She was learning all these years devotedly .
She never felt such before though apparently she was calm in appearance but there was sudden sadness within her heart .
She was acclaimed new Younger Generation Contemplation Expert by senior mentor and judges . Everybody was in celebratory mood because the sole purpose of Contemplation Battles was to find more powerful Expert than previous so that no one could eye up the Empire .
All were happy but Jen was gloomy, to whom she should share her ecstasy, she was all alone . Her aunt told her that her mother died when she gave birth to her due to inconvenient circumstances . When she asked about her father, she was told that he died in a battle when she was two month old . She never complained about it after that .
She loved the affectionate nature of her benefactors her uncle and aunt .
She was contented with this .
Little Li was the source of her cheerfulness; he was first son of her benefactors she used to play with him he was only one year old when she was sent to learn in Yellow River .
She felt grateful to have them but after the Advanced Contemplation Class she went to meet them and tell them that she missed them a lot but she met with only empty house .
They only left a brief letter for her that was, "If you tried to look out for us, it'll be threat for our small existence, learn your Contemplation with devotion for our sake, farewell . "
She did not look for that so that it won't pose threat to their lives . She was bare handed no close relation to share her happiness or grief .
She looked all around, everyone was happy and pride except of her . Sense of being alone overwhelmed her . She was learning all these years devotedly .
"You have reason for a big smile, don't you think you have?" she was brought back from her deep and painful thoughts by a voice . Hue Lan was standing close to her .
He was little curious why she was standing still without expressing her happiness and this disturbed him too .
He could at least try to make her remember that she was now acclaimed Expert and this was idyllic occasion for her .
She looked at him with empty eyes, yes empty and deep eyes .
He always felt like toddler in front of her and innocent thoughts of a toddler would give the impression on his face from his heart despite trying to hide them .
She could see this purity and innocence very well . "There is no one to whom I could share my happiness," she answered with those empty eyes .
He was speechless for moments .
"You don't need someone to share your happiness; you should smile for the sake of your close ones, I am sure whom you miss also wanted to see you happy whether it is your mother, father or sibling . " She felt those words were spoken from pure heart, and concern along with their Heaven truth .
He was still looking with the innocence of toddler but his words showered like blessed rain soothing her heart and could not come up with anything else than a smile .
Chapter end
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