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Collapsed God 8

It wasn't necessarily a bad thing? Jiang Xie, these thoughts were very dangerous.

Xie Xi couldn't help saying, "It doesn't matter if the universe collapses and civilization dies?"

At this time, Li Su spoke softly through the communicated, "Mr. President, should I send up the tea?"

The atmosphere did need to be eased so Xie Xi nodded. "Yes."

Jiang Xie gave a low laugh. Xie Xi looked at him and didn't understand why he was laughing. Jiang Xie explained, "If you nod here, can Li Su see it?"

Xie Xi, "…"

He always felt this soul was difficult to tangle with and Xie Xi had the illusion that everything was seen through by this person.

Xie Xi stood in front of this person and was full of tension.

In Central, Jiang Xie's age and experience were far beyond Xie Xi but he controlled it and never gave Xie Xi a sense of distance. Now the Jiang Xie in front of him deliberately didn't control it.

Xie Xi asked, "What would you like to drink?"

"Black tea."

Xie Xi quickly remembered that he seemed to be drinking black tea frequently. The entire presidential palace habitually prepared black tea for him.

Xie Xi himself had no special preference regarding tears. Then did this world set it up so he liked black tea? Was it related to the former president?

Don't blame Xie Xi for thinking this. He had seen so much in the past that his brain could make up the routine.

Weren't they a couple before? The rational Xie Xi couldn't understand love so Jiang Xie left?

Well… Xie Xi always felt like this was very characteristic of the souls.

Secretary Li personally came over with two cups of black tea and some snacks. He was a very sharp person. After all, he became the president's secretary at a young age and his future wasn't limited.

At this time, Secretary Li was cautious as he put down the refreshments and spoke softly, "Mr. President, Mr. Jiang, please enjoy the tea and tell me if you need anything else."

Jiang Xie told him, "Yes."

It wasn't an exaggeration to say that Xie Xi saw a thin layer of sweat on Secretary Li's forehead. As for this! Xie Xi felt that his secretary was worthless.

Li Su glanced at Xie Xi and Xie Xi ordered, "Go back first and don't wait for me."

Secretary Li was stunned. He secretly glanced at Jiang Xie before suddenly looking away. "Yes."

He reacted like this and Xie Xi was puzzled. What was he suddenly thinking about?

Li Su left and Jiang Xie sipped the black tea, sighing, "The black tea of the Capital Star tastes good."

Xie Xi pressed sharply. "Then come back."

Jiang Xie leaned back and stared at him without a word.

The topic seemed to be coming back to the main point and Xie Xi spoke, "Now is the most dangerous time. The universe is collapsing and all civilizations will be destroyed."

Jiang Xie was as cold as always. "If the old doesn't leave then the new won't come."

"This is a disaster of extinction. It doesn't matter if the world is destroyed?"

"It is just the destruction of the universe. What does it have to do with the world?"

His question made Xie Xi freeze. Jiang Xie saw Xie Xi's stunned look and sighed, his voice becoming gentler. "Think about it. What are you protecting?"

Xie Xi replied quickly, "The entire United States."

Jiang Xie asked, "Do you love him?"

Due to the language, Xie Xi understood that it was 'him' rather than 'it.'

"Of course, as president of the United States, I love all citizens and this country."

Jiang Xie shook his head. "That is just responsibility."

Xie Xi exclaimed, "Responsibility isn't love!"

Jiang Xie was silent as he stared at Xie Xi without blinking. After a long time, he smiled but it was cold and helpless. "Sure enough, it shouldn't be forced."

Xie Xi, "…"

Jiang Xie's expression faded away and the black tea remained untouched. He got up and declared, "If there's nothing else, I'll go."

How could Xie Xi let this person go? He hurriedly asked, "Why do you say that I don't understand?"

Jiang Xie took his hand and whispered, "Then do you love me?"

Xie Xi was shocked by the words and didn't know how to answer. Was it too hasty to say that he loved this person? If he didn't love Jiang Xie… would he not see Jiang Xie until the universe was destroyed?

What was the question of love or not love? It was a matter of death!

Xie Xi gritted his teeth. "I am also rational, do you understand?"

Jiang Xie gazed straight into his eyes.

Xie Xi started sweating from the oppressive feeling and raised his head. "If you understand then… can't you teach me?"

This should be insurance, right? At the very least, he could keep this person behind.

Jiang Xie wondered, "You want to learn?"

Xie Xi thought he finally touched the right method and exclaimed, "Yes!"

Unexpected, Jiang Xie's voice didn't contain any ups and downs. "You still won't learn."

The confused Xie Xi asked, "Why?"

Jiang Xie stated calmly, "I have already taught you."

Xie Xi, "……" This broken person.

Jiang Xie added, "Thus, stop learning. I don't want others to teach you."

Xie Xi was really suffering. He actually had 'learnt'! Not only did he understand love, he had been with the person for more than 60 years!

Xie Xi stared at the man and took a few steps forward, pulling at his sleeve. "Tomorrow."

Jiang Xie was slightly startled and glanced at the hand.

Xie Xi suppressed the desire to pull back his hand and declared seriously, "Tomorrow… let's go on a date."

Jiang Xie slowly looked at him. "Hmm?"

Xie Xi couldn't let this person go. "If I don't understand and words can't explain it, why don't we try it for one day?"

Jiang Xie told him, "You don't have to do this."

Xie Xi was obstinate. "I will be waiting for you here tomorrow."

Jiang Xie's eyes slightly narrowed.

"You might not come but I will definitely wait."

Jiang Xie's grey eyes were cold. "You don't understand feelings but you are very familiar with taking advantage of them.

Xie Xi, "…" What damn taking advantage?! He clearly loved this person!

Jiang Xie left and Xie Xi sat on the sofa, only to discover that his back was covered in sweat.

The pressure was truly amazing. The 'dead-hearted' Jiang Xie was so strange that Xie Xi was shocked.

The next day, Xie Xi naturally waited here early. He was filled with a lot of tension and was afraid that Jiang Xie wouldn't come. Fortunately… no matter how cold his head, Jiang Xie was still Jiang Xie. He arrived at 9 'clock.

Xie Xi stood up and Jiang Xie told him, "Today, I will do whatever you want me to do."

Xie Xi was relieved. "I'll prove it to you."

Jiang Xie raised his eyelids to look at the other person. "Listen clearly. I am talking about what you want me to do, including going to the pole."

Xie Xi frowned and interrupted him. "I'm here to go on a date with you."

Jiang Xie stared at him. "I'll only give you one chance. If you want to do the president's duty, I can help you."

Xie Xi was stubborn. "I just want to date you today!"

Jiang Xie gazed at him silently. Xie Xi wasn't afraid to save the world or anything… the premise was to 'save' the soul. The collapsed god hadn't been found but the collapsed souls couldn't be left alone!

After a long time, Jiang Xie replied, "Then I'll listen to you."

Xie Xi was relieved. "I booked some movie tickets. Shall we go to the cinema?"

Jiang Xie seemed to laugh but his voice was miraculously gentle. "Okay."

It was a single word but it because beautiful because of the seemingly helpless laugh, as if countless emotions were crowded together and the word was too small to fit all of them.

Xie Xi's heart trembled and he didn't dare look at this person.

Today's itinerary had been carefully planned. Xie Xi even ordered a bestseller which he read overnight and had a full strategy.

Under normal circumstances, Xie Xi wouldn't need a love book to guide him. In the 60 years, he went on several dates with Jiang Xie. Most of them were led by Jiang Xie but Xie Xi also had experience.

The reason why he bought the book was because he didn't know the background of this high-tech society. He was afraid he wouldn't understand the market and would be a joke.

For example, the first major event of dating in the Earth age was watching movies. It might be different in this high-tech society.

Fortunately, after reading the dating guide, Xie Xi found that cinemas were still present. They just had a holographic mode and the virtual experience was more exciting and fun.

The guide book was very reliable and even recommended a corresponding movie.

Xie Xi had no experience in this area and directly selected the safest love movie. The book said: In this lifetime, if you find someone you like then you must take them to see this movie.

There was such high praise that Xie Xi hurriedly booked the tickets.

Xie Xi had never seen a holographic movie and although he was prepared, he was still a bit tense when it officially began.

Jiang Xie perceived this and his eyes slightly darkened, but he didn't say 'there is no need to force it.'

Xie Xi's attention was quickly attracted by this unique viewing experience.

The movie was very beautiful. The protagonists were a ration and an emotional disguised as a rational.

The rational person was very young. He was a young general in military attire and had high spirits.

The emotional pretending to be a rational was his boss, who took great care of him.

Later, the rational became a mature adult and wanted a partner. His emotional boss pretending to be a rational asked him, "Do you want an emotional person?"

The rational person shook his head. "Emotional people are too much trouble. Rational is simpler."

The emotional person smiled. "Your purpose of finding a partner is to resolve your physiological needs?"

The rational took it for granted. "What else?"

"Then let's be together."

The rational was surprised. "You are my boss."

The emotional asked, "Do you think I'm old?"

"How can that be? Just…"

The emotional disguised as a rational spoke lightly. "Rest assured, I won't be troublesome."

Xie Xi didn't think there would be so many bed scenes in this movie. He turned red when he saw it. The holographic effect was really… um… too exciting.

Jiang Xie by his side was as calm and stable as an old monk. He wasn't affected by the movie at all.

Xie Xi couldn't believe it. This was the big demon who said, "We can do it 70 times a night in the Antarctic!"

Then Jiang Xie cocked his head. "Do you need any help?"

Xie Xi, "!"

Jiang Xie's gaze moved down and his tone was flat. "Come here, I'll help you."

Xie Xi sharply exclaimed, "No!"

This type of cinema was private and only the two of them were watching the movie. It was normal to do this type of thing but… through the mottled light and shadows, Xie Xi saw Jiang Xie's eyes. They were no feelings of desire in them, only coldness and alienation.

After seeing this movie, Xie Xi had some suspicions. Was he like the rational person in the movie and only saw X as a tool to relieve desire?

The movie was playing the first contradiction between the protagonists.

The simple catharsis couldn't be maintained for long. After the freshness was over, the rational person got tired. However, his partner's status was too high and he didn't mention breaking up. He just tried to drag out matters.

It was a pity that his partner was an emotional disguised as a rational and soon noticed it.

Seeing up to here, Jiang Xie frowned and his eyes seemed colder. "If you don't need relief then forget it."

Xie Xi understood this person and guessed what he was thinking. Then Xie Xi whispered, "It is just venting desires, not love."

Jiang Xie's pupils shrunk but he didn't reveal anything on the surface. "Watch the movie."

Xie Xi was curious about the development and continued to watch. He might be able to find out more clues from it.

In the movie, the emotional mentioned the breakup first and the rational was obviously relieved.

The emotional told him, "You don't have to worry. Your future won't be affected by our breakup."

The rational smiled in a heartless manner. "Ah, rational should really be with other rational."

The emotional person's complexion was pale but his eyes were filled with flames. "You will find another rational?"

“Probably not."

The emotional asked, "Why?"

The rational replied, "How to say it? For a rational person, working hard is enough."

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Collapsed God 9

Good scum…

Xie Xi occasionally wore the hate called a 'slag' but he sincerely thought he was a flower compared to this…

Well, Xie Xi calmed himself down. He didn't know if a slag stepping on N boat or a slag who didn't understand love was worse.

Xie Xi was fascinated and didn't notice that Jiang Xie's gaze always drifted towards him. The gaze was complicated and didn't belong to a rational person.

The movie continued to the heart-wrenching section.

The emotional and rational broke up but due to their work, they still saw each other.

Two rational people breaking up, everyone was accustomed to this.

The marriage law of the United States was a signing system and only came into effect when signed. Before signing the marriage, people were completely free.

Almost all rational people wouldn't sign the marriage law, which was especially designed for emotional people.

The emotional boss' disguise was very successful. He was the calmest rational in everyone's eyes and it was surprising when he was with another rational. The decades of his life showed a complete disregard for love and sex. He worked hard for the United States and was a just leader praised by everyone. It was surprising that he would have a companion.

After two years, the pair broke up and everyone didn't think too much. A rational and rational never had emotions involved. They took what was needed and then separated.

It was a pity that the boss was an emotional disguised as a rational. The things that rational people didn't care for were a disaster to emotional people

Falling in love with a person who didn't understand love, experiencing two years of sweet torment and then losing it. His heart had been poked rotten

The emotional maintained a calm surface but every meeting, conversation and time spent together with the rational person caused pain in his heart.

The emotional rose in position, left the rational and opened a safe distance.

However, the rational was an excellent and ambitious young man. He was promoted quickly and assigned to the emotional boss again.

The emotional could refuse his joining. He had this power as a leader.

Then the rational spoke with excitement, "Mr. Minister, "I happy to be of help!"

The emotional saw the extremely missed smile and abandoned his armour.

He couldn't refuse and in fact, he had no reason to refuse.

The rational person was very good. In every aspect, he was suitable for this job. The emotional person couldn't find a reason to reject and couldn't say he didn't want to see this person. After all, his registered gender was a rational.

Thus, the two people got along again.

The camera in this scene was almost always concentrated on the emotional person and explained why he pretended to be a rational.

The United States had loose control over gender and although there was a fixed testing mechanism, it was easy to fool.

Moreover, this trick was one-sided. An emotional person could easily answer rational questions but a rational would find it difficult to answer emotional questions.

Thus, it was easy for an emotional to pretend to be rational but a rational couldn't pretend to be emotional.

Compared to the diversity of an emotional person, a rational person was more single-minded and rigid.

The United States didn't care about emotional people disguising as rational  and there was no punishment if exposed.

After all, an emotional couldn't hurt the unemotional rational but a rational could hurt the emotional.

The biggest point of the gender differentiation was to remind emotional people to stay away from rational people.

There were always emotional who didn't like such a rigid mechanism and wanted to stand higher, wanted to look down on the world from a better point of view.

The boss was such an emotional.

He passed the rational test, was judged to be rational and went all the way to be someone in politics.

He felt that he wouldn't be dominated by love and wouldn't fall in love with anyone until he encountered the rational person.

He understood that falling in love could take only a thousandth of a second.

This person appeared in front of him, didn't talk, smile or even look at him yet the arrow of Cupid still hit the target.

For the rest of his life, the person hit could only wander between adapting to the arrow or removing it.

The emotional person was like this. He cruelly pulled it out but the hole was always fresh and bloody. It wouldn't heal without any effort.

The emotional finally understood the importance of the gender system.

He finally saw the sentence that the system was transmitting: Emotional, stay away from rational people.

The great difference meant that an emotional person falling in love with a rational person was tantamount to self-destruction.

Unfortunately, it was too late and there wasn't any regret in this world.

The emotional person drank too much at a party. He normally never drank but after seeing the rational in front of him, countless negative emotions came to mind and touching the alcohol made the emotional person more irrational.

The emotional person was drunk and the rational person sent him home while also helping him into bed.

The space of solitude finally had someone and the overwhelming love made the emotional pull the rational into his arms and underneath his body.

Everything happened naturally. It wasn't until dawn that the emotional person's heart became clear and cold.

The rational came out after a shower and smiled. "Do you still want to be with me?"

The emotional person's heartbeat was very fast, as if cosmic stars were crammed into his chest and were about to explode.

The rational sat on his lap and wrapped an arm around his neck, asking, "I was very happy last night. Shall we be together for a while?"

Suddenly, the whole universe became cold and the emotional person understood.

The rational left because he was tired. Then a long time passed and he found a fresh feeling last night.

The emotional pushed him away, declaring coldly, "No."

The rational was slightly surprised. "Why? I thought you were very interested last night."

The emotional was irritated. "I am very busy lately and don't have time to do these things."

"Oh." The rational was a bit disappointed. "The campaign is about to begin. I wish you a great victory."

At the end of the movie, the emotional person fell into reincarnation at the age of 50 and forgot the past.

Even at the end of this cycle, the emotional didn't tell the rational about his love.

He was well aware that it was useless to say it and the rational wouldn't understand.

In the dark, the line of white words seemed cold and helpless: Emotional people, please stay away from rational people.

The words were like a crumbling castle as they became white fragments. Against the black backdrop, the white fragments were like tears.

The light turned on and the movie was over. It took a while for Xie Xi's senses to return. The first thought in his head was, 'Why must I watch this with my loved one?'

What did he see? They broke up! How could such a tragedy be a must-see movie for lovers? The author of the love guide, what misunderstanding did they have about falling in love?"

Jiang Xie suddenly opened his mouth. "Many emotional people are crying badly."

Xie Xi watched it carefully but after all, he wasn't rational or emotional, nor was Jiang Xie. They had a very sweet connection so… um… his eyes weren't red but he was flushed by the bed play.

Jiang Xie smiled and said, "Rational people only watch it for the bed play."

Xie Xi, "………………"

It was a pit again!

Jiang Xie glanced at him. "What to do next?"

Xie Xi didn't speak as he was still thinking about how to defend himself…

Jiang Xie was very rational. "If you don't like to play in the chair then shall we go to a room?"

Xie Xi was half a beat slow to react.

Yes, two rational people didn't understand the pain of the emotional protagonist. They went to watch the bed scene and what else was there to do after watching the bed play?

Xie Xi quickly shook his head. "No!"

"Hrmm?"

"We should eat dinner after a movie." Although he felt that the love guide wasn't reliable, he had developed a strategy based on it and it was too late to change. He could only go to eat.

Jiang Xie wasn't happy or disappointed. He just listened and asked, "Where are we eating?"

Xie Xi replied, "Dawn Restaurant." This was a restaurant specifically mentioned in the guide. It was said to be like a dawning morning, the romantic beauty like embracing a new life.

Jiang Xie seemed to feel a bit helpless and tired but he agreed. "Let's go to Dawn Restaurant."

He spoke the words without any joy or expectations.

Xie Xi sensed it but what could he do? He could only hope that the love guide hadn't recommended a 'breakup restaurant.'

Fortunately, this time the restaurant was very beautiful and emotional.

The virtual morning was like a dream, making people feel like they were standing at the origin of the world that was lonely and quiet. However, due to the person sitting opposite them, they felt indescribable warmth and sweetness.

'At the beginning of the world, I met you. Meeting you is the beginning of the world.'

This was the romance of the Dawn Restaurant.

Xie Xi was satisfied. The recommended dishes were very tasty but they looked beautiful.

Jiang Xie had no appetite and only slowly drank black tea. His gaze drifted far away, as if looking at the edge of morning.

Jiang Xie wondered softly, "What is the world?"

He was asking Xie Xi but he seemed to be asking himself.

Xie Xi thought about it and replied, "The universe is our world."

Jiang Xie looked at him and shook his head.

Xie Xi questioned, "What do you think the world is?"

Jiang Xie was silent for a long time before slowly stating, "I don't know."

Xie Xi was stunned. Jiang Xie's eyebrows were tightly gathered together and his hands clenched and released. "This world isn't my world. My world has no place for me."

"Why does your world have no place for you?"

"Yes." Jiang Xie asked, "Why?"

Xie Xi didn't know what to say.

He had many thoughts but couldn't stay them because of his identity. Jiang Xie was acting as the soul and Xie Xi had to cooperate with the souls. It would be extremely dangerous to let the souls realize they were souls.

After the meal, Jiang Xie glanced at him and smiled. "We don't have to walk back. It is too dangerous for you."

The guide wrote that after eating, the lovers should walk back hand in hand.

Xie Xi jerked. "You…"

Jiang Xie helped him finish. "How do I know what you want to do?"

Xie Xi had a bad feeling in his heart.

Jiang Xie laughed. "The love guide…"

Xie Xi thought secretly, 'It's over!'

“Have you read that book?"

Jiang Xie told him, "I wrote that book."

Xie Xi, "…………"

His dull appearance pleased Jiang Xie and the smile in his eyes was real. "I am very happy today."

Xie Xi was surprised.

"It was my wish to be able to do this with you."

Xie Xi never expected that the former president, a 48 year old mature man, would write such abook!

Sure enough, this really was Jiang Xie. It was what Jiang Xie would do! Xie Xi remarked dryly, "I didn't know that book was written by you."

"Now only you know."

Xie Xi, "…" He wasn't happy to know this secret!

Jiang Xie's mood was happy. "Don't worry, I will go back and help you. If you want something then arrange it."

Xie Xi couldn't keep up with this person's brain circuits. "Why?" Didn't Xie Xi screw it up?

Jiang Xie reached out and touched Xie Xi's slender eyebrows. "The fact that you read this book shows you are thinking about it. Perhaps I can still love forward to it."

He was happy from this?

Xie Xi thought of the emotional person in the movie and it was like a knife stabbed his heart.

He couldn't help asking Jiang Xie, "Is your true gender emotional?"

"Why do you ask that?"

There was no doubt. It was 100% that Jiang Xie disguised as a rational and the president who led for 72 years was actually an emotional person.

Xie Xi asked again, "Why did you write in the book that people should be sure to watch this movie with the person they love?"

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