God is a Game Designer 102 C101 Unstable Emotion

Nathan sat at the back, listening intently as the story started to wrap up, the work getting assigned as Nathan felt pain hitting him in waves as he remembered the man, in particular, his mind flashing back to the day that it all happened.

In the year 248, standing over his body as he looked up at him with a smirk that showed his pride in the lifetime of work he had put into creating the floating island that would never fail or fall from the sky.

Nathan had spent many minutes trying to figure out what the point was. It was clear that this near hundred year and many resources used to make it work was almost wasted compared to the ten minutes of work he could do to produce the same effect if not better.

"You wasted your life. What did you plan to gain from this?"

Nathan asked such a question back in the day, his mind now racing as he felt the guild crawling down his back as he knew something different now.

"Wasted? One day a mortal will climb higher than me. We will reach the throne of the gods and take it for ourselves. Just wait for it, Creator God."

Standing up from the classroom, Nathan moved out into the halls before heading outside to get some fresh air. His words back then filled with such malicious and hate as he had done and said some cruel things.

He thought everything was just a game; he could control everything and change anything he wanted. Merely tearing out parts he disliked or wiping out races he did not wish to live. He tried to throw up at this point but nothing came, he no longer could throw up at this point.

When had the world stopped being a video game and became an actual living world of people who thought, lived and loved? How many lives had he ruined by existing and how many lives had he ruined by setting up the downfall of the gods.

He could never answer those questions at this point, everything had already happened, and nothing would ever change that fact at this point. His vision for vengeance was clouding everything as he was so blind he forgot to look at those closest to him.

"Is this the reason you brought me here. To show me the errors of my way. To show how much of a terrible person I am."

He stood next to the wall, pressing his head against the cold stonework as he wanted to scream his frustrations out at the top of his lungs. These memories of the past were causing so much confliction as he never thought about the history before in this way.

System: I did it not to show you the past but to save your future.

Letting out a small laugh as his eyes closed, turning around to press his back against the stonewall before sliding down as his backside touched the sandy floor before he looked out into the courtyard.

"Why do I feel like I should thank you even though you caused me so much pain."

System: Because I'm amazing and you should always thank your local system!

"Maybe another time. I still have not forgotten the teasing, titles and the other stuff just yet. I will need to talk to you at a future point about the whole reason and why you restained my powers."

System: Please purchase the Exclusive Knowledge package. Limited time offer 20,000 faith!

Nathan let out a small chuckle as he shook his head, feeling slightly better at the woman teasing him on the other end.

"Hell no. Shove that up your backside!"

Finishing his lesson, having seen Nathan leave halfway through as he was finishing up his main topic for the history lesson. Sevil moved out into the courtyard as he moved up to the man leaning against the wall, the pain still clear onto his face but it seemed to be somewhat restrained and resolved.

"You ok Nathan?"

A few kind words placed helped more than any long-winded conversation in most instances as Nathan smiled ever so brightly before standing up.

"I'm fine Sevil. That was a fantastic history lesson. You are an excellent teacher and a rather amazing person. I still stand by what I said before about going to our town. Though the workload may increase!"

Nathan began to laugh again as he pushed all the previous thoughts to the back of his mind as he just looked to the man with a gentle glee in his eyes. It was clear to Sevil that this man looked the best when laughing.

"Well, it's getting rather late. Maybe I can interest you in some dinnertime stew. Our chef has managed to find a reasonable and cheap selection of meat, and we are cooking up some vegetable stew to mix with it."

Nathan felt warm, this feeling close to what he enjoyed as this man had a heart of gold. How could he refuse such a person?

"Such an invitation. How can I refuse though I must insist on paying you back someday since generosity can only be repaid in kind."

Sevil was coming up to the young man with his hand touching his shoulder as his smile grew. "Let's head in then. The children are already starting the meal. If you want any of the meat we best hurry!"

As both men started to walk back towards the dorms, smiling as the mood was light and cheerful. The hooves of a panicking centaur came out, tears and fear streaming down her face.

"Sevil! Oh please come quick!"

Her voice shrill as she looked pale and in desperate need. It seemed like she had seen a ghost with the paleness of her skin.

"Dear what is wrong?"

Sevil rushed forward as he grabbed his wifes hand, his concern growing as he looked her in the eyes.

"What has happened?"

Her eyes were leaking as she held onto the man she loved, her voice choking as she could no longer get the words out.

"They are dead..."

Chapter end