I Chose to Fake My Death 008

TN: As promised, here's the new chapter. Just in time for the holiday here, I probably won't be around much today, I'm going to visit my family and go blow up things! LOL

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My name is Hitomi. I’m at home and in a very complicated mood.

According to mother’s note, my parents have left the house, because my family actually didn't want to be as ordinary as I had imagined. My mother is the owner of a big foreign game developer and my father is a technology development scientist. When my mother was pregnant, she planned to give me and wonderfully, ordinary childhood. When I was older, I would be told this again. Our home isn’t small, as we are a standard rich second-generation family. Although I just now found out.

In short, father has all my tissue samples, ‘What the hell?’ to do research and mother is going back to her company. I don’t know how this happened. So now, I’m a left-behind child. I’ve been given a bank card and every month mother will send 20k and whatever I use it for she’ll know.　　

Dad, Mom...

Wow, for crying out loud! That's weird!

Am I broken? What’s going on? Obviously, there’s nothing to worry about, but why do I feel empty?

Lying in my large bed I stare at the ceiling LED lights in a daze. I don’t know when the pink walls started to give me a sense of security in this small room. Turning around, I embrace the life-sized hug pillow with mixed feelings.

I remember I was determined to become this way to be gentler. Why is it lonelier after doing so? Nowadays, no one can completely be self-reliant. It’s obnoxious. In fact, it’s really empty.

Do I want to stay in this still house, like it was before I changed? Is something wrong with my transformation? Shouldn’t I go out and take a walk to trigger the tasks that can change my life?!!

But I'm lazy. 

Going out without a goal isn’t as good as the internet. Do I want to get to know the people online a little more? Or do they want to play with me? I’m so bored right now! 

"Ah, it’s so boring! I want to hug! I want to be  invaded!!"

It a good fit to hold the pillow that is bigger than me now. I roll in the bed with my pillow, unconsciously yelling. My heart feels so bleak.

In the past there was no one to accompany me and now I don’t even have my parents. My friends have no way to recognize me. Especially, the pervert who's still staring at my ass. I treat him like a brother and he actually wanted me!

I want to get angry, but more and more, I just want to be hugged! Why is it so difficult!?!

This is the real world, not a novel. No dog-blood adventures. If you are really bored with this information, there is only one solution. The internet. I really have been completely immersed there for most of my life (bitter tears fall… How long with this life be?)

Turn on the computer and find that my adorable hero actually won’t play. What did you say? Mother what kind of game do you make for me to play? I don't have any games other than this one!

 This game is garbage! Oh my God! This cost me money! Destroying my youth! I'll put up with it. What do you mean by stopping?!!! When I suddenly realized that I had a cell phone game to try, I found out I was...

Uh.........

Taking out the Nokia that can be used to smash walnuts from my pocket...

I whine to myself “Mom! I want to change my cell phone!!!”

She’s in a plane over the Pacific Ocean right now.

 (TN: This is Hitomi’s Mother and Father speaking to each other in the next 3 parts)

"Husband, we just leave him here alone. Is that really okay? We'll leave him alone. Will she treat herself unfairly? A man so introverted and confused. Besides, she's such a cute loli now. If someone sees her, will it turn into sexual assault? He turned into a girl so small and is psychologically fragile.”

"How could it be? No matter what kind of setbacks he encounters, what hardships, I believe in him. Because he's my son. " 

“Husband, Your nose is bleeding."  

As the focus shifts back. It’s not any fun to play on the Nokia! When I change phones, what brand of phone is good? Although, the brand isn’t the issue.

‘iOS’ that Apple uses isn’t really usable for playing. It costs money to download software. Sure enough, it’s most suitable for me. 

What’s the screen size?

I raise my head and stretch out my fingers next to the orange soda.

I'd still buy a tablet to come back to. Cell phone, whatever. I should be unable to hold it.

(TN: She’s saying her hands are too small to hold it properly)

Speaking of tablets. I remember that ‘Joquia’ company was bought by a company called ‘Micro-egg’. Now the mobile phone and computer use the same OS.

Are you thinking about it or have you decided? I heard that with Bluetooth keyboard and mouse it can be used as a computer. I just don't know if it will explode.

Right, speaking of electronics, I have to buy a laptop!! Also, headphones! I'm going to put the dome on the film! Well... Would you like to buy some more peripherals? Like purse, watch, shoulder bag, whatever… I don't have any! By the way, I also want the T-shirts!  

My breasts, it seems there’s a bit there. Will they grow more? Should I buy a bra? If I always continue to wear boxers, I might even get pregnant. The feeling of where my breasts rub against my clothng is strangely nice, but what if it starts to hurt all the time? Apparently, a girl’s body is really fragile. I can’t really use bands-aids, right? 

This is so embarrassing… I can’t buy that!

The enthusiasm for shopping was less than half at this moment. All of the excitement had turned into sadness, but the saddest part is... Hey... What about lunch?

Although "she" did say that I didn’t need to eat again, but if I don’t eat it will always feel strange.

Forget it! Let’s go to the shoe department! 

I had brought the bank card my parents left me. Thinking about it...

"What is Mother’s password for this card?!"

My laptop, my tablet, my pretty clothes! It's all gone! No, why do I want beautiful clothes?

What to do? You have to earn their money to support themselves. I just got my truancy permit. My good times, it’s all gone!

Wow, I’m crying out loud, I’m really crying!

With thin arms and thin legs, what can I do to live? Working as a child laborer? Who would dare to hire me?!

"What to do!?!” 

I began to miss my old life. Or I can do compensated dating now! 

Or you can go to the aid of the hand! More than three years maximum penalty for that.  Are you kidding me? I'm a guy. Even if I get past the psychology part this will not be easy.  I...... Why am I thinking of compensated dating?

“.........”

Quiet. Just listen to the ticking of the clock.

"I, it’s like I can’t do anything.”

I'm sorry, mom and dad, your son is a wreck. Fortunately, I don't have to eat, so I won't starve to death.  

But I’m not going to be anything. Even if I deliberately sell myself, there won’t be too many people eat. After all, there’re so many cute lolis.

(TN: Most of you probably know, but ‘eat’ means ‘to have sex’)

Well, so do I go to school to do odd jobs? No, I can't. I will be treated like a fool. Maybe I can resell food and drink and so on. This school does not have a snack shop, so there’s no way to buy this kind of thing. As long as I can buy suitable stock, I can earn a small sum of money to pay the electricity! Although, there’s no quick sale of the stock there’s no drop in moral integrity! 

First, I have to have a bag to put things in. Then, go to the nearby snack shop to purchase them. What kind of bag? Sure enough, the suitcase! Well, then buy a bunch of snacks to sell and increase the price by 5 cents. I really am a genius! Ha ha!

Is it almost past lunch time? Now I can take the suitcase and go to the shop to buy snacks. Although, I am still better at making money online, I still may be cheated, so this is still insurance.

It's enough to pull me down (maybe it's my body size) and drag it to the store. 

This is a good start, that's it.

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