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Living Life As A Game: Through And Through 58 Lamenting Her Own Impulsiveness

Looking at Sun's still questioning expression, Elizabeth squinted her eyes as she just about had it with dealing with him. Before totally abandoning him however, the last hair of patience still within her, pushed her to into questioning why he would purposely ruin his foundation. Gradually, her face started to come back down to neutral as she asked, "Tell me, why did you ruin your foundation? Was it to get stronger faster? Did you think it wouldn't matter if you left your foundation a bit lacking now because you were only in the first stage of cultivation? Was it because you wanted to capitalize on the strong body you cultivated that you abandoned improving your spiritual prowess?"

"I… I don't know what you mean!" Finally, Sun reacted with something that wasn't shock as he was tired of being yelled and berated at for seemingly no apparent reason. "Why do you keep saying that my cultivation is bad? My foundation is ruined? How?! You saw for yourself! My Qi Connection is far more advanced than normal Pawn Stage Practitioners."

"Fuck did you say? What do you take me as? An Ignorant Idiot? Or do you really not know how badly you've screwed up? In either case, are you really content with such garbage as your Mag… Qi Connection?!" Due to the heat of the moment, Elizabeth almost blurted out Magic Connection, but luckily managed to cover the slip-up.

"Content? What am I supposed to do about it?! You want me to change my natural talent? That's impossible! I'm just cultivating to the best of my ability!"

"Mhmm..." By now, Elizabeth was starting to believe that Sun didn't actually know about improving his spiritual ability. As a matter of fact, this was the first time she'd even considered this possibility as she just assumed Martial Qi techniques had a method to raise spirituality like her meditation techniques.

Elizabeth asked P through their mysterious and perpetual bond, "You know my thoughts, so… could it be that he really doesn't know?"

Oddly enough, the first thing Elizabeth heard from her connection to P wasn't a word response. Rather… a twisted wheezing and laughing fit could be heard from somewhere in the ether as P chucked and began to speak. P said, "Oh my god, why are you so dramatic? The poor guy can't catch a break… Hahaha..."

Annoyed and extremely peeved by P's response, Elizabeth tried willing away her connection to P and somehow she accomplished her goal as the laughing stopped. Elizabeth looked at Sun and still half-angrily she said, "What do you mean you can't change your natural talent? First of all your wrong, as I've already changed mine! Secondly, I wasn't even talking about that, I'm talking about your… Qi Connection. Don't you know that you're supposed to improve your spirituality before you start generating Qi?"

"Huh? Spirituality? I literally have no idea what you're talking about!" If Sun was confused before, now he was beyond flummoxed as the word "spirituality" seemed to completely misalign with his understanding of the Martial Path. Spirituality? What would he need that for? To be religious? To know himself better? Naturally, Sun wouldn't understand what type of spirituality Elizabeth was talking about, as this was his first time hearing about the subject.


'Uh oh...' Elizabeth was starting to get worried… Did she just beatdown the only person she could trust without hesitation over a misunderstanding? Furthermore, where had all that rage and action come from? She had never once reacted to irrationally. To think that she had not only verbally abused Sun, but also slap him twice and dragged him around as if he were worthless garbage…

Elizabeth admitted that when she first probed Sun and found the abysmal Qi Connection he had created and broken through with, she felt exceptionally disappointed and betrayed by him. Though now that she thought about with a relatively calm mind, she asked herself, 'What the hell is wrong with me...'

Perhaps her disappointment and those feelings of betrayal, manipulation, and anger were justified when she recounted that she didn't yet know of Sun's ignorance. She honestly felt cheated when she realized that Sun had gone ahead and broken through with such terrible preparation and even now after the fact, she still thought it was a shame. If she had to compare this incident with a gaming analogy to better express her feelings, restoring and reviving Sun having watched him return to her as a barely above-average plebeian in contrast to the entire world of cultivation was just a horrible as grinding for the perfect IV Pokemon then ruining all the effort put into the grind by ignoring EV Training… Like working on the line art of a painting for days only find that while you left to take a break, a kid decided to pollock up your hard work.

As she became increasingly aware of how big of a screw up this was shaping up to be, she let go of Sun's rash guard and asked, "You… what did you do to break through to the Pawn Stage? I want to know exactly what kind of preparation you did before manifesting your Qi Connection!"

"Wh-? Preparation? I've been cultivating my physical strength for 7 years straight! Obviously, I was more than fit to break through to the Pawn Stage in one session of galvanizing Qi." To Sun, it seemed like a reasonable response, but to Elizabeth, it resolved the root of her misunderstanding.

"You went straight to galvanizing your Qi without any preparation at all and you had no idea of the consequences..." Now, Elizabeth couldn't even function properly, much less think of what she was supposed to say. Never in her life had she acted out like this and now that she understood her mistakes and genuinely felt horrible, she didn't know how to respond. So, like a child who had misbehaved and was reprimanded for the first time, Elizabeth could only awkwardly and silently voice a weak apology. She said, "S-sorry… I didn't know..."

Now that it was Elizabeth's turn to devolve into a depressed mess, Sun also didn't know how to respond. When he looked into her now frozen eyes which emanated the embodiment of regret, even through all the abuse she had rained down upon him, Sun couldn't help but want to comfort her. Only, given his obviously lacking experience with women, he had no clue where to start.

For a couple odd seconds the two of them just stood with blank minds, neither knowing what to do, when Elizabeth decided to even things out and try to make dues. To Sun's surprise, she took his hand and shakily put it about a foot away from her face, all the while, saying, "H-hit me..."

"WhNo!" Sun hurriedly moved his hand away, easily overpowering Elizabeth who wanted to force him into hitting her. With panic evident in his voice, Sun asked, "Why?!"

"I deserve it… Besides… Aren't you angry with me? I've not only hit you twice... the misunderstanding on my part probably opened up some old wounds and rubbed salt on them to add insult to injury..." Elizabeth couldn't even stand to look Sun in the eyes, as a tribute to how awful she felt and thought it was true she was feeling horrible, the cause of those negative feeling had very little to do with the excuse she gave Sun.

She did feel a bit down by putting Sun down with her words, but that was all; feeling just "a bit" down. What edged her on to reach depression was how she blamed herself for the way she acted, the way she read the situation incorrectly, and worst of all, the way she could have affected her Affection Rating with Sun. Elizabeth wouldn't deny that she had goodwill towards Sun, given his lack of hesitation when it came to saving her. But more than goodwill, her view of him ever since has been that of a partner and a tool.

His strength and loyalty made him a trustworthy companion, so she didn't reject the notion of being by his side. As long as Sun kept placing his life below hers and "served" her to a satisfying degree, she wouldn't mind treating him as a friend and even reciprocating a bit of that care in the form of guidance. That was the plan, until Elizabeth screwed it all up before she could start conditioning him anyways…

Well, reality wasn't as cut and dry as Elizabeth imagined, as Sun didn't automatically hate her now. Instead, given how quickly she had changed from furious to lamenting, he thought there must be some underlying reason for her behavior, and now knowing that she acted out but still wanted to make it up to him was enough for Sun to soften up to her again.

Sun put his hands on her shoulders which in turn caused her to look up at him. When Elizabeth saw Sun's face smiling back at her she felt another itch in her chest, only this time it had nothing to do with fire-energy or anything of the like. Alas, before she could even complain of how odd the sensation felt, Sun said, "Look, I still don't understand why you got mad in the first place. I can see that you've realized that I'm ignorant of some things, so could you explain what's wrong?"

Elizabeth remained quiet as color started to return to her eyes. She looked Sun right in the eyes and as she saw no underlying hatred or bitterness, she made up her mind to later fix him… again.

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240 Trial Of Chaos
239 Chaotic And Sublime
238 Preparing For Chaos
237 The Tricky Time Substation
236 Fifteen Profound Truths
235 Partial Failure, Partial Success
234 Attaining Highest Core
233 Almost Too Good To Be True
232 Becoming A God Is Not Enough
231 Childish Frustration
230 Bottlenecks And Impossibly Talented Humans
229 A Game Centered Around Collection
228 At Last, It Begins
227 His Greatest Failure Ye
226 The Schemes Of A Man With Nothing To Lose
225 What Would This Day Be Without More Interruptions?
224 Temple Mysteries
223 Increasing The Pressure
222 A New Parameter In Understanding
221 Cloudrain Sector
220 Sound Transmission
219 Unable To Go All-Ou
218 Cultivator
217 Announcement :
216 Opening The Upper Dantian
215 Mortal Bodily Limi
214 Humbled Once More
213 Strive For Perfection
212 Preparing For Seclusion
211 Some Scores Have To Be Settled Personally
210 Merciful Sun
209 Battles On Three Fronts
208 A Haunting Encounter Of Figures From The Pas
207 Visitors Arrive
206 The Second Stage Descends!
205 Day One Of Training
204 Spirit Bound Contrac
203 Soul Extinguishing Thunder
202 Reaching Her Absolute Speed Limi
201 Unprecedented Crisis
200 Wolf God Form
199 Rapid Escalation Of Conflic
198 Progress In The Shadow Realm
197 Proposing An Ultimatum
196 Vowing To Move Forward
195 Return To The Pas
194 Mid-Interview Meltdown
193 A Moment Of Introspection
192 Arriving At Japan
191 Planning A Meeting
190 Flaming Glass and Fellkin
189 Setting Up The Formations
188 Returning To Base Camp
187 Learning About Incantations
186 Failed Cultivation
185 Becoming Enlightened
184 Conducting Business At The Exchange Hub
183 A New Title And Rank
182 The Prelude To A Calamity...
181 The Struggle To Earn A Guild Card
180 To The Guild
179 The Journey To Tyre
178 Pretty Good Gains, All Things Considered...
177 Contact With Other-Dimensional Residents
176 Zhenlang
175 Death Vs Yang
174 Dangerous Encounter
173 Setting Up A Base
172 A Quick Test Of The Party
171 Preparation For The Second Jump
170 Paradigm Shif
169 Change In Body And Soul
168 Incarnations!
167 Exciting Times Before The Rest Arrive
166 Let's Have A Race
165 Concluding Her Business In The Keter Estate
164 Revealing Herself
163 Needle In The Proverbial Haystack
162 Where Do They Come From?!
161 No Choice But To Accept!
160 Giving Needless Advice
159 …A Pair Of Legends Rise
158 From Humble Origins...
157 Divine Transmission
156 End Of The Road
155 Changing Tactics
154 Hitting The Motherlode! Chance At Becoming Saint Champion
153 Debuting The Origin Energy-Technique Integration Cube
152 The Saint Division
151 The End Of A Terrific Battle
150 Just A Bit Of Danger
149 Finally, A Challenge!
148 Extreme Path Cultivators Shock The Crowd!
147 Dangerous Turn Of Events
146 Climbing The Ranks
145 End Of The Warrior Stage Division
144 Premature Encounter
143 At Least I Completed The Game...
142 A True Test Of Strength!
141 The Start Of The Martial Even
140 Double-Edged Sword Of An Ability
139 End Of The Secondary Occupational Events
138 Enlightening The Masses About The Wondrous Occupation Of True Spiritual Cooking!
137 Cooking Up A Storm
136 Three Enchantments
135 Taking The Spotlight Once More
134 Free Time
133 The End Of A Streak
132 Psychotic Tendencies
131 Doctor-Patient Cha
130 Saint Elizabeth, The Demon Who Cures...
129 Doing It On Purpose
128 Trading For The Unexpected
127 The Demon Who Won Without Lifting A Finger!
126 Five Stage Win Streak
125 Fiendish Deligh
124 Ancestral Awakening
123 The Un-probeable Clearlight Sparrow Beast Egg
122 Caught Completely Off Guard!
121 Sneaking Suspicion
120 Ending The First Stage
119 Sword Smithing
118 Boasting At Levels Thought To Be Unimaginable
117 Interview Gone Awry
116 High Hopes Rescinded
115 The Refinement Stage
114 Startling Announcemen
113 Aggravating Stranger
112 Planning Out A Lengthy Tournament Day
111 Wrapping Up The Free Day
110 The Secret, New Weakest Companion
109 Frightening Battle
108 The Demonic Godslayer's Cultivation
107 Ominous Passage Activates, Cultivating Femininity
106 Arriving At The Island, Unparalleled In The Fores
105 Stability, Albeit Temporarily
104 Shower Thoughts, Kitchen Schemes
103 Night Of Upgrades
102 Troublesome Bloodline
101 Jane's Turn, A Round Of Extrapersonal Cultivation
100 Cursed Scroll
99 An Unfunny Joke...
98 Unfathomable Reward
97 Subtle Change
96 Blade Art: Basics
95 Learning A New Skill To Fill Up One's Stomach
94 Landslide Victory For The Cooking Demon
93 Pill Consummation, Challenged In The Kitchen
92 Spell Seeds
91 Peak-Phase Soldier
90 To The Yach
89 Dimensional Upgrade
88 New Godly Servant, Leaving The Legacy Site
87 The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly… Outcomes
86 Erasing Limits, Endless Potential
85 Broken And Bleak, Off To The Next Substation
84 Testing The Limits, Double Breakthrough
83 Correcting Time
82 The Strangest Bartender
81 Can't I Just Have One Normal Day?
80 Dealing With The Aftermath
79 The Final Battle Against A Peak-Phase Pawn
78 Disturbing The Demon
77 Battle Between Soldiers
76 Conditions
75 A Visit From Familiar Faces
74 Advancing At A Breakneck Pace
73 Evolution Of A Martial Skill
72 Internal Refinemen
71 The Test For Better Training Gear
70 The Search For DNA
69 Storage Enchantmen
68 Entering A Conflic
67 How Is This Worth Millions?!
66 Clashing
65 Putting An End To This Crazy Week
64 That's Two For Two
63 Coming Out In One Piece
62 Causing Problems For Oneself, Breaking Records
61 Betting It All On The Absurd
60 Critical Development!
59 You Can't Be Serious...
58 Lamenting Her Own Impulsiveness
57 Blatant Betrayal
56 Another Affliction Arises
55 Elizabeth's Break Cut Shor
54 Attaining Mythical Standing
53 Treacherous Cheats
52 And So We Begin Again...
51 Trash-Tier Affinity
50 Father-“Son” Cha
49 Caught!
48 Can You Do Me A Favor?
47 To The Showers!
46 Threat Of Death
45 A Series Of Ever-Increasingly Dangerous Choices
44 Calamity And Fortune Come Hand In Hand
43 Unexpected Windfall
42 Doing It For The Energy...
41 To The Brim
40 The Start Of Totally Normal Night Time Activities
39 Pending?
38 Securing Safety
37 In Search Of Shelter
36 Madness
35 Brutal First Blood
34 Complacent And Oblivious
33 Before The Jump
32 New Home
31 Healing Atid
30 A Change In Affinity
29 Oddly Upse
28 Back To The Dojo
27 Time For Breakfas
26 Miracle Of The Medical Path, Calamitous Boss Battle
25 Feeling Slighted
24 Misunderstanding
23 Preparing Another Breakthrough Event, Accepting Rewards
22 Neither God Nor Devil
21 Search And Recovery
20 Healing Sun, An Ember Burns
19 Pyrrhic Conclusion
18 The Situation Worsens
17 Chase!
16 Choice Ques
15 Trouble's Brewing
14 Masochistic Awakening
13 A Frightening Momen
12 Breakthrough
11 Learning The Basics
10 Joining The Dojo
9 Testing Conversion
8 Timely Contac
7 Shopping For Clothes, Completing The Side Ques
6 Spontaneous Side Quest!
5 Meditation
4 Starter Pack Status: Used!
3 Functions, Starter Pack
2 Transformation, Entering A “Partnership”
1 A Really Shady Game
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