For My Healing Life Chapter 21

Editors: Essence & Nafia

I've decided to write the name of who is speaking in long dialogues. If ya'll think it's annoying and unnecessary, just tell me and I'll stop.

"It's been a long time. Are these your friends?"

A person who pretended to speak affectionately, my father.

" " " "Hello." " " "

"Yes, nice to meet you. I'm Suan-ie's father."

With a nice person smile, he greeted them and then walked over to where I sat on the bed.

"I haven't seen a single hair of you at home, and now what sort of pathetic look is this. Che."

The nice smile disappeared off of the person wearing a white gown, and he once again looked at me with an expression of looking at a useless child.

"If I knew this place was your hospital, I would never have come."

"What I find ridiculous is you saying you don't know which hospital I am a director."

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the members who were frozen in one place.

Being sick for no reason, and having to see the face of someone I didn't ever want to see.

At this moment, all other thoughts disappeared. The feeling of my embarrassing family matters being exposed once again, caused me to become furious.

Once again. No, this time it's this matter being exposed first? Now Park Jitae will call me a creepy bastard and ignore me like he did before.

Feeling that my gaze had wandered away, the guy called my father spoke to the members.

"I'd like you all to excuse us for a moment. You can do that, right?"

Compared to the tone which he used towards me, he spoke as if saying 'it's been a long time since I've met my son' and smirked slightly.

Disgusting. That pretentious act made me grind my teeth. No one would think that appearance was covering something hideous.

I could see the backs of the members who were leaving the ward room without any resistance at all. I felt sad. Once again it'll be like before.

When I had been working alone for some time and then was informed of the group's matter. Although they had distinct periods of activity, despite the music broadcasting schedule, they had lengthy breaks. And Park Jitae's grandmother who lived with him.

When they heard that Park Jitae's grandmother had fallen, all the members had ran to the hospital except for me.

Park Jitae's grandmother, despite her age, was in good health. The doctor said since the surgery was simple, as soon as the stitches were removed she could be discharged.

Yes. He had clearly said that the site and surgery would be simple, so there would be no danger at all. He had said that.

Because of the medical malpractice from the doctor at this hospital, her breathing had stopped during surgery and Park Jitae was left alone. I learned that my father, who was head of that hospital, had covered up that matter.

During those days, during that time. I was not there. When the support of family for Park Jitae had disappeared, all the members except me were present at that silent funeral.

At that time, what had I been doing? Was I laughing on a talk show? No, was I shooting a drama? What's the point now? Like back then, the fact that you're my father has not changed.

I looked at those eyes filled with disgusting ambition and laughed.

"That's right, you are my father."

The father I hadn't seen in a long time, also looked pathetic.
Those dirty eyes filled with greed. You shouldn't make them so obvious.

"Che, this stupid fellow who had run away from home became even more stupid."

He shook his head with a displeased expression and clicked his tongue.

"When was I ever not stupid in your eyes? Are you having new thoughts about that?"

"Come home now. How long are you planning to play around being an entertainer. Return now and get a proper education."

Hah, as expected, you never change. You, who had easily covered up the matter of medical malpractice. Are still living selfishly and ignorantly as ever.

The dictator-like actions and self-centered image seemed to overlap with the image of how I was like in front of the members.

Hah, as expected, it's dirty. The blood flowing within me. And you, who are laughing viciously in front of me.
Those times when I understood what I had done wrong in the past and yet still did not apologize. It's painful.

[T/N: Ryu Sunho's POV]

I exited the wardroom, and turned to look at the door of the room that had a strange atmosphere that caused an uncomfortable feeling.

Hmm. Something is strange…….

"Isn't the mood around Suan-ie hyung and the person called his father, strange?" [Sunho]

I turned my gaze from the door to my hyungs, and spoke my feelings.

"Mm, that's true. His relationship with his father seemed bad, is it okay if we're out here like this?" (Yoon)

"Suan hyung's father's expression seemed very stiff." [Rion]

"It wasn't just me who thought that, right? Ah, I'm so worried I could die." [Jitae]

Everyone seemed to be having the same thoughts and kept glancing at the door with worried looks.

"Either way, Suan-ie hyung looked like he hated it. I'm so worried." [Sunho]

Without me knowing, I unconsciously spoke as if I was about to cry.

"It's alright. Suan-ie will be alright as well. It's still his father, all of us should think positively." [Yoon]

Even while saying that comfortingly and patting my back, Yoon-ie hyung's gaze was still fixed on the door.

"I'm worried……." [Jitae]

"That's what I'm saying. The person called Suan hyung's father, gives off a creepy feeling for some reason." (Rion)

Rion answered Jitae hyung, who had his thumb to his mouth and was biting his nails while leaning against the wall, right next to the door.

"Since we're so worried, shall I listen secretly right here?" [Yoon

As if he was attempting to lighten the tense mood, Yoon-ie hyung walked over to the hospital room door and placed his ear against it while speaking in a playful tone.

"Ah. Hyung! No matter the circumstances, that's not right." [Jitae]

Jitae hyung, who was still standing near the door and biting his thumb nail, spoke in a childish irritated tone.

"We should do it together." he added and like a naughty brat, approached Yoon-ie hyung and placed both hands near his ear, copying Yoon-ie hyung's actions.

Pfttt, uhahahaha. Ah, seriously! Who could stop these hyungs.

I laughed inwardly while outwardly acting gruff, watching the actions of my hyungs who were trying to lighten the mood.

"Seriously, you hyungs are acting like fools! Can you really hear if you do that?" [Sunho]

I spoke bluntly, but stared at Rion urging him to play along with the joke. "No", he spoke shortly.

You fool, you play along ah.

If I don't tell him beforehand, this thick headed friend of mine wouldn't be able to get this type of behaviour.

"Ah?" [Rion]

Belatedly he understood what I was trying to say.

He nodded and answered in a silly voice, completely unlike that of the normal Oh Rion.

Oh Rion, you fool.

I soundlessly moved my lips and made fun of Rion.

"Move to the side a bit more. It's too cramped." [Yoon]

Pretending to act annoyed but still moving to the side for Rion, who had joined their silly actions. In this way, we waited for Suan-ie hyung who had been left alone. There was nothing we could do to help hyung. The only thing we could do was wait.

"Ah, get lost over there. Your bodies are all big. I'm getting squashed." [Jitae]

The grumbling Jitae hyung wasn't in a bad mood, as his speech was mixed with laughter, unlike his belligerent remarks.

Hm, it'd be nice if we could hear even a little bit of a voice…….

"Hyung should move over a little." [Sunho]

"Yah! You came later than I did. Ah, don't stick close to me. You're heavy." [Jitae]

"Haha, you two have such a good relationship." [Yoon]

"Seo Yoon hyung! Does that really look like a good relationship?" [Rion]

"I'm not heavy at all!" [Sunho]

"Ah, think of your size. You're scarily heavy!" [Jitae]

"Of course, Jitae's and Sunho's relationship seem quite nice." [Yoon]

"Hyung should wear glasses." [Rion]

The heavy, subdued atmosphere vanished as if it were a lie, and was replaced with playfulness.

"Excuse me, you shouldn't recklessly shoot like that in front of a hospital ward room.”

From a nearby place the nurse's voice was heard. Her voice was filled with annoyance, causing the eyes of the members, who were gathered near the door, to look in that direction.

"Yes, we apologise."

Hmm? The nurse and…… Choi Hoso PD-nim?

"Hyung, isn't that PD-nim?" [Sunho]

I hurriedly called Seo Yoon hyung.

"Hm? Why is Choi Hoso PD-nim here……" [Yoon]

"PD-nim?" [Rion]

"Hm? It really is?" [Jitae]

He moved away from in front of the hospital room and walked towards where the disturbance was occurring.

"Have you received permission from the hospital to film?"

"Yes, JJC station has gotten permission to shoot the reality show."

"However, you are troubling the other hospital patients so please refrain from filming in front of the hospital room."

"Yes, we apologise."

" " " "PD-nim!" " " "

Cho Hoso PD-nim, who breathed a sigh of relief due to ending his conversation civilly with the nurse, turned towards us at our call.

"Ah, I've been caught." he said, and scratched the back of his head.

"How did you come here?" [Yoon]

Seo Yoon hyung spoke in a very taken aback tone.

"Reality. Isn't it? The cameras are all watching." [PD-nim]

"Uuuuh, that's a bit creepy." [Jitae]

"Isn't it. There's a lot of Jitae-ssi's black history recorded." [PD-nim]

"Hmm? Then also, Jitae hyung farting at home?" [Sunho]

"Then Jitae's snoring and drooling while sleeping, should have been filmed as well?" [Yoon]

"[Jitae] Hyung, please don't stand near me." [Rion]

We hadn't left a message, yet he [PD-nim] didn't look angry. Seeing him take care of everything, made us feel both apologetic and thankful.

"Ah, more importantly. When your MV teaser video is released today, our program trailer will be with it."

Ehhhhh……?!?!?!

"Haha, did I once again not tell you in advance?

Always dropping a nuclear bomb as if it were nothing, PD-nim.

Ah, how are we going to do the 'Yoso' mission tomorrow?

I was already having a feeling that my head will be filled with a lot to think about.

Nafia, on Suan's father: ‘hi 🙂 shove off, you absolute ass :)))). LS is being generous by calling him a guy instead of scum, etc like I would've. that's what I call him now, Dr. Scum McDouchebag'

Essence, after we find out what an ass Suan's father is: ‘Well at least we know why he was so hungry for success in the past, he was trying to prove his dad wrong.'

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