I just tried to translate one chapter . Hope you like :)
On the morning of the day I headed to the royal palace to participate in the ball, I paid a visit to Mishuly's room .
It was common for me to go to the room of Mishuly, and nobody was around in the building at the moment . We used to read books, and Mishuly really enjoyed it . Her room was right in front of the servant's room .
While entertaining Mishuly, I also planned to build up my strength by looking at my sister's smile, in order to survive the ball .
Mistrey suddenly looked at my face .
"Hmm . . .
I looked at that cute angel's eyes, staring at me from below .
What was it? - I wondered whilst staring back at the little girl's blue eye . It can happen to stare at something that you find particularly beautiful, but Mishuly didn't seem to be looking at my face for that reason .
"What is it, Mishuly?"
"Hey, are you OK?"
At those words, I suddenly felt like crying . I tried to smile, not to show that I was unsettled, yet my mouth was stiff .
"Well, no . . . It's nothing, Mishuly"
"Hmm?"
Although she was totally convinced, Mishuly wasn't old enough to question my answer and push any further . I caressed her head for a while . Mishuly was smiling happily and looked like an angel . I relaxed my cheek and managed to make a huge smile, and at the same time I stiffened my body because of the pain running through it .
" . . . . . . ?"
"It's nothing . "
Mishuly immediately raised her head . She was truly sensitive to the changes in the people around her .
In order to live, you have to know how to be a proper lady . Mishuly was not part of the social scene, part of all that unreasonableness . It was pointless to reject it, completely pointless, so from that day I was just going to swallow it and learned how to elegantly pretend nothing had happened .
Mary had plenty to say . The knowledge of past lives that I recalled "Labyrinth of the destiny" . Mishuly had grown up hidden among those stories . In order to live up to my role as the daughter of the High Priest, I was reluctantly going to become part of the Noir family . But, that was that .
At first Mishuly couldn't follow the story, but as it progressed she gradually underderstood it, and in the end she could have repeated all of it herself .
I think that me being considered a genious since I was very young ended up precluding Mishuly's glory, in a way . I wondered where was that brilliant ending for me, as I was trapped in a labyrinth with no exits .
The irrational who might be misunderstanding inevitably swallowed and the thorns that remained in Nod got caught, and I tormented my heart .
"Give me a smile, Mishuly . "
"Oh, sorry . "
" . . . Mishuly, do you want to be happy?"
To a sudden question, Mishuly blinked her eyes . It was the face she made when she didn't understand something . Looking at Mishuly being puzzled made me smile . Nobody doesn't want to be happy . It was a stupid question to ask to begin with . But it wasn't a big deal . I wanted to change subject, but Mishuly suddenly answered .
"I am happy, am I not?"
" . . . Huh?"
As Mishuly spoke, a soft smile was blooming on her face .
"I have a soulmate, my sister is with me . Doesn't that make me happy?"
Mishuly's words enlightened me . They banished all my dark thoughts and untangled my deepest hopes .
It was true . There was no way for me to make Mishuly unhappy . Do you know destiny? I was lost in the labyrinth of my destiny, standing at that intersection in Missouri . But I made Mishuly happy . With no hesitation, I embraced Mishuly, believing in the present happiness from the bottom of my heart .
"You are really cute, Mishuly!"
"Hey, YOU are the cutest in the world!"
Those two sisters, cute and cool but so strong when together, hugged for a while . The feeling of clinging onto each other satisfied the purpose of coming to Mishuly's room .
Everything was alright .
I felt fine .
Chapter end
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