Love Lists to the Universe 11 Chapter 11 : Our HAPPINESS

It was January 19,2014. I know that tomorrow is Red's birthday.

I went into the hallway and walks quickly but suddenly, someone grabs my small fashionable bag at my back.

"Oh."I said as I quickly face the person infront of me.

I was surprised because it was Red. He smiled to me and moves his face 2 inches away from mine while bending his back to face me on proper height level.

He stares too long while looking into my eyes.

My heart pumps weirdly and it feels like he was going to kiss me.

I hiccup and then suddenly our group of friends came.

"Red! What's with that standing position?!"En loudly said from far away which seems like angry as he walks towards us.

Red moves away then stands straight and face them.

"Nothing."He shyly said while I was still traumatized by his romantic action.

"I wish he kissed me."I said to myself as I touches my lips gently and licked it by my small tounge.

We whole day studied then after class,me and Karen decides to make a plan for Red's birthday for tomorrow.

I cooked spaghetti while Karen cooked chicken afridata. Bright bought cake. En and Mic do designs and prepares our gifts.

We went to Red's house after class and surprised him by our prepared foods and gifts.

We ate after singing the happy birthday song to him.

"Oh, I am happy to see Avita here."Her mother said that I heard upon seeing me.

"His mother really likes me." I happily said to myself as I remember that it was written in his diary.

When we started using karaoke,I saw En and Ted talks seriously on the outside of his house.

I worried that it might be the time that En will tell him that he likes me.It will make Red loose his confidence towards me.

I don't want Red to feel jealous because he suppose to be happy in his day.

The two came inside and started to join us. I can feel that they really talk about me because the two feels not comfortable to each other during this time.

When we are ready to go home, we informed Red's parents and thanked them for welcoming us to celebrate Red's birthday in their house.

Red helps us to look for a passenger car.

While we are all outside, I stand besides him and sings the song "Kiss Me".

Honestly It was the only song that I am familiar and I almost memorized it because of Louie.

"Settle down with me.Cover me yp..Cuddle me in.Lie down with me and hold me in your arms.."I sang that makes him laugh because of my ugly voice.

"Are you happy today?" I asked him.

"Yes,I am."He responded that makes me positioned my two hands like a heart at the top of my head.

"I sincerely love you Red."I said that makes me shocked on my own words.

"Oh,no."I said with my eyes widely opened.

"Why did I said that again without thinking?"I said as I turned back.

I wasn't planning to say it but because I want him to know that I love him once more, I accidentally told him that I love him.

He smiled and I saw him disappeared and I quickly moved to another time again.

I was now standing again at the school and I don't know the date and time until somebody taps my back.

"Happy Birthday A!"Alpha said to me.

"My birthday?"I asked myself.

I opened my cellphone and saw that today is October 10,2014 (Time is 5:15pm).I was then thinking about what is written in Red's diary but almost forgot it.

"Where are my friend?I almost forgot how we celebrate in this year?"I said silently.

I went back to the dorm and feels strange because it was too dark at the 2nd floor.

"I remember this."

"Mic will scare me and En with Red was inside my room with cake and gifts."I said to myself.

"Oh, This happenings in my life is very funny.I almost jumped at the stairs from being scared."I even added while recalling the situation.

I silently opened my room then Mic scares me but I do not react.

"Oh,that doesn't work."Mic said that makes him sad.

They all sings a happy birthday to me that makes me so happy.

I then receive cake from them.Mic gave me bracelet, En gave me perfume then...

...then Red gave me different than before.

It was the bouquet of red roses that he wishes to give to me instead of pillow.

I carry it and smells the fresh scent of roses.

My tears fall on my cheeks as I remember the things about this in his diary. I wiped my tears quickly to hide from them.

"Why are you crying?"Red silently said while looking into my face.

"I love you Red."I silently said while once I again my place and time changes rapidly.

I was very happy to make a lot of change. So I cried out loud and sits on the bench that appears on my side.

"Where am I?" I asked myself.

Chapter end