Game Loading Chapter 181-183

Collapsed God 15

This was too unreliable. There was no mention of the switch and it was seamless, not giving people an opportunity to escape.

Look at this attitude. If he blamed it on morning movements then even the blind wouldn't believe it!

Xie Xi turned his head and thought about what to say…

"Um…" Xie Xi's eyes widened.

Little Jiang unexpectedly closed his beautiful indigo eyes and kissed his lips.

What was this situation? It was Xie Xi's turn to be dumbfounded. This definitely wasn't Old Jiang, it was Little Jiang. How…

It was a very clumsy kiss. It was green and nervous, as if encountering something it had been eagerly desiring and the caution made people feel distressed.

Xie Xi subconsciously loosened his teeth, which was a subtle hint to continue the exchange.

Little Jiang had no techniques, no skill and even bit Xie Xi… Xie Xi was in pain and pushed him away.

Little Jiang squinted and his eyes became normal as he woke up from his dream.

"This isn't a dream?" The child's hoarse voice made Xie Xi speechless.

No wonder why this person was so proactive. He thought it was a dream? Wait, what was he dreaming about at this age?

Xie Xi snorted and Little Jiang shot up like he received an electric shock.

Xie Xi adjusted his messy neckline and Jiang Xie quickly shifted his gaze, the tip of his ears red. "Yes, I'm sorry."

The Little Jiang strode with his long legs towards the bathroom.

Xie Xi felt very guilty. He took advantage of this young boy who slipped away before he could react.

Little Jiang just reached the bathroom door when he thought of something and turned around to ask. "Isn't this my room?"

Xie Xi, "!" Wait for him to get out of here before reacting!

Little Jiang didn't dare look at the other person but couldn't help asking, "Why are you here?" He thought he had sleepwalked to Xie Xi's room but this was his own room. How could Xie Xi be on the bed with him?

This statement cleared Xie Xi's mind and he explained, "You have a sleepwalking problem. I was worried and came to check. Who would've expected you to drag me onto the bed…"

Needless to say, the main body only kissed his neck while Little Jiang directly kissed his mouth!

This was really good and made Little Jiang feel ashamed. "I'm sorry. I… I was sleepwalking!"

Xie Xi inwardly scolded, 'What sleepwalking? You clearly opened your eyes and saw me before kissing me.'

Of course, he had some guilt in his heart and didn't dare dismantle this person. He just wanted to lightly fool Little Jiang.

Little Jiang declared, "I'm going to take a shower."

Xie Xi could take this opportunity to slip away. "Okay."

Once the bathroom door closed, Xie Xi sighed with relief and got off the bed.

Why wasn't it easy for him to see Jiang Xie? He finally saw the meaning of 'stealing love.' This world was really big! What the hell was going to happen?

Xie Xi hadn't taken a bath and didn't want to change into his uniform with a button. He planned to slip back to his room to take a shower before changing.

Surely he wouldn't encounter Big Jiang? Xie Xi decided to believe in his luck. After all, he had an S-grade lucky physique…

The moment he went outside, Xie Xi stood upright, his posture as stiff as a person standing in the military posture for a few hours.

Jiang Xie's eyelids lowered as he spoke with no expression. "Good morning."

Xie Xi, "!!!" Damn lucky S-grade physique! He would kill anyone who said he was lucky in the future!

Xie Xi's mouth was dry. "Good morning."

Jiang Xie's line of sight was like a searchlight as it moved from his white toes, angles, smooth calf, thigh covered with shorts, the wide t-shirt with the open neckline and finally to the red dot on the collarbone.

Jiang Xie stared at the red dot and his voice was flat. "Did you play well for a night?"

What was the calm before a story, what was the mountain rain and wind, what was black clouds pressing on a city to be destroyed? At this moment, Xie Xi deeply understood it!

"Sleepwalking!" Xie Xi struggled to survive. "This boy is really sleepwalking."

Jiang Xie wondered, "Sleepwalking to your neck?"

Xie Xi secretly scolded that bastard Jiang and stated firmly, "Yes, this is his quirk. He will chase people when sleepwalking. So I came to check on him in case he caused trouble."

Jiang Xie's focus was very accurate. "Then when you slept together before, he kissed you every day?"

Xie Xi, "……"

He forgot that this person was the reincarnation of Holmes!

The helpless Xie Xi was forced to sacrifice the slag. "It is just a kiss. He is too young and I can't do anything with him."

Jiang Xie sneered. "You don't have to lie to me. We have long broken up and the things you do are legal."

The problem was if this person disappeared without a trace. This person needed you, Mr. Soul!

Xie Xi smiled bitterly. "I'm really not lying to you. There is no need to lie to you."

It was over… this wasn't a good thing to say.

Sure enough, Jiang Xie's expression became colder as he replied sarcastically, "It really isn't necessary."

Unfortunately, or perhaps it should be called inevitably, Little Jiang came out of the shower at this time.

He didn't blow dry his hair and it was still wet as he spoke to Xie Xi, "I didn't hurt you just now?" He had calmed down after taking a cold shower and remembered that during his messy kiss, he seemed to bite Xie Xi? His heart was urgent and he rushed out of the shower to apologize. Then…

The summary was very reasonable but why was the timing so coincidental!

Xie Xi stared at Little Jiang with amazement.

Sure enough, Mr. Jiang who cultivated well in front of Mr. Tai collapsing finally blew up!

This was too fanciful. It was just a kiss so how could he be hurt? This must be…

Xie Xi was a man who danced on a wire rope but he also felt he couldn't get past this!

Big Jiang held Xie Xi's wrist. The air pressure was so low that the entire corridor seemed to freeze.

Xie Xi looked at him and explained, "I really didn't…"

He was becoming more and more like a lying scum QAQ.

Big Jiang pulled him away without speaking. He was very strong and Xie Xi couldn't help following. At this time, his left wrist was also grabbed.

One side contained a powerful force and Big Jiang's strength was amazing. The other side was like a sharp blade and Little Jiang's palms were hot.

Xiao Xie, who was pulled, remembered the dream he had. The county magistrate ordered, "Cut this gold in half and give it to both!"

Xiao Xie felt that his dream was going to come true! Big Jiang didn't let go, Little Jiang didn't let go and the rational president didn't feel love.

Fortunately, no one else was present or even a rational person would be inspired to become emotional!

What was this magical scene? What wonderful three people! Such a great president! Xie Xi wanted to divorce Jiang Xie for domestic violence and see how much he could afford to pay!

In the end, Big Jiang let go first. He didn't say anything or look at Xie Xi again. He just turned and slowly walked towards the stairs. It was crueller for a proud person to break down than to die.

Xie Xi had been thinking about divorce and now he felt heartache and wanted to hug this person…

In the end, he knew what was happening. His experience might be miserable but at least he could still smile. Jiang Xie on the other hand…

He could figure it out after recovering the souls and their memories but at this moment, he was still abused to the bone.

Xie Xi wanted to follow but Little Jiang was still holding onto him tightly. This wasn't left or right. Sure enough, it was better if there was two of him!

Eventually, Xie Xi didn't say anything and quietly sent a message to Big Jiang: [I didn't lie to you.]

Jiang Xie replied: [You don't love me.]

Xie Xi, "!" If he didn't love this person, how could he come to this damn world?

It was because Xie Xi loved him that he did this…

Xie Xi sighed and could only try to quickly repair this world. Fix the world and they would understand what was happening!

The researchers finally deciphered the string of characters and the mood of the institute president stabilized. e looked at the string of words and frowned.

Xie Xi took it and studied it carefully.

Perhaps it was the problem of language but the converted statement was somewhat illogical. The subject was random but the meaning was understandable.

The general message was conveyed.

-Be sure to find the Creator. The Creator will save everything. He is in the void three light years away from the pole. To communicate with the Creator, there must be four people with a mental strength of SSS.

The institute president wondered, "Is this a trap?"

Xie Xi replied, "Who would do such a thing in the United States now?"

The collapse of the universe was an established fact. Even if four SSS-grade citizens were lost, the United States wouldn't be able to resist the last catastrophe.

The Defense Minister frowned. "It takes four people with SSS-grade mental strength…"

Right now, there were three people in the entire United States: Xie Xi, Mr. Jiang and X. Where could they find this fourth person?

Xie Xi wasn't panicked since the fourth person should be the last soul.

He just wondered why the soul hadn't appeared yet. According to the logic of the past, the moment Xie Xi entered the quasi-world, the souls should take the initiative to come over. How was this different?

It had been so long and he hadn't seen the last soul. Still, this was a collapsed world and it was hard to say what would happen.

Xie Xi opened his mouth. Try your best to search for the SSS-grade physique. We should explore these coordinates as soon as possible."

The institute president couldn't help wondering, "Mr. President, do you really think there is a Creator."

"Whether there is or not, this line can't be broken!"

In fact, Xie Xi felt certain but it was too hard to explain. Thus, he could only speak in a vague 'keep trying everything in a desperate situation' tone.

The cabinet members were stunned and finally had to see, "There isn't much time! We can only go and check!"

After the meeting, Xie Xi remembered Big Jiang and walked to talk to him.

Then Little Jiang whispered to him, "I know a man with an SSS-grade physique."

Xie Xi was stunned and glanced over. "Where is he?"

Little Jiang replied, "I'm not sure if he is still alive."

The worried Xie Xi asked, "What's his name and how old is he? Where did you last see him? I will arrange for someone to look for him."

"All I know is that his code name is J and he is 25 or 26 years old. He looks a lot like me and I saw him in the e981 galaxy."

This name and an appearance similar to Little Jiang. It was definitely a soul!

Speaking of while, this collapsed world really didn't worry about names. X, Jiang Xie and J, the names of the three souls were inseparable from Jiang Xie.

Speaking of which, Big Jiang's pen name was J, um… did Jiang Xie write a book in Central and used this as a pen name?

Xie Xi once again felt thankful that this person's name only had two words or else Atlantis' princes would all have initials for names!

News about the soul was heard and Xie Xi immediately said, "I will send someone to the e981 galaxy to find him."

Little Jiang shook his head. "No, he is either on the Capital Star or self-destructed."

"Self-destructed?"

This wasn't reincarnation. Reincarnation was equivalent to being reborn while self-destruction was erasing your own existence, completely dying!

"When I saw him, he had a tendency to self-destruct. However, you know that if a person wants to self-destruct, they have to go to the Capital Star to register and go through many assessments before permission is granted.

Indeed, under normal circumstances, the citizens of the United States couldn't die. It was because the United States installed a self-protection system in everyone since birth. Once there was a fatal injury, the system would send a signal and no matter where you were, someone would take you back to enter the reincarnation cycle.

Xie Xi questioned, "Why does he want to self-destruct?"

Little Jiang answered, "He always has memories of the past. No matter how many times he reincarnates, he can't forget."

Xie Xi's heart thumped.

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Xie Xi asked, "There are memories of other reincarnations?"

Jiang Xie replied, "It seems to only be the first round."

This was extremely rare in the United States. People entered reincarnation and the first things to disappear were the social and emotional memories.

As president, Xie Xi had more understanding of this aspect than ordinary people. The reincarnation centre had a secret provision. When a person reincarnated, the centre would give priority to removing social and emotional aspects while striving to preserve academic memories and skills.

Thus, few people retained emotional memories of their previous rounds. The probability was as low as one in a billion.

Xie Xi wondered, "What is it that made him want to forget?"

Little Jiang remembered he was a fake rational and tried to put on an indifferent attitude. "It is his lover from his first round. This person's memories are intermittent but it is very torturous. He is an emotional and you know that an emotional person's fragile nerves can't withstand such emotions."

Xie Xi couldn't help asking another question. "Why didn't he go find his lover?" There were records for reincarnation. It wasn't public but a person could find it if they searched hard enough.

"He looked for his lover but unfortunately, he was rejected. There was no way. After all, his lover forgot everything and had long begun a new cycle."

Xie Xi, who was 100% sure this was his former lover, inwardly exclaimed, 'I hadn't come yet, I definitely hadn't come here!'

Of course, the souls didn't know when Xie Xi entered the world. He said that Xie Xi rejected him then it must be a rejected.

Who made this the world of the souls? These people wanted to abuse themselves and he couldn't stop the bullets.

Xie Xi stated, "I see."

Jiang Xie nodded. "He was very miserable. He took the initiative to find his lover only to be rejected. Then he entered reincarnation at the age of 20 in order to forget these things. Unfortunately, 10 years passed after the reincarnation and he remembered. He found the lover and was once again rejected…"

Xie Xi, "…"

Little Jiang was young and unskilled at acting as a rational. Combined with these feelings for Xie Xi, he couldn't help feeling sympathy and pity, causing him to add a few more words.

"By the time I met him, this person had already reincarnated nine times. Unfortunately, he couldn't forget his lover of the first reincarnation. This time, his lover also reincarnated and he learnt from experience. He no longer mentioned the pre-reincarnation matters and only wanted to meet and restart their relationship. Unfortunately, his lover had someone else."

According to the time difference, J saw Xie Xi and Big Jiang together. Then he became disheartened and wanted to destroy himself.

Little Jiang said, "He is so pitiful. He always wanted to forget but couldn't. It is better to die than to live."

What damned death! If it was normal not to forget. His brain couldn't get rid of it! Why couldn't he get it?

Xie Xi was going to find him now. Then Xie Xi thought about how there was Big Jiang in the house, Little Jiang next to him and J who was so miserable he wanted to destroy himself.

Well… it wasn't easy to be a slag. Please cherish life and stay away from slags!

Xie Xi declared, "I'm going to find him." Based on Little Jiang's description, J met all of the self-destruction criteria. Even if the United States was resistant, they would process the application for him.

An emotional person being unable to forget his lover for nine rounds of reincarnation was too cruel.

In Xie Xi was his lover then they met in the first round. Xie Xi was currently 28 years old in his second round yet J had already reincarnated nine rounds. This was enough to see how short his life was in each round. He constantly died and it was estimated that his accumulated academics and skills had long declined. Living was indeed just torture.

Little Jiang suggested, "I'll go with you. I know him."

Xie Xi was inwardly a slag. How could he let this person follow?

He was going to save someone. If he ended up killing two people then he would cry!

Xie Xi shook his head. "I can do it myself. You need to submit your physical fitness for self-destruction but an SSS-grade physique won't be approved so quickly."

Jiang Xie was stubborn. "I might be able to help you persuade him if I'm with you."

No, child. If you went then the universe really would be destroyed. Let the universe have a way to live!

Xie Xi insisted, "It will be more complicated if he sees an acquaintance. I will try to convince him using the perspective of national righteousness."

Little Jiang was still very easy to coax. If it was big Jiang, he would definitely become suspicious and 100% follow. Then there would be two corpses.

This cold joke… it was so cold that Xie Xi couldn't laugh!

He arranged things with Little Jiang and then sent a message to Big Jiang. "I have something to do. I will go back later."

Big Jiang replied quickly but his tone was light. "Yes."

The light voice showed his exhaustion and helplessness. Xie Xi's heart was tugged.

Both the palm and the back of the hand were made of flesh (both had equal importance) and any piece of skin he lifted would hurt!

Xie Xi told him, "I'll be back early."

"Okay."

Xie Xi couldn't help adding, "Once I come back, I'll find you."

“No," Big Jiang replied. "I am sleepy and will sleep early."

Xie Xi, "………………"

He always felt this person was sincere. After all, Big Jiang stayed a few nights outside Little Jiang's door and it would be strange if he wasn't sleepy.

Then Xie Xi thought about how the presidential palace might add a new person and…

He had to quickly complete this task, return to Central and let the souls know the truth!

Xie Xi went to Capital Star's reincarnation centre. Those who applied for self-destruction would also go here. Thanks to Secretary LI, the director of the reincarnation centre fearfully started preparing for the visit.

In the Earth era, this was like the nation's leader coming to a family planning office. How could the director not be nervous?

Xie Xi hadn't arrived yet and read J's application that Li Su had passed to him.

Xie Xi got a general summary.

The contents were very simple and recorded the situation of J's reincarnations. Apart from the first round, the other eight rounds could only be described as miserable.

After reincarnation, he was a child and didn't understand love. Then once he entered the young and inexperienced period and started to yearn for love, the memories of the first round were like falling snow, burying him in romantic and beautiful images.

The memories were beautiful but reality was cruel.

Stuck in this grave where snow was piled up, he felt only a biting chill and the weight made him gradually unable to breathe.

In the second round, he confessed to his lover who was also in the second round and was brutally rejected.

In the third round, he confessed to his lover who was still in the second round and was rejected.

The fourth round, fifth round… until the ninth round.

These few words made people feel his pain and despair. The memories that couldn't be escaped and the new life that couldn't start. He sank into his past and faced only an endless abyss.

The director of the reincarnation centre carefully reported, "If it wasn't for his rare physique, we would've already approved it."

In humanitarian terms, J should be given the right to end his life. Fortunately, Xie Xi felt thankful that J had an SSS-grade physique or it would be too unlucky!

Xie Xi arrived at the reincarnation centre and the director greeted him from a special passage.

The president had come to such a small place. There was no good reason to arouse people's speculations so they tried to avoid suspicion.

Xie Xi questioned, "Is there a detailed record?"

Director Wang explained, "With his consent, we have already extracted his memories. This is necessary for self-destruction. If words or the evidence isn't enough, the extracted memories can be used as verification. Of course, this is also authorized by me."

Xie Xi told him, "I will take a look." He could only prescribe the correct medicine if he understood the situation.

"Mr. President, please come this away."

Xie Xi paused and asked him, "Where is he?"

Director Wang was surprised but didn't dare think too much. He hurriedly said, "He doesn't wake up so he is sleeping. Once the application is approved, he will be directly euthanized."

Xie Xi, "…"

How could he listen to such a thing?

Xie Xi held back the idea of going to see this person and first investigated the extracted memories.

Today's high-tech society had long mastered the technology to reproduce memories.

Of course, this technology wasn't useful to everyone. As long as the mental strength was higher than C-grade and the subject's consciousness didn't agree, the extraction would be difficult.

Seriously ill and dying people couldn't have their memories extracted because their will wasn't strong enough for a normal recollection.

Not to mention that it was even more difficult to extract when dead.

Therefore, it could only be extracted if there was complete agreement and no conflicts.

This was better than Roast Pork Bun's dream.

Dreaming allowed him to enter the person's dreams and change some thoughts, but it was difficult to find accurate memories of the past.

For example, in Atlantis, Xie Xi entered several dreams and only saw messy plots.

There was Old Three fighting a dragon and Old Two taking his brother's divorced husband home…

Xie Xi couldn't bear to look!

Moreover, Xie Xi had some concerns. This world was relatively developed and a mental strength of SSS sounded very uncomfortable. The effect of Dreaming might not be good enough and Xie Xi chose to directly watch the memories.

Director Wang said, "In view of the confidentiality agreement, these memories…"

Xie Xi told him, "I can look at them myself. Li Su, wait for me."

Secretary Li replied, "Okay."

Director Wang was relieved and gave the holographic mirror to Xie Xi. Xie Xi took it and was instantly immersed…

There was little doubt that this was about what happened with him and Jiang Xie in the first round.

Of course, this is the brain of a soul and already required a patch in the past.

Xie Xi was distressed but also thought a lot.

Little Jiang was Azure Dragon, being played by Jiang Xie. Thus, he didn't have an opportunity to make a previous outline and was a simple youth.

Big Jiang was a new soul facing the collapse of the world and the loss of abandonment. He sketched out a previous outline that was full of abuse.

He pretended to be rational and fell in love with a rational. They finally broke up but he couldn't let go. At the end of 50, he wanted to enter reincarnation…

Compared to the souls of other worlds, the idea of suicide was obvious.

Then middle Jiang… Cough, Xie Xi always thought this was a weird way of calling Jiang Xie but it seemed to be correct? According to age, this young man under the age of 30 could be considered Middle Jiang.

In short, this Middle Jiang was even more miserable and didn't let go of his own meaning. The abyss pit was set from beginning to end.

Xie Xi was just watching and his heart and organs were full of pain.

The two souls left in this collapsed world apparently felt the collapse of the world and thought they had been abandoned. They knew from the main soul that any collapsed world would be erased.

The world was erased then they would no longer exist.

This was why the pre-existing background was so desperate and pessimistic and the two souls considered life so lightly.

The more he figured out, the more pained Xie Xi was. Fortunately, he could repair it. If he didn't repair it then Jiang Xie…

Okay, okay, it was really okay.

Xie Xi concentrated his mind on J's memories.

In the first round of reincarnation, Jiang Xie was five years older than Xie Xi and an alumnus who graduated from the same school.

They were 'new students' and hadn't inherited previous skills or experience. Thus, they were blank paper and were in the stage of hard work.

Both of them were highly qualified and were famous figures in school.

Unfortunately, the school had a five year system. Jiang Xie graduated before Xie Xi entered and the two people hadn't met.

However, Jiang Xie's legend had always circulated around the school.

Later, they met at an alumni gathering.

This time, Jiang Xie didn't conceal his gender. He was a thorough and very good emotional.

However, Xie Xi concealed his gender. He was a rational person but when asked about his gender, he replied, "I am emotional."

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Jiang Xie's eyes obviously brightened and he moved closer to Xie Xi.

By all accounts, it was difficult for a rational to pretend to be emotional. A little look would tear apart this lie. Not to mention, this was an alumni party and there were many acquaintances who could ruin Xie Xi's lie.

Strangely enough, none of the students came near Xie Xi and they didn't hear what he said.

There was a clear line between Xie Xi and his classmates, as if he was invisible to them.

Fortunately, the alumni gathering was across generations and classmates didn't stay together.

For example, Jiang Xie had already graduated when Xie Xi entered school and was Xie Xi's senior.

Xie Xi knew Jiang Xie's name because he was often compared to Jiang Xie in school.

Compared to the taciturn Xie Xi, Jiang Xie was humorous and good at talking. It was difficult for people to refuse his closeness.

Jiang Xie was surprised after hearing that Xie Xi majored in law. "How can an emotional person like you learn such a rational occupation?"

Xie Xi didn't know what to say.

Jiang Xie smiled at him. "No wonder why you are estranged from your classmates." An emotional person studying an occupation that was all rational, there was bound to be some distance.

Xie Xi heard this and his mouth tightened even further.

Jiang Xie told him, "They are also protecting you. After all, rational people are dangerous for an emotional person."

Xie Xi was startled and glanced up at Jiang Xie.

Jiang Xie smiled at him.

Xie Xi became warmer. He wasn't isolated because of his gender but Jiang Xie found his sense of loss and thought of such a warm reason to comfort him. If Xie Xi was really emotional, he would be really happy at this moment. But he wasn't.

Xie Xi was somewhat lost. He didn't know why his mood had improved.

Jiang Xie liked wine and asked Xie Xi, "Can you drink?"

Xie Xi had never drunk alcohol before. "I can try it." A rational person rejected alcohol. Something that confused the brain had no value in existence.

Jiang Xie smiled at him. "How can we be emotional if we don't drink?" Then he took Xie Xi's hand and went for a wine tasting.

The alumni meeting had ordinary food that was more good-looking than delicious but the wind was good. It didn't have a bad style and the taste wasn't the same.

Jiang Xie drank seven or eight different types with Xie Xi and Xie Xi became drunk.

As a rational, he still sat up straight and looked serious. It was only his big eyes that showed people he was drunk.

Jiang Xie was only slightly drunk and waved a hand in front of the other person's eyes. "Are you drunk?"

Xie Xi spoke seriously, "Article 221, serious casualties caused by accidents in production and business units…"

Jiang Xie laughed. "There are thousands of reactions to being drunk but this is the first time I've seen someone recite laws and regulations."

Xie Xi was still earnestly going through them and reached Article 222. This number 222 was cute enough.

Jiang Xie raised him up. "I'll send you home."

Xie Xi was still seriously reciting…

Jiang Xie suppressed a smile. "Where is your home?"

Xie Xi had started to recite Article 224.

Jiang Xie couldn't ask him and went to find Xie Xi's classmate. The rational classmate was very cold. "I don't know."

In this way, Xie Xi quickly placed himself on Jiang Xie's back.

Jiang Xie's eyes were full of laughter. "Let's go back to my house first." This person was accidentally drunk and couldn't be left alone.

Xie Xi had reached over 300 when he fell asleep in the aircraft.

Jiang Xie sat beside him and couldn't suppress the curve of his lips. This was a very interesting junior, serious and cute.

Jiang Xie's residence wasn't far away and they soon arrived. "Wake up."

Xie Xi opened his eyes. They were black and shining but unfortunately, they weren't focused.

Jiang Xie asked him, "Can you get off on your own?"

Xie Xi's head fell and he continued to sleep. Jiang Xie chuckled and simply picked up this person sideways, bringing him inside.

He knew this was a bit overdone but there was no way. Jiang Xie couldn't leave this person alone and didn't want him sleeping in the aircraft. Even if his aircraft was spacious enough to be comfortable.

After going upstairs, Jiang Xie placed this person in his bedroom.

Don't think crooked thoughts. Jiang Xie didn't have a bad mind. It was just that his spare room hadn't been used for a few years and wasn't cleaned up. Nobody could sleep in there.

Xie Xi slept on the bed while Jiang Xie brought out a cleaning ball and placed it on Xie Xi's clothes. This way, the person and clothes could be washed clean without water. Then Master Jiang Xie went to sleep on the sofa.

The next day, Xie Xi woke up to find himself sleeping in a strange bed and was completely shocked.

For a rational, a one-night stand was a common thing and there was nothing to worry about.

However, Xie Xi never had one. He was a rational person but he was incompatible with rationals. He never succumbed to desire and placed strict demands on his body and mind. He hated the rational people's so-called obedience to physical desires.

Now… He didn't even know who he slept with.

Then Jiang Xie emerged, his hair still wet from the shower. Xie Xi's head buzzed. He slept with an emotional person and actually ruined such a gentle, funny and excellent senior.

He didn't like rational people and deliberately hid his gender, yet he ended up doing such a stupid thing.

Jiang Xie saw his expression and smiled. "Don't think too much. You were drunk last night and kept reciting laws and regulations. I became impotent after hearing these things."

Xie Xi looked up with dazed eyes.

Jiang Xie didn't keep teasing this person and explained, "I slept on the sofa last night. You can connect to the indoor monitoring if you don't believe me…"

Xie Xi finally let go of his worries and he was glad and afraid.

He could no longer be close to Jiang Xie or he would hurt this person.

Xie Xi got up. "I'm sorry."

"I should be the one to apologize. I gave you too much wine last night."

Xie Xi shook his head. "No, it was my fight. I can't drink and also became drunk, troubling Senior…"

Jiang Xie didn't wait for him to finish. "Then both of us are clear. Let's eat."

Eat? Xie Xi didn't dare stay long and hurried out of bed, head hanging low. "No, I shave to leave first."

Jiang Xie, "…"

Xie Xi rushed out of the bedroom, entered the living room and went out the door without even changing shoes.

Then Jiang Xie's senses returned. "Oh…"

It was a pity that the other person had already disappeared. He smiled for a long time. Had he scared this person? Well, it was normal to be afraid after getting drunk and waking up in a stranger's bed.

Then Jiang Xie remembered something and hit his head with annoyance. "I forgot to get his contact details!"

If it wasn't just this then Jiang Xie wouldn't remember this person for nine rounds.

The second encounter was at the wedding of a common teacher.

The 70 year old emotional professor lived with his own style. At such an old age, he met his true love, a 60 year old emotional painter. The two quickly fell in love and insisted on holding a wedding so that their names would be engraved into the other person's lives.

In this sacred church, Jiang Xie saw Xie Xi. Xie Xi stood in the crowd but it was like he was standing on an isolated island. He was so lonely that it made Jiang Xie distressed.

Jiang Xie couldn't help walking through the crowd to this person's side. "We meet again."

Xie Xi was stunned for a moment to see Jiang Xie before his eyes obviously lowered. "Senior…"

Jiang Xie made an 'shhh' sound. "They are making their wedding vows. We have to be quiet."

Xie Xi solemnly nodded and focused on the elderly couple in front of him.

"Are you willing to be a companion to him in this round, to love him and be loyal to him. whether he is poor, sick or disabled until he walks into reincarnation. Are you willing?"

The two elderly men replied in unison, "I do."

They finished speaking and applause that represented heartfelt blessings rang out, infecting everyone present.

Jiang Xie whispered, "They are so good."

In fact, Xie Xi didn't understand it. This cycle was almost finished. Why did they get married? In a few short years, they would forget each other.

Jiang Xie suddenly asked him, "If  I meet a person I like, no matter how long it takes, I want to spend the rest of my time with him."

Xie Xi expressed his doubts. "Is it good even if you don't meet again in the next reincarnation?"

"This type of heart beat, I don't want to miss it for even a minute or a second."

Xie Xi frowned because he couldn't understand. Jiang Xie smiled and leaned close to him. "You sometimes behave like a rational."

Xie Xi straightened his back and thought he had been seen through. After all, a rational disguising as an emotional must be as funny as a clown to true emotional people.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Xie just sighed. "Don't try to learn from rationals. They are boring and rigid. Don't change yourself to cater to them."

Xie Xi's frown deepened. He knew Jiang Xie's meaning. Jiang Xie thought that as an emotional studying law, Xie Xi was with rationals for a long time and became like a rational in order to socialize with them.

In fact, Xie Xi was a thorough rational. He wanted to tell the truth.

Then Jiang Xie said, "Don't question your gender. An emotional is never worse than a rational."

Xie Xi swallowed back his words. He couldn't say it because he vaguely felt that Jiang Xie had an aversion to rational people. Thus, Xie Xi couldn't mention his gender.

What was this? Xie Xi didn't know why he wasn't the same as others from birth. He wasn't accepted by rational or liked by emotional. He studied hard and tried to get good grades, but this was in exchange for his classmates' indifference and alienation.

Xie Xi felt more than once that it would be good if he was an emotional. An emotional like Jiang Xie.

This time, Jiang Xie got a contact method.

Xie Xi hesitated for a long time before becoming friends with this person.

Xie Xi didn't want to have any more contact with Jiang Xie s that Jiang Xie would always think he was an emotional. If they got too close, he wouldn't be able to pretend.

There were too many flaws and places that couldn't be understood. Even if Xie Xi didn't speak, his behavior was obvious enough for an emotional.

If Jiang Xie knew that he was pretending to be an emotional… He was bound to hate Xie Xi.

Xie Xi was very uneasy but he couldn't find a suitable opportunity to confess to Jiang Xie.

How could Jiang Xie know any of this?

He had long been fascinated by this school junior. Whether it was a direct confession or slowly boiling a frog, he had to catch this person. Then he would hold a wedding that was more romantic than Old Liu (the 70 year old professor)!

Jiang Xie took the initiative and Xie Xi didn't have an opportunity to refuse. He tried to figure out how an emotional would react. He remembered the 'formula' with his super memory and tried his best to act as an emotional.

In fact, this was really flawed. If it wasn't for Jiang Xie's filter, he would quickly see Xie Xi's gender.

Unfortunately, the filter was too thick. Jiang Xie only thought that Xie Xi was a pitiful person who had been polluted by rationals. He tried to 'purify' this person and even found the super-rational remarks cute.

Then three months later, Jiang Xie couldn't help himself. They sat in a romantic and beautiful wedding and he asked, "What do you think of me?"

Xie Xi looked down and asked, "Senior, do you want to fall in love with me?"

This stunned Jiang Xie and he smiled. "You are really a very rational emotional person."

Xie Xi's lips thinned and he looked at the food and drinks in front of him like he was seeing monsters.

Jiang Xie stared at him with gentle eyes and a soft smile. "I am thinking about it."

He spoke bluntly and laid his heart out before the other person.

Xie Xi was stunned.

Jiang Xie was afraid to scare this person and reassured him, "Don't worry, I thought hard about it. I want forever."

Xie Xi opened his mouth. It was extremely difficult to speak and his heart was pulled, causing pain to surge through him. "I'm sorry."

Jiang Xie's heart cooled as he thought he had been rejected.

Xie Xi explained in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I have been lying to you… I'm actually a rational person."

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