was very assertive and took him to climb a slightly more difficult mountain.

Xie Xi pretended to let himself sweat, eat more (he didn't have to pretend with this) and once again saw the sunrise. He actually liked this activity.

Climbing a mountain wasn't boring because he could see beautiful scenery on the way up. More important, it was really happy to hold hands and look at these sights with his loved one.

Half a month later, Jiang Xie took Xie Xi out again.

Xie Xi asked, "Which mountain are we going to climb this time?"

Jiang Xie smiled. "Don't be afraid. We're not climbing a mountain this time. I want to take you to a place."

Xie Xi was curious. "Where?"

"You'll know when we get there."

Xie Xi's appetite was raised and he was interested as he entered the car. Then he was stunned when he arrived at the destination.

This was an orphanage. Xie Xi hadn't expected Jiang Xie to bring him here.

Then his chest became warm. In this small world's setting, Xie Xi had stayed in an orphanage for several years.

Xie Xi didn't have these memories but he knew that life there was far from happiness.

Jiang Xie was paying attention to Xie Xi's emotions and reassured you, "You can rest assured that this place is very good."

Funding an orphanage was actually a very troublesome thing. Simply giving money would only stimulate the greed of adults and wouldn't benefit the children.

The focus was on supervision and implementation after the investment.

Whether the money entered someone's pockets or was used on the children, this was the key to funding.

Giving money without asking questions, this was just charity for the sake of it. Real charity was making sure that every bit of the money went where it was supposed to.

Obviously, Jiang Xie had put in big effort.

The moment he entered the orphanage with Xie Xi, the children enthusiastically approached him and there was no falsehood in their joy.

On the other hand, some older people saw Xie Xi and were full of vigilance.

Jiang Xie smiled and introduced him. "This is my friend."

The moment he spoke, the children showed shy and cautious smiles towards Xie Xi.

Xie Xi was shocked. He didn't have memories of the orphanage but he could imagine—

The Xie Xi of this world's emotions would be stirred up when he saw this scene.

Jiang Xie was redeeming him, wholeheartedly wanting to bring him out of the mud and into a new life.

The afternoon passed quickly and the two people chatted a lot when they went back.

Jiang Xie explained, "It was originally for my sister's illness…"

This was the motivation behind many wealthy people doing charity. They wanted good blessings for their loved ones.

Jiang Xie spoke softly, "Later, I found it was very meaningful."

Possession something was satisfying but much more could be done after acquiring it.

Empty wealth stimulated people's nerves and filled them with dissatisfaction. Appropriate pay could make people feel real satisfaction.

Xie Xi whispered, "Thank you."

There was no doubt that Jiang Xie had done this all for him.

Jiang Xie glanced over and his gaze fell on Xie Xi's lips. Xie Xi's heart jumped and a blush unexpectedly appeared on his cheeks.

He wasn't afraid of the shameless Jiang Xie. He was afraid of such a serious and cautious Jiang Xie.

This was a simple kiss but the entire space seemed filled with the sound of heartbeats.

Once they parted, Xie Xi whispered, "Aren't you afraid I'm tricking you again?"

Jiang Xie held his hand. "I'm afraid."

Xie Xi glanced at him. "Then why are you…"

Jiang Xie sighed. "Because I love you."

Xie Xi knew the answer but it was still like being hit by an electric current. He was indescribably moved.

His feelings poured up to the tip of his nose, welling in his eyelashes and to his eyelashes. "I am like this… you…"

Jiang Xie held him. "Take your time. Anything you don't know, I'll teach you."

Xie Xi said softly, "I am 11 years older than you."

"You are only seven years old."

At the age of seven, Xie Xi witnessed his mother's suicide. Since then, the meaning of his life had simply been to live.

Live through all means, unscrupulously and desperately. This was the deepest shackle, the most helpless cage.

Xie Xi didn't speak for a long time. He didn't have these bad experiences but he was still warmed by Jiang Xie's love. He was truly lucky to have encountered such a good Jiang Xie.

Days passed and it was soon half a year. Xie Xi's physical condition had fully recovered and he gained some weight.

Jiang Xie was relieved. He realized this was a different Xie Xi, a more real Xie Xi, but this made Jiang Xie love him even more.

Xie Xi was very comfortable and the two people fell in love with the mountain climbing activity.

In winter, Jiang Xie unexpectedly arranged an itinerary. Xie Xi's eyes widened. "A snow mountain?"

"Do you want to go?"

Xie Xi replied with great enthusiasm, "Go!""

He had seen all types of sunrises but this was the first one on a snowy mountain.

Of course, sunrise on a snowy mountain still depended on weather conditions. However, Jiang Xie looked for someone to investigate and the basic problems weren't big.

If they didn't see it then they could do it again. Climbing was fun and it was more interesting when the two people were together.

The accident happened at this time. Even if they checked in advance, climbing a snowy mountain was still dangerous. It was really hard to defend against the snow-covered ground.

The moment Xie Xi stepped on air and fell straight down, he immediately summoned the god's wisdom and sketch pen.

Before he could do anything, Jiang Xie had already hugged him and rolled down with him.

Xie Xi was protected by Jiang Xie and his arms and hands couldn't move. They rolled all the way down until they were stopped by a tree. Jiang Xie hit the tree and let out a groan of pain.

Xie Xi anxiously asked, "Are you okay?"

Jiang Xie spoke at the same time. "How are you?"

Xie Xi's eyes were red. He knew nothing would happen to Jiang Xie since he could draw countless medicines. Still, he couldn't help being distressed and anxiously. "What can happen to me when you protected me so tightly?"

Jiang Xie told him, "It's nothing."

Xie Xi fluttered around him. "Don't move. I'll call for someone."

Jiang Xie looked up and noticed tears falling down. Xie Xi took out his phone and called a number. Once he finished giving the specific information, his hand was held tightly by Jiang Xie.

Jiang Xie's eyes were burning. "Why are you crying?"

"Do you want to die?"

"Are you afraid of me dying?"

Xie Xi's tears flowed out even more. "I'm afraid, I'm very afraid."

After saying this, Xie Xi felt a pulling sensation. He left the world of Taurus.

He turned his head and saw Taurus sleeping in the garden. It was over and the light group of this small world had also disappeared.

Xie Xi was startled. He couldn't tell who was fixing who in the end.

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Collapsing 10 Boundaries 1

In the last half of the Taurus world, Xie Xi almost forgot the purpose of his trip.

He was here to fix the small worlds but in the end, it seemed to be done without him doing anything.

Jiang Xie took him to climb mountains to watch the sunrise, funded a children's aid agency together and did many interesting things together.

Xie Xi didn't do anything but Jiang Xie did many things.

In the end, the two people almost died on the snowy mountain and Jiang Xie saved Xie Xi's life, causing him heartache.

At the time, Jiang Xie had asked him, "Are you afraid of me dying?"

Xie Xi was afraid, really afraid. This answer ended the Taurus world. Why? It was because a world-weary person who wasn't afraid of anything actually felt fear. This 'rehabilitation' of Xie Xi was the end point.

Xie Xi was concerned about him. Even if this wasn't love, Jiang Xie was already satisfied.

During the last six months of care, Jiang Xie's only request was for Xie Xi to experience the beauty of life and feel an attachment to life.

It took a while for Xie Xi's senses to return.

In fact, he understood that although he didn't do anything in the world, Jiang Xie was constantly working hard.

It wasn't so much that Xie Xi repaired the world. It was better to say that Jiang Xie repaired his own world.

Of course, Xie Xi was an important primer. He guided Jiang Xie to do the right thing and saved the world facing collapse.

Xie Xi thought this and couldn't help continuing to explore.

When repairing the world of the collapsed god, Xie Xi brought back the hard drive which was the key to the repair. The so-called repair didn't mean the quasi-world could immediately enter the cycle. It just meant he got rid of the collapsed state and it could continue to be designed.

He really let that world 'live' because Jiang Xie took him to redesign it, making it a new quasi-world that entered the cycle.

According to this line of thinking, what was the key to repairing the 12 broken small worlds?

In the Aries world, he helped Aries with his hatred for the world and the repair was a success.

In the Taurus world, he guided Taurus to find a new meaning of survival, thus stopping the collapse.

Was this the case?

Xie Xi didn't take anything away from these two small worlds, perhaps because he didn't have any skills and props and he couldn't take out an item at a random.

Wrong! Xie Xi glanced at the sleeping Aries and Taurus. Didn't he directly bring out the souls?

He looked at the remaining 10 light groups and realized the root of the problem. Did he need to bring all these souls out to repair these worlds?

After that…

Once he returned to Central and redesigned the quasi-worlds, what should he use as the core of the world? Did he have to put the souls back in?

Xie Xi frowned and felt faintly uneasy about his thoughts. He would never allow Jiang Xie to split his soul and be in danger again!

Xie Xi sighed and stopped his thoughts.

It was too early to think about all this. It was first imperative to bring the souls out of the small worlds.

As for how to redesign the quasi-worlds after returning to Central? He would surely find a better method.

He believed that the current Jiang Xie definitely wouldn't split his soul.

It was because Jiang Xie was no longer a lone person. His soul also belonged to Xie Xi!

After suppressing these thoughts, Xie Xi looked at the countdown over Aries' head.

2:56:56.

Fortunately, the world after entering the light group was relatively static. Otherwise, he would now be dead.

The thing that made Xie Xi worried was that the countdowns over Taurus and Aries' heads were synchronized and not counting down from three hours.

The numbers above the heads of the two Jiang Xies lying side to side were 2:55:55.

This was one minute!

Xie Xi was afraid to stay in the garden for too long. He had to hurry to the next light group and strive to bring all the souls back within three hours.

The next one was the yellow Gemini.

Xie Xi reached out and touched it. A Jiang Xie in a hooded sweater and jeans appeared in front of him. This Jiang Xie was older than Aries but younger than Taurus. He seemed to be a university student as he asked, "Is it me?"

Xie Xi watched him for a moment in a puzzled manner.

Shouldn't this person be getting older if it followed the order?

In particular, it was related to Jiang Xie's past so shouldn't Gemini's age should be more than Taurus?

In fact, Taurus wasn't too old. He was only 24 years old but his temperament was much more mature than Gemini.

Gemini looked 19 or 20 and was a university student. He was definitely younger than Taurus.

Um… Xie Xi didn't become too tangled up in this matter. Perhaps it was only the different stages of Jiang Xie and the order was nothing.

Xie Xi glanced at the countdown and didn't dare to waste time. He directly replied, "Yes."

There was a pulling feeling and Xie Xi entered the world of Gemini.

The slightly hot wind showed that it was late summer or early autumn. This made Xie Xi feel somewhat surprised. Wasn't Gemini in May and June? How did it become September or October?

He heard a loud noise the moment he opened his eyes.

“Classmate, don't block the road!"

Xie Xi immediately moved to the side.

"What about your suitcase?"

Xie Xi found that he still had a suitcase and he had directly left the suitcase behind.

The speechless boy froze after seeing Xie Xi's face.

Xie Xi hurriedly pulled the suitcase over to him and apologized. "I was distracted."

The boy had been very annoyed but now he was awkward. "B-Be careful."

The boy strode away and Xie Xi heard him say to the person next to him, "That is a man, right? How come he looks so good?"

The person next to him whispered, "If he chases me then my eyes would surely bend into mosquito-repellent."

The boy felt dislike. "How can he like you? Pull down your dick!"

Xie Xi had full qualifications after all. Ordinary people couldn't hear them but he could…

What was this situation? Was he a charming person this time?

Xie Xi resisted the urge to look in a mirror at his own appearance.

He dragged his suitcase while looking around. He was at a university and should've just started school.

It seemed that this time he really was a university student. Xie Xi was quite looking forward. He realized the university life in Dream Come True but at that time, Jiang Xie was a teacher and they didn't stay on campus.

This time definitely wasn't the same. Jiang Xie was also a university student and they should be classmates. This was too interesting.

Xie Xi was in a good mood and noticed more eyes on him when he smiled.

Um… was there something on his face? Xie Xi stopped smiling and raised a hand to his face. The people who peeked at him seemed aware of his unwillingness and took back their gazes.

Xie Xi didn't know if he just enrolled in school or if he was returning for a new semester.

It was fine if he was a new student and didn't know his dormitory. However, if he was a returning student and couldn't find his dormitory, wasn't it like a donkey kicked his head?

Of course, it was certain he was enrolled in the school. Otherwise, he wouldn't be dragging such a big suitcase.

What should he do?

Xie Xi was worrying about it when a girl in a white shirt and tight jeans came over. "You… you are a freshman, right?"

Xie Xi, "…" He also wanted to know.

The girl was afraid to look at him and her exposed ears were red. She continued to ask, "What's your name?"

Xie Xi gave his name. Unexpectedly, the girl suddenly looked up. "You are Xie Xi?"

Xie Xi, "?" Was he famous?

The girl blushed when she saw his face and her voice trembled. "Come over here… sign in. Then take, take your things to your dormitory…"

She was stuttering so much that it was hard for Xie Xi to understand.

It seemed he was a new freshman who just entered school but it was unknown why his name was famous.

Xie Xi was filled with curiosity. What did he look like? Why were so many people blushing?

The girl took him to the registration office. Then she was replaced by a boy who led him to the dormitory.

The sophomore brother also wasn't good. He didn't dare look at Xie Xi and couldn't talk.

Xie Xi obediently followed him to the dormitory building. After receiving his room card, he went up to his bedroom on the fourth floor.

The senior said, "Contact me if you need anything." He handed over his phone number.

Xie Xi took the piece of paper and said, "Thank you."

Xie Xi had found that his voice was a bit special from the moment he gave his name. Now he spoke and found that it was indeed special.

There were a natural laziness and carelessness that definitely wasn't something he could show.

The boy trembled. "Then you clean up first. I have something to do…"

"Then I won't trouble Senior. I can do it myself."

The boy was afraid to say anything else and almost fled.

Xie Xi, "…" What was this situation?

He entered the dormitory and took a general look. He knew it was a double room before heading to the bathroom to check his appearance.

The bathroom was more spacious than imagined. The toilet and bathroom were separated. The mirror on the left side of the washbasin was wide enough for everyone to use at the same time.

The size of this dormitory was really good. It was comparable to a standard room at a hotel.

Xie Xi gazed in the mirror and the person reflected made him stunned.

It was his face and his facial features hadn't changed at all but there was a sexy air about it.

That's right… Xie Xi never imagined he would use this word to describe himself.

His eyebrows were the same but the tail of his eyes was longer. His mouth was also the same, except the corners of his mouth were gently raised like he was always smiling.

Xie Xi patted his face…

The even more terrible thing was the thin layer of red on the white skin, just like…

Xie Xi was shocked!

He went out of the bathroom, urgently needing to understand his situation. His suitcase might have a clue. Xie Xi opened it and searched it.

The clothes were properly folded and there was nothing special. There was just a deep gray laptop.

Xie Xi took it out and tried to open it, wanting to see if there was any information on it.

He opened the laptop and found it was already turned on. The login method was a fingerprint lock. This was good. Xie Xi used his index finger and easily unlocked it. There was a loud noise from the laptop's stereo.

Xie Xi, "!"

He saw two men wrapped around each other on the screen.

A G movie?

Xie Xi had great doubts about himself.

At this time, the door of the dormitory opened. There was the sound of the wheel turning, Xie Xi saw Classmate Jiang enter.

Xie Xi, "…"

Jiang Xie, "…"

The background noises were 'ums' and 'ahs'.

This was the wonderful first encounter between Xie Xi and Gemini.

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