Are You Addicted? Volume 1 Chapter 141

For the past few days, Bai Luo Yin discovered that, Gu Hai has been acting a bit strange.

What's more, this strangeness reflected in every aspect of him.

Before, he would never go online to watch any kind of videos at all. The most he would do was play some videos games for a while then head straight to sleep. But now, he often, well practically almost everyday, he would stay up till the middle of the night, or even worse, remain awake all night, watching movies.

Before, Gu Hai would always be the first one to get on the bed, wrap the quilt tightly around his body and pull it up to the tip of his chin. He would lay there until the quilt is nice and warm, and then Bai Luo Yin would get on and lay down beside him. However now, Bai Luo Yin was the first to get on the bed. Sometimes, even after Bai Luo Yin has fallen asleep, Gu Hai's presence was still missing from the bed.

Before, he didn't like to play on his cellphone. Now, when he had free time, he was on it constantly. It didn't matter whether or not he was in class, he would look at it. Even when he was on the road, he still took a glance at it.

Before, when Bai Luo Yin took a shower or a bath, he would take advantage of the opportunity and go in as well. Then, he would find an excuse for them to take a shower together. Now, he obediently took a shower alone every single time……

What made Bai Luo Yin even more confused and at a loss for word was that, the Gu Hai, who was always exuberant in his lust and desire before, now, seemed to be pure of heart and even his salacious behaviors have lessened. When they're on the road, he no longer plays any dirty tricks. When they eat, he no longer says anything licentious or obscene. Even when they went to sleep, he was especially well-behaved……

Bai Luo Yin couldn't help but brood over it again and again in his mind, becoming a bit concern, almost hesitant at these lingering thoughts.

Could it be……he's actually traumatized from what I did? This is not like his usual temperament!

When they were on the bed together, his face was absolutely brazen, his willpower absolutely indestructible and even if his member was injured, and his anus messed with, he still wouldn't be the type of person who would be shaken by any of that! What's more, those several days that they spent recuperating, he even had the strength to struggle and say he wanted this and that. There were no reasons at all for him to wait until his health recovered to experience post traumatic stress, right?

As far as someone as young and full of vitality and vigor, as Bai Luo Yin, is concerned, the past few days was also rather torturous.

After they ate, Gu Hai sat to the side and earnestly worked on his school assignments. He narrowed his eyes slightly as he incessantly counted his fingers. Bai Luo Yin thought that he was working on his mathematics assignments, so as a result, he walked over and took a quick look at what was happening. Gu Hai was in the process of copying some English words.

You're just copying some English words, what are you calculating for?

Bai Luo Yin quickly finished his school assignments and grabbed his clothes as he prepared to head into the bathroom for a shower. Now, he doesn't bother to close the door, since he knew that Gu Hai will not go in. When he reemerged from the bathroom, after taking a nice shower, sure enough, Gu Hai was still seated next to the computer. His school assignments were only half completed as he threw them to the side. With eyes fixated on the computer screen, he didn't even blink even once. As Bai Luo Yin walked over toward his side, he quickly pressed a few buttons on the keyboard and all Bai Luo Yin could see was a blank desktop background……

Exactly, what dirty tricks are you playing at?

Bai Luo Yin sat across from Gu Hai, he opened an online gaming interface, looked at Gu Hai and asked him, "Do you want me help you level up?"

Gu Hai laughed a few times, a rather sly sounding tone escaped his lips before he mumbled a few, almost incoherent words, "There's no need to."

Bai Luo Yin's hands paused for a second as his questioning eyes swept around here and there.

What's he watching that's more addicting than playing video games?

After playing for a while, feeling that it was rather boring, Bai Luo Yin shut the power to the computer off and close it. Gu Hai had, for a long while, left his computer to the side. He was now sitting alone at the sofa with cellphone in hand, looking at random things as he browsed around. From time to time, he would press a few buttons, staring attentively at the content while laughing joyfully to himself.

This kind of situation happened many times during the past few days.

Moreover, this time around, Bai Luo Yin didn't receive any text messages at all from Gu Hai. This was a clear indication, proof that the reason for Gu Hai's happiness had no relation to him whatsoever.

It was rare but today Bai Luo Yin had to ask, "When are you going to sleep?"

Gu Hai's sight paused for a bit in contemplation. He thought for a moment and replied, "Not sure."

"What are you watching? Must be really interesting……" Bai Luo Yin walked over.

Gu Hai casually put his phone down, stretched his body as if tired, smiled and said, "It's nothing, just random things." After saying this, he placed the phone to the side and went to take a shower alone.

Everybody has a strong curiosity, and Bai Luo Yin was no exception to this phenomenon. Gu Hai was so entertained by himself every single day that Bai Luo Yin also wanted to know what exactly he had been watching that made him so addicted. Even more so, whatever it was, made Gu Hai's roguish habits change so drastically.

Gu Hai's laptop was usually left open and, furthermore, after using his laptop, he seldom erased the history, because he thought that it wasn't necessary to do so. People like Bai Luo Yin, even if he was granted permission to look at it, he still wouldn't be so intrigued to check.

But, as a result, today, contrary to his usual behaviors, Bai Luo Yin caved into this curious temptation.

He took the cellphone, turned in on and browsed through the history. It was a complete mess! Everything was cluttered there, even if it was dated in order. Chat rooms, communities for making friends, web forums, travels, tourism, shopping, military, cars……there was nothing listed here that could possibly make him addicted right?

Bai Luo Yin clicked on a few of the most frequently visited web pages. He opened them, then looked through those list, among them was a site that required visitors to pay to view the contents. The ones that he looked at happened to be western style videos hailing from Europe and America.

Bai Luo Yin inserted earbuds into the crevices of his ears. Within less than a minutes of watching, his eyes widened and he suddenly pulled away quickly. He immediately closed the page. There were still a few other videos similar to that particular one.

The contents were rather soft core[1] and for the most part, they were all educational in nature. The video quality was relatively clear. Some even has explanations and subtitles displayed on the bottom of the screen, introducing and describing some specific techniques and procedures.

Since when did Gu Hai have this kind of addiction…cravings? Was it from the films that cause him to have these sexual fantasies? Or was it an accumulation of all his desires ready to be released?

Bai Luo Yin's heart felt a bit uneasy as he picked up Gu Hai's cell phone and browsed through it for quite a while. He didn't notice anything out of the ordinary, since Gu Hai didn't send anyone else any text messages or login to any online chatting apps. Finally, he clicked into Gu Hai's E-book and noticed that there were nearly a hundred of e-books stored in there. In addition, from the bookmark tab to the side that showed the reading progress, Bai Luo Yin knew which books Gu Hai had completed.

[The Rules of Sex between Men]

[How to Make a Man Moan & Beg for Forgiveness Beneath You]

[The Rare Book of Ejaculation]

[To Capture a Male Prey]

[Methods to Flirt with a Man's Ass]………

Reading those titles, cold sweats immediately begins to circulate throughout Bai Luo Yin's body as an extremely frightening feeling rains hard on him!

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Gu Hai's mood was in an extremely high spirit as he happily whistled in the bathroom, even his heart sang a joyous tone. It was so loud that he could hardly contain himself. He felt that the timing is perfect and a great opportunity has surely presented itself.

These past few days, he had painstakingly pushed himself, exerting all his energy and efforts into studying and learning. Yet, all along, he suffered patiently, but……he was firmly resolved on revenge. And after all is said and done, this was all for the purpose of enriching and improving his own capabilities as well.

In order to learn these things, he had invested in and paid many prices. For him, this is not only a test that tortured his soul but also a strenuous test on his body. As a normal man, he was not willing to look at those kind of videos anymore. He was already resolved in eliminating those things from his heart and mind.

But, for Bai Luo Yin, he can endure it!

In all honesty, when he doesn't understand some words, he would go and look up the words in order to decipher the meanings. He took note of every single lesson and engraved it all in his mind.

As it turns out, all the energy and care that he had meticulously put forth, were not in vain. Through several days and night of self discipline, he was able to hone his ability in self control. Now, he felt that his entire body, from head to toe, was brimming with strength and energy were practically permeated from every pore. And, not to mention, his self confident was at its peak, unwaveringly, indestructible. Now……

His body is now ready for some actions after having accumulated all of these powerful strength!! The bitter and hard times had finally come to an end. There was no longer any need for him to hide in the bathroom and relieve himself in secrecy.

During these past days, little Hai Zi, has been all alone down there, enduring this harsh battle, even though it had been searing and pumped to its full capacity, all along. Now, it had adopted a posture that was full of positivity as it readied itself to welcome a new life that was surely getting closer.

Move aside, a fierce and new warrior is about to be born!

Gu Hai's entire body was wrapped with a firm layer of muscles, it was impressive to gaze upon, and indeed, worthy of being his pride and joy. He then proceeded to push the bathroom door open wide.

His slippers rubbed against the floor, creating a slight friction, that struck a string in his heart, causing the rhythm to quicken as if it was being repeatedly beaten by the stick of a drum.

Gu Hai took several large strides toward the bedroom. There was no sign of Bai Luo Yin there either, then he made his way to the living room, and just like before, he still couldn't find Bai Luo Yin's presence. Right after, he went to the storage room, the gym, the studying room, and even the balcony……

Bai Luo Yin was nowhere in sight.

The heat that once wrapped tightly on Gu Hai's body, had slowly started to cool down.

Just then, when he tried to push the front door, it was already open.

It's so late already, where could he have gone?

—-

With his rather unskillful driving techniques, Bai Luo Yin took a gamble at his own life and raced back home. It was as if that very life of his, depended on the pressure he put on the gas petal.

It was almost 12:00am midnight, when he arrived. At this time, everyone in the household had all gone to sleep.

Because he left in such a rush, he didn't bring the house key. So, in great desperation, Bai Luo Yin, immediately jumped up and climbed over the wall surrounding the house.

Upon smelling Bai Luo Yin's scent, A Lang barked a couple of times then calmed down.

Bai Luo Yin rushed over to Bai Han Qi's room. *bang bang bang*, he knocks on the glass of the widow.

All he was greeted with was the sound of loud snores sneaking from underneath the cracks of the wall and door and into his ear.

After a while, Aunt Zou finally came out wearing a cotton-padded jacket.

"Yin Zi, why did you return home so late at night?"

Bai Luo Yin's face is painted thickly with anxiety.

"Auntie, if Gu Hai ever calls here, just say that there's been an accident at our home."

"Huh? What accident?" asked Aunt Zou as she tightened her cotton-padded jacket.

"There's no accident, just say there is and that'll do. Also, remember to tell my dad to say the same thing."

Aunt Zou stiffly nodded her head, still rather confused about this whole scenario.

Bai Luo Yin entered his own room and saw little Meng Tong Tian lying down cozily, evident that he was sleeping really soundly, on his bed. Bai Luo Yin simply took his clothes off and slept beside Meng Tong Tian.

The quilt is a bit thin, I just have to pull it together a bit more and put up with it. It's definitely much better than go back there and suffer.

Not long after, sure enough, Gu Hai called.

Bai Luo Yin mulled over his emotions for a while. He tried his as much as possible to make the tone of voice sound flustered and full of anxiety before he answered the call.

"Yin Zi, where did you run off to?"

"Da Hai, I wanted to tell you. There's been an accident at my house, so I can't go back tonight, try to sleep alone for tonight."

"What accident? Don't worry, I'll go over now!"

"Don't come over!"

Bai Luo Yin's loud roar pulled Meng Tong Tian out of his deep sleep. Meng Tong Tian's big eyes open, and he cried out, but before he could cry out again, Bai Luo Yin immediately covered his mouth, causing his two little legs to kick out into the open space.

Gu Hai could faintly hear the sound of the cry, but then it ceased. His heart became even more uneasy.

"Yin Zi, I already left. I'll be at your family's house in twenty minutes."

Nervousness struck Bai Luo Yin's chest. He was unable to prevent the words from immediately flying out of his trembling lips, "Gu Hai, don't come over here. I'm not at my home right now. It's my second uncle's family that met with a mishap. We came over to help them out. Don't worry, it's nothing. It's just a family dispute, that's all. Cause you know, a family's shame must not be spread abroad. If you come here, it would only make matters worse. Listen to me, just sleep well tonight, okay. I'll be at school tomorrow as usual. I'll tell you about it again when I see you at school."

There was a pause on the other side of the line before a soft reply transmitted through, "Alright then. I'm won't go over. Don't forget to put on more clothes when you're outside. Sleep as soon as possible once the problem is resolved. And, don't get too tired."

"Okay, I know. I still have something to attend to here. I'll hang up first."

As he put the phone down, Bai Luo Yin's heart silently chanted:

Da Hai ah, I'm not purposely lying to you. I'm just really afraid of the pain you'll bring me!

Meng Tong Tian was still sitting to the side, silently wailing.

Realizing that his hand was still clutching tightly onto the kid, Bai Luo Yin quickly released him.

Meng Tong Tian small mouth opened wide as he took in deep intakes of air, then he asked, "Bai gege[2], what are you doing here?"

"Don't worry about it, sleep now!"

Meng Tong Tian pouts and obediently shut his eyes.

Bai Luo Yin suddenly realized that he also needed to bribe Meng Tong Tian, just in case, one day Gu Hai randomly comes over. If he were to expose this secret, then it would be hard to handle things.

As a result of that very thought, Bai Luo Yin shook Meng Tong Tong, but he discovered that the boy had already fallen asleep.

Simple-minded people does sleep fast!

Forget it, I'll talk to him again tomorrow morning. If I don't handle this well, even if I say it now, he'd probably forget it before morning arrives.

Bai Luo Yin took in a long and deep breath. His thoughts were in turmoil and distraught with anxiety. As his heart became distracted with everything, he shut his eyes.

Translator's Note

[1] The contents were rather softcore [口味比较轻] – content of the video are sexual but normal. The opposite of it would be like [口味比较重]

[2]Gege - brother, I think it sounds better than saying Brother Bai.

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