Stigma Chapter 4 part1

WARNING: NSFW

SeoYoon was pacing in front of the brothel in the middle of the day. He looked up.

EunSeo's room was on the second floor.

Her window was closed.

The other prostitutes' windows were open, but hers was closed.

Nothing good would come out of lingering in a brothel in the middle of the day. People would begin to talk.

“Why aren't you taking up a position in the government?”

General Oh asked when SeoYoon refused a coveted position.

SeoYoon was the most prominent figure in this rebellion.

He had cut off the heads of the previous king and Prime Minister Chae.

Everyone who had participated in the rebellion had expected SeoYoon to receive a high position in this new government.

Additionally, SeoYoon's father had been a trusted ally to the current king's late father. He had died protecting him. And since SeoYoon had helped the current king reclaim his throne, the king had rewarded him with a prominent position, saying that he would be a great pillar of this country. However, SeoYoon declined.

Refusing the government post, SeoYoon said that he would remain at home to take care of his younger brother.

Having found a house far away, he told General Oh that he would spend the rest of his days raising his younger brother. At his words, General Oh didn't say any more.

“If there is anything you want or need, don't hesitate to ask. We'll even give you a fortune.”

SeoYoon had already received several wagons full of gold and silver as an imperial gift.

It was more than enough to live a comfortable and luxurious life.

“Please give Yoo EunLib's younger sister to me.”

SeoYoon had only asked General Oh for one thing.

He wanted Yoo EunSeo to become his.

However, his one request was rejected.

“All the families who did not side with us in the rebellion received the same punishment. I've been commanded to kill all the men and send all the women to brothels. I can't help you here. It is the law. Ask for something else.”

Only SeoYoon's request was not possible.

How laughable.

He had promised to have his revenge and live happily with EunSeo. However, while he was fulfilling that revenge, he had shattered her life into pieces.

His friend's blood stained his hands, and the woman he loved hated him and cursed him as she became a prostitute.

He had his revenge, but now he had nothing left.

All that was left was a horrible and sorrowful regret.

He cried for many days.

He thought of the friend he had killed with his own hands and cried.

He thought of the woman's life he had ruined with his own hands and cried.

He heard rumors that many women had taken their own lives after being ordered to enter a brothel. He believed EunSeo would do the same.

If she died, he planned to follow her in death.

He would go to the afterlife and beg for her forgiveness. Even if she didn't forgive him, he'd at least be able to follow her as she walked the path to the afterlife.

He felt bad about leaving his young brother behind, but he gave all the gold to his younger brother and planned to follow EunSeo in death. However, she didn't die.

Therefore he bought her.

He bought her for one bar of gold.

Once the promised three days were over, he'd buy her again.

He'd buy her again and again.

He'd never let her be touched by other men. SeoYoon planned on buying her for the rest of her life.

He knew that he would never receive her forgiveness.

He knew he had no right to ask for the forgiveness of his dead friend nor hers. Still, he didn't want to give her up.

Even if he became a beast, he wanted to have her.

Last night, he had been a beast.

A dirty and hideous beast.

A beast who had raped her as she wailed from underneath him.

And he'd continue to be a beast from now on.

Even if he was a beast, he didn't care. As long as he could be by her side.

And he knew she wouldn't die until she soothed her hatred and had her revenge on him.

Until she took his life, he was going to embrace her. He was going to become a beast for her sake as well as his.

Creak.

SeoYoon opened the door to the brothel.

Customers didn't come here during the daytime. Therefore, when SeoYoon opened the door and entered, the drowsing madame was surprised and stood up.

“My lord.”

She quickly straightened out her clothes before bowing. SeoYoon curtly replied, ‘I came here for the woman I bought.'

SeoYoon already knew.

SeoYoon had already become drunk on her body and had tasted ecstasy.

Once he knew this taste, he could never let it go.

Since he could no longer obtain her love, he wanted to at least have a taste of her body.

Although she suffered and wailed in his arms, ultimately she couldn't escape him and had to receive him. And in her, he found bliss.

Even though he'd only receive her hatred, he could still love her.

Even though his love wouldn't seem like love, he could still love her.

Even as she cursed him, he could keep her by his side and continue to love her.

He didn't expect any love in return anymore.

It was okay if it was one-sided.

He didn't care if he was hated.

He didn't care if he was resented and cursed.

Even if she resented him and cursed him, he would be the one that loved.

This was love.

It was definitely love.

From the moment he laid eyes on her, he loved her. Even as he became a beast, he loved her.

Even though he couldn't turn back time, this would always be love.

He would be the only one who loved.

Crash!

As SeoYoon opened the door and entered the room, EunSeo threw a bowl at him.

The bowl full of water flew across the room and brushed past SeoYoon and hit the wall next to him, shattering loudly.

As the shards flew from the impact, one scratched SeoYoon's face. Blood began to drip down his cheek.

“You beast of a man!”

EunSeo shrieked at him.

SeoYoon ignored her words and approached her.

He stretched out his hand as EunSeo spit at him.

SeoYoon wiped the spittle from his cheek and laughed quietly.

“Do whatever you want. I'll also do whatever I want.”

SeoYoon's hand brushed against EunSeo's thigh.

“Don't touch me!”

“Have you forgotten? I'm a customer, and you're a prostitute.”

When she heard his words, EunSeo shuddered.

“Even though I had you all night long, just thinking about your lewd body made me come back for more in the daytime.”

“You bastard!”

EunSeo raised her hand to strike his cheek.

However, SeoYoon blocked her hand.

He grabbed her wrist and drew his face closer to hers.

“Don't you have to receive your customer?”

SeoYoon knew that no amount of sweet words or honesty would reach EunSeo now.

No matter how many times he apologized or knelt on the floor and begged, EunSeo would never forgive him.

If that was the case, he'd make her hate him even more.

Let her hate him forever.

He'd become more cruel, more savage. He'd continue to take in her hatred every single day.

It was better that way.

Hadn't he experienced something like this before?

As time passed, the hatred would fade away.

When that day came, EunSeo might take her own life.

If her hatred went away, she might disappear forever.

Therefore, he'd make her hate him.

He'd become a beast anyway. Might as well take this to the very end.

“You bastard!”

EunSeo's body fell onto the bedding.

SeoYoon pulled her down and began to rip off her clothing.

As he removed her single layer of clothing, he revealed the slender body he had tasted last night.

“You bastard! How dare you?!”

EunSeo struggled underneath him.

SeoYoon positioned himself on top of her and began to caress her breasts.

Her pale body twitched whenever SeoYoon's palm glided over her.

“You'll get used to this soon.”

SeoYoon whispered as he lowered his lips onto her breasts.

“Haaagh!”

SeoYoon coiled his tongue around her nipple and began to suck. It hardened under his tongue.

She was reacting to him.

Despite her hatred and loathing, her body was reacting to him.

“I'll slowly tame you until you're mine.”

SeoYoon began to nibble her peak.

Every time he nibbled her and licked her, EunSeo's body flinched.

EunSeo grit her teeth as her body began to react in pleasure.

Every time SeoYoon licked her nipple, she felt the hatred rise up inside. However, her body trembled under the dizzying stimulation.

SeoYoon's tongue was persistent.

As the sound of his tongue lapping at her breast filled the room, SeoYoon suddenly lifted his head and covered EunSeo's lips with his own.

“Hmmph!”

He forcefully opened her lips and plunged his tongue into her mouth. EunSeo tried to push him out, but she lacked the strength.

SeoYoon's tongue wrapped around hers.

As the taste of him filled her mouth, EunSeo tightly shut her eyes.

As he continued to suck on her tongue, EunSeo felt nauseous.

She felt the taste of him flow down her throat. She wanted to throw it all up.

He tenaciously sucked on EunSeo's tongue.

It was as if he wanted to pull it out of her mouth. A long time had passed before SeoYoon took his lips off hers.

“Haaaa… Haaaa…”

EunSeo glared at him as she gasped for breath.

SeoYoon looked down at her wet, glistening lips.

Thoughts began to fill his head.

What if her lips weren't glistening with saliva? SeoYoon wanted her lips to be wet with his semen.

He wanted her lips to open up and suck him.

Gradually, these thoughts pushed out any reason left in his head. He was slowly turning into a beast.

“We didn't tried it this way last night, right?”

SeoYoon flipped EunSeo onto her stomach.

As she lied face down, he pressed onto the back of her neck so she wouldn't be able to resist. With his other hand, he lifted her hips.

“Ugh!”

EunSeo let out a short groan.

SeoYoon spread her buttocks apart with his hands.

As he spread her apart, her petals also revealed her bright pink opening underneath.

EunSeo closed her eyes as she felt a wave of humiliation roll over her.

She hated showing this side of her to this man. Of all people, she didn't want to be humiliated like this by him.

It would have been better if it was another man instead.

And old man or an ugly man. Just any other man would do.

As long as it wasn't the man who killed her brother.

However, these thoughts were pointless.

What could she do?

This man wasn't going to let her go, so what was she supposed to do?

How could she have her revenge?

How? With what?

“Hnnng!”

Something long and thick entered her from behind.

His cock had passed through the opened lips of her entrance and impaled her.

“Hnnng! Aah! Haa!”

SeoYoon grabbed EunSeo's hips and pushed his hard staff further inside and began to thrust.

Once he entered her, he didn't stop.

“Haaa! Ah! Aaah!”

As he continued to pump into her, EunSeo's body began to tremble.

Every time he pierced into her, she felt a strange sensation rise up from between her thighs.

“Ah!”

As he violently thrust into her, SeoYoon bit down onto her shoulder.

As he bit her, he brushed his tongue over her back. His hips continued to pump into her.

Completely taken with the way her pale back reddened with the traces of him, SeoYoon's yearning for EunSeo became unbearable.

Her groans… As SeoYoon listened to her moans, his head was filled with desire.

He felt as if he was losing his mind.

SeoYoon felt as if he was going crazy with her moans.

Then another thought rose into his head. If they were both crazy… If she had gone crazy as well as him… That would be for the best.

Clink, clink.

The handmaiden watched with satisfaction as EunSeo continued to move her spoon and chopsticks.

EunSeo hadn't been eating properly for the past few days. However, for some reason, EunSeo asked the handmaiden for food, saying she was hungry. She was now eating everything that had been prepared on the table.

“Drink some water too, milady.”

The handmaiden pushed the bowl of water towards EunSeo.

After drinking half of the water in the bowl, EunSeo began to eat again.

Once she had almost eaten everything on the table, EunSeo finally pushed the table away.

“Well done, milady. You ate well. Please continue to eat well from now on.”

“I have a favor to ask you. Is that okay?”

EunSeo stared at the handmaiden.

The handmaiden was not bound to the brothel.

She was free.

She could go outside as much as she wanted.

“Of course, milady. What can I do for you?”

“Can you find someone for me?”

“Find someone?”

“Yes, find out where they're living.”

“That isn't too difficult to do, but why…”

“There's something I need to do. So please find him for me no matter what.”

EunSeo's eyes looked terribly calm.

After being violated by SeoYoon for days, she had almost looked like she was going to die. But now, she looked completely different.

Three days had passed since SeoYoon came to see her day and night.

He had bought her for three days in the beginning.

But right before the three days were up, he paid the madame another bar of gold and bought EunSeo for three more days.

Six days for two bars of gold.

He didn't hesitate to pay. Even though others would laugh at him, he didn't care.

He would never let her go.

Unless she died, he would continue to violate her.

Even though it was disgusting, the more EunSeo thought about it, the better she felt. It was for the best.

Why didn't she think of this sooner?

At first, because of the hatred and loathing, her eyes had been blind to the obvious.

It was better that this man continued to come find her every single day. She could take advantage of this opportunity. She regretted not realizing this sooner.

The target of her revenge was this man.

This man and the current king.

Since she was tied down to this brothel, it was better for this man to come find her here.

At first she struggled, cursed him, and even spit on him. However, she wouldn't be able to have her revenge if she continued to do this.

Her revenge needed to be cruel and painful.

And now EunSeo realized what she had to do to give him the greatest pain.

Therefore, she was going to change starting today.

She wouldn't curse him. She wouldn't resist him.

Instead, she was going to embrace him and fulfill all his desires.

She would flirt with him and open her legs for him.

She would make him feel relaxed.

And once he relaxed and took his guard down, she would thrust a dagger into his back.

A dagger that would bring something even more terrible than death.

Rustle.

She opened a drawer and pulled out her powder and rouge.

Then she began to apply it to her face.

This was the first time she was grooming herself since she entered this brothel.

In order to tempt him.

TN (tl;dr version of announcement posted on discord):

I will be returning to the normal schedule for releases after the Stigma epilogue.

The schedule for the next couple of weeks are as follows:

Mon (4/27): Stigma ch 4 (pt 1 & 2)
Tue: Stigma ch 5 (pt 1 & 2)
Wed: Stigma epilogue

Mon (5/4): Doppio Senso prologue pt 1
Thu: Doppio Senso prologue pt 2

…and so on.

Stay safe, and stay healthy!

Chapter end