...So hard that it wants to destroy humanity.

I can see that helpless innocent people died without being able to realize they have purpose in life.

If it is too hot, then grass fire will be ignited anytime to the wide dry forest. I can imagine it. It is like a deadly nightmare. It turns everything into black flying coals. It burns the crystallize form of atoms so fast for hour, minute or even second.

I would cry for that. I would intensely cry , for I love everything in the Earth because I feel connected to them.

Since God created me, I can feel this strong bond to the living and nonliving organism but I fear that if I never let my seed grow to the right soil and take care of it, fertilize it properly then I wouldn't be able to send my good intentions to the Universe.

I want to everyday thank God and the Universe for taking care of me and making me realize what is right and wrong as I grow. This is for the fact that I am loved by them and I love them so much. So this love given from them, I will return soon to the world. I will make the world feel so blessed and lucky. All will attract positive thoughts that will stop mother nature from being angry.

My seed will go deeper to the core of the Earth and will grow to reach the heaven where angels of God will see the kindness that they taught from experiences and the people with big heart that I met. So for every golden fruit that they will grabbed from my tree of life, they can feel extreme joyfulness.

Mother Nature will smile from her heart and will say that God is so good. All things were now protected and awareness of all was raised for the better of all humankind.

There is no reason for hurting because the Universe feels so loved and respected.

God with the ascended Masters will breathe deeply the fresh air. They will remove all of the doubts of illogical emotions and magnify all good vibrations to make all safe.

Isn't it nice? One day I could make an impact to this world then I could make everyone happy. This is my purpose in life. To make everyone feel important.

Being not selfish will lead you to higher goods and will not betray yourself because what you give is what you receive. So if you treat badly someone then that person will also treat you bad. Am I right?

I hope it helps you in understanding the law of love because it works widely to all. It must be taught to little children nowadays to make difference.

My explanation was too much. I am currently laying my body to clean grasses and I was alone to the back of our house. I love the scent of green grasses and wind makes me feel so relax.

I'm beside our old red tree. Leaves were falling to my body then suddenly I felt something strange. I closed my eyes and get goose bumps for no reason. As I opened it, I was shocked that I suddenly saw my 26 year old friend Red. He was digging something beside the roots of the tree. I doubted why, so I asked him and sit delicately to the grass.

He was wearing checkered jacket with black skinny pants and his hair is very healthy brown straight.

"How did you get here?" I asked him silently while looking to him. He doesn't respond.

He was at the far location now and working at the Cebu but why he just came here at Tarlac. He came without informing me.

After a minute he gets a bottle from the soil and an old paper inside it. He smiled at me and reads it with tears on his own. He is smiling while crying. I felt sad to see him like that. I wonder what is written to the paper. I also don't know if I will comfort him while he is crying.

"Red, why?" I asked in an innocent looked.

He suddenly stopped and stares to me with a teary eyes. I looked to him and remember that this guy is the guy I still love until now but he was too far from me and for a long time he many times breaks my heart unknowingly. So from the past 3 three years, I keep on ignoring him to protect myself. ...but I honestly loved him so much.

He unexpectedly grabbed my shoulder and hugged me gently that make my heart beats so fast. He puts his head on my right neck and cried deeply.I can feel his warm thin body and it seems like he had a big problem. His smell is still the same since we are on college. I missed it. It smells like cool breeze of the ocean.

"I love you A." He silently said that makes me surprised. I want to be happy upon hearing that but it feels like it was the end for him based on the sound of his low pitch manly voice . So I just closed my eyes and feel the beating of his heart from his chest. All I know is that for a long time I want him in my life. Even from the day I met him when we are in college. He was a gentle guy and everyone was attracted to him because of his intelligence and nice appearance.

For 2 minutes I felt sleepy while being hugged by Red.Then suddenly, I heard my cellphone ringing. I was shocked that I was just dreaming.

Seeing Red was not true. I took 1 hour sleeping on the grass. Maybe I just missed him for a long time. I am always working and I just forget that I still need to socialize to others, especially to my friends.

I answered the cellphone but I was extremely shocked.

Ren told me that Red was comatose due to car accident. He was sent to Good Samaritan Hospital at Caba City. We must visit him immediately.

I get scared and looked into the red tree.

"My dream might be related." I sadly said.