When Ji Lingling thinks about this matter, she will feel very embarrassed, because they were too fierce that day, so Gong Xingzhou didn't come back to sleep at night, probably he also felt embarrassed.
He was like this when they first dated.
During the vacation, because of Ji Lingling's "buddy"'s amazing assist, Gong Xingzhou turned from defense to offense and directly took down Ji Lingling.
At that time, Ji Lingling was quite confused. After all, she had been chasing him for three years, but he refused to agree, and suddenly he confessed his love to her.
Ji Lingling was terrified, she stretched out her hand to touch his forehead, and muttered, "You don't have a fever, do you?"
The two got together in such a daft way, but after being together, they were not as sweet as other young couples.
There's nothing like walking around the campus, going to dinner together, and occasionally kissing a little mouth quietly in a place where no one is around.
Ji Lingling didn't find it strange either. After they got together, Gong Xingzhou's biggest change was talking to her.
In the past, he always ignored her, but now they get along like normal classmates. She talked to him, but he ignored her.
Apart from these, nothing else has changed.
So in the eyes of the students, they are still the same as before, just ordinary students.
Ji Lingling had never talked about her boyfriend, and seeing that Gong Xingzhou didn't take the initiative, she was afraid that if she took the initiative, he would be annoyed, and if he broke up again, she would be worthless.
Simply, she maintained this ordinary, bland relationship between them.
Time passed day after day, until it was almost winter vacation.
It's almost a holiday, and everyone has booked their train tickets to go home, and everyone in the school is beaming.
Ji Lingling will not go home for the New Year this year, because her parents are divorced and each has a family. No matter which house she goes to, she will be like an outsider.
She simply won't go back.
It's just a New Year's Eve, and she spends it everywhere by herself.
Before the holiday, Gong Xingzhou didn't see her from time to time, and it was only later that she found out that she was going to be a tutor. Before the holiday, Ji Lingling used her savings to rent an old one-bedroom apartment.
She has already done the calculations. She now has almost 2,000 yuan in her hand. After the holiday, she will buy vegetables and cook by herself, and then go to tutoring for ten days. She will not have any problems until the start of school.
Later, because she didn't go home, her parents probably wanted to make up for her, and gave her another one thousand yuan, so her hands were much looser.
These days, she felt a lot more relaxed and laughed a lot.
During class, Ji Lingling received a note from Gong Xingzhou.
The words on it are very beautiful, and it says, let's have lunch together.
Ji Lingling turned her head and looked at him. These days, she has been busy with her own affairs, and she even forgot that she still has a boyfriend.
At noon, the students had almost left, Ji Lingling sat in her seat, and Gong Xingzhou came to her seat and stood beside her.
He didn't say anything, Ji Lingling packed her things and stood up.
They left the classroom one after the other.
They didn't eat in the school cafeteria, Gong Xingzhou took her out of school.
"Why don't we eat in the cafeteria?" Ji Lingling stepped forward and asked.
Gong Xingzhou glanced at her, but did not answer.
"Let's go back, the ones outside are almost as expensive as the ones in the cafeteria." Saying that, Ji Lingling stepped forward to pull Gong Xingzhou's sleeve.
"Ji Lingling."
"Um."
"Are you ready to break up?"
"ah?"
Ji Lingling looked at him inexplicably, "Why do you ask such a question suddenly?"
"Ji Lingling, you'll be annoyed after chasing me, won't you?" Gong Xingzhou questioned her expressionlessly.
"I…"
Where does this start.
"Okay, I see. We will break up after this meal, as you wish."
After finishing speaking, Gong Xingzhou turned around angrily.
This was the first time Ji Lingling lost her temper when she saw Gong Xingzhou.
But where did he talk about?
Ji Lingling didn't care about thinking too much, she hurriedly followed, and grabbed Gong Xingzhou's arm.
"Gong Xingzhou, what's wrong with you? Why are you angry? Aren't we fine?"
"Okay? You can't see or say a few words for half a month, and you call it 'okay'?"
"Uh... But it was the same between us before."
If you don't mention this, Gong Xingzhou is still not angry, but when she mentions this, he will get angry.
He has always been stubborn, and Ji Lingling chased him, and he agreed, but she became cold, so he competed with her, waiting for her to take the initiative.
But who knows, Ji Lingling is more stubborn than him, the two of them have been together for four months, and they have never held hands, let alone go shopping or watch movies.
Gong Xingzhou felt that Ji Lingling was teasing him and taking revenge on him. It's all right now, she just ignores him for half a month, does she want to break up coldly and violently?
Well, even if we broke up, he had to say it.
He was extremely depressed, he didn't expect Ji Lingling to be so thoughtful, and to take revenge on him, she would do such a terrible thing.
Therefore, she kept saying that she liked herself before, but that was all false.
Gong Xingzhou only knew that he was angry in his heart, mixed with some strange emotions that he couldn't explain clearly.
"Ji Lingling, if you don't like me, don't force yourself." Saying that, Gong Xingzhou pushed her hand away angrily.
Ji Lingling stood where she was, she was a little dazed.
"Hey, Gong Xingzhou, is it because I'm used to you? I obey you so much, you're not satisfied and you're looking for trouble, aren't you?" Ji Lingling was also annoyed.
This **** boy can't get used to it.
She followed him in everything, but in the end, he was not satisfied.
Gong Xingzhou ignored her and walked forward.
Ji Lingling walked up in two steps, and she grabbed Gong Xingzhou's hand.
"Where are you going? What kind of temper and emotions are you playing as a boy? I like you so much and tolerate you so much. You still say such things. Are you human?"
"What did you say?"
"You don't like me being close to you, you don't like me calling your name in front of other people, you don't like me sticking to you regardless of the occasion, you don't like me eating with you, you don't like me talking loudly ...For you, I changed all these. Why did it become mine in the end?" Ji Lingling felt really wronged, she obviously liked him so much, but she had to restrain herself from getting close to him.
Gong Xingzhou was stunned for a moment.
"Gong Xingzhou, it's actually you who want to break up, right? From the very beginning, you never liked me, right?" Ji Lingling sniffed, "I don't like being pulled down, if you want to break up, then break up, I still don't like you It's over!"
After speaking, Ji Lingling turned around angrily and wanted to leave.
At this time, Gong Xingzhou grabbed her wrist and directly hugged her in his arms.
"Don't go!"
"Let go, Gong Xingzhou, you are the worst person, is it interesting to play with my feelings? I am already obedient, and you even took the initiative to break up, I don't like you anymore..." The more Ji Lingling thought about it, the more she felt wronged. It also became more choked up.
"I'm sorry." Gong Xingzhou finally said this after a long time.
"Ji Lingling is my fault. From now on, you can do whatever you want to me, don't care what other people think. No matter what you do, I like it."
"What you said is true?"
Ji Lingling stood up in his arms, she looked into his eyes.
Gong Xingzhou's eyes became gentle and no longer so cold.
He nodded.
He has changed, he has become a little different, at least what is different, she can't tell at the moment. "I can really do anything?"
"Um."
Ji Lingling stretched out her hand tentatively, and she took his arm.
Gong Xingzhou did not escape.
She leaned against him and raised her head, "Gong Xingzhou, if you don't hide now, then you won't be able to hide in the future either."
Hearing this, Gong Xingzhou looked into the distance with a smile on his lips.
At this moment, Ji Lingling also laughed, and with a smile, she snuggled into Gong Xingzhou's arms, and he put his arms around her shoulders.
They cuddled like this, like lovers who have been in love for many years.
During the meal, Ji Lingling asked Gong Xingzhou, "Have you booked your ticket home yet?"
"not yet."
"You have to book earlier, otherwise you won't be able to grab tickets before the Chinese New Year." Ji Lingling couldn't help feeling anxious for him.
"What about you?" Gong Xingzhou didn't look anxious.
"Me? I'm not going home. I've already rented a house. I'll spend the New Year here."
"Why don't you go home?"
At this time, Ji Lingling showed a bit of embarrassment, "It's not interesting to go home, it's better to stay here, and save the travel expenses, and it's not so much trouble."
"you alone?"
"Uh-huh."
While talking, Ji Lingling gave Gong Xingzhou the meat in her bowl.
"Gong Xingzhou, otherwise, don't go home. Let's live together outside. We can get married as soon as we graduate." Ji Lingling said with a smile. She was joking with Gong Xingzhou. The embarrassment at this time, and the depression in my heart.
Just because she's smiling doesn't mean she doesn't care.
No one wants to celebrate New Year with their family.
"good."
"Ah? Cough cough...cough..." Ji Lingling didn't react for a while, and choked a mouthful of rice in her throat. "Ahem..."
Seeing this, Gong Xingzhou hurriedly patted her on the back.
"Ahem..."
Ji Lingling pushed his hand, indicating that she was fine, "cough...I'm fine, you said...cough, what did you say?"
"I'll spend the New Year here with you."
"No, I'm renting a one-bedroom apartment!" Ji Lingling immediately refused, as there was no place for him to live at all.
Gong Xingzhou looked at her and said nothing.
Seeing this, Ji Lingling hurriedly shook her head, "I was joking with you just now, we can't, we...we're not doing this well..." She pointed to the matter of cohabitation.
"I didn't say I slept in the same bed with you."
"Gong Xingzhou, I'm really joking with you. I can do it by myself. Why don't you go home during the Chinese New Year?" Ji Lingling felt that his parents would definitely be unhappy if she pulled Gong Xingzhou into the water like this.
"My parents are both dead, it doesn't matter if I go home or not."
Hearing this, Ji Lingling was stunned.
Both his parents have passed away unexpectedly. It turned out that it wasn't that he was indifferent, but that he had a wound in his heart.
Distress for him suddenly surged in Ji Lingling's heart.
"Gong Xingzhou, you..."
"So, can you take me in?"
For a moment, Ji Lingling couldn't hold back, tears welled up in her eyes, she hugged Gong Xingzhou, she choked up, "Gong Xingzhou, from now on... we will have a family together, after graduation, let's get married, I will have always loved you."
At that time, Ji Lingling really loved Gong Xingzhou to the bottom of her heart.
Because in her perception, Gong Xingzhou is a poor child without father and mother.
As a woman, she was born with an aura of maternal love, and she loved and loved Gong Xingzhou.
If it wasn't for later, he accidentally discovered his true identity, maybe they wouldn't have missed each other.
PS, babes, today's three chapters are finished, good night~~ If you like it, remember to leave a message for me
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