I went to where the carriages where, and as it turns out, word of what happened this morning had already spread . Many of the adventurers praised me for my efforts, and there were even some who let me ride first, saying I must’ve been tired .
On the way back home, I thought back to what happened this afternoon .
I don’t regret defeating Sacchi and his gang, but I was pissed off before I responded with violence . I know the situation called for
a beating, but I wonder if the real reason I beat them was because I was pissed . I don’t know, but I can’t deny the possibility .
Am I a child? No . My body may be that of a child’s, but I’m already a 42 year-old uncle . I’m an adult who’s supposed to be able to think rationally .
Will I hit someone because I don’t like them? Will I hit someone just because they picked a fight with me? …In that case,
case, I’m no different from those delinquent adventurers .
My strength and my techniques are fine, but my mind isn’t right .
…Since coming to this world, nothing’s really changed . I isolated myself within the forest, avoiding humans because I didn’t like them in my previous life, and from then on, I’ve always been alone… At least, until I met Reinhart-san and the others .
If I hadn’t met them, I would’ve lived my whole life in the whole forest . They’ve been taking care of me
of me since our meeting . They gave me a bed to sleep on, cooked food for me, and welcomed me warmly… Am I starting to be spoiled by them?
Looking back on what I’ve done since coming to this world, I’ve done nothing but run away from the things I hated and without toiling for anything just played around while being spoiled by the duke’s family………………………This can’t continue . At this rate, I’ll turn into a no good adult . After all, you can’t call a person who’s a person who’s only good at using reckless violence a good person .
I’m grateful to the duke and his family, but I have to leave them . I’ll start training myself again . I can’t keep depending on them . I have to stand on my own feet .
I’ve thought countless times how I should thank them, but with how much they’ve given to me, the very thought alone is shameless .
I thought of such things until I got back to town .
I went to where the carriages where, and as it turns out, word of what happened this morning had already spread . Many of the adventurers praised me for my efforts, and there were even some who let me ride first, saying I must ve been tired . On the way back home, I thought back to what happened this afternoon . I don t regret defeating Sacchi and his gang, but I was pissed off before I responded with violence . I know the situation called for a beating, but I wonder if the real reason I beat them was because I was pissed . I don t know, but I can t deny the possibility . Am I a child No . My body may be that of a child s, but I m already a 42 year old uncle . I m an adult who s supposed to be able to think rationally . Will I hit someone because I don t like them Will I hit someone just because they picked a fight with me In that case, I m no different from those delinquent adventurers . My strength and my techniques are fine, but my mind isn t right . Since coming to this world, nothing s really changed . I isolated myself within the forest, avoiding humans because I didn t like them in my previous life, and from then on, I ve always been alone At least, until I met Reinhart san and the others . If I hadn t met them, I would ve lived my whole life in the whole forest . They ve been taking care of me since our meeting . They gave me a bed to sleep on, cooked food for me, and welcomed me warmly Am I starting to be spoiled by them Looking back on what I ve done since coming to this world, I ve done nothing but run away from the things I hated and without toiling for anything just played around while being spoiled by the duke s family This can t continue . At this rate, I ll turn into a no good adult . After all, you can t call a person who s only good at using reckless violence a good person . I m grateful to the duke and his family, but I have to leave them . I ll start training myself again . I can t keep depending on them . I have to stand on my own feet . I ve thought countless times how I should thank them, but with how much they ve given to me, the very thought alone is shameless . I thought of such things until I got back to town .Chapter end
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