The Heartbreak
Life is completely about fate and destiny… Fate and destiny are like two sides of a coin in one’s life which decides how they live or die and even after death. What happens when two people from different lives meet into a single destination, it is not fate rather it is a destiny. The destiny, the single meet which turned their lives into something different which they have never thought which would happen in their life. The lives of Varun and Megha were completely different, it was like two poles of the earth but was in the verge of their lives to be joined together in order to make a beautiful story of a lifetime. They themselves did not imagine that this would happen but everything is destiny and there is no free will so their lives are going to be together forever. What happens when two people from completely different mind-set join together, it is quite complex right. But it is always said that the people with different minds has the best relationship rather than the people having the same mind-set. Still, it is quite interesting how fate and destiny works. Varun was just a normal introvert who just completed his college but couldn’t find his path in life. He was confused whether to choose his profession or passion. On the other side, Megha has always been an extrovert who loves to travel more but something hit her like a hurricane and made her not to explore stuff in life. Varun was passionate about everything and always wants to succeed in all of them but the situation in his life was different. It happens always, the life before your studies is just a magical world which cannot be explained and can be lived easily. But the real life after completing college and getting into a work place or want to get into one or want to follow your passion is different from the past and stuff you did so far. He was the topper of his school, college and university but still he wanted to follow his passion and had always wanted to do something different and stand aside from the rest of the crowd. Though he did several stuff still he aced in everything rather than just trying stuff, he was successful in most of them too. He always had time to do stuff out he made some time to do his stuff. Though he was good in everything, he had always wanted a spiritual finding in his life and could use one in need which was the most important one. Still he was not as good as with his relationship, Megha, his true one. Everything was good until his fifth grade until he met with an accident which changed his like into what he is now. Everyone needs a heart break and a new relationship to succeed in their life. Every people in life can experience any one of this but a few people get to experience both a heart break and a good relationship but eventually every relationship gets into a heart break in the end which is kind of bad in one’s life however it shapes one’s life into what he want to be in the future, moulding him into something different from his past. The very first thing Varun felt was a heartbreak which made him get into his spiritual finding of music and movies, he started moulding himself into what he wanted to be in future, which cherish his memories in the future when he thinks about it. Everything was good until his fifth grade like a normal guy until he bumped into Megha and falling in love with her thinking that it would give him sweet memories but all it gave to him was painful misery that would follow him for the rest of his life. In his fifth grade he met with an accident which made him bed ridden for three months because of which he was unable to attend his classes and was unable to get to see Megha meanwhile which was a different experience which he never experienced in his life before that, it was different and unexplainable. Though he was in his house everything he had was the thoughts of Megha and the things they did together. Still he was managed to get past some of the days easily whereas some days were harder. Until one day, Varun’s father took him to his school to meet with the Principal in order to get his leave for the rest of his days and to get some study material for Varun. That is when Varun get to meet his friends, everyone asked him how he was doing. And there was Megha, standing in front of him with the most beautiful smile on her face waiting to talk to Varun. She came near him and both of them had an innocent smile on their faces which still and never can be forgotten by Varun for the rest of his life. Varun called her name with a smile on his face, to which Megha replied, “Hey Varun. How are you doing now? Hope you get well soon.” And there was Varun’s best friend Raj nearby just kidding with Varun and Megha by saying, “Hope so.” To which Varun and Megha raised their eyebrows and gave a sarcastic look. To which Raj replied by saying that, “Just kidding guys. Varun, just get well soon and come to school man, it is kind of boring in here and without you, and the school just sucks man. Get well soon.” Then there was Megha, “Sure, he will. He is going to get well soon.” “There is no way Megha, before recovering from this he would definitely get himself into the next trouble with his so called “parkour”. He is definitely going to do this soon or later Megha. Just mark my words, I know him better than anyone else here. He would do that for sure.” Megha was like, “Is it true Varun, you did this to yourself.” “No, Megha definitely not, it was just a freaking accident guys. I got hit by a freaking car which had a driver who would have definitely failed his driving test for sure.” Then they had a small chit chat and left the place but the smile on Megha’s face was just a never ending thought which was running in his head forever and ever and ever even until his death. Things were kind of going good in between them, they aced their tests and had good scores. That was a different story in between them until getting stuck with something that he never imagined that could happen. Everything was good until their eighth grade until Varun’s friend asked him about his love life by recognising the changes happening with him. Initially Varun was not ready to tell this to anyone but after some time due to Surya asking him repeatedly about his love life. Eventually Varun told him that he was in love with Megha, from that smile… that damn smile… which changed everything in his life and will change in the future too. Though Varun asked Surya to promise him that he would never tell this anyone but he did not stand up to his word and said this to everyone in their class. Eventually Megha came to know this too and she was not expecting that hence she was angry on Varun to which she eventually stopped talking to him, she started avoiding him from her life. Meanwhile Varun was not able to take that and was angry over Surya for telling everyone and screwing Varun’s love life still Varun blamed himself as he too has a part in that where he must have never told this to Surya in the first place so that this would have never taken place. Though he blamed himself and Surya still he was not able to do anything right at that moment but to blame himself. Stuff was going down and the distance between Megha and Varun was kept on increasing and Varun was not himself after that he could not bear that pain. Even when he was having an one sided relationship he was happy talking to her and imagining things but everything was going down in his life due to Surya, he did not have any idea to think of and was unaware of every situation he could use to get her or even get close to her like the life he had in the past. But everything now was like a dream… more like a nightmare… being in the same class was good for Varun which they had until completing their college but it was like being in hell for Megha, she was not ready to hear him out or think from his side of view. Things were different and hard for Varun after this so he started finding his spiritual reason which he may reside on music first. Music helped him to get himself out of the pain caused by Megha and also to express his feelings for her. He started getting great in what he did and will do. Music gave him a new identity in the totally different world. Still he was not able to get past the memories of Megha. So he started getting himself involved into watching movies and started writing books with his past incidents and parts of his imagination. The books started selling well but still he can’t give up on Megha. His mind was completely on her and so he was unable to concentrate in the stuff he does which made him lose some chances but still he tried so hard to prove what he was able to do. But just proving is not enough for this freaking society, earning is also important. Things were just somewhat normal as he planned his life that he wanted to live. But like the past incidents of his life, there was again an unexpected twist, the complete heart break and a complete silence from Megha after graduating from his high school. They were separated on joining different colleges due to their interests. Though they were into different colleges still Varun does know everything about her and had never ever tried to leave her behind. He was always there for her and known her better than anyone else in this world. But that was not the same in the case of Megha, she started getting even more distant from Varun and eventually started to lose him from her memories. He could not control his feeling for her anymore so he wanted to try for one last time despite her being proposed by him several times. He wanted to give a one last chance for the revival of her feelings for him and his feelings for her. Varun asked his best friend Raj about this as Varun has been alone for all these years and had been waiting for and had the same feelings for her just as he had for her in the past. Fear… it has always been with him and had him being haunted for the past years after getting separated from Megha and was not being able to see her. He was always scared for expressing his feelings for her thinking that she would leave him. “But eventually people start to leave you ultimately. It is what happens in the human cycle of nature. People getting attached to you, hurt you and then eventually leave you.” It has been always Megha for Varun, she made him the happiest person in the world by bumping into his life all of a sudden and also made him the saddest person in the world by leaving him all of a sudden by disappearing like a ghost from his life without a trace. He just needed her and will wait for her whatever it takes because he have always wanted her and only her in his life. Her thoughts were just killing him so on an evening he called his best friend Raj and said everything he was going through as he had nowhere else to go or don’t know what else should he do to get her? He tells about the memories of Megha which was hunting him for all these years and also admit that he was scared of proposing her. “Raj, I can’t do this anymore man. Her thoughts are just killing me and I don’t know what else I should do to get back with her. I just need her man. I just don’t know what to do without her being by my side.” “I can understand everything you say Varun. But for how long are you going to stay like this. Are you going to stay like this forever, just waiting for her? Even we talked with her about you but still you are the one who need to talk to her about you and for you. Just go and talk man what is she going to do to you. Just talk man at least for one last time give it a try.” “I too know that man, but I don’t know what to do. What if she leaves me for good after hearing me out, I just can’t take it man. Its different dude I can’t even tell her or explain about my feelings for her. Both the cases just hurts me in the end.” “I know that Varun. But just try to speak with her until then you are not going to get what you want. We can come to a conclusion only if you talk to her and explain your feelings for her. There is no other freaking way man.” “Okay Raj I will try to talk to her.” “I don’t need this answer, you have been saying this for the past five years. Now you are out of time, you just have three days to talk to her. I don’t care how you do it but you have to do this soon.” “Okay Raj I will try.” “You have been trying for past few years now and it is time for you to talk to her Varun.” “Okay Raj I will talk to her for sure.” Varun continues his daily routine for the next two days but still was not able to talk to her and couldn’t afford to lose her. Finally the third day arrived and Varun takes up some courage to talk to Megha. Varun got on to his terrace, sat there and tried to talk to her. He makes the call. But it was returning as busy or getting disconnected after continuous ringing. Varun was like pick up the damn phone Megha please pick it up. After some time Varun gets a call from his friend. “What happened Varun? Did you talk to her? What did she say?” “I have tried multiple times Raj. It is either getting disconnect or returning as busy all the time. I have tried multiple times Raj but still she is not picking up or returning my calls.” “Try again Varun, she must have been busy or must have been working.” “I have been trying for like the past hour Raj but she is not picking up my calls.” “Don’t worry Varun, just try again.” “What if she had my number blocked man because I am unable to see her profile picture? Just check her profile and tell me whether she has a profile picture or not.” “Yes Varun looks like she had your number blocked because I can see her profile picture. Just try from a different number and check if whether she answers or not.” And after some time Varun tries to call with another number. But before calling Megha from another number Varun gets a call from his friend. “Just don’t call her Varun. Leave it for good.” “Why Raj, is something wrong.” “Just don’t do this man. Leave it for good that is all I can say.” “Just tell me Raj.” “Just now I got a call from Megha’s friend complaining about you calling her again and again. Megha asked her friend to say this to me man.” Varun was just being silent. “Hey you there Varun. Just leave it for good man. She should have at least picked up your call and ask you not to call her, for a courtesy. Rather she asked her friend to tell this to me. Leave it man.” Varun still being silent and cries without him knowing. “Hey Varun are you crying man. Leave it that is all I can say.” “I just don’t know Raj, I just did not expect this from her. It is kind of different and I just don’t know how to express it.” “Hey don’t feel for this Varun, it is not worth it. How long have you been waiting for her? Ten years right but still she could not understand your feelings for her. And would definitely end up in a toxic relationship anyway which is not good for either of you. So just leave it for good Varun. You don’t have to worry for this, she is the one who is going to regret in the future for leaving you.” “Whatever happened so far still I am unable to give up on her Raj? I can get past this but can never forget her. Just leave it Raj, I will be normal soon.” Then Varun gets a video call from his friend and they spoke for some time. Eventually Varun started becoming normal but can never forget her. Then they played a game of Call Of Duty Mobile and things turned out well in the end. With his knowledge obtained from watching movies all the time accompanied with the help of his books and his own story he started making comics and animated films in the beginning which gained a good reputation in his field. Eventually he started incorporating his thoughts into a short film which succeeded too. Still he needed to get himself out from the past incidents and from the thoughts of Megha. Which can never be done by this as it increases the feelings for her and takes him into the past experiences. So he needed something new to get past that which he chose to be programming. He gained his knowledge in programming with time and started participating in white hat hacking. Eventually this ended him in making new applications and games from the knowledge he obtained with animation. Finally he succeeded with his works but the recognition he got from the real world was so less. The people in the online world was more into this when compared to the people in the real world. Finally he completed his college and finally ending up himself in the real world but that is not how things work in the real world. It was completely different from what he dreamt of. But all he wanted now was a break before moving on with his life. He had his life planned in a good flow. He just wanted to complete his masters in abroad but before all of that all he wanted was just a break from this real world. Now all he had was a few days to figure out what he can do to get himself out from the real world. So he started doing all the stuff he wanted like a monster. He was just like a beast doing everything he wanted to do in his life. It was like counting his last moments, he did everything he can like there is no tomorrow. He made more music, he released his albums online and did the remix of several pre-existing music, he wrote several books and comics, started making short films, published his new games and apps and started learning new stuff like he never did so that he can get past her thoughts. His family worried about his physical and mental health and what is he going to do after that and what if something happens to him due to this. So they decided to get him out of this once and for all or for at least some time. They asked his friends why he was doing this and they revealed his past and his memories with Megha after Varun’s family asking them repeatedly. Finally they arrived at a conclusion that they can take him out on a small vacation, like for a week to get him out of this mess. They decided to make it as a family vacation but Varun’s father and mother was having work and were not given a week off from their job as they had a tight schedule. Hence, they decided to send Varun and his sister on a small trip to get him out of this state of mind. First he refused to go but they asked him to accompany his sister as she had some work in Ooty. Eventually he agreed to go on that trip but he was only physically sound to go there not mentally. He thought the trip is going to suck but his life is going to change from that single trip which he would never thought of. And that is when he is going to meet Ananya who is going to change his life once and for all and leave him with her memories until he die.
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