what was my fault?

I am C. I am 17 now. I am a young girl. My dream since childhood is that I will travel freely. But I ground my dreams.My life was no longer the way I wanted it to be. Sometimes I used to take my life to another world but I could not imagine that a sudden storm will change my life. My life suddenly changed. Which maybe happens to everyone in the teenage years. This age is very precious. We should use this age very carefully. I am at this stage today because of my mistakes.I am now at the end and beginning of my life. I lost all hope. I'm going to end my life. Be good you who make fun of me I'm going to die. Well done to those who are good.
Suddenly a car crushed him in a thick black cloud. Chi's face is bleeding, the road is very deserted and there is no one there to save him. The car drives away leaving him in this dead base. Chi is very afraid. The girl who was going to die a little earlier, now suddenly her death. The girl is silently counting her dead. An old woman and her little grandson were passing by the road. The little boy saw the blood on the street and cried out, and the old woman quickly called an ambulance. The girl is now inside the ambulance. His mobile is calling from his dear friend ganko. When the nurse with the ambulance answered the call, Ganko was devastated and told his entire family. Chi is now undergoing treatment. The operation was about 3 hours. He needs blood because he is bleeding profusely. The situation has become very serious with everyone looking for his blood.
Where am I? [Suddenly a bright light closes his eyes]
who is here / Reply if there is? Who is there?
You calm down. I won't hurt you. You are now in an unreal world that has no beginning or end. You can only see a white screen now, where nothing can be seen. Just the light. None of this is true.
What! What! What are you saying? I can't understand? I was injured in a car accident. Does that mean I'm dead! Wow! Isn't it strange, I said I would commit suicide. And here I am already dead. How is that possible!
You will be given a task, your task is very complicated and through your task here, a strange world will come that you have always imagined. But there is a process that you have to go through first.
Huh! I have no desire to survive the test. Maybe I'm dreaming. Good dream.
Hey, it's not a dream. Are you ready for your exam? If you think it's a dream then win in the dream. What is there to be so tense about?
You are right. Let's see if this is real then I don't want a new life.
OK! You see it first.
[Suddenly, why so much pain was squeezed in my chest. Why do I feel so much pain for these people. What's going on? They look somewhat human and partly human and animal. A family is so beautiful. A family is smiling and happy. I know why. I feel like I know them. But I really don't know them. I felt really strange. This beautiful happy family consists of parents and a mate. The couple has two children. The two children looked the same. Immediately after birth, the couple's son and daughter were killed by the sorcerer and the parents had to die brutally, and the maid was sexually harassed and killed by the sorcerer.]
So why are you crying for this family?
I will go and save them. Even if I have no hope of survival, I will go to save them. take me

Chapter end