Gundam SEED's Final Destination Chapter 232

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"Clang-ding-"

The unbelievable sound of the piano came from the rehabilitation training room.

Occasionally, a man's angry growls and mournful cries could be heard.

"Why don't you go say hello?"

Outside the gate of the rehabilitation center, Cruzer looked at the struggling man and asked.

"No, there will be opportunities in the future."

Noel looked at Nigall's painful expression, turned and left.

Now let him vent on his own.

Thanks to the full-scale treatment, Nigel has woken up from the bed.

But because of the serious damage to the waist, the legs have almost lost the ability to stand.

Even the hands he used to be proud of couldn't play music as flexibly as before, and he couldn't even take care of the most basic meals.

For a man who values ​​the piano more than his life—perhaps sleeping forever is more suitable for him.

Walk the streets full of peace.

Looking at the laughing crowd, Nuoer couldn't help feeling out of place in his heart. He clearly stood here and stood in this world, but he didn't have the slightest sense of identity and integration.

It's as if he and they are completely in two worlds.

"Does it feel like this world is strange?"

Cruzer's eyes seemed to be able to read people's hearts, and asked when he stood beside Noel.

Noel's expression was slightly stagnant when he heard the words, and he looked at Cruzer with a slightly complicated expression.

Cruze didn't seem to notice Noel's sight, but said to himself: "For them, this is a world full of hope, full of future, and full of light! It is full of the truth, goodness and beauty of human beings, and it is full of All the good in the world."

"Warm sunshine, peaceful breath, a paradise of laughter—"

At this moment, in a trance, Noel seemed to see in Cruze the yearning for the light, the desire for the truth, the good and the beautiful, as well as his extravagant hopes for all the good things in the world, and his beautiful vision for the future.

"Then why did you choose to destroy it?"

However, Noel laughed when he finished speaking, this is a very boring question.

"I could have endured the darkness if I had not seen the sun. But the sun has made my desolation a new desolation—"

Cruze's plain words pierced Noel's heart like a sharp needle.

Noel's smile gradually solidified.

"Do you know what despair is?"

Cruzer glanced at Noel's expression, looked at the prosperity in the distance and asked lightly.

Noel frowned slightly when he heard the words, and felt a very uncomfortable feeling in his heart.

"It can be called despair when hope is shattered, but it is the simplest form of despair, because hope can be rekindled."

"But what if hope is rekindled and then ruthlessly strangled?"

"That is a deeper despair, but it can still break free, because human resilience is very strong!"

"When the fire of hope can't illuminate the way forward, when you meet the future with full expectations, but find that the future you should have is ruthlessly smothered, even your entire life and even your existence is just a test product —"

"Jeshi, despair is just a simple word, but this - can still break free! Because human beings believe in miracles!"

As if recalling the past, Cruze said in a trance: "Because you believe in miracles, you start to struggle, cry, believe in miracles, and seek hope..."

"But how do you believe in something you have never had?"

"You who have no future since you were born, stubbornly believe that you once had a future, and believe that you can have a future—"

"In the end, until you are driven into the abyss by the future you believe in, the hope and miracles you embraced become the despair that knocked you down into the abyss!"

Cruzer used the softest words to tell the darkness in his heart.

There was no emotion in his tone, as if he was talking about someone else's business.

"So, are you complaining to me for comfort? Or do you want me to tell you not to deprive you of the future to give you a little presence?"

Noel was a little irritable in his heart, but he insisted that he suppressed the irritability in his heart and looked at Cruzer with a sneer, and said: "If that's the case, then I'm really sorry, I can do everything, just don't. will comfort people."

"Ha h-"

Cruzer was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, then a smile appeared on his face, and he said in a relaxed and mocking tone: "I'm not vulnerable to this point, besides, I have found the meaning of my existence and accepted it. The presence."

"The meaning of existence - do you mean destroy the world?"

Noel couldn't help laughing when he heard the words, the meaning of this existence is really-unique enough.

"Destroy the world? Why should I destroy the world?"

Unexpectedly, however, Cruzer denied this.

"Then what did you mean just now?"

Noel looked at Cruzer in surprise, and found that Cruzer really thought he didn't destroy the world, or denied that he had the idea of ​​destroying the world!

"My existence is not just me."

Facing Noel's sight, Cruzer said with a smile: "I am the dream of mankind, the wish of mankind, the retribution of mankind! Stronger than others, walks further than others, climbs higher than others-competition, Jealousy, hatred, get carried away by these things! Humanity will eventually be swallowed up by the darkness of its own creation and will die--"

"And me! It's the darkness created by human beings! This is my destiny, and it is also the path that humans can't turn back even if they know it! Therefore, it is not me that destroys the world, but the existence of human beings!"

"I'm just a collective representing human malice, living in the world with the evil of human beings~www.mtlnovel.com~ and walking along the path expected by human beings."

Listening to Cruzer's neurotic remarks, Noel didn't know how to refute, or even if it could be refuted, there was no need to refute, because everything this guy said - was true.

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In other words, he has confused and fused his own concept, so there is no room for refutation.

Suddenly, Nuoer had a flash of light as if he had thought of something and asked with a smile, "Who can understand what you say?"

Cruzer's expression was slightly stagnant when he heard the words, and it was obvious that Noel's answer was somewhat unexpected.

But after a little silence, Cruze said with a smile: "I don't know about the others, but if it's you - I'm sure you will understand."

"What do you mean by that?"

After hearing that, Noel's smile froze on his face.

What do I know sooner or later?

"Do you know why me and Durandal value you so much?"

"why?"

"In addition to the particularity of your body, and because you are essentially the same type of person as us, if you have the opportunity, you can go to Mendel to take a look. Some places there are well preserved."

After saying that, Cruzer patted Noel on the shoulder, turned and sat in the car, and said to Noel with a solemn expression: "I really look forward to the day when you know the truth."

Noel looked at the back of Cruzer's departure, and there was a flash of solemnity and unease in his eyes.

"Mendel--how much more I don't know--"

Am I the same as Cruze -

Chapter end