My Instant Marriage 60 Please, try to understand me

During the car ride to Hee-jungs place both Eunbi and Young-soo didn't talk anything to one another, Eunbi was very disturbed with Mrs. Lee's words and she was kept on thinking about her words of her mind, while Young-soo just concentrates on his driving. Both of them made sure that they will not show any emotions to one another like last time.

When they reached Hee-jung's apartment he parked the car on the parking lot of the apartment building.

Eunbi unbuckled her seat-belt and said, "thank you so much for everything you have done to me, Young-soo and take care of yourself." She opened the car door and got down.

As soon as she took few steps away from the car, Young-soo felt he has some unsettled business with her; he quickly gets down from the car, and called out her name as audible as she could hear, "Eunbi."

She spun her body and looked at him he walked near to her, and suddenly without a warning he pulled her closer to him and hugged her tight. She hugged him back and laid her head on his shoulder.

He broke the hug in a brief moment, and held her hands. "I don't want to let you go without a proper goodbye like last time, therefore this time I would like to send you off properly with a proper goodbye. Don't take my mother's words seriously; I apologize in behalf of her."

Eunbi could feel the seriousness in his apologies by looking at his eyes, "why are you apologizing to me I deserve those scolding from your mother."

Young-soo could sense that she was controlling her emotions to not cry in front of him, he felt like he needed to console her for one last time. He cupped her face, "don't feel sorry to me, because you have just followed the instructions of your heart. Because of you I was able to spend some time with my mother after a long time, it was one of the happiest moments of my life. Don't worry about me just concentrate on your studies and ambition, and don't forget that it is not an easy job to achieve in your ambition, never ever give up on your dreams and ambitions. If you need any help ask me without any hesitation." He said and took of his hands from her face.

She nodded her head firmly and said, "take care," and then she walked to take the elevator to go to Hee-jung's apartment unit.

Young-soo felt as if he has missed something precious in his life. He got in his car, advised himself not to cry or be sad like he did on the other day. He looked at the reflection of his face on the car's rear-view mirror, and said to himself, 'life is full of pains and pleasures, and both success and failure is a part of the life, the more I fail the more I succeed. What you did is right you made her happy by deciding to give what she wanted from you since the day one of the marriage.' He gave himself a smile by looking at the reflection of his face on the car's rear-view mirror and then drove the car to his house.

Eunbi rang the door bell of Hee-jung's flat; as soon as she opened the door Eunbi hugged her friend, "I'm sorry for disturbing you often."

Hee-jung broke the hug, "I never thought that you are a burden to me, so stop apologizing, and get in."

Eunbi walked in to her house and sat down on the sofa at the living-room, Hee-jung closed the entrance door and came and sat down next to her. Eunbi held one of Hee-jung's hands, "even though I didn't fall in love with him why I'm feeling hard?"

"It's because you are in a mixed feelings with him, all I would advise you is think properly, because you still have a chance until you get the divorce. Do you know how many couples have united during the legal process of their divorce? Therefore take your time think properly and make a wise decision." Hee-jung expressed her opinion.

"Stop confusing me Hee-jung, I only love Min-suk. Even if I think to unite with Young-soo the elders of our family members will strongly oppose it because I told them the truth. By now Mrs. Lee would have contacted my mother and said everything to her." As soon as she said that to Hee-jung her phone rang, she took her phone from her handbag looked at her phone's display it reads 'omma' she roughly showed her phone to her friend and then answered the call.

Eunbi answered the call and said, "hello, omma."

Mrs. Yoon straight away asked her without inquiring about her health, "What I heard from Mrs. Lee was that true?"

Eunbi: "yes, it's true, omma."

Mrs. Yoon: "Eunbi I don't know whether you are doing all these in a right mind or not. But you should have said this to us that you love someone one else on the other day when Young-soo took all the blame by himself. Why did you shut your mouth on that day?"

Eunbi: "Omma, you saw that Young-soo didn't let me speak anything, then how could I?"

Mrs. Yoon: "whatever you say I can't get compromise with your explanations, because you have missed the right person of your life."

Eunbi was irritated to hear the same word even from her mother, "omma, stop saying that I don't want to hear such words," she yelled and hung-up the call.

Hee-jung put her hand on her shoulder, "are you all-right, Eunbi?"

"Why everybody is saying that I have missed the right man of my life? I agree Young-soo is a good man, but why don't you guys understand me that I couldn't able to fall in love with him." Eunbi said.

"Please try to understand that no one is confusing you; we are just telling you our opinion because we are concerned about your life, and we don't want you to regret later." Hee-jung replied.

"If you guys are concerned about me then why don't you understand me that I was in love with another man? From the day before the marriage I couldn't able to say them that I was in love with Min-suk because I was in love with him one-sidedly, even if I say that to them they would have laughed at me. So I agree to marry Young-soo to save the self-esteem and pride of my parents. Do you know how awful I felt to live the days with Young-soo as his wife by loving someone else in my heart? I don't want to love someone and sleep with someone else. It was a great torture as if I was living in the hell. Every day I make sure that I should not fall in love with him. I have hurt Young-soo verbally so badly, but I don't know what made him fall in love with me, he's suffered a lot because of me that's why today I told everything to Mrs. Lee." Eunbi said.

Hee-jung hugged Eunbi, "how did you live all these days by carrying all these pain in your mind. Just do as by your wish."

Chapter end