Are You Addicted? Volume 1 Chapter 137

Bai Luo Yin's hand stretched out toward the top of little Hai Zi lifeless form. He teased and played around with it while sweetly and tenderly kissing the nape of Gu Hai's neck. Within seconds, Gu Hai felt that delectable excitement again. He lost himself in the heat that percolated from Bai Luo Yin's enticing body as it encased him in an inebriated state of mind.

One of his leg hung slanted on Bai Luo Yin's soft and supple buttocks. In mere seconds, he gradually dragged his foot upward, allowing it to kiss and caress every bit of skin it made contact with. As his foot drew closer to Bai Luo Yin's buttocks, he pressed just a little harder.

Then, his foot arched, allowing him to use the sole of it to slowly and gently, knead and stroke it for a while. His toes unfurled in the direction of the gap that separated the two butt cheeks from each other, and before long they crawled toward their intended target. Inch by inch, they moved in between that gap until they touched that spot, that tightly sealed passage.

Out of a conditioned reflex, Bai Luo Yin trembled for a while. The movements of his hand progressively came to a halt and soon his vision froze, intoxication drilled itself into the core of his vision. As if entranced in a world of bliss, his entire body became really rigid.

Shit……

A sudden chill manifested at the bottom of Gu Hai's heart.

There's definitely a psychological trauma to this!

Cause once bitten by a snake, one is scared all his life at the mere sight of a rope.[1]

What will the days ahead be like uh?!

Just as he was trapped in those thoughts, Bai Luo Yin had once again taken advantage of his daze appearance and pressed his own body comfortably on top of Gu Hai. His handsome face crooked into the right side of Gu Hai's head.

"It seems, I'm feeling it again."

Gu Hai could already sense that things did not look too bright for him, because that naughty…that mischievous little fellow down there, that was lying almost lifeless on his tailbone before, had started to stir with vitality again.

He could slightly feel the blood circulating throughout the veins that wrapped tightly beneath the skin of that disobedience fellow.

The nerves that had always laid comfortably on Gu Hai's head, were charged with an electrifying sensation, before it sprinted vigorously into the meninges of his brain.

Once wasn't enough? Now, you want to come a second time? What a cruel and merciless request……

Even if Gu Hai's physical strength was extremely marvelous, he would still be unable to withstand it if Bai Luo Yin were to torment him like this!

"Baby, you need to take a break okay. Leave some energy, we still have a lot of assignments left that we haven't finished yet."

Bai Luo Yin shamelessly lie right on top of Gu Hai's body, refusing to get off as he incessantly rubbed here, there and all over.

He continued to caress the skin beneath his body while saying, "Just this once, this time, I guarantee you'll also feel good. Da Hai ah………didn't you say you want to be good to me?"

The soft caress and loving touches created a raging fire that had set Gu Hai's body aflame. Even his heart was burning with rage.

What the hell, normally you don't act like a spoiled kid. Why is it that now, you insist on acting like one!!

His head was sweetly turned around by Bai Luo Yin's warm hand. He was met with an unusual expression, one of which he rarely gazed upon. A glimmer of light danced around beautifully in Bai Luo Yin's unshaken eyes as an overflow of thirst, longing, anticipation and arousal sunk deep into those now darkened orbs.

If that kind of expression had begged for Gu Hai instead, Gu Hai would have absolutely, without a doubt, gone insane in the blink of an eye. Unfortunately, it wasn't!

Gu Hai took in a long and deep breath.

Forget it, in any case, he had already accepted and suffered this criminal act today. Letting it happen a few more times doesn't really matter anymore.

Since his intention was to let his wife feel good, then he might as well let him indulge in and feel thoroughly good until the very end.

This one-time meal should suffice. In the future, there won't be these kind of thoughts anymore.

Who made you love him uh?

In the end, Bai Luo Yin's guarantee wasn't even the least effective. Not only did it not make Gu Hai's feel genuinely comfortable, but what's more, it never even once reached that pinnacle.

For the entire night, it was like they were being injected with drugs and doped to the nth degree. They tossed and turned in various ways, trying to and using different methods to stimulate each other. And, during the very last moment that they released, barely anything shot out. Even though his hip and private region ached all over, he was nonetheless, very excited.

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Finally, when the next morning kindly arrived, the two tasted the consequences of the previous night.

Naturally, there's no need to mention Gu Hai's condition. Running a Chinese style ironman triathlon wouldn't be this tiring and even more so, hammering nails into his bones wouldn't be this painful either.

Since Bai Luo Yin indulged himself for an entire night, he quickly fell asleep from the weariness. But, even though he wanted to take this opportunity to rest for a while, he was awoken from the pain and remained in this state until the first light of the morning.

As he made his way to the bathroom, and pulled out little Yin Zi, he discovered that it was swollen. The pain seared when he touched it with his hands and as the urine flowed out of it, the pain was even more unbearable.

With great effort, Bai Luo Yin extended one hand toward the wall and used it to support and prop himself up, while the other hand carefully and meticulously held onto his little friend. Sadly, not only did he needed to endure the stabbing pain in the front already, he also had to put up with the aching that scorched his lower back. The entire process was like a scene taken at a battleground.

With great difficulty, he returned back to his spot on the bed. The situation wasn't any better even after he laid down. His whole body, from the top of his head to the tip of his toes, felt uncomfortable. Or more precisely, pain had happily invited itself to settle on every inch of him. Even though he was already feeling extremely tired and sleepy, he simply could not sleep at all.

Last night delight……pleasure, had long gone, leaving behind an endless, inexhaustible remorse and torment.

Gu Hai was lying on his stomach right beside him motionless, looking as though he was in a deep soundless sleep. But, in reality, he had been silently enduring the pain all along. For the entire night, not even an ounce of sleep pitied him as he remained awake, eyes closed but staring into the darkness of the night.

Bai Luo Yin recalled the bitter experience that had happened to him. He remembered that one time, the atrocity that Gu Hai had brought upon him and the nightmare and anguish that came along with it. But, in contrast to his own conduct, it wasn't just one time……it happened four, five times already!

One can only imagine what Gu Hai's condition was like.

Now, Bai Luo Yin regretted it. Not only did he felt sorry, but he was also in distressed; heartache ate away sorrowfully at his inside.

Having felt that same experience now, he can understand what Gu Hai's frame of mind was at that time.

His hand reached out toward and felt Gu Hai's body temperature for a while, luckily it was normal and he doesn't have a fever.

When he sensed Bai Luo Yin touched him, Gu Hai opened his eyes. He was met with an extremely exhausted and beaten face. It was completely different from the confident and willful demeanor that once encircled Bai Luo Yin last night.

Seeing how fast Gu Hai opened his eyes, Bai Luo Yin realized that Gu Hai was awake the entire time.

"You……didn't sleep well last night?"

Gu Hai answered back with a question, "What do you think?"

Bai Luo Yin's face was flooded with shame, "It must be really painful uh?"

"What nonsense are you saying now? In your heart, haven't you already figured out how much pain I'm in?”

Bai Luo Yin looked just like a child that had done something extremely bad.

With a defeated expression, his head weaseled its way into the crevice of the pillow, silencing him.

Upon seeing Bai Luo Yin's ashamed expression, Gu Hai couldn't help but to immediately yield, guilt and a sense of regret welled up in his heart instead. His hand stretched out toward Bai Luo Yin. And, as he gently caressed his soft hair, he consoled him.

"It's okay, don't feel bad anymore. It's no big deal, my body can take this burden."

Nevertheless, Bai Luo Yin still depressingly buried his head inside the quilt, leaving only the back was his head exposed. His hair was now completely disheveled and looked exactly like a bird's nest. For those that didn't know any better, they would probably assume that the one being bullied was him.

With much difficulty, Gu Hai shifted his body a bit. A sharp pain conjured at the tip of his tailbone, followed along the rigid valleys of his spine and spread throughout his entire forehead causing his brows to knit tightly together as he endured the vicious pain for a moment.

Only then did he let his face stick close to Bai Luo Yin's neck.

"Now, your front and your back side are mine alone. Even if I am in a bit of pain, I am more than willing to."

Finally, Bai Luo Yin leaned his face to the side, looking straight into Gu Hai's pair of eyes.

"Last night, you didn't feel, even the slightest, bit of comfort at all?"

Gu Has was stumped with this sentence. In the end, should he say that he felt comfortable or say he did not.

As a man, Gu Hai has a profound understanding toward that kind of urgent feeling which needed to be recognized.

If he denied it, then Bai Luo Yin would suffer from this guilt for a while. But, if he really said he felt comfortable, then he'll only make this guy roar with happiness. When they to do it again, would he still be able to endure it and come back alive?

When he saw the hesitation in Gu Hai's eyes, Bai Luo Yin quickly comprehended everything.

This time, his once depressed face appeared to be even more gloomy as a ghastly apparition settled on it.

Gu Hai couldn't bare to see Bai Luo Yin suffer. He admitted defeat even if that part of him was suffering from the excruciating pain.

"Actually, for a moment, it felt quite good."

One of Bai Luo Yin's eyes glanced depressingly at Gu Hai before said, "Next time, I won't do it like that."

"No!" Gu Hai firmly refused, "There won't be a next time. It's only this one time!"

With regards to this problem, Gu Hai had already thought about it thoroughly. This situation can not happen again. The key to this is to see whether it was suitable or not. Just because he loves and feels bad for him, he should not force himself to bear this kind pain.

After all, making love is a matter that involved two people. So long as one side is in pain, there is no need to put oneself in this type of situation. He firmly believed that last time he made a mistake, but as long as this time around, he constantly learn and study about it, there will definitely be improvements. Inevitably, there will be a day when he can make Bai Luo Yin fully accept him.

Of course, Bai Luo Yin also had this way of mentality. It's just that, for now, he had temporarily thrown away all those thoughts and ideas.

Last night he had exalted all of his energy already. He was definitely, not in the mood to go about contemplating on all these matters. The most important thing to do right now was to take good care of their body and health.

Exerting all the strength he had left, Bai Luo Yin slowly raised the upper part of his body and extended his arm out toward the second drawer of the small cabinet beside the bed. Inside was a tube of medicine. At first he had wanted to throw it away, but fortunately, at that time, he was reluctant to do so. Now, he was able to put it to good use.

"What are you doing?"

Gu Hai watched as Bai Luo Yin lifted the quilt open, with a guarded expression wearing down on his face, he stared down at him.

Bai Luo Yin was also quite embarrassed, "I want to apply this medicine for you. This is the one that the doctor had prescribed for me. Since I haven't used it all yet, there's still some left."

"There's no need to!"

Both of Gu Hai's thick brows arched, almost vertically, before both of his hands guarded his trouser. With a rather stiff tone of voice, he said, "I'm fine. There's no need to use medicine!"

"Are you still feeling humiliated huh? That time I was injured, didn't I endure it when a complete stranger applied this medicine for me? Even more so, you were standing there looking as well and even then I didn't utter a single word. Do you really think I'm happy or willing to apply this medicine for you? I just don't want to see you having a hard time moving……"

Gu Hai still stiffened up his neck in disapproval.

"I already said it, I'm fine means I'm fine."

"Move your hand now!" Bai Luo Yin's face darkened. After a while, when he saw that Gu Hai still refused to back down, Bai Luo Yin simply used his strength and laid directly on top of said boy's body. He ruthlessly pressed down on the body beneath him. And in one swift movement, he removed Gu Hai's trousers, and spread open his buttocks before applying the medicine in that area.

Luckily, it wasn't such an explosive nor such a tragic sight as he, himself, had imagined. It was merely swollen, but even then, the swelling was rather serious. Bai Luo Yin tried his best to let his movements, his hand, be as gentle as possible.

Gu Hai slowly relaxed, and after he relaxed, he keenly became aware that when Bai Luo Yin applied and wiped the medicine for him, he was also incessantly breathing. It was as if, he was the one feeling the pain.

If this kind of considerate and care happened when he was injured under a more heroic circumstance, and not through this kind of sorrowful situation, he would have been extremely happiness……. blessed.

Bai Luo Yin merely shifted his position and as a result of not being careful, the already injured little Yin Zi bumped onto Gu Hai's kneecap.

It was so painful that his entire body curled up. He incessantly grinned with pain.

Deeply concerned, Gu Hai asked, "What's wrong?"

Bai Luo Yin's brows tightened together as he waved his hands, feeling somewhat defeated.

Once Gu Hai saw that Bai Luo Yin's hand had covered his crotch, he could roughly guess what was wrong.

"Take your pant off," commanded Gu Hai.

However, Bai Luo Yin refused to take it off, even if his live depended on it.

Last night, he was powerful and majestic as he indulged in pleasure and lost himself in it, how could he let this guy mock and make a joke out of him today?

"What's there to be shy about? I've even licked it already so why are you afraid of me looking at it huh?" said Gu Hai as he picked himself up.

Once his foot made contact with the floor and he pulled himself off the bed, a burst of pain dispersed throughout his legs. It was as if his entire body was being torn apart by invisible daggers. In this moment, he'd even wanted to curse the earth, the heavens and everything in his sight. Maybe then this misery would pity him and go away.

Gu Hai's foot, hip and every part of him that moved even the slightest, throbbed. He slowly made his way toward the bathroom, and with great difficulty, he arrived safely in one piece. Twisting the handle of the sink's faucet on, he let the warm water moisten and wet the towel that beneath it. After he wrung the towel just dry enough, he proceeded to pace himself back toward the bedroom. When he arrived in front of the bedroom's door, he rested for a while, letting the pain settle and allowing the beads of sweat on his forehead to cool down.

There was nothing more miserable or pathetic than he was. Last night, he was tossed around over and over again until he was half dead……pretty much verging on the edge of life and dead. Even more so, after he woke up, he had to serve, wait upon the other person!

The moment Bai Luo Yin spotted the towel in Gu Hai's hand, he knew one hundred percent what that rascal was up to. Trepidation crashed right into the core of his head as he immediately rolled off the bed, and staggered quickly toward the front door. Before long, he was virtually running toward it in a great effort to escape this situation.

At first, Gu Hai was unable to move around freely since pain had taken the pleasure to repeatedly attack him, but then, this guy scattered around the room, seemingly with much ease, as he chased Bai Luo Yin to every corners.

"Come back here!" scolded Gu Hai in an extremely loud voice.

Bai Luo Yin also held onto his waist, keeping close to the wall as he moved away from his predator. He gave a grimace of pain, bearing his semi fang out.

"Don't let me catch you!"

Gu Hai picked up a leather belt and whipped the air, trying to intimidate Bai Luo Yin.

"Obediently lay back down now!"

Not only did Bai Luo Yin not listen to a single word Gu Hai had said, he persistently moved toward the front door. When he yanked the door with too much force, his body suddenly felt unstable and rather light, almost as if he was floating. He nearly fell down to the ground with the door as it slid open.

Gu Hai's eyes widened, fear and anxiousness written roughly all over his face as he took large strides toward Bai Luo Yin. But, as a result, his wound was torn, causing his footing to sway.

Finally, at a distance of less than one meter away from Bai Luo Yin, he stopped. He took in two deep breaths, laughed at himself and asked, "Bai Luo Yin, is it really necessary for us to do this?"

With his hands, Bai Luo Yin's wiped beads of sweat off of his warm forehead. Suddenly, a strange feeling burst within him, he didn't know whether or not he should laugh or cry since things just seemed funny and extremely embarrassing at the same time.

Gu Hai forced his spine to straighten up, bit down on his teeth, endured the pain once again, and made his way back toward the bathroom

The towel had already cooled down, so with no other choice, he had to let it sit under the warm water again.

Seeing Gu Hai like this, Bai Luo Yin's heart sank and he in turn, obediently, returned to the bed.

Enduring the discomfort and resisting the pain that seared throughout his body, he gently and softly wiped little Yin Zi swollen form clean. Afterwards, he squeezed a little bit of the cool medicine onto the tip of his finger and applied it lightly on the swollen member.

Bai Luo Yin didn't bother to turn his head around. During the whole process, not even once did he lowered his head to glance at it.

After he finished, Gu Hai pulled little Yin Zi, with what little strength he had left in him, for a few seconds. Feigning anger, he eyed it and said, "This is the result of all the bad things that you've done."

Pain collected unwantedly at that spot, accusing Bai Luo Yin as it spread to every inch of his body. The pain was so merciless that his arm immediately shot out and firmly gripped Gu Hai's hair.

They haven't even put their trousers on yet, when the cell phone rung.

Gu Hai picked it up and lazily glanced down at it. It was a call from Li Shuo.

"Hahaha……Da Hai, I'm in front of your door right now. Hurry up and open the door!"

Translator's Note:

[1] Once bitten by a snake, one is scared all his life at the mere sight of a rope. 心理阴影 [a psychological trauma to this] – means if you did some bad things or if something bad had happened to you before, then you are afraid to do it again or have it happened again. Like if you were bitten by dog when you were young, you would be afraid of a dog later.

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