Seeing flies coming for Yu Yi's body, Sheng Youting remained indifferent . He just had people cleaned the bloodstain and went back to Ancheng .
Once arriving home, Sheng Youting took a shower and then went to bed together with Qibao, for she was reluctant to go to bed just with the accompany of servants . She dared not to fall asleep . Yet upon the appearance of Sheng Youting, she finally got eased, and slept sound in just one minute .
Next morning .
Hadn't been waked up by Qibao, Sheng Youting became nervous finding Qibao was not in his arms .
Having just gone through the incident, though he thought it was impossible for it to happen again, Sheng Youting still couldn't help being nervous . He stood up immediately, "Qibao?"
Maybe, Qibao was just playing hide and seek with him . After all, kids were always fond of theses childish things .
Suddenly, words came out from the bathroom . Sheng Youting got nervous as he came closer . It was Yu Lan's low voice .
Yu Lan was smiling and bathing Qibao . And Qibao was playing with bubbles like the incident before had never happened . She acted like a spoiled child with her mom . Her eyes were like crescent moons . She seemed extremely happy . "Mommy, are you all right now? Qibao misses you so much . Daddy said you were sick . And Qibao can see only you after you get better . "
AdvertisementSeeing the bruises all over Qibao's body, Yu Lan found it hard to breathe . Her heart ached a lot . She smiled to Qibao yet tears came out of her eyes without control . She nodded her head, "Mommy is sick now . Would Qibao dislike mommy because of it? Qibao, mommy feels so sorry for you . Are the bruises all beaten by mommy?"
Compunction and self-accusation came to Yu Lan . She knew she must be sick, but she never thought she would beat Qibao so hard! She could barely counted as a human!
She was a bastard!
However, Qibao looked at her naively . She even wiped away her tears and explained to her seriously in her childish voice, "Mommy, don't cry . It's not mommy who beats me but a monster in mommy's look . Daddy has already beaten it away . There won't be a monster beating Qibao anymore . . . "
Yu Lan lifted her head up . Her heart was about to break . She was sick and became a monster . She beat her child hard and made her body covered all over by bruises . Her little pretty precious Qibao should be beaten by her to this .
Yu Lan picked up the shower nozzle and washed off the bubbles on Qibao's body, "Qibao, there won't be monsters anymore . Do stay with daddy . Daddy can beat monsters . Daddy won't let monsters beat Qibao . . . "
Sheng Youting came to the door of the bathroom and called "Lan" . Yu Lan turned around . She looked at Sheng Youting, crying soundlessly with teeth gnashed .
Seeing the Yu Lan before him, Sheng Youting couldn't help holding her in his arms and explaining, "Qibao fell accidentally, I . . . I . . . "
Sheng Youting didn't know what to do . He planned to wake Yu Lan up when Qibao got better . However, the sedative did harm to human's body . He told the doctor to use less relatively, but it never came to him that Yu Lan should wake up in advance .
Yu Lan buried herself in Sheng Youting's arms, crying silently . Sheng Youting immediately pressed the phone bell in the bathroom to call the servants in to get Qibao out for play .
Sheng Youting hugged Yu Lan tightly, "Lan, it has nothing to do with you!"
Yu Lan cried in a depressed way . She dared not to cry out loud to disturb Qibao . All she did was to grab Sheng Youting's silk pajama tightly and let out the flood in her eyes, "How could I become such a bad person when I'm ill . Qibao said there was a monster beating her with my look . She is just a kid and is trying to find an excuse for me . She is my kid, and was once a part of me . How could I be such a cruel woman!"
"Youting, sent me to jail! Let the judge sentence me to death! I beg you! I'm not deserved to be the mom of Qibao! I'm a psycho! I can't remember anything I've done when I'm ill . I took her out and beat her like a foe . If I'm not isolated, I don't know what I would do to harm her next . Youting! Keep me away from Qibao! Don't let me hurt her again!"
Sheng Youting kept comforting Yu Lan, "Lan, it was not you . It was Yu Yi . I had got even with her! No one would dare to harm Qibao later . "
Yu Lan couldn't hear Sheng Youting . She was carried away and got more and more excited . She cried ever louder as time went by, seeming to cry her heart out . She kept heating her own head, "How could I be such a bad woman . To save her, I insisted and suffered from a two-day-one-night surgery . My blood was nearly totally newly transfused and I risked my whole life for her . I left the people who wanted to hurt me and I hated so much . I wanted to seek for revenge so badly, but I gave up, for what if my kid was unable to look at the world because of my revenge . I'm so scared and feared that she would be ended up like her brother, floating in formalin . "
Yu Lan screamed desperately and kept hitting Sheng Youting's shoulder with her head, "She was the kid I suffered a lot to save . How could I bear to beat her . I want to kill myself for what I've done, Youting! I'm a bastard! Kill me, Youting! Kill me!"
Sheng Youting held Yu Lan's hands tightly . He hugged her body tightly . He had her in his arms tightly .
So tightly that it was hard for him to breathe . It seemed that any breath could piece his heart through now .
He wasn't able to think what Yu Lan had said twice . His heart broke . . .
How could he ever think the little girl who couldn't even walk was actually two and a half years old .
How could he ever think that she was with a twin when she got pregnant . The miscarriage only took one baby away and the other one was saved at a huge cost . She had suffered from all those . Yet he didn't know any of these .
Qibao was his daughter!
The Qibao who would touch his face repetitively to comfort him was his own daughter!
The destiny was so cruel to him . He had missed so much . The misery he had brought to Yu Lan was now doubled and fed back to him . Though without a scar, Sheng Youting did feel like being pieced by thousands of knives . It was a pain hard to suffer and he was aching everywhere .
He closed his eyes and all that presented before him was the Qibao looking at him with watery eyes and bruises around all of her little body . His poor Qibao . . .
"Lan! It was my fault . My fault! Lan, don't forgive me . Don't ever forgive me! Let me compensate you . Compensate Qibao . I would never be able to pay back not even until my death! All I could do is to give your all my remaining life!"
Sheng Youting hugged Yu Lan and buried his face in her back neck . His sob was mixed with that of Yu Lan's . "Lan, thank you . Thank you for saving me a kid . With you and the kid, my life is full . "
Yu Lan gradually calmed down . Things were flashing across her head like a movie . She lifted her head and looked at Sheng Youting . Her eyes finally found a focus and all that in her eyes was a handsome man with once absent deep love .
Holding Yu Lan's hands, Sheng Youting led her to the window and held her shoulders . He pointed to Qibao playing with a dog in the garden downstairs, "Lan, from now on, our family of three, would never be apart again . "
The woman beside him didn't utter a word for long after his words until he felt the shivering shoulders in his hands and there came a sobbing sound of the woman, "Em!"
Chapter end
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