Crashing Into You 281 WHY ARE YOU SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?

Lee Jin Ho thought for awhile and then did not continue with what he supposed to do. He jumped out from the bed and went to the shower room to release himself. Tan Ja Nin was left in mid-air and stared at the ceiling. She seems paralyzed and her mind was a total blank. What had just happened?

Did she upset him? Is he mad? 

She waited for Lee Jin Ho to come out from the shower room so they could talk. But was not able to open the conversation because Lee Jin Ho seems to be not in a good mood. Because instead of talking to her, he just quietly read the book. She jumped out from the bed and went to the shower room too. After she took a bath, she fixed herself up and was about to leave. "I've got to go home now..." she said and was hoping that Lee Jin Ho would stop her from leaving but she just received a nod from him. He didn't even send her off to the parking lot. She left Lee Jin Ho's pad with a heavy heart. She will just let this day pass and will just try to talk to him tomorrow when he was no longer mad. 

After Tan Ja Nin left his pad, Lee Jin Ho thrown the book that he was reading earlier and pulled his hair with his own hands because of the fuming anger. He was trying to calm his emotions but he really felt bad. It wasn't a good feeling when you knew that you were not the top priority in your girlfriend's life. When you didn't know where you at and what you are to her? He was trying his best to understand her but why does it still hurt to know that you weren't that important to her. That she would rather left him at his pad rather than coax him. Maybe he expected too much on their relationship. 

He took a deep sigh. He was crazy for thinking that maybe, just maybe Tan Ja Nin values him more than anything else in this world.

....

Tan Ja Nin could not fell asleep. She already made a toss and turn but she could not help but to think of what had happened earlier. Why does Lee Jin Ho suddenly got mad? Didn't she say from the beginning that she cannot get pregnant because she wanted to establish her career first and he understood? Why was he acting weird tonight? 

She haven't taken a sleeping pills for awhile now but she has no other choice but to resort on it again because she needs to get some sleep for an early tv guesting tomorrow. 

....

Lu Jiasosheng was looking at the files that the private investigator sent to him. Those were information about Lee Chin Mei. He hired him to keep an eye at her. He always reports to him what she had done for the day, whom she had interacted with. This was the only thing that he can do to know what she has been up to. Looking at the pictures, it seems that, she aside from from school and home,  the only place that she been frequently visited was his brother's pad. She doesn't seem to be dating any guy too. 

Good girl. Lu Jioasheng lips curled up. He wanted her to focus on her studies first and earn a degree before he make any move. Because if he will make a move now, he could not promise that he could control himself in front of her. He was restraining himself with all his might to appear in front of her again because the truth was he wanted to hold her into his arms again and he was afraid that he could not let her go. 

'Lee Chin Mei...Three more years...I will just be right here...waiting for you...'

Meanwhile, while Lu Jioasheng had decided to give Lee Chin Mei time to finish a degree first, Lee Chin Mei was disappointed that Lu Jiaosheng did not try to see her again. She was hoping everyday that he would appear in front of her school gate or he would come visit her at their villa or he would simply ask for her number and surprise her with a call but days goes by, she never see his shadow nor there was any sign that Lu Jiaosheng wanted to see her again. He didn't even try to follow her on Weibo. 

Maybe he wasn't interested in her at all. 

.....

Days have passed and Lee Jin Ho has never tried to contact Tan Ja Nin. He was really ignoring her, even when she said that she will be going out of town to film her new tv serial, he never even tried to send her off. 

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Manager Mo asked during a break because Tan Ja Nin had several misses on her part that made the director called for another take. 

Tan Ja Nin looked at Manager Mo and was about to cry. 

"Did you fight with President Lee?" Manager Mo asked becuse she also noticed that Tan Ja Nin did not try to escape from her just to see Lee Jin Ho. 

Tan Ja Nin nodded.

"This is why I'm telling you not it's not the right time to get a boyfriend if you're just starting in your career, especially if you have started to build up your name. It's either you lost your opportunity for stardom or hurt your boyfriend because you cannot give your attention on him..." Manager Mo chided her. "Forget everything about him now and focus on your acting before the director got pissed off on you. Use this break to recollect yourself"

Tan Ja Nin lowered her head. Her tears was about to fall anytime soon so she excused herself and went to the ladies room. She could not cry because her make up will be ruined and they need to shoot the same scene again in the next 15 minutes. She tried to hold back her emotions and focused on her lines now and recollected herself. 

She tried not to think Lee Jin Ho just for once. 

She took a deep breath before she go back to the waiting area and continues to immerse herself into her character. Manager Mo could not help but took a sigh of relief when the director said that it was a good take after they have reshoot the same scene. As soon as the filming has been packed up, Tan Ja Nin went back to the city and was determined to talk to Lee Jin Ho and patch up with him. 

....

Lee Jin Ho was surprised when he saw that Tan Ja Nin was calling him. He was at the middle of his closed door meeting and was having thoughts if he will answer the call or not. He decided to ignore it. But caller was persistent so he finally answered the call. 

"Lee Jin Ho! Until when are you going to ignore me? Just let me know if you still wanted this relationship or not. Don't keep me hanging on mid-air if you don't want me anymore!" Tan Ja Nin's voice rang on his ears. He was stunned and could not react.

On the other line was Tan Ja Nin fuming in anger. Her initial plan was to sat sorry to him and beg him to forgive her but when he kept ignoring her call, she lost her temper. 

"What now?" Said Tan Ja Nin when she never heard anything from Lee Jin Ho. 

"I am at the middle of the closed door meeting now..."

Closed door meeting? So does it mean that Lee Jin Ho was in the middle of an important meeting that's why he never answered her call. 

"Go home to your pad after your meeting. I'll be waiting for you there." Tan Ja Nin said as she hang up the phone. 

Lee Jin Ho was stunned again. 

Did she hang up on him?

Isn't he the one who has the right to be angry because he wasn't her prioritu? But why does it seems that Tan Ja Nin was the one who's angry at him now? He never contacted her because he knew that she was busy filming and he wanted her to focus on her work. He has come to his senses and finally understood that Tan Ja Nin needs his support now more than anything else. He should never compete with her career now. What Tan Ja Nin need now wasn't a boyfriend who was narrow-minded that could not understand that she cannot get pregnant now because her career was now rising. 

But why is it that when he has given her enough time to focus on her filming, she became angry at him?

She was acting like a growling tiger now who wanted to give him signal that she was pissed off and was about to explode.

Ah, woman. Why are you so hard to understand?

Chapter end