Lin Sanjiu soon discovered that the gift left by her son-in-law, in addition to Ji Shanqing, had short-term control.
She couldn't guess what method her son-in-law might use to cultivate a feeling in her mind: she knew that she had taken control of the space in which this underground game was released, and she knew that after leaving here , Her control will disappear, and then maybe everything will be restored again.
After she left, she couldn't control it, and didn't bother to care about it—at least for now, the gift bag is absolutely safe beside her, that's enough.
When she knelt gently beside the gift bag, before she could reach out to touch his face, the gift bag woke up. His eyes opened slowly, like the stars of Huze after the cloud and haze faded, both cold and bright; when Lin Sanjiu's shadow fell into his eyes, those eyes were suddenly tender and bent softly, accompanied by A cry: "... sister."
Lin Sanjiu took him into his arms, buried his face in his hair, and said nothing for a long time. She closed her eyes tightly in the smell of the bamboo wind of the other party, and did not dare to look at it, because she suddenly developed a fear-she felt long ago that even if she did not talk about suffering, her life would always be full The tiny, suffocating discomfort, because life is like this, born in a person's skin is like putting a foot into the wrong shoe. So in her wrong life, can she have such absolute and pure things as Ji Shanqing, can it be explained only by dreaming?
In other words, she is real, and the struggles, sadness, discomfort, and pain she can feel are also real. Only Ji Shanqing and those consolations similar to him are written by a novelist. Yes, just to appease people, to give people a little hope.
"Sister," Ji Shanqing's voice trembled softly, and she stroked one hand on the back of her head, one after another, with a reassuring sense of regularity: "Sister, it's okay, you are just now Too much shock ... "
is it? However, she already knew the intention of the son-in-law; even if there were no son-in-law, she would have known the end of the flood of mankind-she could hardly explain the trembling she could not control at this moment.
"You see more than just son-in-law, you hear more than what she says ... the things she represents are difficult to put into words, those things that have been known for so many years, and how many things have changed. All of them rushed to you in an instant. "
Although Ji Shanqing had just woke up, she seemed to be clear about her experience: "I was placed not far away by that time, watching you talk to her from afar, I know. You are already amazing, sister."
When Lin Sanjiu raised his head, he realized that because he was full of tears, he covered his long hair with a gift. "Are you all right?" She asked as she plucked her hair from her face.
"It's okay," Ji Shanqing smiled at her, looked at Yu Yuan not far away, and looked back. "Although for a moment, the son-in-law really made me scared. She said that you are so human and you are on the boundary of becoming a human-but fortunately, she didn't see me as a human. "
If Ji Shanqing is not regarded as a human being, then Yu Yuan is naturally free of such risks. Yu Yuan heard this for a moment, and said, "In this case, it's also a good thing that I don't recover from adulthood."
"What we just said ... and what I have experienced before, do you know?" Lin Sanjiu asked Chao Libao.
"In the beginning, I was caught by a young woman through a game. She couldn't figure out what I was, and she didn't want to let me go, so she kept me as something wrapped in text, stuck in 'paper' Up ... but before she had a chance to tamper with me, the son-in-law took over. "Ji Shanqing explained," Since then until my sister appeared, the son-in-law kept me staying with her. Around me ... scattered, I followed her a lot and talked a lot, including my sister's affairs. "
He suddenly lowered his head in a little embarrassment and whispered, "But I can't send you a message ... I saw my sister was looking for me, but I couldn't make a voice, so you were so worried ..."
This is a big deal.
Lin Sanjiu's fingers stroked the back of his hand and whispered, "I ... I don't really understand, I don't understand what the son-in-law wants, and why did you find me?"
Yu Yuan also came over and stopped when he was still a few steps away from Ji Shanqing; he seemed to want to listen to the discussion between the two, and would not be too close to the gift bag, so he went behind Lin Sanjiu Sit down.
"Think carefully, she allowed me to save some people, to come according to a standard, but she did not give me any standard." Lin Sanjiu smiled bitterly, "She just said what is not 'righteous' , But she didn't say what it was. Where should I look? Why should I look for it? "
In addition, she has a darker and deeper fear and doubt.
"If there are no righteous among my friends, can I save them? Is this an experiment? She depends on whether I am fair, and if I save my friends, then I will fail, and we all flee There is no dead end. But if I want to give up my friends, then I don't know what else to live ... "
Ji Shanqing shook his head.
"Sister," he said, while holding her hand slightly back, which made Lin Sanjiu calm down slightly. "After getting along with each other for a few days, I also know a little bit about son-in-law. Do you want to hear my opinion?"
Lin Sanjiu nodded immediately.
When she had just heard the two options given by son-in-law, she even hoped that she had no choice.
Although the son-in-law hates the obscurity and chaos in her nature, for a moment, she can't wait for herself to be chaotic and murky—there is a great flood or other end in ignorance, then the end is the end There has been no pain before, like a dog who died unfortunately in a volcanic eruption.
If Hunge is the source of pain, and Hunge itself avoids feelings of pain, then maybe the setting of human beings is really something wrong?
"Sister, son-in-law really does not give you a standard." Ji Shanqing smiled at her comfortably and whispered: "Because of this standard, she does not have it."
Lin Sanjiu stunned. She never thought that the god-like son-in-law would have "nothing".
"She tells you that if you find someone who meets a certain criterion, then you can survive. But how can she have this criterion? Because in her opinion, the human race itself, no matter who it is, may Even herself, she should not survive. "Ji Shan Qingyun said lightly," In her eyes, there is no such standard for who should survive, who should not survive, what do you tell her to take? How about you? "
Lin Sanjiu fell into a blank speech for a while.
"She won't go to identify them one by one, oh you are a good person and have n't done bad things, or the proportion of bad things is not large, so is it a bit unfair to let you die."
At this time, even the gift package “being on the boundary of becoming a person” can clearly make people feel that the indifference really is not one person— “because it is to judge whether a person is good or bad Then, just this criterion for distinguishing good from bad will put her into an endless sophistry trap. Can you imagine that scene? The son-in-law is sitting opposite a person, trying to figure out whether this person is worth living ...
"That person will say," Why am I not a good person, aren't you just a person? Who gave you the qualifications to judge whether I am a good person, you are right? Then what is the difference between you and the wicked? You have Your standards, I have my standards, I have a bad side, and I have a good side, how can you look at the problem without splitting it into two? Besides, I have done something questionable, That 's also because I was born in this environment, I was affected by the environment, and I do n't have your experience and luck. Is this my fault? ”
Ji Shanqing finished speaking in one breath, then changed her breath, and said with a smile: "If the son-in-law is caught in the judgment of the individual, it is tantamount to being meaningless. So she won't go to see what the individual is, she decides At that time, it was a decision based on a group. She only looked at the impact of the human group on the world, the cause and effect, and the turbulence caused by the group ... It was enough for her to bear the group.
Lin Sanjiu is even more confused now. "Then why did she ask me to find some separate individuals?"
Ji Shanqing listened and sighed slightly.
"It was caused by the group, and it was the group's responsibility. It was the answer of Nu Wa to the human problem. She was convinced that her answer was inevitable and correct, but she wanted to see if there was another one. Sober, similar-looking people come up with another answer. Her experiments on humans are over, and her experiments on you have just begun. "
In the silent room, he felt a distressed feeling because of Lin Sanjiu.
"Her approach is actually unfair to you. This is an almost unimaginable burden, and it's overwhelmed to you. Although the son-in-law also gives you choice ... If you don't want to take on such a task, Then you can also welcome their destruction in silence, or join the son-in-law to accelerate the destruction. But no matter which option you have, you can't be confused. "
Lin Sanjiu lifted his head and looked at the grey room, his ears seemed to hear a little commotion and noise coming from outside.
She exhaled long and whispered, "... if I were a bird, or a deer, it would be nice."
"Then you are likely to die because of humans." Ji Shanqing also sighed and said with a bitter smile: "I don't understand why the son-in-law would find her sister. Even if you finally get the answer with the daughter Alas, in the process you will do your best to find another way out ... this is your sister. "
From the end of the corridor outside the door, there were high and low exclamations. Voices such as "Why the door can't be closed", "Why can't I write a word", are intermittent and panic-like, like a clump of debris, washed away by a roll of water. The shard rushed into Lin Sanjiu's ears and made her turn to look at the door.
She stood up blankly.
Why the son-in-law left her control, she understood why. She was convinced that in a short and long conversation, she heard her son-in-law say, "... now, what are you going to do with these people?"
Chapter end
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