She had tried her best to avoid seeing him . She had hidden herself in the car for a long time the afternoon before . She had slept on the wicker chair in the sunroom at night to avoid him . That night, it had poured so badly that no cab would come to pick her up, even though she had tried to call many of them . She didn't dare to call the Gu Mansion, afraid of him getting mad at her .
No matter what she did, she always seemed to piss him off . After he was enraged, she always ended with having rough sex with him .
There was nothing more unethical than trading sex between men and women . She might be even worse than those women who earned what they wanted through sex . She was just a sex slave for him to unleash his sexual desires . There was no mention of caring about her or having fun with her; he never even showed any respect for her .
She couldn't help feeling bad for herself . She liked him, had secretly liked him for so many years, which made her feel even worse than before .
If she could, Qin Zhi'ai really didn't want to show any signs of crying .
However, she had never been able to hold her tears . The more she wanted to control herself, not letting her feelings out, the sorer her eyes felt . The tears fell on her cheeks when she was distracted .
A long time after they had sex, Gu Yusheng recovered from the feelings of relief and felt empty again .
He felt like someone had taken his heart out and everything became a blur .
He stared at the roof, lost in thought for a quite long time, before he realized what he was doing .
He had sex with her again . He wondered what was happening to him that made him lose control so often .
Losing control so frequently made Gu Yusheng worried . He was anxious again at that moment . He wanted to smoke . As he reached his hand out to search for the pack of cigarettes under the pillow, he remembered his cigarettes and cellphone were all in the other room . He was annoyed by this and drew his hand back . He turned around and saw Qin Zhi'ai curled up on the edge of the bed . Her shoulders shuddered . It seemed that she was crying .
Gu Yusheng's lips trembled and his face tensed up, his lips suddenly stretched to the sides . He stared at her back for quite a long time . He wanted to move his eyes away, but suddenly heard the sobbing she had tried so hard to suppress .
It was like a sharp knife had stabbed into his chest, hard . It gave him an unexpected and sharp pain . The pain made him tense his back muscles . He was irritated and sat up, grabbed her arm, and pulled her off the bed . He took all her clothes on the bed and tossed them at her . "Go home if you want to cry . "
She seemed scared of him and suddenly stopped crying . She shuddered badly on the carpet and sat there for a while before she realized what he meant . She hastily grabbed her clothes and ran to the bathroom .
When he had sex with her, he always seemed to lose control and hurt her . She stumbled and ran to the bathroom .
She quickly got dressed in the bathroom and came out with her head down . She rushed out of the room without looking at him .
Chapter end
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