「Bewitched in this Sweet Trap」

when it comes to looks, but not a single one of them is ever mentioned to me. You have

or something? I don't have any memory of receiving even a single word of compliment

ugly, stupid, dense, idiotic. If they're going to talk behind someone's back, they should do

hide it, it’s all out in the open. Rather, it seems like they talk about it in order to make me

straight to the point: I think nothing of it.

not only do I not have a girlfriend but I am also a virgin. Ever since I was in elementary

positive attitude' and 'He's somewhat lacking cooperation and obedience’. Even if I

the teachers.

I put the textbook in my bag and turn around to see who had called me from

shortened up to the very limit the school rules allow it to be.

Satomura claps her hands together in front of her face, displaying a praiseworthy

Otherwise, Satomura never has such an attitude towards me.

“......It's fine.”

off, skirt fluttering, to her friends. 

nice with Emi. And with Ienaga!”

I'm glad, actually! Shiromoto is idiotic.”

I don't actually hear the girl's conversation, but I'm pretty sure that’s what they’re

steal a glance at Ienaga, who is pleasantly chatting with several people by the window.

school. I heard that he was scouted by ‘the Street’. He has long limbs because of his

pimple on his face. He has a cheerful personality that's liked by everyone and his grades

shining in from the window, Ienaga's hair and shoulder coat are dyed orange, and in my

hunched over, in a seat on the corridor's side running my pen over my planner. Finally,

the faculty room. When I return a few minutes later, Ienaga and his friends are still at the

I'm cleaning the blackboard, out of the corner of my eye I see that Ienaga shuts the

by friends. It gets late so I also leave the classroom too. I pass through the main front gate

Ienaga and his friends. They're walking a bit slow so I can't help but pass ahead of them.

As always, it's the same thing, boarding the same train. As the train shakes me, I

been 10 minutes? Coincidentally, not only do Ienaga and his friends always get off the

salary man also gets off with them; they drag him along with incredible force. What in

pursue after them. Usually, I overlook such behavior but the air around Ienaga and his

inside and I quietly peek in from the outside.

what the fuck are you gonna do about it?!” Ienaga is the one yelling. He is cussing so

expression is also very cruel that it is by no means imaginable to belong to the usual daydreamy

“Wha- what do you mean I touched you......!”

appearance it's hopeless to believe him whatsoever.

At Ienaga's words, one person from the group snatches the man's briefcase and

so he has no choice but to become silent.

for getting felt up, do I?!”

because he has use for them. It seems like the man doesn't have any energy to resist

“This rotten, motherfucking homo!! This isn't over. I'll get my money next time I

Ienaga and his friends throw the man down on the dirty tile floor and leave the

When I'm alone, I finally relax. I see the man siting, dazed. Did this man really molest

to believe Ienaga's words since it is Ienaga. But it had been surprising how Ienaga looked

idol's other side and I become a little bit delighted. I had been caught-up in an illusion,

somehow, he suddenly became closer to me. Somehow, it seems like he had failed. 

The molester incident – that's what I call it. I thought back to it many times after it

* * * *

Ienaga taps my shoulder with a smile playing upon his attractive face. I'm not

wouldn't have one now. I’m petrified, not understanding why Ienaga is talking to me, as I

corner of the 3rd floor. Students hardly come up to this floor after school as it is lined up

urges me inside and I go ahead into the classroom. The three groupies who are always

incident the other day. The door closes behind me. When the trio doesn't utter a sound, I

“You're disgusting. What are you staring at people for?”

Cold sweat runs down my back. I'm about to say that I don't stare, but the words

before.

us.”

“You know, that time in the bathroom at the train station.”

“I......I don't know......!”

in addition to that, Ienaga doesn't look like he had planned to listen to my excuses from

“You're just like that pervert!! You look at Ienaga and think up perverted things,

“Tha- that's......!”

statement and curls his lips, truly disgusted.

pervert; fantasizing repulsive delusions in his head.”

me with such a glum look! It's disgusting, it makes me sick!”

backside.

Even though I am loudly laughed at and surrounded, I can't stand up. The only

“You probably say 'Aah, Ienaga is sooo dreamy!' every night, don't you?”

I am the same as the salary man. I can only silently assent to this.

“He probably has a permanent erection anyway. Hey, hold him down there.”

“......No! NO!! ......Stop it!”

unfastened. Ienaga folds his arms, grinning, as he is about to give instructions.

I'm bombarded with these words that send a chill down my spine and I begin to

“Sto......p!”

downwards. Suddenly, there is a sound of the door opening and the trio jumps back from

“Is something wrong in here?” Someone comes in. I turn my back to the door,

“No, nothing. I was told to come and discuss a small matter, so I reported here,”

smooth tone of voice.

“Yes. Mr. Kuroki, you know me even though you're the first year's teacher? I'm

Is it a teacher? But it looks like it's the first year's teacher, so I don't know that

out of this situation, he is a savior to me.

Kuroki.

You're so cool!”

I have to take this opportunity to run away. Even though I'm thinking this, my

“Anyways, if you have a matter to discuss, do it outside of school. Your voices

told to come here. Especially you, Ienaga. Be careful.”

“Recently, it seems it's dangerous even for guys......Look, hurry on home. I'm

“Okay. We're gonna go now~”

me up.

“No,” although Kuroki asks him, Ienaga answers calmly and without the least bit

minutes ago, right, Shiromoto?”

chapped lips – allow myself to be dragged along by them.

“Sure, be careful going home.”

natural. As I stand at the end of the line, I wait for the right time to escape, but when I

out that plan.

I don't understand what he means at first, but I figure it out through the

“Kuroki has the hots for you, Masami,” says someone, and the other two agree as

“Really? You think so? Well, I don't know if I'd forgive some other guy, but if it's

It appears that the teacher, called Kuroki, measures up to Ienaga's standards. What

teachers.

“Idiot. It's common to be bi nowadays. I told you not to say nasty things.”

it's common. It looks like Ienaga really likes the teacher called Kuroki.

We had just walked up to the train station when one of them remembers me. I

“Oh yeah, him,” Ienaga answers, uninterested. But then he thinks-up some kind of

“The best thing would be is to have the same thing done to him, right?”

smile.

“......!” I'm at a loss for words as an outburst of laughter echoes around me.

who has such bad taste!!”

as long as it's a high school student.”

there's a drum roll beginning to beat inside my chest. The beating is so loud that it's

“Shiromoto,” Ienaga looks at me, full of contempt. “This is an order. From today

bring us 10,000 (~$100) every day for evidence. Every day. Do you understand?”

can bring them 10,000 yen every day. “I - I can't......” I plead with them wholeheartedly,

But there's no reason why Ienaga should comply with me.

10,000 yen.”

friends get on. At this time, it is clear even to me: Ienaga doesn't care one bit about the

every day; I get that much per week. Should I steal my parent's money? If I don't, then

like I can't do either of those plans as I sink down on a bench and end up watching the

up on the platform. It looks like it's the salary men's time to commute. What if I have

It's not the issue with whether or not to get molested, Ienaga showed me the other day

Ienaga had any contact with the molester at that time, but because Ienaga said it, it

car.

the door. Is this the beginning of the rush hour? It's quite crowded. Now, even if I say 'it's

then realize that I forgotten the most important thing: I don't look like Ienaga. Even if I

some kind of a misunderstanding. I will be the one embarrassed instead. I quickly cool

then there's nothing to do but to provide 10,000 yen myself.

top most drawer and count how much I have left from my New Year's present money;

since I had just recently bought a laptop computer. My parents’ wallet is no good either.

as I could, a good plan did not come to light. The reality is that this is shockingly the

I can't object, or seek advice from anyone; in the end I have to continue handing

not I steal the money from the molester, seeing that he doesn't ask at all how I get the

“Thank you. Tomorrow too, please.”

money, Ienaga doesn't care about me anymore so he leaves quickly.

I hear their voices and can't help but sigh. Counting the weekend today is the fifth

money to Ienaga and his friends for their enjoyment. Ridiculous. What in the world did I

didn't even tell anyone about it. But even if I think it's ridiculous, I can't go against him

Tomorrow it'll be 60,000 and the day after tomorrow it'll be 70,000. I don't even

like this until I graduate? I exit the bathroom five minutes later and leave the school

activities or have any place or friend to stop by, so as long as I don't have anything to do,

marks my everyday life. Somehow, it seems stupid. Neither fun things nor exciting

When I'm done, I just go home at always the exact same time. Exciting things had never

it happens. What went wrong? Was it because I was a little curious? Because I fantasized

- Isn't he sexy lately?

- Ienaga doesn't stand a chance against him.

my soul mate. For those reasons, I have always noticed Ienaga and that's why I had

The train pulls up on to the platform. I start to get off the bench but stop. The way

again. And then, I'll have to worry about how long I'm going to continue paying out the

little than nothing. I get comfortable on the bench again and casually observe the

same train which came at this time one week ago stops on the platform. I get off the

the door. There's a small jolt, and the train begins to move. 20 minutes until I get off the

I meet a face in the reflection of the glass; I realize it's ugly and try to look away. It's me 

lacking energy. My thin shoulders stand out even while wearing a uniform.

at myself.

I feel something creeping around my ass. My heart gives out a huge leap and my

person behind me or something that's bumping against me and if I tried to grab it, I'd be

raise my head, I'd definitely see what's happening behind me, but I can't do even that.

move, I keep telling myself that it's a bag. Meanwhile, something still creeps around my

thing to me, of all people, is unlikely.

my butt cheeks with painful force. “......Uuh!”

me. On top of that, the hand is rubbing my ass as if it owns it. It grabs me only once and

Sometimes, a finger passes up and down my crack. I want to say stop, but somehow I

door and the stranger, who's standing so close to me as if hovering behind me, glues his

I have to exclaim ‘it's a molester’. No, I have to grab his hand and drag him

frozen on the spot. When I look left and right, out of the corner of my eye I just see a

and a person fascinated with their cellphone. It doesn't look like anyone cares about the

“......Aah......!”

my blazer, feeling around my shirt and my throat vibrates unconsciously.

my body and run away when the fingers sharply twist my nipple.

helpless. His fingers pinch me many times. Meanwhile, I realize that my nipple has

picks at it. While this is happening to me, I feel a sharp wave of heat awaken inside my

“Ah......no......!”

under a blazing hot sun for a long time.

He massages my nipple over the fabric and I feel like I can't control myself or

“Ah......uh......Nnngh!!” It seems that I'm crying out, but just a while ago it

single word. Now, if I relax, it seems like my voice would escape from my throat. On top

voice.

“Trunks or briefs? What's the color?” It's a low, soft voice and somehow sweet.

“Answer me. Which one is it?”

“What's the color?”

blue elastic waistband.

He squeezes my nipple so hard that it hurts. Even though he's only rubbing me

fabric.

“Does it feel good, having your nipples toyed with? You've gotten really hard

“......No......!”

penis......It's going to stain your briefs if you keep this up.”

ridiculed. When I twist my body, it feels slippery and wet inside my underwear, just like

“No......no......!” I gently shake my head in denial. This is weird. He's only toying

“Ah......ngh!”

but me who is getting molested. Ienaga and his friends said that there is no molester

whatever he pleases with me right now. This stranger is touching me in this cramped

“Are you excited? Such a lewd body. You're honest and look naive. What a slut

“Don't......say that.”

molester and feel good. You're a very naughty boy.”

“It's necessary to punish a naughty boy who makes his pee-pee hard. Well then,

“......Stop......it.”

it. It's not clear to me whether this is repulsive or embarrassing. I hear a dry buzzing 

themselves inside and push down on my bulge that looks as if it's going to pop out of my

“......Uuguu......!”

down your legs.”

Both of my hands are shaking violently as they cling to the door. If they slip from

“Aah......! Uugu!”

from the spot that’s being rubbed. It looks as if I'm going to cry out at any moment, so I

“Ngh......uugu......”

that was gently rocking back and forth until now, stops and my body lurches forward.

stands up. The door opens behind me. It looks like I arrived at the next train station. The

out of the train. The man forcibly leads me up the stairs, through the crowd of people, and

confused.

back to look at me.

A thin smile plays on his face; his face is so handsome that it shocks me. He's so

have to look up.

fascinated, the man reaches for my blazer. I flinch, upon reflex, and the man lets out a 

loss of what to do. He undoes the buttons on my blazer and my tie and shirt, too.

“Not what. I told you I'm going to do more pleasing things to you.”

the front of my pants.

“No? Didn't you say you wanted this so badly?” The man says this like he's

When we face each other, I hesitate and burn up with more embarrassment.

“Are you embarrassed? Be embarrassed as much as you want. You'll forget about

He lifts a corner of his mouth, and his quiet laugh seems too cold. I'm scared and

“Have you kissed before? ......Oh, it doesn't look like it.” The man declares this

for a long time makes it difficult for me to breathe, so I open my mouth and instantly the

angle as he explores the inside of my mouth with the tip of his tongue. Even if I wanted

up allowing the man to go in further.

fainting from anemia: something leaving me from the top of my head, collapsing from

I feel like awful things are going to happen if I don't run away right now, but

thick, fleshy tongue rubs the roof of my mouth and my tailbone aches.

“It's good, isn't it? Being licked inside your mouth.”
“......Uugu!”

Now that he mentions it, instead of wanting oxygen, I think my mouth is open and

gently flicks my nipple.

My hips jerk. It's so arousing that it's nothing compared to being touched through

form all over my body.

“You're so stubborn. I'm going to make you feel even better,” says the man and

“Aah......ah......no!”

aren't you?”

“Actually, there's a much better way.”

He draws me closer. Simultaneously, the man's head sinks into my chest.

He sucks the erect nipple so much that it hurts. Now he continuously licks the

“No! Ah! Noo......nngh!”

consequently drawing it closer to me and increasing the feeling further.

“Don't rock your hips while saying no.”

“You're hitting my groin with your lewd dick.”

“No? Then what's this? You're pants are soaked.”

The man is right; a wet sound reaches my ears. 

The embarrassment is killing me, but I don't think I want him to stop.

“......No!”

“Stop......! No, please......!”

delight says this and a hand immediately slides inside my underwear.

He sucks on my nipple, rubs my genitals, and a feeling that surfaces inside me is

“You look like you've never masturbated before. It's cute.”

“Can you hear it? Your lovely cock is saying it feels good. It's wailing.”

My body is melting. This is so ridiculous. A strange molester is touching me and

“Please......let me......”

I don't even have time to think about what he means by too late, but I immediately

pants and takes out his dick.

I'm scared. It's the first time I've seen someone else's penis and it’s completely

I'm really scared. I automatically withdraw my hips. But he pulls me towards himself.

“But......I'm scared.”

some reason I don't feel disgust towards the man at all. This is my first time, but surely

“Idiot. It does nothing to be scared here. Both of us are just going to feel good.”

I immediately open up to him; because he starts to rock my hips.

At that moment, I feel numbness starting to crawl up from that spot.

“Liar. It feels good, doesn't it?”

slippery.

It is so disgraceful that I can't stand to watch it. I cling to the man's shirt.

He lowers the words into my ear as he licks it.

He runs his tongue around my ear and even into the inside of it.

I hadn’t known that I could get aroused even in this kind of place.

“Noo......nngh! Oh, no!”

“N- no......aah......uugu......!” I can't hold it in anymore. Even though I'm thinking

what......what should I do? I'm......coming!!”

ceiling before my eyes looks distorted and after that, everything turns white so I can't

When I come back to my senses, I'm being held by the man in the same position

up again so it feels strange. 

reason I get shy again as I recall the pain that had seized my heart, and I instantly cast my

“Later. This was fun.” With just a few words, the man leaves me behind in the

quite some time.

I hand over 10,000 yen (~$100) as I pretend to stand in line to use the toilet.

shoves the 10,000 yen bill into his pocket. Ienaga is about to leave as usual, after that, but

My heart leaps with shock because I remember the events from yesterday.

doesn't appear to be the case. When I keep silent, he laughs at me.

Wondering what is so funny, I can hear his laughter even after he leaves the

behaved shamelessly instead. After I somewhat calmed down, I felt extremely ashamed

know. And yet, I could hardly sleep last night as I found myself thinking about him over

his mid twenties, tall, and good looking. He didn’t need to molest me; if he was really

approach him. He must have done this out of curiosity or on a whim.

chances of meeting him again at the train station are lower than zero since hundreds and

find him during rush hour.

I look up as I suddenly hear a voice outside the bathroom. At the same time, I

“......As if.”

“He left all of a sudden.”

I come across the girls as they're chattering away, asking each other about where a

but I don't have any interest in him so I pick up my bag that is lying in a corner and head

“Sorry. Here I am.”

a white lab coat come out from exactly the bathroom I was just at.

second years' bathroom?”

Wearing a white lab coat, the teacher called Kuroki shrugs.

“All right, all right.”

for Kuroki in order to ask him questions, but now she just happily starts talking to him

the same spot for quite some time. After a while, Kuroki's eyes turn my way. A cruel

standing frozen in place.

I swallow hard. My heartbeat intensifies. I am confused and can't even make a

What is this?! What is the man from yesterday doing here!?

This can't be real. But the reality is that the man from yesterday is right here

“You- you're Mr. Kuroki?”

“No way,” I say for the second time and take a step back.

“Stop saying ‘no way’. I came all the way here to talk to you.”

thought that I would never see him again. My bangs brush my lashes when I blink my

“Did you want to see me?” he whispers quietly. It's unlikely that the people

were being asked a question. “You couldn't sleep because you were thinking about me

Meanwhile, I feel my cheeks flush because it's exactly as he says. When I try to

away from him as much as I can. Don't tell me he is actually a teacher! I can't come to

“Ple- please let go......” I whine, but not only does he not remove his hand, he also

“The train,”

“You're going to get on the same time as yesterday, aren't you? This must be new

My heart aches. I am so alarmed that I can't breathe. I am far from giving him an

neck and leaves. I can't quite take a step forward and when I finally move my feet, I

like this, but it will take a really long time. In that case, I should go after I rest a little bit

for a little bit, but I end up resting until the end of the after school activities. Although I 

distance that usually takes 10 minutes. I head down to the platform. There are many

time for the same train as yesterday to arrive. My heart starts to race again.

also get on while being pushed by a crowd of people and get swept away to the back

eyes. I'm worried that people can hear my heart racing. Even though I'm just standing

hand on the door. What in the world am I doing? What am I hoping for by riding the

don't understand myself. It was supposed to have been disgusting but...I remember it and

“Is this your kink now?”

Suddenly, I hear a voice right overhead me and reflexively flinch. Just like

sweet, dripping honey. No, he's not a stranger anymore. I know his name as well as his

“You wanted to fool around so you rode this train again, didn't you?

Kuroki's hand goes around me until it faces my chest. He puts the palm of his

“Urgh......”

you really wanted to be toyed with.”

I almost cry out but immediately look around me. Nobody pays any attention to

“Fuu......!”

around as it pleases. The hand slowly moves downward, rubs near my pelvis and then

“Ngh! Mhm......Kuro......ki.”

Call me Mr. Kuroki.”

the top of my pants, at the center, where I'm beginning to grow erect.

It is all the voice's fault; this sweet voice that whispers in my ear, only to me.

give out.

“No......!”

you pleased while my cock was rubbing yours. I remember it clearly, you know.”

start.

“Didn't I tell you not to address me without a title? Mr. Kuroki......No, I'll make

more'.”

“Say it. 'Mr. Yoshitaka'.”

I don't want to but...

But I can't resist anyway.

“I can't hear you. Say it more clearly.”

when I realize this, I can't push him away.

I want to please Kuroki so I frantically obey him.

Kuroki laughs approvingly so I feel relieved.

don't you think?”

“Even though you looked scared, you were desperately rubbing up against me in

“......No.”

can't stand. My knees shake and even when I hold on to the window, I feel as if I'm about

Kuroki wasn't supporting my hips with his arm.

your whole body is captivated by pleasure.”

“Hya......!”

me inside his coat.

not hesitating one bit, pulls down my pants along with my underwear all the way down to

“..........No!”

by reflex. Kuroki puts his lips to my ear.

ankles if you don’t, and then somebody might notice.”

immediately remove my other hand from the door and grab onto my pants.

Within his coat, Kuroki's hand wraps around my cock. At that very moment, a

“Aah......you're already wet. It makes a slippery noise when I rub it. Someone is

“Noo......!!”

He repeats that we are going to be noticed and something different than shame

being even more adventurous rather than stopping. The hand leaves my cock, slides

“......Hii....ngh!”

having to uphold my violently trembling legs. Behind me, Kuroki worms his finger into

“No......don't......touch..there......!”

laughs.

The moment Kuroki teases me with that saying he persistently fingers me there

“No, it's......disgusting...... Stop!”

bit distracted because of that and the finger –

I'm part of the door.

stuck right behind me, puts his lips to my ear. 

it out, you must be begging, right? “

While I'm denying it, the finger slowly proceeds inside and I'm eager to just about

a station. Dozens of people gush out and more of them get on in their place, so I can't run

searching for something. My insides, as they're being rubbed, begin to throb.

I feel hot somehow. I start to sweat because Kuroki is so close behind me.

place being fingered doesn't hurt anymore.

“You're so excited. Let's go in deeper, shall we?”

Kuroki is right, I am getting excited. I am mesmerized by this pleasant feeling

adventurously. But it doesn't hurt anymore and I start wanting so badly for him to rub

I want him to rub further in and harder.

A stiff object touches the inside of my thighs. It's working together with the

before my eyes. Kuroki's penis is big and hard.

“What's this? You're turned on again. Are you picturing it? Being poked by my

“N- no!”

“NOO......!”

see how indecent I look.

Kuroki's cock presses on the inside of my thighs. I feel like I'm going to blurt out

“Teacheeer......Aah, oh......”

even further. It seems like I'm about to beg him at any moment so I bite my lip hard.

stiff and hot.

This is......not through the clothes. Kuroki's heat is directly touching me there. I

same time so naturally I jut my hips forward.

“Want me to put it in?”

Put it in.

“You want it, don't you? Say it. Say 'put it in'.”

Not being able to withstand it, tears finally escape me. I am sobbing. I can't think

“Hii......kuh! Nngh!”

“Uuguu...”

body. It burns. My body burns from the inside. If he weren't covering my mouth, I would

my hip, and jiggles up deeper inside me several times.
“What do I feel like? Tomoya.”

“......Urgh.”

I can't think about anything. My eyes are brimming over with tears.

this painful for you.”

I repeat 'Mr. Yoshitaka' many times over in my head; the way he taught me to call him.

The hand wandering over my hips intertwines with my penis. It is caressing me

feeling arises in me and slowly spreads throughout my body.

huh?”

“This really makes me want to fuck you harder.”

He lowers his sweet voice into my ear, tickling it. My heart trembles with sweet

“You've melted, Tomoya. Your body is so adorable and honest.”

but I even start wanting it to be more painful.

“......!”

is this – ? Ah, ah, it's amazing......! A commotion is brewing inside my body as I clearly

“Wow, Tomoya, are you planning on squeezing everything out of me?” Kuroki's

exhaling sultry sighs.

It is cloudy inside my head. My vision is also cloudy and I can't think about

“Uugu – Nngh!”

happens. When a feeling, like I'm being pushed off from a tall place, strikes me, I

Naturally, I tighten around Kuroki. I feel Kuroki's throbbing very clearly.

Kuroki goes in even deeper than before as he completely presses the exhausted

my voice anyway. The same time he tightly embraces me, his warm cock expands inside

because my knees almost give out. He quickly fixes my clothes and calls me Tomoya

“Stand still. We're arriving at the station soon,” says Kuroki, and without

Even though a large number of passengers get off, I also get off and Kuroki takes me

one I always get off by myself and continue going home by myself. Kuroki forces me to

pocket, in the trash can and sits down beside me.

his lips and lights it. I now see why Ienaga and the girls make such a big deal out of him;

but I feel relieved. I suppose you can say that it's like something is seeping out from

“I'll wait with you until I'm done smoking this. I can't walk you home so go on by

What? I'm perplexed as I gaze at the cigarette getting smaller. Kuroki quickly

“Ah, um......” I instantly call out to him to