Ring Of Chaos 122 The bottom of misery

Not diseases

Not the fucking ideas waiting for you every night before you close your eyes

Misery is humanity itself

The humans who made everything in the world miserable

Am I miserable?

Or just a fool waiting for his end quietly.

I don't know, but when I heard Dima's voice coming out of this little body, I was shocked

I felt like everything was weird

Really everything's weird

I wanted to scream

Enough!

I had enough of this world.

But I didn't talk, I didn't say anything.

I wanted to break this world with my fist

But I don't have the power yet. I have nothing but misery…

Dima looked at me with her cute little face.

She was originally a fairy

that fact made me shocked

Because it looked weird, and even though most of her is covered in black, even her wings, she was still beautiful so it looked so weird.

She wasn't missing any beauty

But I didn't have the effort to say anything

A looked around, this place was so bloody and sad like a paper that was about to fall off the tree.

It falls in the fall, without anyone looking at it.

Without anyone noticing it.

It Just falls and touches the ground, then nature runs over it like it didn't exist.

it moves with the wind until it finally reaches its end.

Without one person grieving it or even taking care of it

The wind rises it and embraces it, and then in a moment, it leaves it to fall and die without giving it any choice.

I was still at the shadows of Union headquarters.

I stood, around me a lot of bodies, a lot of blood and a lot of death.

I looked at everything without any care in the world.

I felt that nothing from what happened Mattered to me

Like it had nothing to do with me

In the midst of that fear, that horror a voice appeared ageing

"Master, you don't recognize me ?"

But I didn't have any psychological power to answer it

There's some time you don't even have the power to talk

To argue

To move

You want to throw yourself on your pillow and sleep quietly

Far from the noises of the world you just want to fall asleep in silence

This world is fucking ugly

It Destroys everything inside of us without mercy and no way to resist

It's like the world hates us. But we didn't do anything to make it hate us

He hates us just because he hates us

It is what it is I guess.

Fuck everything

Damn it

I don't know why all this misery is controlling over me wanting me to destroy the world

I didn't look around and I didn't look at her

I was looking at myself from the inside.

But only seeing a broken man

Fuck this world

Fuck this place

Why didn't I die the last time? Why am I still alive?

"What do you want from me?"

I looked at the sky and said that with a voice filled with pain and suffering.

My father was killed and my mother I don't know what's happening to her right now.

And here I am in love with the daughter of the man who did all this

 I'm just a fool who doesn't know what the world wants from him.

Or what does he want from the world?

"Master, what's wrong with you? What happened?" Dima said confused

She Flew with her black wings

In front of my face and i looked at her cute face

"Are you okay?"

No one's asked me that in a long time

Am I okay?

No, I'm broken

Destroyer

Scattered

"Yes, I'm fine," I said that as I smiled

"Well, I have an important question to ask you?" She said with a serious face

So it made me pay attention to her, I felt that something was wrong and that she's about to ask a very important question

"What do you want to ask?" I said that with a serious face too

"I want you to tell me seriously… Who's more beautiful now, me or Yama?"

When I heard her question, I couldn't help it

I felt like my body wanted to laugh

I felt that my soul needed it

I felt like everything in the world is a joke that's want to make me laugh

The world is all one big bad joke. suddenly everything around me turned silent

Except for my laughter

Only my daughter could be heard.

The world disappeared all around me

There's nothing around but me and my annoying voice

I kept laughing without stopping

I couldn't stop

Dima was flying in front of me, surprised by my actions

But she didn't say anything

suddenly my mother appeared in front of me out of nowhere

'Why haven't you come yet? I'm waiting for you'

She said that then disappeared

my father showed up where she was he looked at me and said

'Why haven't you avenged me yet'

When his voice stopped, the sound of my laughter stopped

I fell to the ground and the sound of my fall echoed everywhere around me

I looked at Dima in front of me

And took out my teleportation card from my inner range

I looked at the card in my hand

I don't want to be here anymore

I don't have the power to continue this anymore

I need some rest, for God's sake

Why can't I be treated in a human way

Why the hell don't I get some rest

 I'll kill anyone who ever stops me from taking my rest with my own hands.

I'll definitely do it

I went out of that fort

Dima was standing on my head at that moment

"Why are you acting so weird today, master"

"don't care about it"

"Where are we going?"

 she said

"To Lena to get the truth."

Chapter end