Bad∞End∞Night Vol 2 Chapter 8

Chapter 8: Discrepancy

First nighT

One night, when the wind blew fiercely, seven actors celebrated a play. 

And that she would reveal their secret… 

The seven were bewildered, and indignant. 

But the woman stood her ground. She insisted that she was in the right. 

She gave up on the quarrel and attempted to leave, and the seven tried to stop her. 

At last, the woman produced a knife she happened to have in her pocket and threatened the seven. 

The seven faltered. 

There was a dispute and an ugly scuffle… and then. 

Perhaps it was a prank played by the goddess of fate… To her, miracle and accident is all the same. 

Once she reached the bottom… the knife was plunged into her chest. 

And they thought this. 

“If only this tragedy we see before us were the same as the plays we perform, the first scene of a fictional world… 

To hide everything in the theater’s secret cellar, inside a coffin… ∞ 

Sweat ran down my fingers as I turned to the final page. The thick book filled with words… Every time I flipped its pages, the words jumped out at me as if being typed directly into my head. 

“I… know this… I know it!” 

“As WHAT…?” 

“ReMEMber?” 

“What’s written in this book. Eight men and women… and seven of them chased one of the women, and she died. I think it was an accident, but… I feel like it could be interpreted as them killing her, too.” 

“…” 

Yes, exactly the same. The script of Crazy ∞ nighT, and this world. What connection did they have to my dream and First nighT? Was my dream a premonition…? Or… 

“But WOW, so you can reMEMber DREAMS that clearly… We DOLLS can’t even DREAM, so we WOULDn’t know. Even remembering the NUMber of PEOPLE in your dream…” 

“Yes…” 

“Agh…” 

“Hey, WHY do you reMEMber? Did you SEE everyONE’s faces? Their VOIces?” 

“Eh?” 

I focused my thoughts on my memories of the dream again, but… As I thought, I wasn’t going to remember anything more about it. The Doll Boy was looking at me seriously, not a hint of teasing. 

“I think… I wasn’t looking from anyone’s viewpoint in particular in the dream. Like, if it were a play, and I weren’t sitting in the audience, but was still close to the actors - that was how close I seemed to be. So if I included myself, it would actually go up to nine, maybe…? I’m not really sure. That’s about all I can say about where I was watching from… Dreams usually aren’t from one view anyway, it’s like… a weird, ambiguous string of points.” 

“…!” 

Why did he know that? The book hadn’t said a word about that… 

“If the LEAD died in the middle of the PLAY…” 

“…Do you THINK the story would END there?” 

I hesitated, having no immediate answer to the question. Generally, the lead wouldn’t die in the middle. If the lead were to die, it was left for the finale of the story… and only when the ending was a tragic one. In the case of a book, there would be no one left to tell the story, and certainly in a play, it wasn’t common to keep going on and on after the lead died. The common reply was that such a thing wouldn’t be interesting. 

“…” 

“…” 

I wasn’t sure if the cruel doll was complimenting me or insulting me. 

“The LEAD usually won’t DIE. If they DO, the STOry will end there. But THERE is a way to keep GOing…” 

“Replace the lead…?” 

“You SWITCH the lead, and it beCOMES the story of the NEW lead. Doesn’t THAT happen all the time in THE human world? HIStory… Everyone writes EVERlasting stories of inheriTANCE. If the lead DIES… Just look FOR someone ELSE, and bring them IN as the NEW lead. And you should KEEP quiet TO the new one aBOUT it. That’s just NATUral. For NEW people to keep focusing on OLD, endED things, that’s UNnatural. Those stoRIES aren’t interesting. There’s noTHING weird about moving to a new lead’s CHAPter in a story, eiTHER. If it’s a play with eight PEOple… You prepare a NINTH.” 

“Um, I should…” 

“And if it does RUN out? Will we go aWAY?” 

“…MemoRY is a BORing book. Its pages won’t alWAYS be open…” 

“…!!” 

It couldn’t be… all these books without titles on the bindings. Were all of these bookshelves that filled up the walls of the room…?! No…!! 

“Then, First nighT, too…? Is that…” 

“…” 

“If you DON’T remember anything, well, it’s BETter that WAY…” 

“Err…” 

“Are they, now…” 

“So, were you headed somewhere?” 

His question made me ask myself why I was standing here right now. Hadn’t I been headed to the study on the second floor to look for the Master…? But when I left the library and absent-mindedly wandered in no particular direction, I ended up way over here… as if my destination had been the Twilight ∞ nighT painting. Why in the world…? 

“…I was just walking around trying to find someone…” 

“…Understood.” 

As the Master instructed, I promptly headed for the room in the southeast corner of the first floor. It was a rather widely-built storage room. 

By now, I’d noticed how most objects were just background for the play; “papier mache,” so to speak. For instance, the vase of white lilies on the glass table on the living room which had looked so real. It looked exactly like real flowers in a vase, with water. But it had no properties beyond giving the impression of “there’s a vase there,” so you couldn’t even take the flowers out of the vase. As I searched through the stockroom filled to the brim with such props, I began to predict that I wouldn’t find that next page. My busily-moving hands gradually came to a stop. 

I probably should have asked the Master when we met in the hallway. Why hadn’t anyone told me this world was repeating itself? Did everyone know that? Or was it just the Doll Boy assigned to the library who happened to find out? Why hadn’t we searched people’s bodies in our search for the page? Why had we found no sign of the next page after all this searching? 

I read some of the other books the Doll Boy brought from the shelves, besides that repulsive Bad ∞ End ∞ Night one. They were all events I had no recollection of. But I suppose they were Crazy ∞ nighTs that had been performed. If I were to take the Doll Boy at his word, then I… then all of us had repeated the script of Crazy ∞ nighT a mind-numbing number of times. And in the books he showed me too, as expected, everyone was searching for a stolen page, just like now. But there wasn’t even a single one where the page was found in time…! 

“I’m… always alone, huh…” 

Everyone had forgotten the real world, and they were made part of this one. As much as I tried to tell them that fact at the outset of this absurd act, they didn’t seem to comprehend, every time. Which meant it was really only me who was trapped in this world, wasn’t it? These people were just fictional creations of this world, and the real ones were elsewhere… Yes, still back in reality. It was just me who was invited to this world as a guest… as the lead role. 

In that case, I think I could understand why only I lost my memory every time. If everything but myself was papier mache, and even the characters were purely fake, then I wouldn’t even have to feel lonely. And that horrid book that I dared not even remember… 

That Bad ∞ End ∞ Night - I absolutely wouldn’t believe that it was something I had actually done. Even if they were fakes, how could I kill them… kill my friends with my own hands?! I opened my clenched hands in front of my face, staring at them hard enough to bore a hole. I had absolutely no memory of it. But when I closed my eyes, I could faintly picture my hands being stained in blood. 

It was just my imagination, surely… a spineless weakling like me could never do such a thing. I shook my head to knock it out of my brain, but the intense and ghastly image wouldn’t go away easily. Guilt crept up on me for something I hadn’t even remembered doing. My throat was completely parched. 

This wouldn’t do… I would go mad from my suspicion, guilt, and self-hatred. I needed something to change my mood and calm me down just briefly… Something to calm my heart… 

My downtrodden mood was suddenly lifted. If I could write an ending about returning to reality on this blank sheet, what would happen? For instance, if I wrote “The play ended, the actors regained their memories and bodies, and they all returned to the real world”… Would it really happen just like that? Or else, no, we would have to perform as the mastermind who sealed us in this world wanted us to, and write the ending that way; and no matter what we wrote, we wouldn’t get back to reality. 

If the laws of this play world were in effect, then what was written in the script was absolute, and everything and everyone acted accordingly… Well, I would just have to give it a try to find out. Okay…! 

I dipped my right index finger in the pool of wine on the floor and drew lines on the paper. But this time, it didn’t glow. As a test, I wrote in short words, “All went back to reality,” but alas, nothing happened. Maybe it wouldn’t start to take effect until this was put in as the final page of the script. Or else the words written with the wine were too light, and having to strain your eyes to make them out wouldn’t do. Or maybe even it had to be written with something like a pen. I didn’t know how it worked, but if I tried all the possibilities, then maybe… 

But… What if I failed? 

All the information I’d gathered since waking up would go back to a blank sheet. Would I forget everything again, and repeat the same actions? I’d wake up in an unfamiliar place, realize I was sucked into a strange world, be overcome with panic and fear… Then the others who had forgotten themselves and been made part of the play would appear… I’d despair, and vow to help bring everyone back to reality… In the middle, I’d learn that this world was repeating again and again…

Every detail of the night wasn’t guaranteed to happen the same way every time. A single one of my actions could change the entire outcome; it had resulted in a different ending each time. After countless nights, I’d finally found a major possible hint toward returning to reality, so I didn’t want to fail here. 

I have to save everyone… 

There was still time. I put my hand to my chest to check; about two-thirds of the play had elapsed. 

In the back of my mind, I pictured everyone’s expressions I’d seen since being sucked into this world. It was possible that they were always part of this world, and thus completely fake from the beginning. But no matter what, I couldn’t think of them as mere fabrications. 

There were many instants where their actions, words, and expressions overlapped with the habits of their real world counterparts. So they were the real ones, who in being adapted into this world’s systems, forgot their real names and other memories… This seemed like the most likely explanation to me. Thus, the only one who could save them from this crazed world of night was me, Miku, the one who hadn’t lost sight of her past, true self. In order to prevent another Bad ∞ End ∞ Night from taking place here… I had to firmly believe in Miku, in myself. 

I wiped up my wet skirt with the handkerchief. The brand new one I’d just gotten from Luka. But now that I’d learned that I’d already spent ages in this world and had just forgotten about it, I saw the new handkerchief as already being worn out. How strange… Of course just knowing the reality wouldn’t make any physical changes. I knew that it was only my mind that changed. Yet… I couldn’t believe how different an impression it gave me. 

The light green leaves were dyed the pale color of the wine. The formerly pink roses sucked up the color, looking like they were in full bloom. I had to wash this once I got home… I squeezed the wet handkerchief tight, carefully put it in my pocket, and stood up. 

To gather clues about ending this play and returning to reality, first, I had to know the whole picture. There were many books in the library, and while there could be hints piled up in all those past events… after a bit of hesitation, I shook my head. I didn’t have time to read them all one by one. Right now, it was better to make the most of the possibilities on hand, and solve the mysteries in front of me. I had to investigate the points of interest thoroughly… 

I proceeded right down the hallway after leaving the wine cellar, and on my left appeared the forbidden room outside which the Twilight ∞ nighT painting hung. When I left the library in my dumbstruck state of mind and wandered, I somehow found myself drawn here. There had to be a reason for it; I’d forgotten about how long a time I’d spent in this world, but surely my body remembered. 

When Meg poured me milk tea for the first time here in the living room, I was certain my hand slipped and dropped the teacup, but that didn’t actually happen. Surprising even myself, I took the hard-to-hold cup skillfully and without hesitation to drink the tea. That odd discrepancy… it was caused by my memory loss. My body remembered, but my mind forgot. So my mind would think “why?” about subconsciously natural actions it had forgotten. In that case, I could stop thinking and let my body carry itself to hints I had gathered in the past… Hopefully. 

I gazed at the Twilight ∞ nighT painting on the wall thoughtlessly. My right hand, seeming to know the truth of it, reached out toward the left palm of the girl dancing in the middle of the painting, which was faced forward. Since the girl was drawn life-size, it looked somewhat like I was putting my hand against a mirror, she on the inside and I on the outside. Then I noticed there was a slight indentation on that palm, and as if trying to enter the painting, I leaned in toward it. 

There was a sudden clunk of movement, and I pulled my hand away. Was there a switch in the indent on her palm? The wall slowly and silently receded back into the “forbidden room.” When it was finally done, a spiral staircase leading to the basement appeared. So this forbidden room hadn’t been a room to begin with, only a secret spiral staircase. 

I peered at the dark stairwell. Lamps along the wall provided faint light. A gentle breeze blew up from below; maybe the basement had ventilation of some kind that led outside. Still leaving it to my body, I went down step by step. Just how deep did this go…? The long staircase went on so long, I couldn’t even tell how much progress I’d made. 

After walking for a while, large doors appeared before me. The old wooden doors were definitely heavy, but putting all my weight against them made them slowly creak open. The musty stone room was bathed in light by lamps around the walls. Going inside and looking around, I found many coffins. I fearfully counted them. 

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven… eight. 

Eight coffins… I approached the one positioned way at the back and slowly put my hand on the cover. But appearing to be locked, it wouldn’t come off. Same for the coffin beside it, and the one beside that… I checked every one, but none would open. A loud, discouraged sigh reverberated in the quiet room. 

At this point, I came back to my senses. 

Thinking about the unconscious actions I’d just done, I backed away from the coffin in front of me. I’d tried to open these coffins. When I let my body take over, in an exceedingly natural way, it checked each and every coffin, longing for something inside them. Like something inside the coffins was drawing me toward them… 

While this could have been connected to a hint regarding returning to reality, since I didn’t remember anything, I was hesitant to open these closed coffins without any clear aim. I was glad they were locked… it was a good thing they didn’t open, I thought with deep relief. 

But at the same time, a vague intuition that I had to open these coffins quickly began to swirl in my head. The two thoughts mingled, and I pondered what to do for a while. But either way, the coffins seemed to be locked, so they wouldn’t open for now. A cursory look around didn’t turn up any keys or anything, either. 

Amid the books I read in the library, there had been no mention of opening these coffins. The Master had divided up the rooms to everyone and told them to search diligently for the next page, but for some reason he omitted this room of coffins, not even bringing it up. Did the others want to hide this room’s existence from me, the Villager? Was that a natural part of their role as the mansion’s residents? In fact, in past scripts, the Master had told me to stay away from this area, saying it was dangerous. But I had a feeling there was something important hidden in these coffins. Like it said in the First nighT book… 

“But the play of her life, where she was the lead, had already come to an end. 

To hide everything in the theater’s secret cellar, inside a coffin… ∞” 

A secret cellar with coffins; in First nighT, it only said that the dead woman was being hidden. But here there were eight coffins, all carefully locked… On the side of each coffin was a thin, rectangular hole I supposed served as a keyhole, that looked about the right size for a thick playing card. Was there an item that was a perfect fit for this somewhere in the mansion? Would I have to search for that, too, in the short remaining time? 

For now, there didn’t seem to be anything more I could do in this underground room. I turned on my heel, headed to the entrance, and put all my might into opening the heavy doors again, this time pulling. Then in the corner of my eye, I noticed a thick wooden bar for the door leaning against the wall beside it. Aha, so the room could be locked from the inside. Should I use this latch? I went and looked at the other side of the doors, and saw no keyhole or way to lock them from outside. 

After thinking about it a while, I decided to leave the heavy doors open. Having to open them again would take up time. I left the room of coffins behind and hurried up the spiral stairs. Before I went looking for the key to the coffins, I’d meet up with the others. I hadn’t even come close to finishing the Master’s request to search the stockroom, but surely the next page wouldn’t actually be there… so I felt. 

There was something more important for me to report: that there might be a hint leading toward the ending in these underground coffins. And everyone was told to meet in the study and report as they each finished searching, so who knows, maybe someone really had found the next page. We were pressed for time, but there was still some hope. If we all brought together our knowledge, surely… we’d be able to manage something. Trying to keep in my hopeful excitement, I hurried up the grand stairs in the entrance hall and made a beeline for the study. 
 

Chapter end