Begging You to Break Off This Engagement! Chapter 25 part1

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In this moment, the darkness increased the daring of Xi Yanqing's careful explorations. Xi Yanqing sensed from touching the delicate and smooth skin of his abdomen that Luo Fei was accepting tacitly–he was accepting tacitly right, Luo Fei hadn't pushed him away, and this let his heart feel an additional assurance.

In actuality, Luo Fei so nervous at the moment that he didn't know what to do. This kind of feeling was like there was a rainbow colored jelly bean in front of him, he wanted to grab it to have a taste and see if it was sweet, but he was also afraid that it might give him food poisoning. The conflicting choices tangled together, but that jelly bean was incessantly tempting him.

Xi Yanqing's hands were rough like sandpaper. These days, he worked hard and developed a layer of thick callouses, sometimes the force of his strokes would make Luo Fei feel a little painful. But Luo Fei was surprised to find that he did not hate this kind of feeling.

Wait! Unless I am an M (yes, masochist lol)?!

Don't jump to conclusions! It's just a little comfortable, that's all! When masseuses knead their customers, don't they also wail in pain, but after the pain isn't it also comfortable? Is it possible that all the people who go get massages are all M's?

People who feel comfortable after getting massages, that is because, after the massage, the muscles and bones are all relaxed! You are being caressed! Do you understand what it means to be caressed? It seems you actually have urges to be caressed by rough fingers!

Who has that urge! I don't have that urge!

One of Luo Fei's hands were twisting his clothing, and his breathing was gradually getting heavier and rougher and heavier unconsciously.

The crucial point is that he doesn't hate Xi Yanqing and even likes him a little. And he was truly in the most energetic and vigorous (ie. horny) point in life. Being caressed by Xi Yanqing's nervous and expectant touches, he really doesn't know what to do.

Even the little donkey disobediently and stubbornly stood up!

“Qing-Qing Ge…” Luo Fei spoke but then stopped abruptly. Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh! What kind of voice was that aahhh?! It was a little timid and also a little enticing, so silky it was like he had been possessed by some succubus! This is definitely and absolutely not him!

“Don't be afraid. I'm just a little unable to control it.” Xi Yanqing slowly pressed him down, and in the darkness he gently stroked Luo Fei's eyebrows. “Who let you be so attractive to me?”

“En… that, how about…” Luo Fei moved like a crab towards the wall. “It's just that it seems the quilt cover isn't too thin, right? Then, how about we can each cover ourselves with one. What do you think?

“Not good.” Xi Yanqing grabbed the person, who had shifted back a few centimeters with great difficulty into his arms with one movement, “It's only warm being under the same blankets together. Also you, why are you running away? Let me properly hug you.

“Then if you want to hug, just hug, can you not…” Luo Fei grit his teeth and his voice was as quiet as a mosquito. "Can you not use that to penetrate me?"

“You tell me?” Xi Yanqing's entire body hovered over Luo Fei's. “Have you ever seen a wolf that has been starved for a long time see the little lamb he kept in his heart, not gone up to take a couple bites?”

“It's normal to take a couple of bites, but using such a big stick (literally "big wooden mallet") to frighten the little lamb is a bit immoral!” Luo Fei pushed Xi Yanqing away while at the same time backing away from him, “If you're like this, then you will leave a lifelong, indelible psychological shadow in the mind of the little lamb, don't you know?” This is not beneficial to future emotional development.

“Towards me, didn't you already have a psychological shadow (referring to when Luo Fei hated Xi Yanqing bc he thought of him as a love rival)? If we don't settle this issue, it will really affect our emotional development in the future." After Xi Yanqing finished saying this, without even thinking he grabbed Luo Fei's hand and pressed it onto a certain place. “If you don't believe it, then try touching it, isn't it not as big as you thought?”

“You! Y-y-y-y-you… huh? It really is ah! ” Luo Fei didn't dare to hold it, but with the touch of his hand, he found that it was not that big, not only was it not very big, but it also seemed as if it were that unrestrained and stiff. Not batting an eye, he rubbed his finger lightly against it, then immediately raged: “Fuck you Xi Yanqing! This is clearly my bird!”

“Tsk, you figured it out so soon? Don't be angry, don't be angry, your husband will rub it for you.” Xi Yanqing, with his hand next to Luo Fei's rubbed it under the quilt.

Luo Fei was not a piece of wood, so when he was rubbed like this, the little donkey would naturally raise its head more vigorously. He wanted to push away the big tiger's hand, but towards this comfortable feeling, he also didn't want to lose it. In the end, his other hand was led along to stroke the little tiger's head.

“Q-Q-Q-Qing-ge, I, I'm telling you, I-I-I haven't mentally prepared for this! You…" Luo Fei's  no psychological preparation! You…” Luo Fei's hand was near the big stick, and his soul was about to be scared to the ninth heaven (highest heaven), “Why don't you go out and take a cold shower aaahhhhhhhhh…  aowu~ Xi Yanqing fuck your uncle!! 

From under him came a low laugh, as if saying, “Say whatever you want to say, I can;t hear it.”

Luo Fei was about to 囧 to death, his body was so scalding hot, it was like the shrimp he had just pulled out of the boiling water. But he shamefully discovered that he was unable to resist Xi Yanqing's caresses, especially when his most sensitive places were…by the other! Fuck this feeling was simply too…

Where was the reserved and aloof Film Emperor?! Where was the rational and intellectual Film Emperor?! Where did they all run off to?! Just abandoning a little lamb the self-control of a slag to watch the house, now he had no choice but to continue performing this act (act as in action and act as in "performance" since Luo Fei was studying acting/film)!

What a shameless person! He actually snatched away his first kiss and then his first joyous time! You know, he's never been like this to him before… doing this and that!

So the pure and clean employer-employee relationship was ruined by the other!

By the time Luo Fei snapped out of it, Xi Yanqing had already got off the bed and lit the oil lamp, going to fetch a clean cloth for Luo Fei to wipe his hands.

Luo Fei burried his head into the quilt, not willing to look at Xi Yanqing no matter what. His hand was grabbed by Xi Yanqing, and from inside, a smothered voice sounded: "You annoying person!"

That quiet tsundere voice, nearly restarted the fire in Xi Yanqing that had just been pacified. Xi Yanqing laughed and said, “En, I'm the most annoying.”

Luo Fei dazedly turned around and faced the wall, wishing he could just bash his head into it!

Might as well just die, might as well just die, Luo "can't even beat a slime" (this is video game terminology, but it's used specifically to say how he has such a lack of self-control) Fei!

Xi Yanqing grabbed the blankets: “Do you want to suffocate yourself?” 

Luo Fei held onto the cover of the quilt with all of his strength: “If suffocated to death, then just suffocated to death!”

Xi Yanqing was truly helpless now: “I really didn't go too far with you, just wanted to help you relax a little, how come you're so embarassed?”

“Then put out the light.” Luo Fei said.

“No.” Xi Yanqing sat at the head of the bed, “I just want to see what you look like right now. I'll extinguish the light once you've let me take a look.

Luo Fei thought in his heart about what stupid thing Xi Yanqing was trying to pull, but he still wiggled out of the quilt covers like a caterpillar, peeking out half his face,  only revealing his eyes, even his nose was not completely revealed. And then, after waiting for Xi Yanqing to take a look at him, he once again completely buried himself into the blanket wrap.

Xi Yanqing, not knowing whether to laugh or cry extinguished the light, lay onto the bed next to the blankets and gathered Luo Fei to his chest.

“Qing Ge, w-when did you begin to like me?” Luo Fei's voice sounded from under the quilt. He has thought about this matter many times, but he has never come to a conclusion. He seemed to have never seen Xi Yanqing before, besides when he was by Liang Boyuan's side. But Xi Yanqing unexpectedly liked him, how did he come to do so? Unless it was because of his dedication to Liang Boyuan? Didn't that seem more like a joke?

Notes:

Bonus ko-fi release up soon!

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