After Muslan finished speaking, he held her chin and galloped down like a storm.
"Woo..." Tang Xiaonuan let out a low cry, and before she could refuse, she was swallowed up by him.
How long has she been with him?
Probably when I was just pregnant.
At that time, her father was seriously ill, and she accidentally discovered that she was pregnant with a child.
Tang Xiaonuan knew that the person in Mu Silang's heart was not himself, and every time he was with him, he took extra careful protective measures.
He would never allow himself to be pregnant.
The time when she was closest to Mu Silang was after Yan Xuewei's "death".
Rather than saying it was intimacy, it might be better to say that Musilan vented all the thoughts in his heart on her.
Yan Xuewei "died", Mu Sishen looked for death and life, and Mu Silang was like a walking corpse.
He mechanically slept with her every time until he was exhausted.
He was using a way of self-exile to forget Yan Xuewei.
However, Tang Xiaonuan did not control her heart.
She fell into the trap step by step, knowing that she and him were not on the same side.
She still gave him her whole body and heart.
For Mu Silang, Tang Xiaonuan respected and appreciated him at first.
If it weren't for Musram, she would have been infected by sewage long ago.
Beauty is a disaster for a poor girl.
At that time, if it weren't for Muslan to protect her, she might have become a stinky rat somewhere in the sewer by now.
She was not worthy of saying love to him, but as time passed, she was always by his side, which gave Tang Xiaonuan an illusion.
Perhaps, Mr. Mu also loves himself.
However, after Yan Xuewei "resurrected from the dead", Mu Silang spent less and less time with her.
There was light in his eyes again, even if Yan Xuewei couldn't be with him, as long as she was alive, he would be happy.
Are you desperate? No, because I'm used to it.
She knew the result a long time ago, but her heart hurt too much.
Now, in a flash, she hasn't had close contact with Mu Silang for more than a year.
Musram galloped like a wild horse running wild on her body.
Tang Xiaonuan was like drowning, sometimes she felt that she was about to drown, and sometimes she felt that she had gained a new life.
She wanders back and forth between life and death.
Musilang is like a **** who controls everything. He can make her live or die with one action.
"Um...don't..."
Tang Xiaonuan pushed him weakly with both hands.
However, her refusal fueled Musram's wildness again.
He gnawed on her shoulder recklessly, and he was not satisfied until he heard her cry of pain.
Tang Xiaonuan cuddled in his arms and wept softly, she wanted to exchange him for a little tenderness.
But he had never been tender to her.
In his eyes, she was just a substitute.
Mu Silang couldn't get Yan Xuewei, so he found Tang Xiaonuan who looked a bit like Yan Xuewei.
He used all means on her.
After being by his side for many years, she has long since lost her sense of shame.
Although they were strangers to each other, after a few back and forth, Tang Xiaonuan found the original familiarity again.
She knelt at his feet reverently, just as she had done before.
Musilan's big hand grabbed her head, and he whispered in her ear, "Who are you?"
"Tang...Tang Xiaonuan."
"Who am I to you?"
Tang Xiaonuan lowered her eyes and replied softly, "You are my master."
Mu Silang was very satisfied with her big hand, and he patted her cheek with a big hand.
He bit the tip of her ear and whispered, "Remember, I am your master, if you dare to yell at me next time, you know what the consequences will be."
Hearing this, Tang Xiaonuan's body couldn't help shivering.
She replied tremblingly, "I...I see."
"Get down."
Tang Xiaonuan obediently lay on the bed.
At this time, she has entered the state, and she is infinitely obedient to Mu Silang.
Her body is strange but full of temptation.
Since his car accident, Musilan has never had any interest in life.
It was Tang Xiaonuan and the child who gave him the meaning of life.
He kissed her back, and his movements became more and more gentle.
Tang Xiaonuan opened her small mouth and made a sweet and greasy sound.
Her Mr. Mu, maybe one day, will forget Yan Xuewei and fall in love with her, right?
Tang Xiaonuan was immersed in her sweet dream, and she hoped that she would never wake up.
If so, Mosram would belong to her alone.
The bodyguards outside the house politely left the room.
In the kitchen, the aunts are preparing dinner, which means that Mr. Mu will have dinner here tonight.
Tang Xiaonuan's obedience won Mu Silang's heart very much.
The two of them played endlessly until late at night.
Tang Xiaonuan was so exhausted that she even found it difficult to raise her hand.
She was lying on the bed, with Musilang's arms across her back, also lying on her stomach.
"Are you hungry?" Musilan leaned forward and kissed her wet ear.
Tang Xiaonuan shrank her body, and replied softly, "Yes."
Musilan grabbed her with his big hand, and he hugged her up.
He subconsciously wanted to hug her out of bed, but suddenly found that his legs couldn't stand up.
Sensing his pause, Tang Xiaonuan suddenly opened her eyes, and put her hands on Mu Silang's shoulders.
"I come!"
Mu Silang didn't move, Tang Xiaonuan felt uncomfortable, she jumped out of bed and took his crutch.
"Mr. Mu, here it is."
Musilan didn't take over immediately.
Tang Xiaonuan held the cane tightly with both hands, "Mr. Mu..."
Mosram took the crutch with a blank expression.
Tang Xiaonuan wanted to help him, but he avoided him, "Don't touch me."
The reality once again dealt a heavy blow to Musilang, how he did not have a healthy body.
So he can't look at women.
How ridiculous.
Now Tang Xiaonuan still misses the man who committed the crime.
hehe.
Tang Xiaonuan knew he was sensitive.
She stood cautiously beside him.
Suddenly, Musilang said abruptly, "Have you seen enough?"
"Well…"
"Seeing me make a joke, don't you feel happy?" Mu Silang raised his eyes, his tone was full of coldness.
"No!"
"Ah."
Musram stood up with his crutches on his shoulders.
Tang Xiaonuan wanted to follow behind him, but he stared coldly at the spot.
Tang Xiaonuan stood there in a daze, she didn't dare to move, for fear of offending him.
"Tang Xiaonuan, remember, if you dare to seek death, you will die yourself. If you don't die, I will help you. You will never see your child again in your life."
After putting on his clothes, Musilang returned to his previous indifference.
Listening to his words, Tang Xiaonuan didn't dare to hide anymore, she stepped forward directly.
"Mr. Mu." She grabbed Mu Silang's arm and said with a choked voice, "I was wrong, I dare not, never again!"
There was no superfluous expression on Musram's face.
He was already immune to her prayers.
Tang Xiaonuan was terrified. She wanted a child. What's the point of living without her child? "Mr. Mu!" Tang Xiaonuan knelt at Mu Silang's feet, "Mr. Mu, forgive me this time, the child is too young. You know that the child has been weak since childhood, and she can't leave me now."
Hearing this, Mu Silang's face became a little more moved.
Musram's daughter has received the best care since she was born.
But he has always been physically weak, and now that Tang Xiaonuan has been in a bad state of mind, the quality of the milk the child is eating is also not good.
This also makes the child cry all night.
"Mr. Mu, I promise, I promise, I will take good care of the child and will not hurt her at all."
Tang Xiaonuan swore with three fingers.
Musilan glanced at her, "I'll give you one last chance. If you can't take care of the child, someone else can take your place."
Hearing this, Tang Xiaonuan only felt a "boom" in her head, it turned out that she could be replaced anytime and anywhere.
She thought it would be any different if she had a baby for him.
It turned out not!
"remember?"
"Well, I remember, I will take good care of the child without any mistakes."
"stand up."
Tang Xiaonuan let go of Mu Silang, she wiped away her tears and stood up.
Musilan left the bedroom with a cold face.
Because of his special situation, the aunt at home is always on hand.
"Mr. Mu, the dinner is still keeping warm. I'm going to warm it up for you now."
Auntie said.
"Um."
Mu Silang sat down at the dining table. Not long after, Tang Xiaonuan changed into a new pajamas, and she also came to the restaurant with red eyes.
She was sitting opposite Musram, she kept her head down, as if she didn't dare to look at him.
After a while, the aunt set up the dinner.
"Go and rest, there is no need to wait here." Mu Silang said to his aunt.
"Um."
After the aunt left, they became more and more silent, only the sound of eating.
After a while, Tang Xiaonuan let out a low cry.
Then he saw her covering her chest.
When Mu Silang looked at her again, he found that her chest was already wet.
"Sorry." After Tang Xiaonuan finished speaking, she hurriedly left the dinner table.
There was a bit of pain on her face, and Mosram knew that she was breastfeeding again.
Without the child by her side, there is no way for her to continue like this.
Musilan separated the child from her because he was worried that she would hurt the child; he came to see her at night because he was worried that something would happen to her.
Musilan ate briefly, then returned to the room.
As soon as I got back to the room, I saw her holding a breast pump and doing it while sobbing.
Musilan's eyes dimmed.
Probably because she was too serious, she didn't notice him until he came over.
Tang Xiaonuan was taken aback for a moment, the movements of his hands stopped, and tears rolled down one by one.
The appearance looks very wronged.
Musilang stretched out his hand, clasped her big hand behind her head, and held her in his arms.
He said in a deep voice, "Be patient, you will go see the child at dawn tomorrow."
"Really?" Tang Xiaonuan's tone was full of surprise.
"Um."
"Thank you, Mr. Mu!"
"Do you need my help?" Musilan asked in a deep voice.
Tang Xiaonuan's face became hot, she lowered her head, then nodded again.
For Tang Xiaonuan, it is nothing more than caring and loving.
After giving birth, the care she expected from Mosram did not appear.
On the contrary, his coldness and inaccessibility made her heart fall into the ice cave again and again.
In fact, what she wants is very simple.
But it's love.
However, Musilang's love is too rare.
Chapter end
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