Gong Xingzhou pushed forward, and Ji Lingling was pressed on the dining table by him.
Ji Lingling tilted her head and looked at him, her eyes flickered, and there was a slight smile on her pretty face, "I don't have confidence, I'm gambling."
"bet?"
"Yes, bet on your affection for me."
What Ji Lingling said was the truth, the capital for her to be willful and mess around was Gong Xingzhou's affection for her.
"Ji Lingling, you know that as long as I use some tricks, you won't be able to get along in this circle." Gong Xingzhou pinched her slender waist with his big hand, and his words seemed to come out from between his teeth. Obviously, he didn't like the feeling of being played by her.
But this feeling, for him, can accurately stimulate his dopamine every time. He wanted to quit, but it was difficult.
"I know, and I also know that after I was banned, I was able to come back, because you made some adjustments."
Gong Xingzhou's eyes changed slightly.
"Gong Xingzhou, I know, I know all about the scandals between me and you, as long as you don't want to, it's impossible for me to get involved with you."
Look, he was held in her hands so easily.
Hearing this, Gong Xingzhou let go of his hand.
She is really smart and dangerous, he is like a transparent person in front of her, there is nowhere to hide.
Ji Lingling held his hand and buried her hand in his palm.
She looked up at him, eyes full of sincerity for him.
"Gong Xingzhou, thank you."
Gong Xingzhou turned his head to the side, he didn't want to continue this topic anymore.
He said, "Forget it, don't mention the past."
"What about now?" Ji Lingling suddenly put her arms around his waist, and she was stuck in his arms.
Gong Xingzhou let her hold him without any reaction.
"Shall we try?" Ji Lingling's voice became soft all of a sudden.
What does she want to do?
"What?"
Gong Xingzhou looked down at her and asked.
"Try me."
Gong Xingzhou's Adam's apple moved up and down, and his body retreated a little bit in refusal, but as long as Ji Lingling hugged him a little harder, he couldn't move.
"Six years, six years have passed between us, how many six years do we have now?"
Gong Xingzhou put his big hand on Ji Lingling's shoulder, trying to stop her from approaching, "We can't."
"Why?" Ji Lingling didn't expect him to refuse, she asked with pain on her face.
"Calm down."
Gong Xingzhou raised his hands, "I want to marry someone else."
Ji Lingling only felt a pain in her heart. Although she knew the answer a long time ago, her heart still hurts whenever she heard him say it.
"You are not there yet, you are single now, we are together, it is moral and does not affect anyone."
Gong Xingzhou took a deep breath and said, "It will hurt you."
He will definitely marry other people in the future, no matter what happens to them now, there will be no results in the future, and only Ji Lingling will be sad in the end.
Hearing this, Ji Lingling suddenly laughed, she wiped away her tears, then wrapped her hands around his neck, "So, you are worried about me~"
Her words drew a final sound, and her tone was full of happiness.
"Uh..." Gong Xingzhou looked away, with a bit of uneasiness on his face.
"Let go, I'm leaving." Gong Xingzhou went to hold her hand.
"Don't~"
Ji Lingling doesn't follow him.
She said, "Have you ever heard of instant gratification?"
Gong Xingzhou frowned, but he didn't respond.
"There is only this last chance between us. Do you want to give it up? In the future, you will live with another woman, and I will live with another man. At that time, when we meet again, we will also We can only nod to each other."
Gong Xingzhou was moved.
"Maybe, see you later, we are strangers."
"do not talk."
"Gong Xingzhou, compared to being with you for a short time, I'm not afraid of suffering. No matter how hard it is, can I survive those six years?"
"In the past six years, I have never regretted it. Your indifference to me, your unfeeling towards me, I told myself time and time again, I have to let you go, forget you, I can't let myself live in the painful struggle .”
"However, every time I see you, I will be desperate. For you, I am willing to suffer. Gong Xingzhou, you said that I will never see you again, so I gave up my life in City A Arrived in City G."
An accident appeared in Gong Xingzhou's eyes.
"Yes, you're surprised, aren't you? We all left City A and met again in City G, and I became your rumored girlfriend. Do you think we can break off?"
"Ji Lingling, we... I let go of all the things between us. Whether it was joy or sorrow, it's all over. Today I was emotional, and I won't be in the future. Let go, I should go."
Gong Xingzhou lowered his head and spoke calmly, unable to hear joy or sorrow.
Ji Lingling hugged him tightly again.
"Gong Xingzhou, look into my eyes, look at me."
"Look into my eyes, if you really want to go, then look at me."
She didn't believe it, he loved her as passionately as she did, how could he let go so easily?
"Ji Lingling."
"Gong Xingzhou! We are not children anymore, let's not always do things that we regret. I like you, I have always liked you, I want to be with you, marry and have children!"
Gong Xingzhou raised his head, "I..."
Ji Lingling didn't give him a chance to speak, she hugged him tightly and kissed him.
This is her last chance.
She couldn't bring Gong Xingzhou back to his senses. After he sobered up, it would be difficult between them.
Ji Lingling is like a traveler who has been thirsty for three days in the desert. When she saw a clear spring in front of her, she couldn't wait to jump into it.
She wanted to drown in his water.
She kissed fiercely, he refused fiercely, and the dining table was moved by them.
Her hair was messed up, her makeup was messed up, and even her silk pajamas were wrinkled.
He still insists on himself and does not take the next step with her.
When she wanted to continue kissing his lips, Gong Xingzhou pushed her away.
Ji Lingling's concentration suddenly became disorganized. She lowered her head and stood there alone. She was like a homeless child. When she saw a house, she thought it was her home, but in the end she was ruthlessly kicked out.
Gong Xingzhou's mind was completely confused, when he pushed Ji Lingling away, he thought she would rush up again like crazy, but she didn't, she calmed down.
He felt a tightness in his throat, so tight that he could hardly speak.
"Ji Lingling, don't do anything to hurt yourself again." He looked at her, his eyes were full of worry and tenderness.
He is suppressing his heart and restraining his feelings. He wants to do something for the family, not just enjoy himself.
At this time, Ji Lingling looked at him, her eyes were full of stubbornness and unwillingness.
She walked towards him, raised her head, with tears in her eyes, "Gong Xingzhou, I like you, and I want to be with you, whether it's three days or three months, I'm willing." In the end, even if I die from pain, that is my business!"
He didn't let her hurt him, but now he was about to hurt her to pieces.
"Ji Lingling, you're crazy, do you still want to live your own life, with me, no results, have you figured it out? Do you think you're still that stupid college student who was confused about everything? You are not anymore! You can live a better life only by letting go of me, do you understand?" Gong Xingzhou was also anxious, he tried hard to restrain his emotions, he tried hard not to let himself yell at her, his deep voice, The blue veins on his forehead all represent how anxious he is at this moment.
Why, she is so brain-dead, she has to worry about something that will not end?
Ji Lingling looked at him dumbly, tears rolling down one by one like pearls.
Gong Xingzhou's hands were tightly clinging to the edge of his trousers, clenched and then loosened, over and over again.
"Okay, I'm leaving."
"no!"
Ji Lingling ran over and hugged him directly, "No, you can't go, I won't let you go." She was crying, her voice so hoarse that it made people sound uncomfortable.
"Gong Xingzhou, I won't let you go."
"Ji Lingling, let go, I don't have feelings for you anymore, why do you keep pestering me!"
Facing Ji Lingling like this, Gong Xingzhou said in a cold tone.
Hearing this, Ji Lingling was startled.
"Have you had enough trouble? How many times do I have to tell you before you can understand? Do you think it will be useful if you mess around like before? I'm not the same me I used to be, and I don't have feelings for you anymore! "
Ji Lingling was so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe, she let go of her hand slowly, and looked at him with a wounded look.
"You should be thankful that you can gain a foothold in the entertainment circle. Your mind should be spent on this, not on boring things."
"That's my feeling, not something boring."
"I don't care, that's just boring."
At this moment, Ji Lingling burst into tears, blurring her vision.
Gong Xingzhou looked at her and sighed helplessly, "I have feelings for you between men and women, but I have absolutely no feelings. Men are always impulsive for the opposite sex. If you were another woman, when I kissed you, I would There will be a reaction."
In other words, she felt his body changes, which was just a normal phenomenon.
Ji Lingling's heart seemed to be being held in his palm, crushing and crushing inch by inch.
After saying this, Gong Xingzhou didn't want to stay any longer, so he turned around and left.
Ji Lingling looked at him, her heart sank, she ran forward, with one hand, she directly blocked the door.
"You don't love me and don't respond to me?" Ji Lingling looked at him stubbornly.
"Step aside."
"Gong Xingzhou, I have to do one last thing to prove that I, Ji Lingling, are the woman you have never forgotten in your six years of life!"
Gong Xingzhou narrowed his eyes, "Don't mess around."
"Do you dare to let me confirm?"
"Ji Lingling, why are you so shameless? I've said such things, and you still insist?"
"Yes, I don't, I can have nothing for you!"
Saying that, Ji Lingling squatted down suddenly, she grabbed Gong Xingzhou's pants, she pulled down, and saw his firm belly.
"Ji Lingling!"
"Gong Xingzhou, how dare you say you don't love me, you forget me!"
The corners of Gong Xingzhou's lips were stretched in a straight line, and Ji Lingling's fingers gently stroked his belly, where there was a relatively hidden tattoo, which was a pair of bells.
Ji Lingling stood up, and she lifted up her pajama pants, and she had two stars tattooed on her lower abdomen.
They made a vow to tattoo each other on their bodies to prove their love for each other.
Over the years, they drifted apart, but the tattoos stayed.
"Gong Xingzhou, you are a coward, you dare not be with me, you are afraid that you will fall in love with me again, and you will not be able to extricate yourself. Only I can love you freely, love you when you want to love you, and love you if you don't Just let go!"
Ji Lingling looked at him and said mocking words.
"Gong Xingzhou these years, you have always guarded yourself like a jade for me, but the man I played with... woo..."
Hearing a "bang", Gong Xingzhou pushed Ji Lingling against the door. He leaned on her and roared angrily, "How many men do you have?"
Ji Lingling looked at him with a disdainful smile on her face, "I have a lot of men, all of them are better than you... woo..."
"Damn it!"
Gong Xingzhou, who had been restrained for a long time, was now like a giant beast released from its cage. He wantonly vented his animal desire and ravaged her fiercely.
"Hmm..." Ji Lingling let out a cry of pain, but then he covered her mouth again.
Chapter end
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